it really has been a long time since i blogged. blogging lesser and lesser. well, jus dun the motivation to. hiak.
sy rogers was here again in the past week. learned a lot and i guess the most important lesson that i really learn is acceptance. acceptance towards others and hey! also towards urself. i think that is sth i really need. many times we jus keep on thinking we r not good enough for God.. who says so? you dun have to be perfect for me to love u. how apt that is! i guess it jus feels that sentence came out of God's mouth. and well we r fallen, and we live in a fallen world, so when we get dirty, clean up, fall down den get up. nothing simpler than that huh..
these few weeks have been great! at benny hinn's conference n i guess many of us have been transformed by His power. not benny hinn's, God's power and glory. and the person of the Holy Spirit. i simply love Him, dun u? and sy rogers came n after that we r having our easter.. aint that power-packed? we r really going to see a harvest this weekend!
n to update abt my life, i m going to study chinese in NTU and in june i m going israel. :) so that is about it.
one last note, my students who r reading my blog, from 3h, 3i, 1a, 4h, u r invited by me! haha. for our easter drama production this sat and sun to celebrate easter with us at indoor stadium!
3 pm and 7.30 on sat. 11 am on sun. do come n enjoy urself! pls tag on my tagboard if u r interested. :)
Monday, March 21, 2005
Thursday, March 10, 2005
离开学校几个月，惊然发现，我的华文真的退步了！去到圣公会教华文我还非常的小心翼翼，但还是犯了不少错。
这一趟在圣中还真是不容易，发现到真的要懂得怎样处事待人。
人的心，有两面。一面是你自己真正的感觉，另一面则是别人看你的心。你可以是带着善意，也可能被误为是恶意，这就是人。
以上是学到的第一堂课。
第二堂则是人言可畏。 经过这一次，我会更加谨慎的处理我所说的话。
祸从口出。
但我也感觉到了人的单纯，可爱。一种 – “我就是喜欢你”的接受，而那令我有一股莫名的感动。一种真实的 – 喜欢。
我也察觉了长大的悲哀，如果因为长大，而让心变得越来越小，越来越不能相信人，喜欢人，那也是悲哀。
上了几趟人生重要的课。我还蛮喜欢教书。；）
这一趟在圣中还真是不容易，发现到真的要懂得怎样处事待人。
人的心，有两面。一面是你自己真正的感觉，另一面则是别人看你的心。你可以是带着善意，也可能被误为是恶意，这就是人。
以上是学到的第一堂课。
第二堂则是人言可畏。 经过这一次，我会更加谨慎的处理我所说的话。
祸从口出。
但我也感觉到了人的单纯，可爱。一种 – “我就是喜欢你”的接受，而那令我有一股莫名的感动。一种真实的 – 喜欢。
我也察觉了长大的悲哀，如果因为长大，而让心变得越来越小，越来越不能相信人，喜欢人，那也是悲哀。
上了几趟人生重要的课。我还蛮喜欢教书。；）
i m going to blog in english den chinese. seriously, after i got my 'a's, i got to start wondering abt my future. so many pple r asking me wad i wan to study n wad i wan to do. my oh my.. acty like dunno how long ago i have made up my mind that i wan to go ntu to study chinese. but becos of many reasons, i m starting to waver. hee. but the fact remains that my deep interest in chinese has not left, n due to my superfacial knowledge of chinese history and literature, i have decided i will study chinese. becos wad i know simply cant match up to wad i wan to noe.
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Monday, February 28, 2005
hey i m back after so long. it has been a fulfilling week. i was teaching in ahs since last tues. haha. told ying that i m not teaching den suddenly ahma ask me to take her place so i ended up teaching yan hong n yulan. hee. yep i agree i got a loud voice. especially when my class is particularly loud. muahaha. so i got to rise above them. dun test my limits yep.. haha. n i thot i m only to teach for only 2 days, only to noe that another tcher was on mc until tml so i end up sitting beside ahma teaching for another few days. boy oh boy aint it an experience.. i enjoyed myself! hahaha.
it was kind of funny cos i was teaching pple like daniel and some other that i have known before.. but it was kind of fun, especially teaching the sec 4s and 1s also. the sec 1s are really cute and the sec 4s were really nice. i had the honour of giving away their o level chinese results n i felt like it was really an experience n a priveilege. yep. n they did extremely well too. well done! ;) n it was really funny when i was in 3e and ying n yulan screamed when they saw me. n ting ting msging me telling me that they were really shocked to see me. n oh to have javier's sis in my class also. n also taking cab tog with my student. haha. and having to be mistaken to be ying's sis. kind of interesting huh. n to watch a match ahs vs cchsm and to support ahs after all my life i have been wishing they will be defeated. (sorry guys) n they were. i m sad for that really. ;) u all have it to go all the way. n it continues.. that my dearest ahma brought me to some weird place to eat some weird indian food in the open air. where the wind blows and we have added natural ingredients in our drinks and murtabak. muahaha. where the wind blows and the flower flows. (it rhymes!) into my drink. yucks. haha. and the murtabak which two of us pathetically only ate like half of it. wad a waste army guys! n it tasted nice. haha. and hving to walk in really painful heels. acty the heels arent painful. it is jus that my old "injury" worked up on me tdy. Dear God pls heal. it hurts tdy u noe. kind of quite badly that i got to limp a bit so that i dun hurt it so much. yep. and tml is my last day. haha. i enjoyed myself thoroughly so to say. and seriously, if God calls, i would love to go into teaching. becos it is a major satisfaction to be a fren to ur students.
oh yep and tdy is the release of o level results. my congratulations to all those who have done so well. ;) and those who did not get the best results, keep on working hard yah..
and well, i m waiting for my turn too. it is coming. before u noe it. keep me in ur prayers k.. or should i say, my results. but ahma said sth that encouraged me tdy. i have the peace of God within me. which reminds me of wad Pst Ulf said. the peace of God which surpasses all understanding. when i first memorised this verse i din noe wad it means. now i noe. that when ur situation tells u u shld be nervous and apprehensive, the peace of God will be upon u, even when u dun understand how u can have it, or how u can be so calm.
fight the good fight of faith.
it was kind of funny cos i was teaching pple like daniel and some other that i have known before.. but it was kind of fun, especially teaching the sec 4s and 1s also. the sec 1s are really cute and the sec 4s were really nice. i had the honour of giving away their o level chinese results n i felt like it was really an experience n a priveilege. yep. n they did extremely well too. well done! ;) n it was really funny when i was in 3e and ying n yulan screamed when they saw me. n ting ting msging me telling me that they were really shocked to see me. n oh to have javier's sis in my class also. n also taking cab tog with my student. haha. and having to be mistaken to be ying's sis. kind of interesting huh. n to watch a match ahs vs cchsm and to support ahs after all my life i have been wishing they will be defeated. (sorry guys) n they were. i m sad for that really. ;) u all have it to go all the way. n it continues.. that my dearest ahma brought me to some weird place to eat some weird indian food in the open air. where the wind blows and we have added natural ingredients in our drinks and murtabak. muahaha. where the wind blows and the flower flows. (it rhymes!) into my drink. yucks. haha. and the murtabak which two of us pathetically only ate like half of it. wad a waste army guys! n it tasted nice. haha. and hving to walk in really painful heels. acty the heels arent painful. it is jus that my old "injury" worked up on me tdy. Dear God pls heal. it hurts tdy u noe. kind of quite badly that i got to limp a bit so that i dun hurt it so much. yep. and tml is my last day. haha. i enjoyed myself thoroughly so to say. and seriously, if God calls, i would love to go into teaching. becos it is a major satisfaction to be a fren to ur students.
oh yep and tdy is the release of o level results. my congratulations to all those who have done so well. ;) and those who did not get the best results, keep on working hard yah..
and well, i m waiting for my turn too. it is coming. before u noe it. keep me in ur prayers k.. or should i say, my results. but ahma said sth that encouraged me tdy. i have the peace of God within me. which reminds me of wad Pst Ulf said. the peace of God which surpasses all understanding. when i first memorised this verse i din noe wad it means. now i noe. that when ur situation tells u u shld be nervous and apprehensive, the peace of God will be upon u, even when u dun understand how u can have it, or how u can be so calm.
fight the good fight of faith.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
kind of silly but i cried after reading samuel's (chan) blog. acty to be honest i din really ever properly looked back n conclude my yr. although it is alredi 15 feb, it is lunar chu qi, i think i m going to conclude my yr like now.
i guess the thing i can say abt 2004 is i let go. i cant count u noe, the number of things that i actually did let go. n can i say it had been a lot. but it had been a great yr. it was a yr that i let go, n when i begin to let go, God begin to bring many things to pass. so many. i will say it is a yr that dreams came to pass.
i think i cried a lot. haha. in 2004. but sth abt it. i love crying. haha. as in not like i m a crybaby, but it is that kind of feeling of jus letting everything out of u. haha. there were many heartbreaks too. when u let go, there r bound to be heartbreaks also. but God took over at the end of the day. yep. suddenly i dun wish to go on anymore.
next wk is pst ulf. can't wait.
i guess the thing i can say abt 2004 is i let go. i cant count u noe, the number of things that i actually did let go. n can i say it had been a lot. but it had been a great yr. it was a yr that i let go, n when i begin to let go, God begin to bring many things to pass. so many. i will say it is a yr that dreams came to pass.
i think i cried a lot. haha. in 2004. but sth abt it. i love crying. haha. as in not like i m a crybaby, but it is that kind of feeling of jus letting everything out of u. haha. there were many heartbreaks too. when u let go, there r bound to be heartbreaks also. but God took over at the end of the day. yep. suddenly i dun wish to go on anymore.
next wk is pst ulf. can't wait.
Friday, February 11, 2005
Sunday, February 06, 2005
i m back frm service. this week is coming to an end. frankly speaking, i m looking forward to the end of the week and to a chinese new yr week. haha. boy, i think i have been resting too long n when i jus simply do sth, now i feel kind of tired. i need my stamina back.
well, i have not done my spring cleaning yet. oops! tml i will get down to it. my room is getting messy again. haha. hopefully i can get it to be spick n span. is that how u use the phrase?
service was great! i was not so wrong abt pst john after all. haha. i remembered that i enjoyed him very much and well, i really really did. the 2 messages blessed me tremendously.
Grace empowers you to do wad truth demands of u.
You determine the intimacy of ur relationship with God, not God.
You can have as much of Him as you want to.
Friends of God r those who fear Him.
yep this is somewhat the essence. n i bought the book n the cd drawing near. feel free to borrow. take care guys..
well, i have not done my spring cleaning yet. oops! tml i will get down to it. my room is getting messy again. haha. hopefully i can get it to be spick n span. is that how u use the phrase?
service was great! i was not so wrong abt pst john after all. haha. i remembered that i enjoyed him very much and well, i really really did. the 2 messages blessed me tremendously.
Grace empowers you to do wad truth demands of u.
You determine the intimacy of ur relationship with God, not God.
You can have as much of Him as you want to.
Friends of God r those who fear Him.
yep this is somewhat the essence. n i bought the book n the cd drawing near. feel free to borrow. take care guys..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
n dear 3i, i have not forgotten my message to u. can i write in chinese? haha.
可以教你们是我的荣幸。 可以和你们分享我的生活，学习生涯也是我的荣幸。能但你们四天的老师更是如此。一日为师，终生为母？哈哈。应该可以算是姐吧。你们这班想的东西比较多。（我不是说3H没有想，请不要误会。3H 想的事情是在另一方面，是不一样的领域。）你们两个是不同的班，属于不一样的性格，所以不要比较了好吗？哈哈。让我轻松的说完。你们是很有才华的一班，对周遭的事物想的会蛮多，虽然你们甚少发言。就像我刚才写的一样，让我们不光是想，也学会出点力好吗？德明是你们的。我认为你们是可以在德明里带来改变的，只要你们肯去争取，是做得到的。既然你们已经在DHP, 就让它成为去美好的一段日子和环境好吗？
好喜欢教你们这两班，谢谢你们对我的支持。虽让我觉得我教的并不是很好，但是你们还是欣然接受，让我感到安慰。谢谢！
u guys have been really appreciative of me and i m so appreciative of that. to 3i, thanx for listening to me. all my silly stories. haha. sorrie for the lack of ghost stories. i dun really tell them. do not feel sad about staying in dhs k.. once u have decided, there is no room for regret ya.. keep on keeping on. thank for cheering for me too. haha.
to 3h and i, u guys ROCK my world!
last words:
青春不留白
可以教你们是我的荣幸。 可以和你们分享我的生活，学习生涯也是我的荣幸。能但你们四天的老师更是如此。一日为师，终生为母？哈哈。应该可以算是姐吧。你们这班想的东西比较多。（我不是说3H没有想，请不要误会。3H 想的事情是在另一方面，是不一样的领域。）你们两个是不同的班，属于不一样的性格，所以不要比较了好吗？哈哈。让我轻松的说完。你们是很有才华的一班，对周遭的事物想的会蛮多，虽然你们甚少发言。就像我刚才写的一样，让我们不光是想，也学会出点力好吗？德明是你们的。我认为你们是可以在德明里带来改变的，只要你们肯去争取，是做得到的。既然你们已经在DHP, 就让它成为去美好的一段日子和环境好吗？
好喜欢教你们这两班，谢谢你们对我的支持。虽让我觉得我教的并不是很好，但是你们还是欣然接受，让我感到安慰。谢谢！
u guys have been really appreciative of me and i m so appreciative of that. to 3i, thanx for listening to me. all my silly stories. haha. sorrie for the lack of ghost stories. i dun really tell them. do not feel sad about staying in dhs k.. once u have decided, there is no room for regret ya.. keep on keeping on. thank for cheering for me too. haha.
to 3h and i, u guys ROCK my world!
