tangible love

这一个星期下来，真的很不容易。

battles to fight. i cannot remember when was the last time.

these things took a toll on my heart, and i felt myself withdrawing and retreating, once again.

Tdy i got a mail from lulu, and i cried like crazy.

Nothing abt her content, but it’s the love that i sense.

Was so overwhelmed by the love i sense in her mail, which was contrary to how i felt in this entire week.

It was so touching to know that somebody did really love u, for who u r.

These are people u fight for, fight tog, combats in the kingdom.

I need to strengthen myself in the Lord, just like how David did.

每一段关系，都建立在『信』之上。没了『信』，就没有关系可言。

do everything u can to guard that trust.

50 first dates

awww. so sweet.

haha.

i told myself, let’s watch a movie every sunday.

which i totally love it.

Movie of the day: 50 first dates.

Thank God it’s Monday!

Haven’t figured what i will do.

Will figure soon. :)

trust. courage. and strength

这几天下来，一系列事情的发生。让我感觉有点吃不消。

怎么会呢？

有好一段时间，没有经历这样的事情了。

there is just a slight ache in my heart.

虽然我慢慢学习坚强，可是这事还是会影响我。

人与人之间的关系和信任是多么宝贵的。

Ting, u know it will not last forever.

You know that someone is just trying to get u down.

And you know, that u will not, because u will definitely stand up in spite of it.

And you know, your God will surely fight for you.

So take heart, u can do it. :)

奇迹必会降临

one of my fave songs in the new “Fly High” album

全能的神你能力无限
有了你万事都有可能
纵使大山在眼前
你也能够挪去
在你绝对没有难成事

主每当我软弱无力
你的恩典够我用
只要我能够相信
奇迹-必会降临
不靠才能   不靠勢力
依靠圣灵的能力
只要我全心呼求
奇迹-必会-降临

只要坚定来宣告就有奇迹
坚定 相信就必会成就

i decided not to even put a title la.

cos this is really such a random update.

i realised, i have been blogging for the last… i dunno how many days. goodness. i m such a compulsive blogger! haha. just kidding.

leaving home from work soon.

是有些改变。

一直都没有太多的感触，直到昨天，他和我说了一些事情。

听了后，～深呼吸。

哈哈。

我觉得，这一切很奇妙啦。

祂如何改变我，让我感到异常感动。

在不知不觉中，我已经渐渐改变。

这 很 神奇。

it’s going to be such a challenge, but i really trust Him.

I am excited, for what is going to happen, every step of the way.

Prayer – seeking out the mind of God

Pardon me for my extensive blogging.

Have been thinking a lot as i have much more time alone in office, and different things just trigger my thoughts.

a few things recently caught my attention. i find that, the older i get, the more i realise, that i dun really know it all. and many times, i find myself asking God, God what are you doing in the midst of all these?  i will often ask God, God what are you doing in this situation or trying to establish in a particular situation? there are many things that my human understanding and intellect cannot perceive and understand. the more i grow, the more i am humbled by his infinite wisdom, and by how small i am.

And thus, i have just been meditating on this thought, that prayer is seeking out the mind of God. very often, we pray with our own agendas, but really, prayer is simply about seeking out the mind of God. i want to seek His face, seek His mind, learn and understand what He has in store and what He is doing.

i don’t want to push through my agenda; i want to seek out His mind n will. I don’t know everything, because i am merely man, and He is God. Honestly, what I can know is what God has and will reveal to me.

I do not want to come to a point, that i think i am so intelligent and smart, that i can even understand all about God, or understand Him in His infinite wisdom. that is really foolishness, isn’t it?

Isa 45:9-12

⁹ "Woe to him who quarrels with his Maker,
       to him who is but a potsherd among the potsherds on   the ground.
       Does the clay say to the potter,
       'What are you making?'
       Does your work say,
       'He has no hands'?

¹⁰ Woe to him who says to his father,
       'What have you begotten?'
       or to his mother,
       'What have you brought to birth?'

¹¹ "This is what the LORD says—
       the Holy One of Israel, and its Maker:
       Concerning things to come,
       do you question me about my children,
       or give me orders about the work of my hands?

