the never ending battles

we will arise again.

anchor of our soul

my heart broke.

really.

Heb 6:13-19

13 For when God made a promise to Abraham, because He could swear by no one greater, He swore by Himself,

14 saying, “Surely blessing I will bless you, and multiplying I will multiply you.”

15 And so, after he had patiently endured, he obtained the promise.

16 For men indeed swear by the greater, and an oath for confirmation is for them an end of all dispute.

17 Thus God, determining to show more abundantly to the heirs of promise the immutability of His counsel, confirmed it by an oath,

18 that by two immutable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we might have strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold of the hope set before us.

19 This hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which enters the Presence behind the veil,

20 where the forerunner has entered for us, even Jesus, having become High Priest forever according to the order of Melchizedek.

we cannot lose the hope, that is the anchor of our soul.

a whole new world

some have asked me, how is life like now that you are attached…?

i had a feeling, before i was attached, that getting attached will change my life. and it did. radically did. :)

on day 13, my bf gave me a present for our 2weeks anniversary.

it’s a musical box that plays a whole new world.

and it does sum up my life now.

u do start living your life radically differently…

and nowadays, i started realising people ard me are getting married.

so what does that mean?

i feel like i have grown up.

when my lunches revolve around topics of flats and marriages and bridal gown.

not to mention a good friend who is getting married at the end of this year. (which reminds, i need to lose weight to look good for her wedding. lol. )

isn’t this a whole new world?

the excitements, irony and progress of life.

i’m growing up.

the 24th year is quite a journey already.

promise… updates on THE story soon. hahaha.

homologeo

somehow, this word kept coming back to my mind.

i was reminded of someone. and the importance of homologeo. 

doesn’t mean we throw away logic n reasoning, but sometimes, God is more than reason, isn’t it?

we try to contain God in a box. and think that God can fit into our many theories and arguments and logic.

it seems even silly to say this. or perhaps it seems like i’m committing intellectual suicide, but i choose to believe otherwise.

i choose to believe, that i can homologeo, but i am not being naive or gullible.

i choose to believe, i can have critical thinking, but not be critical in my spirit.

i choose to believe, that faith is reasoned trust.

i want to hear, what God says and not what man says.

i want to think, like how God thinks and not how man thinks.

homologeo.

putting on the mind of Christ.

the John 21 moment

Sunday morning.

P to X: Do you still love me?

X to P: … For a moment dear, i feel like Peter.

after many seconds…

X to P: Dear.. I love you!

X to P: Dear.. I love you!

P to X: You still need to say one more time.

my boyfriend claims that i have a habit, of turning our whole relationship into the scriptures.

:)

比比看，谁比谁多？

*the top one is my bf’s bb. bottom one is mine.

for once, my number of unread emails is XXXX more than his.

for once.

new beginnings

a new beginning. in every area and aspect.

out of maintenance and survival.

to growth, progress and breakthrough.

out of safety and comfort.

to expansion, audacity, wildness and the faith zone.

to leave behind the old, and to usher in the new.

to grow, in EVERY aspect of my life.

to build a life of depth, maturity and consistency.

let’s go, 2010!

are you my match?

X to P: Dear, when you met me, do you feel like you met your match?

P to X: No dear, I still think you are no match for me.

稍纵即逝

昨天接到一个意想不到的电话。

好几个星期前，就已经听闻这消息，但因为我已经离开南大这么久，也没有对这件事多加思索。

美银的一通电话，把我从睡梦中叫醒。i’m so glad she called.

突然发现，世界也只有那么大，人与人的关系也是那么脆弱。

今天读了凯德所写的信，心情起伏不定。

昨天听到了美银所说到，心里震撼不已。

只因为我在想，是否有人能够帮助她？

it served as such a great reminder, that we must not be absorbed with our own life. and that there are so many around us, that are hurting, and have needs that we can meet.

多走一里路。go the extra mile.

officially, blissfully, and happily attached.

promise i will update soon.

on the WHOLE process.

haha.

i try la. :)

8 Jan 2010

sheer bliss. (:

冰天雪地的首尔

it’s snowing in korea!!!

although it is freezing cold, it is very very pretty.

snow everywhere.

awwwwwww.

it’s really romantic to come to seoul in jan. haha.

but nope, im on a spiritual journey.

i m not kidding you. THIS PLACE IS BEAUTIFUL!

i m not coming home. haha.