last words:
青春不留白
tdy i had a great day in dhs. when i was walking out of dhs, although i taught for only 4 days, there was a tinge of sadness. i din expect that i will feel this way n really miss teaching in this place. when i graduated frm dhs, i came back like only a few times. 5 fingers is more than enough to count. n i came back really to see my frens. to me, dhs din really have something that kept me back. tdy i found that thing in this place that kept me back n here. 德明的人情味。
had a fulfilling n meaningful talk with wu lao shi n mrs har. something i really like abt dunman high is the teachers. they r jus so nice, so down to earth, so sincere. wu lao shi is so motherly! yah. the second day when i came, she kind of hugged me n she is that kind of person whom u jus feel like u can rest in her arms. haha. and she is so dedicated to education. that she is not discouraged, tired, but she still doing her part to change things. haha. i m blogging abt her, jus like wad wei biao did. wad i like abt her is that she doesnt jus bring things up, she is constantly looking for solutions. n i think that is wad things shld be. we dun jus talk the talk, we walk the walk.
mrs har is so cute! and she still is. i really like her. n i think she is really pretty. haha. 很有亲和力。and was jus telling her abt east view. haha. wei biao i told her abt the attraction in east view thingy. oops. haha. den she was telling me it is really a good experience and we really get to see the world out there. and she said this: we live in a protected environment. which i so very much agree. now i feel like maybe i wun dread east view so much any more.
suddenly becos of these few days, i have learnt to appreciate dhs. even mr kiw. n i have grown to love this place more. thanx guys for being a part of my world in dunman high. dear 3h n i, this is wad i got to tell u k..
u all may think that sch is tough. u guys dun like the rules, dread the discipline and this is part of the process i have been through before. and to tell u the truth, i have felt wad u guys felt, complained my share, and now i look back, tog den i realise i have walked out of this. becos this is dunman high. and this is the sch u have chosen to come n stay in. it is part of the package guys. u have good n bad things here, jus like how u will have it similarly in other places. as in u will have certain good things and yet certain things which u dun like cos nothing is perfect in this world. 鱼与熊掌，不能兼得。learn to love this place becos u have 4 more yrs. i think i would have learn to love dhs more, and not complain so much abt it if i get to do it all over again. but dhs has its history. and i pray from the bottom of my heart that it will always go on from strength to strength.
do i sound really sentimental? i think i do. becos i jus realise that dhs holds more for me than wad i have realised before. i dun think i will go into moe n teach. but if i do, i promise u, i will be back in this place. rock on. n if i can, i will do my part to make dhs a better place.
had a fulfilling n meaningful talk with wu lao shi n mrs har. something i really like abt dunman high is the teachers. they r jus so nice, so down to earth, so sincere. wu lao shi is so motherly! yah. the second day when i came, she kind of hugged me n she is that kind of person whom u jus feel like u can rest in her arms. haha. and she is so dedicated to education. that she is not discouraged, tired, but she still doing her part to change things. haha. i m blogging abt her, jus like wad wei biao did. wad i like abt her is that she doesnt jus bring things up, she is constantly looking for solutions. n i think that is wad things shld be. we dun jus talk the talk, we walk the walk.
mrs har is so cute! and she still is. i really like her. n i think she is really pretty. haha. 很有亲和力。and was jus telling her abt east view. haha. wei biao i told her abt the attraction in east view thingy. oops. haha. den she was telling me it is really a good experience and we really get to see the world out there. and she said this: we live in a protected environment. which i so very much agree. now i feel like maybe i wun dread east view so much any more.
suddenly becos of these few days, i have learnt to appreciate dhs. even mr kiw. n i have grown to love this place more. thanx guys for being a part of my world in dunman high. dear 3h n i, this is wad i got to tell u k..
u all may think that sch is tough. u guys dun like the rules, dread the discipline and this is part of the process i have been through before. and to tell u the truth, i have felt wad u guys felt, complained my share, and now i look back, tog den i realise i have walked out of this. becos this is dunman high. and this is the sch u have chosen to come n stay in. it is part of the package guys. u have good n bad things here, jus like how u will have it similarly in other places. as in u will have certain good things and yet certain things which u dun like cos nothing is perfect in this world. 鱼与熊掌，不能兼得。learn to love this place becos u have 4 more yrs. i think i would have learn to love dhs more, and not complain so much abt it if i get to do it all over again. but dhs has its history. and i pray from the bottom of my heart that it will always go on from strength to strength.
do i sound really sentimental? i think i do. becos i jus realise that dhs holds more for me than wad i have realised before. i dun think i will go into moe n teach. but if i do, i promise u, i will be back in this place. rock on. n if i can, i will do my part to make dhs a better place.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i love my classes!
boy o boy! to tell u the truth, teaching at dunman high is such a wonderful experience! i love it to the maximum.. man, i m going to miss teaching these peeps! haha.
today is my third day and tml will be my last. well, when i first went to teach them on mon, thank God they were so not intimidating. haha. cos i kind of expected DHP classes to be like mugger class (oops guys!), but they turned out to be such lovely students! they were lively, active, pretty responsive and they made my teaching experience such a memorable one. ;) i do wish n hope that i can teach them longer. especially teaching chinese when u can really tok to them, share with them. haha.
Dear 3h, (if u guys happen to read this)
u all were such a lovely bunch of pple! thank for brightening up my days so much! i kind of miss that 3 cheers thingy, cos we seldom do it in hwa chong. but when u all did it for me, i was so touched! haha. i felt like if i have taught u all a bit more, i would have teared. haha. thank u for the lovely memories, u guys r wonderful students and were so obedient n cooperative also. haha. i dunno wad to say about u really. felt that u guys will really enjoy ur days in dhs, cos u r really a lively bunch of pple. can sense tat strong spirit in u, though u all r only tog for a while. so keep there going ya.. i still feel sad for u all that u r going to be in dhs for so long! haha. but it is okie.. hopefully things will begin to change in a better way.. ;) enjoy ur sch days.. it is precious, u have only so many years to go. it may seem like a long time, but boy, time really flies.
i enjoyed my days in dhs. enjoyed my frens, the crapping, the laming, the stupid scandals and rumours(which r often not true, haha). n i had nice tchers too. think this is wad u guys will really enjoy. i think this is too heavy and sentimental for the beginning of the yr. haha. but if i have a chance again, i will take u back to be ur chinese teacher. ;)
Dearest 3i, i will leave urs for tml when i return after my last day k.. ;)
today is my third day and tml will be my last. well, when i first went to teach them on mon, thank God they were so not intimidating. haha. cos i kind of expected DHP classes to be like mugger class (oops guys!), but they turned out to be such lovely students! they were lively, active, pretty responsive and they made my teaching experience such a memorable one. ;) i do wish n hope that i can teach them longer. especially teaching chinese when u can really tok to them, share with them. haha.
Dear 3h, (if u guys happen to read this)
u all were such a lovely bunch of pple! thank for brightening up my days so much! i kind of miss that 3 cheers thingy, cos we seldom do it in hwa chong. but when u all did it for me, i was so touched! haha. i felt like if i have taught u all a bit more, i would have teared. haha. thank u for the lovely memories, u guys r wonderful students and were so obedient n cooperative also. haha. i dunno wad to say about u really. felt that u guys will really enjoy ur days in dhs, cos u r really a lively bunch of pple. can sense tat strong spirit in u, though u all r only tog for a while. so keep there going ya.. i still feel sad for u all that u r going to be in dhs for so long! haha. but it is okie.. hopefully things will begin to change in a better way.. ;) enjoy ur sch days.. it is precious, u have only so many years to go. it may seem like a long time, but boy, time really flies.
i enjoyed my days in dhs. enjoyed my frens, the crapping, the laming, the stupid scandals and rumours(which r often not true, haha). n i had nice tchers too. think this is wad u guys will really enjoy. i think this is too heavy and sentimental for the beginning of the yr. haha. but if i have a chance again, i will take u back to be ur chinese teacher. ;)
Dearest 3i, i will leave urs for tml when i return after my last day k.. ;)
Sunday, January 30, 2005
great!
this few days thing have been so good. haha. there was so many "first time"s for me. i din enjoy all of them, but it was really an adventure. it is really true when pple say that it is really an adventure with God and things dun get boring.
last fri went back to dhs. mr fong was really pretty nice. haha. offering me jobs and arranging things for me. but wad i m supposed to teach in dhs is really beyond my imagination. really out of my league kind of thing. but it will still be an experience though. i m praying that i will enjoy myself to the fullest.
this few days r so exciting! haha. n God has proven Himself to be faithful. really wan to love His presence.
last fri went back to dhs. mr fong was really pretty nice. haha. offering me jobs and arranging things for me. but wad i m supposed to teach in dhs is really beyond my imagination. really out of my league kind of thing. but it will still be an experience though. i m praying that i will enjoy myself to the fullest.
this few days r so exciting! haha. n God has proven Himself to be faithful. really wan to love His presence.
Friday, January 28, 2005
happy birthday michael!
back to blog. i think cos i really like this blogskin i will feel like blogging to see something nice on it. haha. acty i dunno wad to write here. hiak.
life is a great journey. sometimes it can get tough, to the point that we feel like giving up. sometimes our future looks so dim! that we cant even see our fingers before us, not to mention God's. sometimes it seems like we will nv walk out of where we are, we will forever be stuck here in this place, in this state. sometimes we dunno where we r going, and we dunno what our future has in store for us. sometimes i feel this way. haha.
but well, thank God life is always going from glory to glory, and He never fails to bring me out of where i m. i m looking forward to breakthroughs after breakthroughs and i m looking forward to His presence in my life. Or should i say He is inhabiting in the midst of us. thank u Lord.
back to blog. i think cos i really like this blogskin i will feel like blogging to see something nice on it. haha. acty i dunno wad to write here. hiak.
life is a great journey. sometimes it can get tough, to the point that we feel like giving up. sometimes our future looks so dim! that we cant even see our fingers before us, not to mention God's. sometimes it seems like we will nv walk out of where we are, we will forever be stuck here in this place, in this state. sometimes we dunno where we r going, and we dunno what our future has in store for us. sometimes i feel this way. haha.
but well, thank God life is always going from glory to glory, and He never fails to bring me out of where i m. i m looking forward to breakthroughs after breakthroughs and i m looking forward to His presence in my life. Or should i say He is inhabiting in the midst of us. thank u Lord.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
changed my blogskin!
hey guys i have changed my blogskin! haha. do u like it? feel so inspired by Abraham. that is y i always put my nick as stargazing. stars remind us of God's goodness and promises yeah? ;)
it has been a while since i blogged. hee. lazy lah. anyway wad i have been was jus spending my time lor. haha. giving bible studies, relief teaching and teaching my nieces' tuition. which i enjoyed to the maximum man. haha. love them. and it is fun. last week i visited my grandfather also. boy i made it a resolution this yr to love and care for my family even more.
relief teaching has been okie. the teacher i relieved was a Christian! although he din noe i m one. yep. but the kids were really noisy and naughty. especially the primary threes. supposed to teach cme. they din listened so i tried to do kind of a skit. haha. but failed also lah. in a sense. well the primary ones were nicer. but one used vulgar lang and i tell u, i was so angry that i scolded him like dunno wad. haha. really. and the class was so shocked. haha.
next week i m teaching in dunman high. teaching the dhp pple. pls wish me all the best. hoping i wun pronounce anything wrongly. i have decided to jus go there n be really humble. haha. cos i think they r much better than me. hiak hiak. tdy went shopping and bs. wow. i learnt a lot in GOTP. think that the Bible is jus so amazing. ha. if u r free and have nth to do, feel free to ask me out. cos i m free! haha.
it has been a while since i blogged. hee. lazy lah. anyway wad i have been was jus spending my time lor. haha. giving bible studies, relief teaching and teaching my nieces' tuition. which i enjoyed to the maximum man. haha. love them. and it is fun. last week i visited my grandfather also. boy i made it a resolution this yr to love and care for my family even more.
relief teaching has been okie. the teacher i relieved was a Christian! although he din noe i m one. yep. but the kids were really noisy and naughty. especially the primary threes. supposed to teach cme. they din listened so i tried to do kind of a skit. haha. but failed also lah. in a sense. well the primary ones were nicer. but one used vulgar lang and i tell u, i was so angry that i scolded him like dunno wad. haha. really. and the class was so shocked. haha.
next week i m teaching in dunman high. teaching the dhp pple. pls wish me all the best. hoping i wun pronounce anything wrongly. i have decided to jus go there n be really humble. haha. cos i think they r much better than me. hiak hiak. tdy went shopping and bs. wow. i learnt a lot in GOTP. think that the Bible is jus so amazing. ha. if u r free and have nth to do, feel free to ask me out. cos i m free! haha.
Friday, January 14, 2005
tdy i had my first relief teaching experience. haha. it doesnt feel like earning money at all. as in like doing hard work. i was teaching the kids in TNS. m thinking shld i put down the sch jus in case? haha. okie lah i was teaching at tao nan. it is not too bad. dealing with little kids. but i think we jus got to learn to make lessons a bit more interesting. haha. which apparently i dun really noe. oops. the pri 3s r okie. not too bad. pretty restless they r. n noisy. haha. the p1s r scary. u imagine having a class of 30 kids. and half of them r calling after u. teacher, can i go toilet? teacher, can i drink water? teacher, can i go to fill my water? teacher! i dunno how to do! teacher! i finish redi! teacher! i very urgent! teacher and the list goes on.. haha. boy.. they r really a handful n i really din noe how to control them. walking abt in my heels is not too fun either. i came home so tired. but happy somehow. lying on the sofa n i fell asleep. but i think teaching pri sch is not that bad, i earned my first 65 bucks. boy.
stay in tune for more next week.. adventure at geylang methodist. tdy i taught my niece in tao nan! happen to take her class for one period. ;)
stay in tune for more next week.. adventure at geylang methodist. tdy i taught my niece in tao nan! happen to take her class for one period. ;)
Monday, January 10, 2005
Daddy is back! i really missed him while he was away n boy aint i glad that he is back. haha. thank God i din go cos they said that it wasnt fun! but frankly speaking i think i might have enjoyed it big time. but it is okie cos i chose not to go. ;)
has been a while since i last blogged. many have been asking me wad m i doing now that i m schless and jobless. haha. well, to update u once again on my well being, i have been really kind of doing nothing. for the last week, the best thing that i did was sleeping? but it is really too much. cos i slept too much. haha. sometimes up to 12 hours a day. boy oh boy but that is not the norm. i have been watching tv and going out also. n i read! that is the very best thing i did i think, which i enjoyed thoroughly. seriously those who r out there in sch, studying is the best thing u can do. i miss doing tutorials, having lectures, but do not miss wearing sch uniforms though. hc uniform is seriously too hot. yes i miss homework. i mean that frm the bottom of my heart. yest i jus read a book abt a princess in saudi arabia which was a not bad read. not really good.. but not bad. yep.
i enjoyed service in the weekend totally. wad a msg to kick off the yr. to have Jesus Christ as the foundation, ur beginning and ur end. this is the verse God has given me for the yr. everytime i come to it i have a deeper n deeper n deeper understanding of it. and it is a verse all of us r so familiar with.