¹² It is I who made the earth
       and created mankind upon it.
       My own hands stretched out the heavens;
       I marshaled their starry hosts.

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fruitful mondays

this is my second monday after sot has ended.

and i’m loving it.

got to slp late on sun night cos i didn’t have to wake up early, so i watched confessions of a shopaholic. nice. :)

woke up and met kt for bs. i love it! it makes me feel productive n fruitful and happy, giving bs once again.

after that i met my dad to change my plan for starhub to save some $$$$. haha. away with humongous phone bills!!

then i head down to my cousin’s house once again, ran in the gym, swam (or rather soaked) myself in the pool, enjoyed myself in the jacuuzi, and had fun playing water gun with my nephew at the water playground. (i sit on the slide too! haha. it’s crazy fun)

and i had dinner, watched him study, picked up sth from a fren, and took a bus back.

somehow, a Monday like that takes my mind off a lot of things.

my phone is exceptionally quiet, and i’m just allowing my mind to rest.

thoughts.

accidentally stumbled upon someone’s blog started 4 yrs ago, and i was amazed what God has done in her. The change in her is so evident, and it inspired me a lot.

I know that from 4 yrs ago till now, i have changed a lot, but what i saw in her was really amazing. makes me wonder, where will i be 4 years from now.

i’m really loving my life, savouring every moment of it.

adapting to work in suntec, and loving my days.

You are an amazing God!

2 kinds of people

there r 2 kinds of people in the world.

givers and takers.

for the givers, thank God He made you a giver. Thank God u have something to give and share.

for the takers, thank God God has placed givers in ur life. Thank God there are people who are there to sow into ur life.

and…

start becoming  a GIVER! haha. :)

thanks gal for the listening ear. it helps to know i’m not alone, and someone is listening, and keeping me sane, preventing my mind from running wild.

appreciated. :)

信心旅行

今天在聚会看到这MV时，泪水不断的流。

因为耀珊和JJ的爱，让我很感动。

因为看到新艺人家族在这灾难的时刻，成为黑暗中的一把声音，而感到骄傲。

因为看到62岁的张茂松牧师亲自到灾区，而动容。

爱，让一切变得更美丽。

stories to tell

this morning i went to the airport to meet lulu. and met many other sot students who were there to also send their fellow sot mates off.

and one kind soul offered to send me back to suntec. and i got to eat my macDonalds breakfast.

honestly, somebody giving u a ride early morning, coupled w mac breakfast, is good enough to make me smile for a whole day.

he was sharing with me his story of what God has done in his life, how God brought him to different places and SOT, n wj asked me if i m impacted. not exactly, but truly inspired.

i am amazed, how everyone of us have our own stories to tell, how He, the author n finisher of our faith, writes 6 billion stories, each one strangely similar in some ways, yet different in many. How all of us are seeking n searching His mind, finding out what He has in store for our lives.

If u ask me, i think that is awfully exciting. Not kidding.

I am living my now, yet excited to know wad holds in the future. Words cannot express my thrill of walking with Him each day, and having Him lead me by the hand. it’s truly an adventure.

Love You a lot!! Thank You for sending someone, just to make my day. :)

random blogging

after SOT has ended, it’s back to full fledge translating. haha.

so basically, i face my computer a lot a lot of the time, n so i miss sot a lot, cos i miss talking to students and of cos the fantastic sot staff.

i am slowly becoming a little autistic. no la of cos not.

just that i really talk a lot lesser nowadays. haha. maybe more on msn.

and i come home, watch tv, surf for a short while and sleep.

wake up next day, wash up, think abt wad to wear, and go to work. wahahahha.

even when i met the six-oneders yest, i m kinda amazed by my few words.

*smiles*

and so when i heard tingting excitedly tdy, it’s kind of amusing. lol.

have been thinking abt some stuff lately. naturally everything is so quiet. I pray spiritually it’s not.

ciao people. i’m gg to bed. nights to all.

