did i ever tell you
I HEART DR BERNARD.
listening to him everytime, is such an experience and privilege.
amazing how God can impart something like that and use man in such a way.
recently there have been many ppl ard me, who change in the way of their thinking, went far away from God or church for that matter. Some are people who grew up with me, some are people I love. I asked myself, if these people can fall, get discouraged, go off track, how about me? Can i really fight the good fight, and run the race of faith?
yest during worship, God showed me sth so beautiful, a scene that i almost forgot.
when i was in sec 2, i used to stay in my uncle's house which is on the 16 floor.
i will open the windows and window grills wide to overlook the whole neighbourhood and pray.
one night, i was moved by the Lord, 12 plus am in the morning, i was looking at the whole neighbourhood, lights and all.
with tears in my eyes, i told the Lord.
God, even if the whole world will give up on u, God forbid but even my ldrs, i will never...
and i said never...
give up on You.
and i stood there for a long time, with tears streaming down my eyes.
Yest, God reminded me. Ting, rem that promise?
yes Lord. i remember.
There was this random day at the airport, that me ting n dong overnight there. I think i was trying to do my fyp, ting trying to do her work, and dong was just purely bo liao. haha.
this is him w hair on. woo hoo~
just being random. (:
今天在小组的时候，婷说了一句话，让我好感动。
她说，当我看到晓亭的生命，在这六个月来，神所做的一切，我觉得很稀奇。我们真的可以相信，神为我们预备了美好的事。而且祂所应许的，必要成就。
是啊。
我真的无法想像。
今天在翻聚会时，pst aries 说，神赐给我们明确的呼召，常常是在我们进行一般的呼召时。（general calling）
你知道吗？我从来不知道我有能力去承担这一切。
主让我看到最美好的事情，也让我看到我前所未见不好的一面。
可以倾诉的人越来越少。
tdy pst joe said sth that i laughed at, but it went straight into my spirit.
he said, you are stronger than that.
what a statement.
主啊，我不明白，为什么这一切正在我眼前发生。我也不明白，你要成就的是什么。我很感恩，因为你带领我每一个脚步。我求你保守我，让我不停的爱你，为你而活。don't stop drawing me God.
and help me, to make sense of all that is happening. so much happen, that i don't seem to be able to digest.
and i need strength to face up to all these. there is a reason, and i believe i can.
I M BACK!
it has been a very enriching trip for me.
God has been speaking to me, and showing me different things.
Thank God for the opportunity to serve, and for speaking to me in my life.
总觉得，在这里真的有原因的。
但是我并不完全明白。
还是很感恩，很蒙福。
wun you show me?
i was just thinking, how nice it would be if i could go taiwan for a holiday n how nice if it would be to listen to dr bernard in taiwan!
it was just a desire that i did not really express out.
but God saw it!
and He made it come true.
how nice my daddy in heaven is, before i even asked, He knew.
i am really flying tomorrow. 1.10pm. coming back on Monday.
i am really excited. i feel my breakthrough is on its way.
在回来的路上，突然有很多感触。
正要尝试阅读朱天心的书，是王德威编的小说集。
我喜欢王德威的文字。哈哈。
今天发生了一些事，真的把我吓坏了，也让我上了宝贵的一课。
i was reminded of what lulu said, that life is too hard for us to walk alone.
喜欢文字，因为它把我无法说出来的话，印在纸上了。
很多时候，心里的话，不知该向谁倾诉。
知音难找是真的。
所以，以谜语的方式，把感触给写下来。
突然间，我想了很多。
再过一个月，就是7月28日了。时间怎么过的这么快。
7月24日就正式毕业了。
又要开启人生的另一页。
有时候，很想留在原地。或活在过去。小时候的世界简单些，也单纯些。爱他，服事他都简单多了。虽然现在，应该还是那份单纯的爱。
我想开始读散文。很喜欢散文给人的感觉，轻松、真实、不做作。
我们的人生，也应该如此。
今天和朋友聚餐时，谈到去中国旅行。勾起了当年的美好回忆。
好想念和爸爸游山玩水的日子。
爬山、逛园林、看沙漠、好想念～
想念一年一度的旅行。
想想，是时候找时间，再和爸爸游山玩水去。
父亲节要到了！
i want to be six again.
check out pst kong's latest blog post!
Pastor clearly talks about masturbation.
awesome article.
Thanks Pastor!
www.konghee.com/blog
i am feeling vexed, for reasons i don't know how to express.
最近我少了书写的欲望。
生活的忙碌，让时间在你不知不觉中流逝。
昨天牧师提到，人与人之间的关系是复杂的。
是啊，复杂到不行。
哈哈。我觉得啦。
我觉得自己也是个复杂的怪胎。
真的。
所以，我也无法忍受自己有时候干下的蠢事。
现在真的觉得，我需要“六根清净”。