Matt 6:33-34
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
here it is for u to meditate on. ;) have a great week guys!
has been a while since i last blogged. many have been asking me wad m i doing now that i m schless and jobless. haha. well, to update u once again on my well being, i have been really kind of doing nothing. for the last week, the best thing that i did was sleeping? but it is really too much. cos i slept too much. haha. sometimes up to 12 hours a day. boy oh boy but that is not the norm. i have been watching tv and going out also. n i read! that is the very best thing i did i think, which i enjoyed thoroughly. seriously those who r out there in sch, studying is the best thing u can do. i miss doing tutorials, having lectures, but do not miss wearing sch uniforms though. hc uniform is seriously too hot. yes i miss homework. i mean that frm the bottom of my heart. yest i jus read a book abt a princess in saudi arabia which was a not bad read. not really good.. but not bad. yep.
i enjoyed service in the weekend totally. wad a msg to kick off the yr. to have Jesus Christ as the foundation, ur beginning and ur end. this is the verse God has given me for the yr. everytime i come to it i have a deeper n deeper n deeper understanding of it. and it is a verse all of us r so familiar with.
Matt 6:33-34
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
here it is for u to meditate on. ;) have a great week guys!
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
this time in the night always sets me thinking. gee.
我常常在这里不用华语发言是因为害怕许多人看不见，但是现在想用我最熟悉的语言。看到许多人回学校了。我好想念上课的日子！真的。非常想念。现在才知道什么叫做珍惜你眼前所拥有的。想到以后再也没有这种上学的感觉，是无比怀念。虽然会上大学，那确实不一样。今天在家里烂了一整天，才发现到晓亭是一个闲不下来的人。发觉到我开始得背负一点点大人的责任，就那么一点点。那车费，电话费，吃饭，看戏，原来都要钱。哈。好可笑的“发现”。
我可不可以想念德明，想念那无忧无虑的生活。想念那一群陪我笑，陪我哭的朋友。不管我是多么的傻，他们都接受我。因为现在，连我自己都不可以接受自己去这么傻呀，傻呀地走下去。
我可不可以想念华初，想念那一群每天上课都有无数笑话，让上学的日子不再烦闷。我想念每一堂语特的课，老实说，今天有点想念kapo. 哈哈。 想念他的红楼梦，还有他的hu啊。 哈哈。今天有一点失去自己的感觉。好想找回一点点的晓亭。现在，我要做的是什么呢? 更奇怪的想法是，晓亭身边的朋友又是谁呢？ 哈哈。真是胡思乱想。
大家晚安！
我常常在这里不用华语发言是因为害怕许多人看不见，但是现在想用我最熟悉的语言。看到许多人回学校了。我好想念上课的日子！真的。非常想念。现在才知道什么叫做珍惜你眼前所拥有的。想到以后再也没有这种上学的感觉，是无比怀念。虽然会上大学，那确实不一样。今天在家里烂了一整天，才发现到晓亭是一个闲不下来的人。发觉到我开始得背负一点点大人的责任，就那么一点点。那车费，电话费，吃饭，看戏，原来都要钱。哈。好可笑的“发现”。
我可不可以想念德明，想念那无忧无虑的生活。想念那一群陪我笑，陪我哭的朋友。不管我是多么的傻，他们都接受我。因为现在，连我自己都不可以接受自己去这么傻呀，傻呀地走下去。
我可不可以想念华初，想念那一群每天上课都有无数笑话，让上学的日子不再烦闷。我想念每一堂语特的课，老实说，今天有点想念kapo. 哈哈。 想念他的红楼梦，还有他的hu啊。 哈哈。今天有一点失去自己的感觉。好想找回一点点的晓亭。现在，我要做的是什么呢? 更奇怪的想法是，晓亭身边的朋友又是谁呢？ 哈哈。真是胡思乱想。
大家晚安！
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Saturday, January 01, 2005
at the beginning
we were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, i'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me i was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When i lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start
And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Yeah
Life is a road that i wanna keep going on
Love is a river, i wanna keep going
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
we were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, i'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me i was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When i lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start
And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Yeah
Life is a road that i wanna keep going on
Love is a river, i wanna keep going
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
happy 2005!
right now it is already yr 2005 and 2004 is over. boy oh boy. how fast time passes huh. had a grrreeeaaattttt time today with my cg. e18 & e357. haha. though e18 is not really my cg. haha. but we had a fantastic cgm! it was simply so exciting. beyond words. tdy i jus realise that we realy did grow as a cg. there were so many new faces as compared to last yr! but yet all these pple were integrated, growing in the cg and i m so grateful to God for that.
simply cannot believe how time passes. that i have finished my 'a' levels. enjoyed my holidays with my members. n now mos of them r alredi going back to sch. how fast can time pass huh.
tdy we did a special item for sis meiyan. like wad sis meiyan said i wished she will be moved to tears. haha. but she is a strong woman. but i was almost moved to tears though. by wad she said. and i enjoyed every minute standing there singing "at the beginning". yeah! it is now really our all time favourite kind of thing. wad a great song.
thank u sis meiyan for being my leader and for sowing into my life. everything that u have done is really appreciated. like u will not exchange us for any other members, we, at least me! will not exchange u for any other leader in the world. cos in my eyes, u r simply the best.
thank u e18 for the joy the blessings and the fellowship. it has been a great joy! and it will continue to be.
e357, in the coming year, let us love God even more. let us enlarge our tents and strengthen our stakes.. let us take chung cheng, jun yuan, ahs etc etc for Christ k.. i believe everyone of u can do it. keep on shining n loving Him.
i m stepping into the new year. n it will be another great year.
right now it is already yr 2005 and 2004 is over. boy oh boy. how fast time passes huh. had a grrreeeaaattttt time today with my cg. e18 & e357. haha. though e18 is not really my cg. haha. but we had a fantastic cgm! it was simply so exciting. beyond words. tdy i jus realise that we realy did grow as a cg. there were so many new faces as compared to last yr! but yet all these pple were integrated, growing in the cg and i m so grateful to God for that.
simply cannot believe how time passes. that i have finished my 'a' levels. enjoyed my holidays with my members. n now mos of them r alredi going back to sch. how fast can time pass huh.
tdy we did a special item for sis meiyan. like wad sis meiyan said i wished she will be moved to tears. haha. but she is a strong woman. but i was almost moved to tears though. by wad she said. and i enjoyed every minute standing there singing "at the beginning". yeah! it is now really our all time favourite kind of thing. wad a great song.
thank u sis meiyan for being my leader and for sowing into my life. everything that u have done is really appreciated. like u will not exchange us for any other members, we, at least me! will not exchange u for any other leader in the world. cos in my eyes, u r simply the best.
thank u e18 for the joy the blessings and the fellowship. it has been a great joy! and it will continue to be.
e357, in the coming year, let us love God even more. let us enlarge our tents and strengthen our stakes.. let us take chung cheng, jun yuan, ahs etc etc for Christ k.. i believe everyone of u can do it. keep on shining n loving Him.
i m stepping into the new year. n it will be another great year.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
i had such a great time today. haha. beyond words.
i guess tdy i was like awakened once again. like wad said, some of us wish that this yr will not end so that we can enjoy a few more moments of it. haha. this is wad i m feeling. to bask myself in this year. but tdy i was reading a heart ablaze. n it says that true ministry flows out of our revelation of God's character. and it really struck me that my ministry got to flow out of my revelation and relationship with God. being 18 now, i kind of miss that kind of fire and so called craziness i had for God when i was younger. and i wish i was more passionate for Him. yup.
anyway tdy we had great fun. it was so hilarious that i really laughed so hard. thank God for the pple in my life.
i guess tdy i was like awakened once again. like wad said, some of us wish that this yr will not end so that we can enjoy a few more moments of it. haha. this is wad i m feeling. to bask myself in this year. but tdy i was reading a heart ablaze. n it says that true ministry flows out of our revelation of God's character. and it really struck me that my ministry got to flow out of my revelation and relationship with God. being 18 now, i kind of miss that kind of fire and so called craziness i had for God when i was younger. and i wish i was more passionate for Him. yup.
anyway tdy we had great fun. it was so hilarious that i really laughed so hard. thank God for the pple in my life.
Sunday, December 26, 2004
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
sorrie guys that it is alredi past 12 and christmas is over. xiaoting is in a really heavy mood now. haha. as in feeling really heavy. hee. cos i jus finished watching "so close" and all those who r reading this will laugh at me again cos i cried buckets. again. oh yes again. emotional xiaoting in act. i cant help it. really. i really cried and cried and cried. haha. den after that the stupid korea show also very heavy. n i feel heavier. haha.
full of thots in my brain now. thots plus thots plus thots. thinking abt how fast time has passed, how life has been, with its ups and downs, struggles and triumphs, thinking abt love and abt Him. Jesus Xiaoting loves you. so very much. tdy i was at service. i was jus standing there. n tears began to flow. when i jus thot abt Him. how great He has been to me. my source, my comfort, my shelter, my protection, my love, my lover, my Father, my Mother oh yes my Mother, my King, my Shepherd. thank you for taking me in Your arms. thank you for embracing me. for protecting me. for healing my broken heart. for restoring me. for that security. for making me whole. for loving me. for accepting me. jus as i m.
i simply cant live without You. i mean that. with all of my heart.
sorrie guys that it is alredi past 12 and christmas is over. xiaoting is in a really heavy mood now. haha. as in feeling really heavy. hee. cos i jus finished watching "so close" and all those who r reading this will laugh at me again cos i cried buckets. again. oh yes again. emotional xiaoting in act. i cant help it. really. i really cried and cried and cried. haha. den after that the stupid korea show also very heavy. n i feel heavier. haha.
full of thots in my brain now. thots plus thots plus thots. thinking abt how fast time has passed, how life has been, with its ups and downs, struggles and triumphs, thinking abt love and abt Him. Jesus Xiaoting loves you. so very much. tdy i was at service. i was jus standing there. n tears began to flow. when i jus thot abt Him. how great He has been to me. my source, my comfort, my shelter, my protection, my love, my lover, my Father, my Mother oh yes my Mother, my King, my Shepherd. thank you for taking me in Your arms. thank you for embracing me. for protecting me. for healing my broken heart. for restoring me. for that security. for making me whole. for loving me. for accepting me. jus as i m.
i simply cant live without You. i mean that. with all of my heart.
Saturday, December 18, 2004
i decided to blog. after so many days. haha.
my heart aches. for a fren whom i no longer can call a fren.
sometimes u will feel really sad, when a fren who was once running with u, by ur side, towards God, towards revival towards the Holy SPirit is now not by ur side anymore. it din occur to me that it will happen. y din anyone tell me that it will? den i will have more preparation for it and will treasure the relationships in my life more. my heart goes out to him.. but it feels like for the first time, he is so far away. he can be standing in front of me but he seems to be a million miles away. boy, it doesnt feel good. and we used to tok abt everything. and now nothing. haha. i lost a fren. and i pray he will be back in the arms of God again.
my heart aches. for a fren whom i no longer can call a fren.
sometimes u will feel really sad, when a fren who was once running with u, by ur side, towards God, towards revival towards the Holy SPirit is now not by ur side anymore. it din occur to me that it will happen. y din anyone tell me that it will? den i will have more preparation for it and will treasure the relationships in my life more. my heart goes out to him.. but it feels like for the first time, he is so far away. he can be standing in front of me but he seems to be a million miles away. boy, it doesnt feel good. and we used to tok abt everything. and now nothing. haha. i lost a fren. and i pray he will be back in the arms of God again.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Monday, December 13, 2004
was jus toking to a fren. these few days thots flood my mind. quite disturbed abt certain things n came back to the pt that hey.. i need to be at the feet of Jesus waiting upon Him and putting my life on the altar. seriously, there r many things i wan for myself yet i noe that they r not godly desires. n we need to learn to crucify our flesh on the cross. u noe i was reading 2 tim and it says.. no one involved in warfare entangles himself with the affairs of this world.. and also it says later in the same chapter(paul said to tim).. flee youthful lusts. seriouslyi feel that we all have many trials and tests we need to pass thru.. sometimes i jus feel like God y dun u jus take over the reins of my life and u live my life.. becos sometimes it is sometimes so tiring to control urself.. guard ur heart n mind. n i see the pple ard me.. indeed there r many who r more n more on fire for God.. yet there r also many.. whose fire has been put down. not becos God has not been there.. but becos they chose to walk their own way. i wish that day will not EVER happen to me. i cant bear that to happen.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
i have initially alredi switched off my com n preparing to sleep. but i happen to read thru the booklet we were given tdy and i was reading wad mr chow wrote for us. can i say.. tears filled my eyes even when i was reading it. thank you mr chow.
this is from me to 61.