神学生毕业。片尾曲

这几天陆续收到他们的简讯。

感动无比。

从未想过，每天站在台上的那几个小时，和他们吃的每顿饭，会在他们的生命里带出影响。

感谢神这五个月的恩典。

由衷的感谢你，让我有机会，成为这大家庭的一部分。

Thank You for allowing me to make a difference in the lives of these people.

And once again, you know we could never have done it without You.

Thank You. from the bottom of my heart.

败犬女王

『你是值得真心被对待的。』- 卢卡斯

SOT Graduation 2009

鬼脸

 

耍酷

周六男孩

台湾版

Angel, Val, Yulan, Mx, Wj graduated.

I don’t have the rest of the pics here. Haha.

Once again, congrats!!! :))))))))

The end of SOT is only the beginning.

SOT Grad Night!

Here are some pics for you to enjoy. :)

 

That day was my boss’ actual birthday!

Lovely friends in SOT.

Saturday boys.

My girls.

Happy for angel, val, yulan, mx and weijian.

For being proud graduates of SOT 2009.

Mondays.

KT coined it the SOT withdrawal symptom. I feel weird if i can 自然醒。So i got him to meet me at 10am. which both of us din wake up and had to postpone to lunch. haha. but i managed to send weixuan off! thank God for that! :)

i had to fill my day with sth, so i brought my nephew out to watch UP, since many have said the show is good, and boy, i really can agree. I was so touched that i really cried, and my cousin was asking, did matthew look at me strangely like y r u crying? Unfortunately yes he did. Halfway thru he was staring at me and wondering why was i tearing like that. haha.

I really enjoyed the show for some reason, already started tearing watching their love story.

我记得有一次，一个朋友谈恋爱后，我曾经送她一样礼物，上面写着：

『爱情不是两人注视彼此的眼睛，而是两人仰望同一方向。』

Love is not gazing into each other’s eyes, but is both looking unto the same horizon.

Something like that. It was in English.

今天，当我看到他们两人活出同样的梦想，我心中真的很感动。爱情就是如此不是吗？是找到一个。。可以一同和你活出梦想的人。这才是爱。

他的执著，让我好感动。

I felt so much after watching the show, and cried so hard that i felt my eyes were a little swollen after the show. Haha.

除了感动。还是感动。

Don’t look for the one who will simply gaze into your eyes, look for the one who will go with you, and bring you to places. Places you have never been before.

I did enjoy my Monday。 :) It was relaxing just hanging out with my nephew, and playing silly games like who can walk the slowest. Haha. and the show is awesome.

Have a great week guys!

SOT Graduation Service!

I am in JW now waiting for graduation service.

And i am so excited!

:)))))))))))

CONGRATS ONCE AGAIN!

my first post on windows live writer.

This is my first post on windows live writer. cos i heard it’s really easy to use. and somehow, i just felt like blogging again. :)

今天是神学院的最后一天。我特地到了那里，想要感染那里的气氛。他们和两年前的我好不一样。我正在想，今天离开神学院的心情，是如何的？

今天去探访璐璐姐。好珍惜和她相处的时间。She is really my inspiration. :) I want to be better in my skills!

这个周末，就是神学院的毕业典礼了。回想起来，就像昨天，我刚为他们写卡片，现在就看到，他们经历了五个月很棒的时光。看到他们当中，许多人生命得着改变，让我真的感到很欣慰。

但也不止是他们，我的生命，有何尝不是跟着他们，一步步得着改变呢？站在台上翻译，本身就已经是极大的荣幸。What an adventure it has been these 5 months.

很快的，又会有事情开始改变了。大家拭目以待吧！

Sidenote: It had really been as awesome week of prayer. I felt God so close and so near. He has been speaking to me regarding **uhhem** and manifesting His glory.

THANK YOU!

新面孔咯！！

太开心了！我终于把以前的设置换了，这是为了鼓励我在努力一点写博客。:)

Welcome to a new look on my blog!! I am so happy that I think I will try to update it really regularly. I TRY. :)

So much has happened in the last 2 weeks.

Convocation.

Birthday.

20th anniversary.

SOT graduation coming up super soon.

Will update very soon k? :)