Dear 61,
remember the endless phy remedials we had? i will not forget how we will "top" the level everytime we look at our block test results. the really special chart. we will always be below the average line n no matter how hard we tried, haha, for some reason, it still happened. but hey, i have faith that we will all make it in the 'a' levels.
remember our chem tutor ms chen? how so much things happen n in the end we sent her off with her ending in tears?
remember our dearest mr xia? who told us abt his twin brother and gave us the xian ku hou tian sweet.
remember mr julian lim? whom we seldom listened to but he was so nice that he taught us juggling!
remember mrs baddiley? haha. i cant forget how life was like in j2 with her and how at every phy prac mr chow will say "mrs baddiley is waiting!"
remember all our lep tutors? wei lao shi whom we always make fun of.. that he will be on a diet tml. wls. kapo who is ever so funny. su lao shi who told us abt the camping trip.. "soh soh where r u?" dr tan whom we all love. and chen lao shi who has left.. i cant forget all the days mugging for shi ci and hong lou. trying to swallow every piece of info and endless memorising. before ever lep exam.. all the cramming. all the jokes we have in class.. esp lep lessons.
remember mr chow? who was the one who told us all abt huang cheng, becos of him, i grew to love this place so much. i remember tears rolling down my eyes when he told us abt the wei lou and n how hard i cried while watching the dvd.. he din mind crapping with us and even teaching us in chinese.. n all the remedials to help us.. geeZ. n mr chow wrote in the book abt the laksa.. remember us in his car? all squeezed up tog and the joke abt FUTH n RUTH! haha. i remembered it was our funniest joke ever..
thank u mr chow for loving us. (haha so mushy) thank u for teaching us beyond the laws of physics into this world.. haha. i will nv forget u say that "maths is a slave for physics". hahaha. thank you for sharing with us for opening up to us for helping us. thank u for ur love for huang cheng and ur passion for teaching. tdy i saw it when u come n see us, that there was bu she de in ur eyes. i could see that u were like looking n thinking.. boy i m not going to teach them anymore. we will always come back n visit u!
remember the ponning sessions and the cs??? boy.. i guess that was so funniest. haha. at kap? being caught by ronnie quek? hahaha. and trying so hard not to laugh when toking to mr teo. haha. i cant take it. and dunno how many cs we got..
remember 30th anniversary, walking thru the haunted hse and scaring the pple... hahahaha.
and all the endless eating sessions.. i cant remember at where. it was so many. haha. and our always enthusiastic response to everything..
61.. i remember our endless "eh, hao xiao leh" "good (thumbs up)" "futh u lah!" and the stupid trend of cold jokes we started.. when we will jus keep on laughing at bu hao xiao de joke. i remember kian wee's got link ez link citi link and dunno wad link? haha. and wei biao's full of crap.. always toking rubbish. until i cant even remember a single of his joke. haha. n he has always been saying i love u to like how many dozen tchers.. haha. n our you qian ren joke.. how we used to endlessly niao terence abt his you nian ness.. n terence will say "call the press" whenever we say sumtin.. haha. yah! and the many zhen de bu zhen de bu zhen de bu.. haha. zhen de bu mei.. zhen de bu hao kan..
and the many k ge sessions we have.. being so crazy.. standing on the sofas and singing our hearts out. wo men shi k ge zhi ban.
now i think of a wei biao joke liao. den he will always ask yitian to slam pple.. haha. and i remember our pe lessons with ms lam.. how enthu we r at frisbee? haha. that last few pe lessons were the best.
i love u 61. u r the best class anyone can have.. for ur energy ur sincerity n everything u have given to xiaoting. u r a part of me. n u contribute to who i m tdy. i will miss every break every tutorial every lecture every exam every assembly with u guys. i will really really miss 61 miss hwa chong miss the times we had tog. 61, u r the best. now n forever.
this is from me to 61.
Dear 61,
remember the endless phy remedials we had? i will not forget how we will "top" the level everytime we look at our block test results. the really special chart. we will always be below the average line n no matter how hard we tried, haha, for some reason, it still happened. but hey, i have faith that we will all make it in the 'a' levels.
remember our chem tutor ms chen? how so much things happen n in the end we sent her off with her ending in tears?
remember our dearest mr xia? who told us abt his twin brother and gave us the xian ku hou tian sweet.
remember mr julian lim? whom we seldom listened to but he was so nice that he taught us juggling!
remember mrs baddiley? haha. i cant forget how life was like in j2 with her and how at every phy prac mr chow will say "mrs baddiley is waiting!"
remember all our lep tutors? wei lao shi whom we always make fun of.. that he will be on a diet tml. wls. kapo who is ever so funny. su lao shi who told us abt the camping trip.. "soh soh where r u?" dr tan whom we all love. and chen lao shi who has left.. i cant forget all the days mugging for shi ci and hong lou. trying to swallow every piece of info and endless memorising. before ever lep exam.. all the cramming. all the jokes we have in class.. esp lep lessons.
remember mr chow? who was the one who told us all abt huang cheng, becos of him, i grew to love this place so much. i remember tears rolling down my eyes when he told us abt the wei lou and n how hard i cried while watching the dvd.. he din mind crapping with us and even teaching us in chinese.. n all the remedials to help us.. geeZ. n mr chow wrote in the book abt the laksa.. remember us in his car? all squeezed up tog and the joke abt FUTH n RUTH! haha. i remembered it was our funniest joke ever..
thank u mr chow for loving us. (haha so mushy) thank u for teaching us beyond the laws of physics into this world.. haha. i will nv forget u say that "maths is a slave for physics". hahaha. thank you for sharing with us for opening up to us for helping us. thank u for ur love for huang cheng and ur passion for teaching. tdy i saw it when u come n see us, that there was bu she de in ur eyes. i could see that u were like looking n thinking.. boy i m not going to teach them anymore. we will always come back n visit u!
remember the ponning sessions and the cs??? boy.. i guess that was so funniest. haha. at kap? being caught by ronnie quek? hahaha. and trying so hard not to laugh when toking to mr teo. haha. i cant take it. and dunno how many cs we got..
remember 30th anniversary, walking thru the haunted hse and scaring the pple... hahahaha.
and all the endless eating sessions.. i cant remember at where. it was so many. haha. and our always enthusiastic response to everything..
61.. i remember our endless "eh, hao xiao leh" "good (thumbs up)" "futh u lah!" and the stupid trend of cold jokes we started.. when we will jus keep on laughing at bu hao xiao de joke. i remember kian wee's got link ez link citi link and dunno wad link? haha. and wei biao's full of crap.. always toking rubbish. until i cant even remember a single of his joke. haha. n he has always been saying i love u to like how many dozen tchers.. haha. n our you qian ren joke.. how we used to endlessly niao terence abt his you nian ness.. n terence will say "call the press" whenever we say sumtin.. haha. yah! and the many zhen de bu zhen de bu zhen de bu.. haha. zhen de bu mei.. zhen de bu hao kan..
and the many k ge sessions we have.. being so crazy.. standing on the sofas and singing our hearts out. wo men shi k ge zhi ban.
now i think of a wei biao joke liao. den he will always ask yitian to slam pple.. haha. and i remember our pe lessons with ms lam.. how enthu we r at frisbee? haha. that last few pe lessons were the best.
i love u 61. u r the best class anyone can have.. for ur energy ur sincerity n everything u have given to xiaoting. u r a part of me. n u contribute to who i m tdy. i will miss every break every tutorial every lecture every exam every assembly with u guys. i will really really miss 61 miss hwa chong miss the times we had tog. 61, u r the best. now n forever.
okie. i m ready to blog abt prom even though it is like 3 am in the morning n i honestly feel like sleeping.
hmm.. first of all, it is really not as exciting as wad every1 will expect. in fact, it can be the mos tirng affair. i was like rushing from home to paragon. which means i had to bathe change pack blow my hair etc etc and den take a cab down to paragon when there is a traffic jam. den i get into the lift with every1 staring at me. frankly speaking i dun really think my dress was that gorgeous anymore. ha.
finally i arrived at hollywood secrets and chat abit n stuff b4 they do my hair. ouch boy it is really painful! my scalp hurts with all the pins poking in it. i din feel it until like 1 am when i m hone sitting down n i m like ouch.. it hurts big time. even when i bathe! okie. den dearest aunty claudine did our makeup. n pluck our eyebrows. she is a big fan of "perfect" eyebrows seriously. she is really really particular abt it. but she is a really nice lady nevertheless. anyway eyebrow plucking hurts okie.. den she put on the makeup. wad thick foundation haha. den we rushed to the stupid hotel 81 and we saw wang tian cai on the way. he is so handsome. n boy, instead of us staring at him, he was staring at us? haha. that is quite funny for a change. hmm yah den we rushed to our room only to find that the room is SO BIG it can only contain a double bed. nice place seriously.
after that we chiong again to ritz n keep on taking photos. i think every1 is seeing stars from all the flashlights n i dunno how many times i posed! ahhah. for one pic with 4 pple in it, u will have to take it four times. so when we take a class photo, boy oh boy u can imagine wad it is like. okie abt every1's dressing... here is it.
lu jing. her dress was purple n really sexy at the back. ;) it requires tying so it will kind of reveal the back. woo.. n her makeup was really nice! think she has such nice features seriously. and the shawl is nice too.
helen. tdy she got a different look after the makeup. cant describe it. dunno wad is the word or words to describe it. yup.. but she looked gorgeous too! :)
da bian. she looked cool n sexy tdy. her skirt was not long like ours but she look really neat n funky. yup. but she kept complaining abt her heels! haha. can see that it really hurt her foot.
kian wee. oh my! he looked so good today! he looked really cool and funky with the shades on he looked simply fabulous.
tsai. he looked like sherlock holmes. haha. if he wore a shorter coat it wld be better? but he is still suitable for turtleneck though. ;)
denzyl n christy. denzyl wore a turtleneck n it was nice! n bell was wearing a pink dress but i really liked the way she did her hair. putting that dear thing there. haha i dunno wad it is called.
futh. he was dressed like a japanese general. general yoshinoya according to weibiao. ha
weibiao, zhen ming, chenzy. frankly speakin the three of them looked normal. acty these guys looked nice when they make an effort to dress. everybody does lah. haha. but biao's shirt looked big. n our dearest bingrui din turn up due to the fact that he has no clothes to wear. wad a pity.
miao yue. she looked really sweet! n she rebounded her hair.
jia yuan. i think this is the first time i see jia yuan outside and she looks good. ;)
yi tian. i always thot her dressing was exotic and this time it was still exotic. keep it going gal.. n thanx for the card and photo! love ya!
not to forget boon n justin also.. boon dyed his hair! haha. seriously his hair is nice.. haha. i liked it! think gifford did sumtin to his hair to.. and i heard terence say he used up his whole container of conditioner. the Zirh brand? haha. expensive conditioner?
den it was jus endless phototakings n phototakings n phototakings. but there is sumtin though. i found another chc member in hc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. joy to the world. i m so glad. i saw this guy one or two weeks back coming out frm svc 4. den i felt like the holy spirit prompting me tdy to tok to him. i hesitated for so long but i m glad i did. took photo with him and found out he is frm svc 3. praise the Lord!
the prom king n queen were ellery n wensi. not bad lah. haha. yah n that is so much abt it.
but xt do have one regret. that is not being able to go out with my class after the prom. haix.
anyway jus wan to thank john for his digicam. thanx dear.. help me upload the pics k?
yup that is abt it. haha. i m tired. going to sleep. see u guys for prayer meeting tml..
hmm.. first of all, it is really not as exciting as wad every1 will expect. in fact, it can be the mos tirng affair. i was like rushing from home to paragon. which means i had to bathe change pack blow my hair etc etc and den take a cab down to paragon when there is a traffic jam. den i get into the lift with every1 staring at me. frankly speaking i dun really think my dress was that gorgeous anymore. ha.
finally i arrived at hollywood secrets and chat abit n stuff b4 they do my hair. ouch boy it is really painful! my scalp hurts with all the pins poking in it. i din feel it until like 1 am when i m hone sitting down n i m like ouch.. it hurts big time. even when i bathe! okie. den dearest aunty claudine did our makeup. n pluck our eyebrows. she is a big fan of "perfect" eyebrows seriously. she is really really particular abt it. but she is a really nice lady nevertheless. anyway eyebrow plucking hurts okie.. den she put on the makeup. wad thick foundation haha. den we rushed to the stupid hotel 81 and we saw wang tian cai on the way. he is so handsome. n boy, instead of us staring at him, he was staring at us? haha. that is quite funny for a change. hmm yah den we rushed to our room only to find that the room is SO BIG it can only contain a double bed. nice place seriously.
after that we chiong again to ritz n keep on taking photos. i think every1 is seeing stars from all the flashlights n i dunno how many times i posed! ahhah. for one pic with 4 pple in it, u will have to take it four times. so when we take a class photo, boy oh boy u can imagine wad it is like. okie abt every1's dressing... here is it.
lu jing. her dress was purple n really sexy at the back. ;) it requires tying so it will kind of reveal the back. woo.. n her makeup was really nice! think she has such nice features seriously. and the shawl is nice too.
helen. tdy she got a different look after the makeup. cant describe it. dunno wad is the word or words to describe it. yup.. but she looked gorgeous too! :)
da bian. she looked cool n sexy tdy. her skirt was not long like ours but she look really neat n funky. yup. but she kept complaining abt her heels! haha. can see that it really hurt her foot.
kian wee. oh my! he looked so good today! he looked really cool and funky with the shades on he looked simply fabulous.
tsai. he looked like sherlock holmes. haha. if he wore a shorter coat it wld be better? but he is still suitable for turtleneck though. ;)
denzyl n christy. denzyl wore a turtleneck n it was nice! n bell was wearing a pink dress but i really liked the way she did her hair. putting that dear thing there. haha i dunno wad it is called.
futh. he was dressed like a japanese general. general yoshinoya according to weibiao. ha
weibiao, zhen ming, chenzy. frankly speakin the three of them looked normal. acty these guys looked nice when they make an effort to dress. everybody does lah. haha. but biao's shirt looked big. n our dearest bingrui din turn up due to the fact that he has no clothes to wear. wad a pity.
miao yue. she looked really sweet! n she rebounded her hair.
jia yuan. i think this is the first time i see jia yuan outside and she looks good. ;)
yi tian. i always thot her dressing was exotic and this time it was still exotic. keep it going gal.. n thanx for the card and photo! love ya!
not to forget boon n justin also.. boon dyed his hair! haha. seriously his hair is nice.. haha. i liked it! think gifford did sumtin to his hair to.. and i heard terence say he used up his whole container of conditioner. the Zirh brand? haha. expensive conditioner?
den it was jus endless phototakings n phototakings n phototakings. but there is sumtin though. i found another chc member in hc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. joy to the world. i m so glad. i saw this guy one or two weeks back coming out frm svc 4. den i felt like the holy spirit prompting me tdy to tok to him. i hesitated for so long but i m glad i did. took photo with him and found out he is frm svc 3. praise the Lord!
the prom king n queen were ellery n wensi. not bad lah. haha. yah n that is so much abt it.
but xt do have one regret. that is not being able to go out with my class after the prom. haix.
anyway jus wan to thank john for his digicam. thanx dear.. help me upload the pics k?
yup that is abt it. haha. i m tired. going to sleep. see u guys for prayer meeting tml..
Monday, December 06, 2004
seriously speaking i m getting so upset with some pple now. urgh! shall not mention the whole incident but i simply cant tolerate irresponsible pple. and worse still.. pple who r at fault but dun feel a single tinge of guilt. or repentance. sometimes i really wish God will take them out of my life.
okie.. enough of whining and complaining.. tdy was great! haha. wad a change in mood.. haha. but it was really great lah.. we had a not-too-bad drama practice and had lots of fun. haha. in the ulu MI eng kong garden. congrats to angela for getting into her character! haha. n den i went to meet chan eng to get her shoes. well congrats dear ger for getting ur shoes too.. ;) n dun worry i din take all of that stuff to heart. though.. yah. haha. but tdy really learnt to enlarge my capacity. i was in my super hectic mood again when God was like xiaoting relax.. slow down.. n i got to learn to be responsible but yet not let everything climb over my head. n i thot i had a pretty bad countenance. so glad to hear from ailing n fi that i look okie. pretty lively in fact.. ;) n i enjoyed the meeting so much! thank u sis faith! haha. the presence of God was there n i enjoyed it so much! it is such a pleasure to be back in the laughter n fun of bookstore. toked to sis faith on the way home. something that jus hit me was that God is giving us a vision bigger than ourselves, larger than life. n it is such an awesome pleasure to be living in such times, to play such a role in His kingdom n will. wad a priveilege.
yup that is abt it. though i have a big week ahead of me, well i have a bigger God in front of me. so yeah.. i m living in end times n revival!
okie.. enough of whining and complaining.. tdy was great! haha. wad a change in mood.. haha. but it was really great lah.. we had a not-too-bad drama practice and had lots of fun. haha. in the ulu MI eng kong garden. congrats to angela for getting into her character! haha. n den i went to meet chan eng to get her shoes. well congrats dear ger for getting ur shoes too.. ;) n dun worry i din take all of that stuff to heart. though.. yah. haha. but tdy really learnt to enlarge my capacity. i was in my super hectic mood again when God was like xiaoting relax.. slow down.. n i got to learn to be responsible but yet not let everything climb over my head. n i thot i had a pretty bad countenance. so glad to hear from ailing n fi that i look okie. pretty lively in fact.. ;) n i enjoyed the meeting so much! thank u sis faith! haha. the presence of God was there n i enjoyed it so much! it is such a pleasure to be back in the laughter n fun of bookstore. toked to sis faith on the way home. something that jus hit me was that God is giving us a vision bigger than ourselves, larger than life. n it is such an awesome pleasure to be living in such times, to play such a role in His kingdom n will. wad a priveilege.
yup that is abt it. though i have a big week ahead of me, well i have a bigger God in front of me. so yeah.. i m living in end times n revival!
Sunday, December 05, 2004
had a great sunday. man! i thoroughly enjoyed myself today. aha. not really cos of the ccf thingy lah. but tdy's services were really good. i lurrvveeed pst's msg so much. it really spoke to me.
if u noe who u r, u will not try to be who u r not. u will also not be afraid to be a servant becos u alredi noe who u r. if u noe ur timing, u will not worry about the things that r not happening. becos u noe that everything is in the hands of our Father Almighty. sometimes we try too hard dun we.. we try to help God. man.. that is like the last thing u can do? haha. u noe wad i learnt so much tdy that i nv learnt b4. n a dozen of couple other things that really illuminated my mind..
den it was the chinese service. boy oh boy.. haha. i enjoyed it so much! zhang mu shi was so hilarious and yet wad he preached was so powerful too.. abt us being a sacrifice on the altar. he is one great preacher n i really enjoyed myself. the presence of God the power of God was there..
jus now went to my aunty's hse. see how good my little nephew has been. he has grown! haha. and become more ting hua.. i m so amazed by my cousin. by being such a good mum. it is amazing how she teaches her little baby and raises him up.. gee. for the 1st time he is so guai to call me xiaoting yi yi. haha. when i go to my cousin's place i will always be wondering how will life be when i get married n have kids. i wish i will be as good as educator as her.. ;)
feelin a little tired. will not type furthur. i borrowed my shoes accesories and bag liao. so dun worry for me. haha.
if u noe who u r, u will not try to be who u r not. u will also not be afraid to be a servant becos u alredi noe who u r. if u noe ur timing, u will not worry about the things that r not happening. becos u noe that everything is in the hands of our Father Almighty. sometimes we try too hard dun we.. we try to help God. man.. that is like the last thing u can do? haha. u noe wad i learnt so much tdy that i nv learnt b4. n a dozen of couple other things that really illuminated my mind..
den it was the chinese service. boy oh boy.. haha. i enjoyed it so much! zhang mu shi was so hilarious and yet wad he preached was so powerful too.. abt us being a sacrifice on the altar. he is one great preacher n i really enjoyed myself. the presence of God the power of God was there..
jus now went to my aunty's hse. see how good my little nephew has been. he has grown! haha. and become more ting hua.. i m so amazed by my cousin. by being such a good mum. it is amazing how she teaches her little baby and raises him up.. gee. for the 1st time he is so guai to call me xiaoting yi yi. haha. when i go to my cousin's place i will always be wondering how will life be when i get married n have kids. i wish i will be as good as educator as her.. ;)
feelin a little tired. will not type furthur. i borrowed my shoes accesories and bag liao. so dun worry for me. haha.
Friday, December 03, 2004
i thot blogger was having a problem. well here i m after a really hectic week. after my'a's. haha. prom is up n coming! think everybody is pretty excited abt that. gee. but seriously, i m getting a little bored of shopping after so long. it is kinda boring lah realli. not that i shopped a lot.
jus now was jus watching tv after so long. watching the a little silly channel 8 show. well i enjoyed myself. i do sometimes wonder y pple get so hooked onto tv. haha. the devil's box so it was called. but sitting there staring at the ridiculous serials or the things that seriously may happen or may not happen in life is an enjoyment. sometimes i jus feel that pple watch these scenes and acts because life is really not like that in reality. u noe wad i sometimes may wish that i can be like zoe tay in the show? with a sense of "zheng yi gan" and be so straightforward. but the truth in life we really can not be like that becos that is so much to consider. sometimes i wish my life can be simplified. yah like simple. that there is only 1 thing i need n that is all. cos it is really tiring to make choices? to decide wad is really best for ur future. and sometimes it is choosing between the pleasure of this world n the kingdom of God. well but God gave us the freedom to choose. but silly human beings r jus not that wise r we.. i think my fingers n my toes r not enough for me to count the no of silly decisions and choices that i make that land me to where i m today. but well my God is still a good god u noe. becos when i make silly mistakes he still love me anyhow and he even changes His plans for my life becos i screwed up. but well all His plans for me will ultimately lead me to where He wants me to go.
sis my once asked me wad is in my heart. haha. becos out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. honestly xiaoting wad is in ur heart? n all u reading out there wad is in ur heart? issit the passion for Chinese? for music? or issit wondering wad u wan to do n where u wan to go? or really ur heart is empty. well for now this is my answer.
my heart is filled with God. he is my lover my rock my bridegroom my father my shelter my comfort my everything. well without Him how could life ever go on? n without Him wad will i be.. gee. n i wish n pray i will fall in love with Him even more everyday.
last sun dr dennis was here. i was at svc 6 and man was i glad i went. cos he led us in this song
i have fallen in love
have fallen in love with you
i have fallen in love
have fallen in love with you
haha. remember when i toked to yx bout christianity i always use this analogy. of falling in love. well yx it is not a formula and it is about a relationship. n i m glad to be labelled "hardcore", even more glad to be a fool for Christ. so i m.. foolish in the world's eyes.
jus now was jus watching tv after so long. watching the a little silly channel 8 show. well i enjoyed myself. i do sometimes wonder y pple get so hooked onto tv. haha. the devil's box so it was called. but sitting there staring at the ridiculous serials or the things that seriously may happen or may not happen in life is an enjoyment. sometimes i jus feel that pple watch these scenes and acts because life is really not like that in reality. u noe wad i sometimes may wish that i can be like zoe tay in the show? with a sense of "zheng yi gan" and be so straightforward. but the truth in life we really can not be like that becos that is so much to consider. sometimes i wish my life can be simplified. yah like simple. that there is only 1 thing i need n that is all. cos it is really tiring to make choices? to decide wad is really best for ur future. and sometimes it is choosing between the pleasure of this world n the kingdom of God. well but God gave us the freedom to choose. but silly human beings r jus not that wise r we.. i think my fingers n my toes r not enough for me to count the no of silly decisions and choices that i make that land me to where i m today. but well my God is still a good god u noe. becos when i make silly mistakes he still love me anyhow and he even changes His plans for my life becos i screwed up. but well all His plans for me will ultimately lead me to where He wants me to go.
sis my once asked me wad is in my heart. haha. becos out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. honestly xiaoting wad is in ur heart? n all u reading out there wad is in ur heart? issit the passion for Chinese? for music? or issit wondering wad u wan to do n where u wan to go? or really ur heart is empty. well for now this is my answer.
my heart is filled with God. he is my lover my rock my bridegroom my father my shelter my comfort my everything. well without Him how could life ever go on? n without Him wad will i be.. gee. n i wish n pray i will fall in love with Him even more everyday.
last sun dr dennis was here. i was at svc 6 and man was i glad i went. cos he led us in this song
i have fallen in love
have fallen in love with you
i have fallen in love
have fallen in love with you
haha. remember when i toked to yx bout christianity i always use this analogy. of falling in love. well yx it is not a formula and it is about a relationship. n i m glad to be labelled "hardcore", even more glad to be a fool for Christ. so i m.. foolish in the world's eyes.
Friday, November 26, 2004
forgot to tok abt the seminar. really enjoyed myself! a long time since i've gone for the seminar n i really enjoyed myself so much. :) u noe i have singing this few lines in my QT.. i will sing i will worship u i will bow myself down humbly at ur throne. den i was always wondering wad song is this n i really liked it. well.. i found myself singing this song tonight. really really loved it..
I WILL SING
I WILL WORSHIP YOU
I WILL BOW MYSELF DOWN HUMBLY AT YOUR THRONE
I WILL GIVE ANYTHING
I WILL GIVE EVERYTHING TO YOU ALONE
I LONG TO BE THE BRIDE THAT YOU'RE RETURNING FOR DRESSED IN GARMENT WHITE AND WRINKLE FREE
I HAVE NO EARTHLY LOVE THAT I AM HOLDING TO FOR YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME
I WILL SING
I WILL WORSHIP YOU
I WILL BOW MYSELF DOWN HUMBLY AT YOUR THRONE
I WILL GIVE ANYTHING
I WILL GIVE EVERYTHING TO YOU ALONE
I LONG TO BE THE BRIDE THAT YOU'RE RETURNING FOR DRESSED IN GARMENT WHITE AND WRINKLE FREE
I HAVE NO EARTHLY LOVE THAT I AM HOLDING TO FOR YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME
for the first time in so many months, I M FREE. haha. MY 'A' LEVELS R OVER. for all those who r going back to sch in 1 mth's time, DUN ENVY ME. haha.
well.. for days i have been dreaming of this day. i have been lying on my bed thinking about my hair, my prom, and of cos, today (or shld i say yest). i thot i will be filled with so much joy i cant contain. haha. i thot i will jump ard hugging my frens. sorry to disappoint u. it din happen. (not jus u were disappointed, i was too! haha. )
今天特地穿校服到教堂去，想想，这应该是我最后一次穿上校服了吧，所以到了现在还没脱下。原谅我的感叹，其实，这一切感觉有一点不真实。我并没有那种被解放的感觉。哈！
几百天，几万个小时，几千万分钟，几亿秒？就这样，一转眼，我的高中生涯就过了。还记得一年前，我看着学长们埋头苦干，想想自己也会这样，没想到，我已经苦尽甘来了。我再也不会穿上这褐色的校服，虽然多次埋怨它的厚度，它的七秒防火，七秒防水，我还是会想念它。今天考试结束后，已经下起了倾盆大雨，我站在走廊，看着华初，有一点想念。其实真的不了解为什么自己没有一点喜悦的感觉，这是我期待好久的啊！回来看着床上的notes，想想以后不用碰了， 有一点loss，不是 lost。 我不知道几时还会踏进华初，真的有点想念着日子。
华初，谢谢你。61， 谢谢你。谢谢你们给了我两年的美好记忆，这里有欢笑，又悲伤，有兴奋，有友谊。知道吗？我还是喜欢华初。它感觉好像我的第二春。哈！
考试期间，我很痛苦！（爸爸可以作证。）多次想考完后就把一切烧掉丢掉。哈哈！现在却有点舍不得。
不说了。‘A’水准再见。
well.. for days i have been dreaming of this day. i have been lying on my bed thinking about my hair, my prom, and of cos, today (or shld i say yest). i thot i will be filled with so much joy i cant contain. haha. i thot i will jump ard hugging my frens. sorry to disappoint u. it din happen. (not jus u were disappointed, i was too! haha. )
今天特地穿校服到教堂去，想想，这应该是我最后一次穿上校服了吧，所以到了现在还没脱下。原谅我的感叹，其实，这一切感觉有一点不真实。我并没有那种被解放的感觉。哈！
几百天，几万个小时，几千万分钟，几亿秒？就这样，一转眼，我的高中生涯就过了。还记得一年前，我看着学长们埋头苦干，想想自己也会这样，没想到，我已经苦尽甘来了。我再也不会穿上这褐色的校服，虽然多次埋怨它的厚度，它的七秒防火，七秒防水，我还是会想念它。今天考试结束后，已经下起了倾盆大雨，我站在走廊，看着华初，有一点想念。其实真的不了解为什么自己没有一点喜悦的感觉，这是我期待好久的啊！回来看着床上的notes，想想以后不用碰了， 有一点loss，不是 lost。 我不知道几时还会踏进华初，真的有点想念着日子。
华初，谢谢你。61， 谢谢你。谢谢你们给了我两年的美好记忆，这里有欢笑，又悲伤，有兴奋，有友谊。知道吗？我还是喜欢华初。它感觉好像我的第二春。哈！
考试期间，我很痛苦！（爸爸可以作证。）多次想考完后就把一切烧掉丢掉。哈哈！现在却有点舍不得。
不说了。‘A’水准再见。
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
well. i m down to my last paper. really wanna thank God for being so good today. despite the fact that i slacked ( i m sorry!) for quite a few days, and pia the last minute, God was still good to me. Thank u. feel that i dun deserve this grace lah.. but He has been good to Xiaoting in this exam. yup.. now i m a little more than 18 hours away from the end of 'a' levels. God is good.
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Saturday, November 20, 2004
i m shooooo excited! hahaha. guess wad?? I FOUND MY PROM DRESS! haha. it is my cousin's.. i was at her house trying the gowns.. man.. i tried on like so many? n i found it! i found the perfect one. u noe wad? i m really really shooo excited! thinking of slipping on the dress.. n i lurvvveee the material! haha. but it is quite revealing lah.. haha. plunging neckline and the back also quite low.. haha. but it is really GLAM n GORGEOUS! i m going to put my photos so that u all can see k.. haix.how i wish prom is tml!!!!! haha. so excited!
okie.. on a calmer note, it is nice staying over at my cousin's place. i always feel that it is nice to go somewhere besides ur house for a change. a change of envt.. makes u different u noe. like a refreshment kind of thing ya.. yup.. n i m still so excited!
p.s. it is so perfect that it conceals all my flaws.. haha. u cant see the fats n stuff u noe.. ahhhh!
okie.. on a calmer note, it is nice staying over at my cousin's place. i always feel that it is nice to go somewhere besides ur house for a change. a change of envt.. makes u different u noe. like a refreshment kind of thing ya.. yup.. n i m still so excited!
p.s. it is so perfect that it conceals all my flaws.. haha. u cant see the fats n stuff u noe.. ahhhh!
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
9 more days to the end of 'a' levels. wooh. the thot of it excites me. haha.
things xiaoting wants to do after 'a' levels (irrespective of priority)
1. go cg meeting! haha.
2. fellowship n chill out with members n frens.
3. reach out
4. concert!
5. play play n play
6. read read n read (not notes thank God!) I wan to finish hong lou n all the books i m holding on to.
7. relax n dye my hair
8. shop shop n shop!
9. serve in bookstore! boy.. dun i miss it..
these r for the mths in 2004.. in 2005...
1. volunteer work.
2. relief teach
3. work?
4. missions trip
5. israel
6. china!
7. buck up on my Chinese n English
8. Guitar.. my long lost hobby.
9. read gu dian wen xue.
10. change my image? haha.
11. i want my relationship to God to grow up to the next level..
there r so much to do.. these r only temporary. haha. i will be back.
2.
things xiaoting wants to do after 'a' levels (irrespective of priority)
1. go cg meeting! haha.
2. fellowship n chill out with members n frens.
3. reach out
4. concert!
5. play play n play
6. read read n read (not notes thank God!) I wan to finish hong lou n all the books i m holding on to.
7. relax n dye my hair
8. shop shop n shop!
9. serve in bookstore! boy.. dun i miss it..
these r for the mths in 2004.. in 2005...
1. volunteer work.
2. relief teach
3. work?
4. missions trip
5. israel
6. china!
7. buck up on my Chinese n English
8. Guitar.. my long lost hobby.
9. read gu dian wen xue.
10. change my image? haha.
11. i want my relationship to God to grow up to the next level..
there r so much to do.. these r only temporary. haha. i will be back.
2.
Monday, November 15, 2004
wow. these 2 days have been phenomenal haven't it? it jus seem like God has really brought us to another level. it has been great! n it will get better n better n better...
something pst ulf said.. dun ever stop being amazed by God.. the things that He is doing. dun ever stop this excitement.. for the salvation of souls n wad God is doing.
yah. dun ever get tired of being amazed. becos He is far too amazing.
dun ever get tired of being excited. becos there is sth new everyday for u to be excited about.
dun ever get used to the point u take it for granted.. that shall be the day it will be taken from u.
but if u remain faithful.. He will bring u from glory to glory strength to strength.
it is a new level. it is done. it is MISSIONS EXPLOSION.
something pst ulf said.. dun ever stop being amazed by God.. the things that He is doing. dun ever stop this excitement.. for the salvation of souls n wad God is doing.
yah. dun ever get tired of being amazed. becos He is far too amazing.
dun ever get tired of being excited. becos there is sth new everyday for u to be excited about.
dun ever get used to the point u take it for granted.. that shall be the day it will be taken from u.
but if u remain faithful.. He will bring u from glory to glory strength to strength.
it is a new level. it is done. it is MISSIONS EXPLOSION.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
a lot of times i was jus telling God "if only u come true for me". i was preparing for my paper tml n i was telling God the same thing. den God told me. "hey, i will always come true for u. it jus depends us on how much u trust in me."
aint that true? a lot of times we think things lie in God's hands. yah, He is in control. but He gave us a will n a choice too. to trust in Him.
aint that true? a lot of times we think things lie in God's hands. yah, He is in control. but He gave us a will n a choice too. to trust in Him.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
here to blog. but acty i dunno wad to write. this always gets into me when i mug. haha. well today i went to the gym. so sorrie guys for not being there with u all on mon. thank God i werent there.. u all left the place like at 1 plus? haha. but well, working out does feel good.
due to dearest chan eng's influence, i have been so paranoid lately counting CALORIES. haha. for ur info, one bottle of pokka guava has 145 kcal. haha. n peelfresh per serving has 102?? i wanted to drink that u noe. haha. so sick.. den mayo per serving u got like 96 kcal? ying was saying it is very tong ku to live liddat. haha. okie lah.. well, to look gorgeous, u got to sacrifice.
anyway i realy dun have much to say.. pple enjoy ur hols ya? n make it to good use pls. haha. that is all for now. ;)
due to dearest chan eng's influence, i have been so paranoid lately counting CALORIES. haha. for ur info, one bottle of pokka guava has 145 kcal. haha. n peelfresh per serving has 102?? i wanted to drink that u noe. haha. so sick.. den mayo per serving u got like 96 kcal? ying was saying it is very tong ku to live liddat. haha. okie lah.. well, to look gorgeous, u got to sacrifice.
anyway i realy dun have much to say.. pple enjoy ur hols ya? n make it to good use pls. haha. that is all for now. ;)
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Monday, November 08, 2004
Jeremiah 9:23-24
Thus says the Lord: "Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, Let not the mighty man glory in his might, Nor let the rich man glory in his riches; But let him who glories glory in this, That he understands and knows Me, That I am the Lord, exercising lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness in the earth. For in these I delight," says the Lord.
Thus says the Lord: "Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, Let not the mighty man glory in his might, Nor let the rich man glory in his riches; But let him who glories glory in this, That he understands and knows Me, That I am the Lord, exercising lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness in the earth. For in these I delight," says the Lord.
Sunday, November 07, 2004
reached home perhaps like one hour ago. today saw pst kong n sun in the car n they waved to us. pst kong is so nice! haha. becos the car drove past us n he waved to us first. wad frenly pastors i have.. haha.
u noe sumtin? i was watching the video "glam" which pst sun was on. watching it den made me realise y do i really like her so much n respect her.. she is really different. n the host said that she has a great attitude. that is wad i completely agree with. when u have a GREAT attitude.. u r different. yup..
atmosphere.. attitude.. authority.. altitude.
if u want ur life to get greater n greater, ur worship got to get better n better too. wow.
u noe sumtin? i was watching the video "glam" which pst sun was on. watching it den made me realise y do i really like her so much n respect her.. she is really different. n the host said that she has a great attitude. that is wad i completely agree with. when u have a GREAT attitude.. u r different. yup..
atmosphere.. attitude.. authority.. altitude.
if u want ur life to get greater n greater, ur worship got to get better n better too. wow.
今天看了好多好多电视，其实对大脑一点也不好，让大脑退化的更快。但是，今天我学了一个很重要的道理，坚持。
看了流星花园，夏日香气，金枝玉叶，让我发现到不管做什么都要坚持，因为这世上其实没有什么是长久的。你的爱情，友情，热忱，都需要你的坚持去维持。没有什么事情是理所当然的。
有一天，如果你碰上你喜欢的人，和他结婚生孩子，当初和他那种心跳的感觉是会消失的。你不能靠感觉来维持一段感情。世界的变化很多，今天是的，明天可能成为不是。任何事情都可能发生的。there r no absolutes in this world. 所以，更有许多事情是要依靠我们的信念和坚持的。
我会坚持。
我会坚持和他的感情。即使我看不到，听不到，感觉不到，我还是会坚持的。
He will remain faithful even when we are faithless, because He cannot deny Himself.
就因为他说的这句话。
If you can't see His hands moving, trust His heart.
看了流星花园，夏日香气，金枝玉叶，让我发现到不管做什么都要坚持，因为这世上其实没有什么是长久的。你的爱情，友情，热忱，都需要你的坚持去维持。没有什么事情是理所当然的。
有一天，如果你碰上你喜欢的人，和他结婚生孩子，当初和他那种心跳的感觉是会消失的。你不能靠感觉来维持一段感情。世界的变化很多，今天是的，明天可能成为不是。任何事情都可能发生的。there r no absolutes in this world. 所以，更有许多事情是要依靠我们的信念和坚持的。
我会坚持。
我会坚持和他的感情。即使我看不到，听不到，感觉不到，我还是会坚持的。
He will remain faithful even when we are faithless, because He cannot deny Himself.
就因为他说的这句话。
If you can't see His hands moving, trust His heart.
Saturday, November 06, 2004
i m slacking. geez. i slacked the whole of today. naughty naughty gal. jus blog surfing n feeling.. hmmmm...
i really like this song. check it out.
你擦眼泪 习惯借我 的左手
想要靠枕就用我 右手
电视里面 那坏男人 不是我
怎么又拿 我当出气筒
其实你逛街时候 比我 还能走
口头禅却又常常说 背我
你问我是否交到野恋的女友
我发觉你眼神里十分温柔
你总爱贴 在我怀里像只无尾熊
说这辈子你就谁定应该 被我宠
就算我坏得像连续剧里的刘文聪
听了也立志当英雄
你总是说 尤加利只属于无尾熊
不能看别人 只能看你可爱的脸孔
偶尔你 情绪闹得再凶 我也不许动
用我胸膛为你挡风
有人的爱情只有一夜 那么久
很庆幸我们还能手牵手
因为你 我才会有更宽更厚的胸口
能这样一直到老 也不错
i really like this song. check it out.
你擦眼泪 习惯借我 的左手
想要靠枕就用我 右手
电视里面 那坏男人 不是我
怎么又拿 我当出气筒
其实你逛街时候 比我 还能走
口头禅却又常常说 背我
你问我是否交到野恋的女友
我发觉你眼神里十分温柔
你总爱贴 在我怀里像只无尾熊
说这辈子你就谁定应该 被我宠
就算我坏得像连续剧里的刘文聪
听了也立志当英雄
你总是说 尤加利只属于无尾熊
不能看别人 只能看你可爱的脸孔
偶尔你 情绪闹得再凶 我也不许动
用我胸膛为你挡风
有人的爱情只有一夜 那么久
很庆幸我们还能手牵手
因为你 我才会有更宽更厚的胸口
能这样一直到老 也不错
yay! finally i can blog!!!! haha. tried for so long n i think there is sumtin wrong with blogspot.
i finished my lep paper! can u like believe it? yesterday i was toking chan eng it seems like a part of me had left me u noe. but acty i still have it. but thinking that i dun have to read 红楼梦，茶馆，冬夜，诗词，so on n forth is like.. hmm.. not joy u noe, but i dunno wad lah. i was like looking at my stuff n the thot that i need not cram down this info anymore, i need not read it anymore, is like.. empty? haha. u mean i no need to stay up till the wee hours again? u mean i will nv get a chance to write thousands of words within 3 hours again? (until my hands get a cramp). wow. acty the feeling is really sad, or shld i say nostalgic. acty i like the phrase john's fren wrote. "how can it be nostagia when it all seems like yesterday?" n it is yesterday. geez.
u noe acty there is somuch joy studying lep. all the spotting n speculating b4 the exam. haha. all the joy or sadness when wad u study came out or not. the pathetically trying to write non-stop during the paper. the conjuring of quotes from wad u crammed last night. the late night sleep. the reciting of hong lou jus b4 the paper. the asking of "u mean u did that"? "i studied that!""cha guan was so diff!" "did li qing zhao husband die?" the appearing of wang lao shi after the paper to tabulate his statistics(super ks, haha.) 有钱就该吃喝嫖赌，haha. 改良改良，越改越良，冰凉！ the 贾宝玉，王熙凤，(wang lao shi's favourite) 袭人，(kapo's favourite) and so on n so forth. all the mugging for yesterday. n it was jus like that. 2 yrs!!!! all for yesterday. n it passed without even waiting for us.
well. it has come to an end. n it was such a precious memory that we had to take a lovegety pic to register that. i will remember that fateful day, nov 5, i took the first bus with a bunch of crazy pple, went to bugis, laughed all the way, sat at a super hot hawker centre, shopped in bugis, acting like crazy kids in the lovegety machine, requesting for a "ctrl alt delete", hurry up, no time redi, all the squeezing like siao, futh where r u??, all in the fateful day. n all of us went home on our separate ways, with our separate thots, perhaps we were all united in thots? thinking abt that which brought us together --- lep.
i finished my lep paper! can u like believe it? yesterday i was toking chan eng it seems like a part of me had left me u noe. but acty i still have it. but thinking that i dun have to read 红楼梦，茶馆，冬夜，诗词，so on n forth is like.. hmm.. not joy u noe, but i dunno wad lah. i was like looking at my stuff n the thot that i need not cram down this info anymore, i need not read it anymore, is like.. empty? haha. u mean i no need to stay up till the wee hours again? u mean i will nv get a chance to write thousands of words within 3 hours again? (until my hands get a cramp). wow. acty the feeling is really sad, or shld i say nostalgic. acty i like the phrase john's fren wrote. "how can it be nostagia when it all seems like yesterday?" n it is yesterday. geez.
u noe acty there is somuch joy studying lep. all the spotting n speculating b4 the exam. haha. all the joy or sadness when wad u study came out or not. the pathetically trying to write non-stop during the paper. the conjuring of quotes from wad u crammed last night. the late night sleep. the reciting of hong lou jus b4 the paper. the asking of "u mean u did that"? "i studied that!""cha guan was so diff!" "did li qing zhao husband die?" the appearing of wang lao shi after the paper to tabulate his statistics(super ks, haha.) 有钱就该吃喝嫖赌，haha. 改良改良，越改越良，冰凉！ the 贾宝玉，王熙凤，(wang lao shi's favourite) 袭人，(kapo's favourite) and so on n so forth. all the mugging for yesterday. n it was jus like that. 2 yrs!!!! all for yesterday. n it passed without even waiting for us.
well. it has come to an end. n it was such a precious memory that we had to take a lovegety pic to register that. i will remember that fateful day, nov 5, i took the first bus with a bunch of crazy pple, went to bugis, laughed all the way, sat at a super hot hawker centre, shopped in bugis, acting like crazy kids in the lovegety machine, requesting for a "ctrl alt delete", hurry up, no time redi, all the squeezing like siao, futh where r u??, all in the fateful day. n all of us went home on our separate ways, with our separate thots, perhaps we were all united in thots? thinking abt that which brought us together --- lep.
Friday, November 05, 2004
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Sunday, October 31, 2004
my primary calling is to be a follower of Christ.
Wow. today's service blew my mind. i love the presence of God. love the priveilege to be a worshipper of God. guess sometimes we have been a Christian for so long that we become "martha" isn't it? we get our priorities wrong. we r having a ministry, not serving Jesus. we fail to wait upon Him. but our primary calling is to be at the feet of Jesus. proskuneos.
Wow. today's service blew my mind. i love the presence of God. love the priveilege to be a worshipper of God. guess sometimes we have been a Christian for so long that we become "martha" isn't it? we get our priorities wrong. we r having a ministry, not serving Jesus. we fail to wait upon Him. but our primary calling is to be at the feet of Jesus. proskuneos.
Friday, October 29, 2004
suddenly feel that i m really an emotional creature. jus now i was jus waiting for sg idol results when i cried! haha. becos chris is out of the show. wow wow to xiaoting. haha. not that i really like him a lotltotltot. but the fact that he has been there for so long working so hard is jus so sad. i realli feel sad for him? haix. it is a tough world out there.
i was jus reading jin hui's blog. n to tell the truth, xiaoting is very tired too. worn out. totally. not lack of sleep kind of thing but this whole mugging business is making me really tired. i was jus sitting in bk for 4 hours n man, after that i felt like everything was sucked out of me u noe. i went to the library, sat down, and it felt so peaceful. God xiaoting needs u needs u needs u needs u. needs u. NEEDS U.
Thursday, October 28, 2004
due to popular demand (by john), xiaoting is back to blog again. well, the reason i have not been here to blog for days is because i have been busy mugging. so when u r hitting the books, wad is there to say except for wad is written in my books? haha. but still, my God is a colourful God, so He add colors to my life. so i do have things to write after all.
hmm.. okie. starting from monday. my prac was good! in the sense that i can do it and i can finish it. haha. because i flopped my phy prac in prelims.. there was a little apprehension. but well, in the morning b4 the prac, God's presence came upon me like waves. n i was so touched by His presence that i breezed thru my prac. hee.
so i have been mugging. mon tues wed and hopefully today. well i went to the gym on tues. (everybody drops jaw) u mean u go to the gym? haha. yes. like once in a blue moon. but well, i m hitting the machines today again. haha. congrats to xiaoting. well, i have to get rid of the excess weight on my body before i can look glamourous in my prom dress. dun u agree? but i doubt that i can be really successful. haha. well, at least i will try. ;)
yest night toked to mic a little. it feels good to get in touch with old frens. i m meeting minyi to study tml. i was telling my fren that exams is a good time to be in contact with frens. haha. yah.. i think that is abt it. oh yes, one more thing. was jus flipping thru my essays written last yr. i came to realise that i wrote with a lot of conviction in the past. surprisingly. dunno y i lose that passion and conviction and only write with politically correct words and tone. if i write with conviction again, will i get my a1? haha. pls pray hard for me for my straight 'a's k.. this time i m really working hard and depending my God with all my life to see the best results in all my life too. Gambetha!
hmm.. okie. starting from monday. my prac was good! in the sense that i can do it and i can finish it. haha. because i flopped my phy prac in prelims.. there was a little apprehension. but well, in the morning b4 the prac, God's presence came upon me like waves. n i was so touched by His presence that i breezed thru my prac. hee.
so i have been mugging. mon tues wed and hopefully today. well i went to the gym on tues. (everybody drops jaw) u mean u go to the gym? haha. yes. like once in a blue moon. but well, i m hitting the machines today again. haha. congrats to xiaoting. well, i have to get rid of the excess weight on my body before i can look glamourous in my prom dress. dun u agree? but i doubt that i can be really successful. haha. well, at least i will try. ;)
yest night toked to mic a little. it feels good to get in touch with old frens. i m meeting minyi to study tml. i was telling my fren that exams is a good time to be in contact with frens. haha. yah.. i think that is abt it. oh yes, one more thing. was jus flipping thru my essays written last yr. i came to realise that i wrote with a lot of conviction in the past. surprisingly. dunno y i lose that passion and conviction and only write with politically correct words and tone. if i write with conviction again, will i get my a1? haha. pls pray hard for me for my straight 'a's k.. this time i m really working hard and depending my God with all my life to see the best results in all my life too. Gambetha!
Saturday, October 23, 2004
ouch. xiaoting feeling a little nostalgic. especially after reading john's blog. hmm.. yah. e18 is now e18 n e357. n yes, i noe that God is indeed at work in this cg.
but to imitate john (dun be blown up boy) this is for all those in e18..
cecilia. u r here as long as i can remember. n hey gal, xiaoting gonna miss u lots. for always being there n being so faithful. cg was different becos of u.
chee wee. u have grown! somuch so much.. keep on shining.. keep on playing! i noe u have a great destiny.. allow that destiny to come true in ur life!
carrie. u have grown too. haha. n u have come a long way. n i noe u have really made an effort to love God the best u can.. keep on loving Him ya? love ya lots too.
jonathon. it was a joy to see u growing in this cg and to see u love Him so simply. u r so faithful n always there.. God is gonna reward u for ur faithfulness. n God is faithful in ur life. n He will continue to be.
jinhui. u have taught me a lot honestly.. with ur wide knowledge n thanx for always being so available to help! we may see each other in uni.
ashley. it is always good to be zealous for God n continue to be. God will keep on working in ur life.. and many times there r going to be mouldings. You will be moulded by Him like u nv did before. yield to Him n His Holy Spirit and u gonna do jus fine!
valerie. i can see the spark in u. continue to love Him n serve Him k.. dun ever grow tired of loving Him. He deserves ur best.
yin giet. hey gal u can do it! u r a champion n a beautiful princess of God.. know who u r in Christ k..
jacqueline. u may feel new in this place but make this place ur home k? God loves u and all of us love u alot too! *hugs*
stephen. i noe u can't stand noise! haha. n i always unknowingly "shout" into ur ears. haha. hey.. God is looking for true worshippers.. be a true worshipper of God k..
cyan. i m glad to see u in e18 n in city harvest. keep on growing loving n shining. He has something great in store for u. see ur frens getting saved in hc k?
last but not least mr cheo. haha. of cos i can't leave u out. you have been a great gift from God to xiaoting. as much as i hate to admit it. (to avoid boosting ur ego) but i m going to miss ur presence in cg alot. i have seen u maturing.. growing to be a fine young man n shining for God, being kingdom-minded. dun stop here! u have a great destiny in Him. keep in touch k.. my hse is always open for *poor* kids. haha.
xiaoting is really feeling nostalgic. i love e18!!! n e357 too.. haha. i m gonna miss all of u. all of u. we have been thru so much.. haha. but yet God always bring us from glory to glory.. keep on loving loving Him ya?
n e357, let us keep on loving Him n grow in Him k..
p.s. hey some of us planned to go mission trip tog remember? haha.
but to imitate john (dun be blown up boy) this is for all those in e18..
cecilia. u r here as long as i can remember. n hey gal, xiaoting gonna miss u lots. for always being there n being so faithful. cg was different becos of u.
chee wee. u have grown! somuch so much.. keep on shining.. keep on playing! i noe u have a great destiny.. allow that destiny to come true in ur life!
carrie. u have grown too. haha. n u have come a long way. n i noe u have really made an effort to love God the best u can.. keep on loving Him ya? love ya lots too.
jonathon. it was a joy to see u growing in this cg and to see u love Him so simply. u r so faithful n always there.. God is gonna reward u for ur faithfulness. n God is faithful in ur life. n He will continue to be.
jinhui. u have taught me a lot honestly.. with ur wide knowledge n thanx for always being so available to help! we may see each other in uni.
ashley. it is always good to be zealous for God n continue to be. God will keep on working in ur life.. and many times there r going to be mouldings. You will be moulded by Him like u nv did before. yield to Him n His Holy Spirit and u gonna do jus fine!
valerie. i can see the spark in u. continue to love Him n serve Him k.. dun ever grow tired of loving Him. He deserves ur best.
yin giet. hey gal u can do it! u r a champion n a beautiful princess of God.. know who u r in Christ k..
jacqueline. u may feel new in this place but make this place ur home k? God loves u and all of us love u alot too! *hugs*
stephen. i noe u can't stand noise! haha. n i always unknowingly "shout" into ur ears. haha. hey.. God is looking for true worshippers.. be a true worshipper of God k..
cyan. i m glad to see u in e18 n in city harvest. keep on growing loving n shining. He has something great in store for u. see ur frens getting saved in hc k?
last but not least mr cheo. haha. of cos i can't leave u out. you have been a great gift from God to xiaoting. as much as i hate to admit it. (to avoid boosting ur ego) but i m going to miss ur presence in cg alot. i have seen u maturing.. growing to be a fine young man n shining for God, being kingdom-minded. dun stop here! u have a great destiny in Him. keep in touch k.. my hse is always open for *poor* kids. haha.
xiaoting is really feeling nostalgic. i love e18!!! n e357 too.. haha. i m gonna miss all of u. all of u. we have been thru so much.. haha. but yet God always bring us from glory to glory.. keep on loving loving Him ya?
n e357, let us keep on loving Him n grow in Him k..
p.s. hey some of us planned to go mission trip tog remember? haha.
cg multiplied!!!!!!!!!!
yah. i m officially from cg E357. a bit unbelievable. becos i have been in e18 for as long as i can remember. but i m really happy that e18 multiplied. yah. cos it is in God's will to be fruitful n multiply.
remember that when sis meiyan say that cg is going to multiply, n we were cheering, den she said let's give God a big hand. den it jus hit me that indeed it is the work of God for the cg to be FRUITFUL n MULTIPLY. well, all from e18, i m gonna miss u!
yah. i m officially from cg E357. a bit unbelievable. becos i have been in e18 for as long as i can remember. but i m really happy that e18 multiplied. yah. cos it is in God's will to be fruitful n multiply.
remember that when sis meiyan say that cg is going to multiply, n we were cheering, den she said let's give God a big hand. den it jus hit me that indeed it is the work of God for the cg to be FRUITFUL n MULTIPLY. well, all from e18, i m gonna miss u!
m listening to cyndi's song. was jus hearing the music. pure music without singing n stuff. it is really nice. suddenly it jus occurred to me how beautiful God's creation is. it is so amazing that music can be so soothing. this is wad ailing put in an email to me. n i love this quote.
"Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance."
Ain't that true? haha. suddenly feeling very nostalgic. no, actually that is not the word. 感性. this is the word. yah.. suddenly sitting here.. mugging.. u will be feeling that urgh! i dun like this world at all. there r so many problems isn't it? this is such an imperfect world. but sometimes sitting here.. listening to the simplest things. looking at the DEEP blue sky. i will always be in wonder of God's creation. though this world is so imperfect, life seems so sian. sometimes we dunno wad we want, where we r going, wad will happen to us tml, life seems to be dragging. but yet, whenever i lift up my head, open my ears n my eyes, to see n hear, well, i see a beautiful world. that my God created. i appreciate the fact that i can see hear smell touch the beautiful things in this world. i thank God that there is a sky there is light there is a moon there are stars there is music there are plants n flowers there is snow wind dew water sunlight clouds. that there r frens members family relatives siblings nephews nieces cousins leaders classmates bro n sis in Christ. yah. whether the cup is half full or half empty is up to u.
i love! i love my life my God my frens my family my cg my church my cca lep my class my ex-class my ex ex class my sch my ex-ex-sch my ex-ex-ex sch i even love SIngapore. hahahaha. well iwant to be a person of love. becos there r many things for me to love. i want to be optimistic becos there r many things that make me smile. i want to be happy because happy are the people whose Lord is God... ah! i m happy elated exhilarated ecstatic intoxicated spirited BLESSED！do i sound crazy? well there is a joy in me that i can't contain. haha. can't contain.
i m blessed!
"Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance."
Ain't that true? haha. suddenly feeling very nostalgic. no, actually that is not the word. 感性. this is the word. yah.. suddenly sitting here.. mugging.. u will be feeling that urgh! i dun like this world at all. there r so many problems isn't it? this is such an imperfect world. but sometimes sitting here.. listening to the simplest things. looking at the DEEP blue sky. i will always be in wonder of God's creation. though this world is so imperfect, life seems so sian. sometimes we dunno wad we want, where we r going, wad will happen to us tml, life seems to be dragging. but yet, whenever i lift up my head, open my ears n my eyes, to see n hear, well, i see a beautiful world. that my God created. i appreciate the fact that i can see hear smell touch the beautiful things in this world. i thank God that there is a sky there is light there is a moon there are stars there is music there are plants n flowers there is snow wind dew water sunlight clouds. that there r frens members family relatives siblings nephews nieces cousins leaders classmates bro n sis in Christ. yah. whether the cup is half full or half empty is up to u.
i love! i love my life my God my frens my family my cg my church my cca lep my class my ex-class my ex ex class my sch my ex-ex-sch my ex-ex-ex sch i even love SIngapore. hahahaha. well iwant to be a person of love. becos there r many things for me to love. i want to be optimistic becos there r many things that make me smile. i want to be happy because happy are the people whose Lord is God... ah! i m happy elated exhilarated ecstatic intoxicated spirited BLESSED！do i sound crazy? well there is a joy in me that i can't contain. haha. can't contain.
i m blessed!
Friday, October 22, 2004
jus now lim yang n minyi called to ask me if i wanted to go genting after 'a' levels. on 26 nov. i was jus thinking n i asked him if it will cross the weekend. n he said yah.. mos prob coming back after sun kind of thing. den i said no. cos weekend is for God. haha. but i din tell him that lah. den he said u r not going cos weekend got church? den i say yah.. shld be not going lah. he said this.. 这样严重啊。haha. which struck me.. 严重？wad a word.. but yah.. 其实我已经入戏太深，或者我应该说是中毒太深吧。对，就是那么严重。
其实我也好想出国，我有好久好久都没有出国散心了，因为这几年我都放不下。我好喜欢出国的感觉，但是却已经好久没有出国了。刚才拒绝的时候，可以听见脑里有人要我妥协。
why do u want to be so "hard core"? ( this term is termed by yong xiang )
why not jus compromise?
look at all the things u r missing out because of God n church..
well, it is true that i m missing out on so much. but u noe sumtin, there is so much i gained that i cannot have with anything else. i love Him. with all of my heart. i will not trade this love He has for me for anything else in the world. if u love someone with all ur heart, u noe that u want to give Him ur entire life. that is wad i wan to do. i may seem like a fool.. but i will rather be a fool for Christ den to be a fool in the world. n i admit.. i m hopelessly in love.. hopelessly poisoned. everybody wants me to cut ties with God.. haha. my dad wants to go to china to cut off ties with city harvest.. nice try dad. haha. well.. i told him, if i can leave chc so easily, den the nine yrs i spent loving God has been wasted isn't it..
我已经中毒太深，直到我不能自拔。
u noe sumtin? i wish i m more in love with Him. i wish for MORE.
其实我也好想出国，我有好久好久都没有出国散心了，因为这几年我都放不下。我好喜欢出国的感觉，但是却已经好久没有出国了。刚才拒绝的时候，可以听见脑里有人要我妥协。
why do u want to be so "hard core"? ( this term is termed by yong xiang )
why not jus compromise?
look at all the things u r missing out because of God n church..
well, it is true that i m missing out on so much. but u noe sumtin, there is so much i gained that i cannot have with anything else. i love Him. with all of my heart. i will not trade this love He has for me for anything else in the world. if u love someone with all ur heart, u noe that u want to give Him ur entire life. that is wad i wan to do. i may seem like a fool.. but i will rather be a fool for Christ den to be a fool in the world. n i admit.. i m hopelessly in love.. hopelessly poisoned. everybody wants me to cut ties with God.. haha. my dad wants to go to china to cut off ties with city harvest.. nice try dad. haha. well.. i told him, if i can leave chc so easily, den the nine yrs i spent loving God has been wasted isn't it..
我已经中毒太深，直到我不能自拔。
u noe sumtin? i wish i m more in love with Him. i wish for MORE.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
jus now i was walking thru geylang serai where they had the pasar malam. wow! it was so festive! there were many many stores and it is really not like usual. for those who dunno, i stay in Malay Village and now is the Ramadan which means it is really festive season for the Malays. yah. it feels good walking down the road looking at the different kind of stuff they selling. ;)
den they put up lights at joo chiat complex also.. it was quite nice lah, although the building was not v nice. den got these Malay Calligraphy.. where the words r wriiten in arab or sumtin by Chinese i think, maybe the xinjiang pple but it was really interesting. haha. i wanted to buy stickers but a bit short of cash. haha.
oh and i also wanna say a big thank u to my daddy.. cos he bought me a cross necklace which was really really nice. from japan. i love it!
den they put up lights at joo chiat complex also.. it was quite nice lah, although the building was not v nice. den got these Malay Calligraphy.. where the words r wriiten in arab or sumtin by Chinese i think, maybe the xinjiang pple but it was really interesting. haha. i wanted to buy stickers but a bit short of cash. haha.
oh and i also wanna say a big thank u to my daddy.. cos he bought me a cross necklace which was really really nice. from japan. i love it!
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
listening to "the rainbow connection" from mengru's song. after putting down the phone, it is really the thingy that makes me smile. it is such a cute song. hee. guess i m feeling really disappointed with somebody. well, we jus simply can't avoid that in our lives issit? ;) But jus that i have jus lowered my expectations and there somethingy comes along n expect me to lower my expectations again.. hey that is really tiring. den to begin with i shld have might as well jus not expect at all? haix.
anyway today was another mugging day. i was in such a crazy mood the whole day till that phone call. but anyway.. i was really crazy today! went studying with chan eng n weiqi n we ended up eating swensens.. today i ate so much! haha. den i jus laughed at every possible thingy. haha. but today was not such a productive day after all. but i had a good time n yest night i jus slept thru wad i needed. i have "put back" all that i missed out on the past week. feeling really alert! haha. going to mug somemore.. haix. today was such a good day until.. geeZ.
but it will still be good.. ;) study hard guys!
anyway today was another mugging day. i was in such a crazy mood the whole day till that phone call. but anyway.. i was really crazy today! went studying with chan eng n weiqi n we ended up eating swensens.. today i ate so much! haha. den i jus laughed at every possible thingy. haha. but today was not such a productive day after all. but i had a good time n yest night i jus slept thru wad i needed. i have "put back" all that i missed out on the past week. feeling really alert! haha. going to mug somemore.. haix. today was such a good day until.. geeZ.
but it will still be good.. ;) study hard guys!
Monday, October 18, 2004
i jus realise that i really love challenges. i guess the singapore education really din manage to put that in me u noe. was jus toking to my dad. n i was asking him do the high management in big companies in singapore work their way there or it is because of connections.. den my dad said that nowadays working up is very diff. n he said being a civil servant is good. but being an ace student in singapore only assure u to be the top civil servant. that is like so mediocre.. so average. so NORMAL. i was telling him that being a civil servant meant that there is only so high u can fly u noe.
i want to fly in the blue sky. big blue sky. no wonder i love God so much. becos He is without limits. The things that i can do for Him reaches to the skies.
today i was really provoked. this time round if i dun study hard n get my best results, i m really letting God down. It ain't about me, it is about Him. i need to do well so tthat He can be glorified. i m carrying n representing the name of Jesus.
i want to fly in the blue sky. big blue sky. no wonder i love God so much. becos He is without limits. The things that i can do for Him reaches to the skies.
today i was really provoked. this time round if i dun study hard n get my best results, i m really letting God down. It ain't about me, it is about Him. i need to do well so tthat He can be glorified. i m carrying n representing the name of Jesus.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hey i m finally back to blog again. ;) it has indeed been a tiring weekend. haha. but well.. i enjoyed myself thoroughly with my members since they r "released" from after the exams. haha.
well, on sat, yesh, i preached. haha. it was an exciting experience n i shall leave it to them to tell u how did i do. haha. n thanx for all ur encouragement! it really encouraged me a lot! after that to have mos of the pple staying back n fellowshipping is so fun! haha. we celebrated cyan's birthday n appreciated terence. yest was the last day he is playing for my cg. Ow! haha. yup.. we do appreciate u alot of all that u've done.. n chee wee.. u go man! den aft cg john n ying n their fren su wei came to my hse.. for more details pls visit john's blog. hee. n today also.. hey i really enjoy the company of my cg! den jus now we watched white chicks. well everybody was saying tat it is very funny.. so raise my expectations a bit.. in the end din meet leh. haha. i din laugh that hard until my stomachache kind. maybe studied too hard. haha.
yup. today is xiaoting rest day. from tml onwards we will be driving faster. hee.
oh.. jus remembered bout our last day of sch.. yah. we took lots of pics. i think i m really going to miss this place class n pple. geez.. let's really have a great class outing k...
well, on sat, yesh, i preached. haha. it was an exciting experience n i shall leave it to them to tell u how did i do. haha. n thanx for all ur encouragement! it really encouraged me a lot! after that to have mos of the pple staying back n fellowshipping is so fun! haha. we celebrated cyan's birthday n appreciated terence. yest was the last day he is playing for my cg. Ow! haha. yup.. we do appreciate u alot of all that u've done.. n chee wee.. u go man! den aft cg john n ying n their fren su wei came to my hse.. for more details pls visit john's blog. hee. n today also.. hey i really enjoy the company of my cg! den jus now we watched white chicks. well everybody was saying tat it is very funny.. so raise my expectations a bit.. in the end din meet leh. haha. i din laugh that hard until my stomachache kind. maybe studied too hard. haha.
yup. today is xiaoting rest day. from tml onwards we will be driving faster. hee.
oh.. jus remembered bout our last day of sch.. yah. we took lots of pics. i think i m really going to miss this place class n pple. geez.. let's really have a great class outing k...
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
the third entry in a row. boy m i mad.. oh yeah. haha. today went bugis. din go shopping guys.. jus went to buy specs with ahma (not my grandma) but she din get it. but i did mug on some really tedious integration u noe. anyway i PROMISED john i was blog abt the phone call. this is wad happen on sun night at 10++ pm.
(the following conversation is translated into english, for convenience's sake)
ring ring.
me: who u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: u got the wrong no.
john: okie.
me: bye bye.
we hung up.
ring ring.
me: hello.
john: hello?
me: may i noe who r u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: there is no xiao ting. wad no did u call?
john: 91808617
me: oh this is 91808614
john: yah.
me: yah. bye bye.
we hung up again.
phone rang for the third time. i wanted to do it again. but could not help but burst out laughing.
me: (laughing) u mean u din realise??
john: jus now it was u?
me: yah!
john: and the first one?
me: me lah!
boy did i enjoy myself.. thank u john for brightening my day. hee.
(the following conversation is translated into english, for convenience's sake)
ring ring.
me: who u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: u got the wrong no.
john: okie.
me: bye bye.
we hung up.
ring ring.
me: hello.
john: hello?
me: may i noe who r u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: there is no xiao ting. wad no did u call?
john: 91808617
me: oh this is 91808614
john: yah.
me: yah. bye bye.
we hung up again.
phone rang for the third time. i wanted to do it again. but could not help but burst out laughing.
me: (laughing) u mean u din realise??
john: jus now it was u?
me: yah!
john: and the first one?
me: me lah!
boy did i enjoy myself.. thank u john for brightening my day. hee.
Monday, October 11, 2004
haix. feeling a bit sad cos i got Ungraded for my LEP S paper. Geez.. jus now was feeling rather erm.. dunno how to say but now better.
i havent been a good girl.. jus now read my script. it is really not that good u noe.. yah. acty quite bad i think.. sometimes i feel really quite sad. cos i think that i really have no wen bi? dunno y i m in lep.. n i dunno wad i m doing also. toking abt liking chinese so much but really in me, there is no substance to tok abt? haix.
anyway.. jus want to say that i love hwa chong!!! today mr chow played us the 30th anniversary vcd.. well u can say that it is trying to stir up our emotions or something.. but den when i was watching it.. i really cried. with tears flowing down my cheeks non-stop. i really love this sch, love huang cheng, love lep, love the sch compound, love 61, love mr chow, love all my tutors, love my lovely lep tutors, every single one of them. to be honest, i din noe i love this place so much. it is like my home away from home.. besides home, besides chc, this is the place. geez. all the cheering, the songs..
突然发现我可以用华文打字了。好开心。用华文写字然我又开心又难过知道吗？这是我敬爱的语言，文学，可是却对自己很失望，因为爱它只是挂在口中的事，我却没有上进心，没有力求进步，是不是应该拖出去问斩？我会做的，也只不过是苦读LEP罢了，但是我并没有为这股热忱做什么。该当何罪？现代人应该有很多会说不会做的人吧，可恨的是我竟然渐渐地成为其中之一。在德明的时候以为自己有一点了不起，来到华初，真的是小巫见大巫。不对，我应该连小巫都不如吧，口语化的句子，不够简练的语言，晓亭，如果连基本都不会，请不要再谈中华文学。五千年的历史，凭什么由你这个红毛丫头说得算？
失望。泄气。由谁能带来一盏灯，重新点燃心中的火，让我能再次燃烧起来？
对。我爱华初。我爱华文。我爱语特。只但愿这不是说说而已。
i havent been a good girl.. jus now read my script. it is really not that good u noe.. yah. acty quite bad i think.. sometimes i feel really quite sad. cos i think that i really have no wen bi? dunno y i m in lep.. n i dunno wad i m doing also. toking abt liking chinese so much but really in me, there is no substance to tok abt? haix.
anyway.. jus want to say that i love hwa chong!!! today mr chow played us the 30th anniversary vcd.. well u can say that it is trying to stir up our emotions or something.. but den when i was watching it.. i really cried. with tears flowing down my cheeks non-stop. i really love this sch, love huang cheng, love lep, love the sch compound, love 61, love mr chow, love all my tutors, love my lovely lep tutors, every single one of them. to be honest, i din noe i love this place so much. it is like my home away from home.. besides home, besides chc, this is the place. geez. all the cheering, the songs..
突然发现我可以用华文打字了。好开心。用华文写字然我又开心又难过知道吗？这是我敬爱的语言，文学，可是却对自己很失望，因为爱它只是挂在口中的事，我却没有上进心，没有力求进步，是不是应该拖出去问斩？我会做的，也只不过是苦读LEP罢了，但是我并没有为这股热忱做什么。该当何罪？现代人应该有很多会说不会做的人吧，可恨的是我竟然渐渐地成为其中之一。在德明的时候以为自己有一点了不起，来到华初，真的是小巫见大巫。不对，我应该连小巫都不如吧，口语化的句子，不够简练的语言，晓亭，如果连基本都不会，请不要再谈中华文学。五千年的历史，凭什么由你这个红毛丫头说得算？
失望。泄气。由谁能带来一盏灯，重新点燃心中的火，让我能再次燃烧起来？
对。我爱华初。我爱华文。我爱语特。只但愿这不是说说而已。
Friday, October 08, 2004
Thursday, October 07, 2004
i din noe that to do wad u say is so difficult. ever feel that u wanna do sumtin but ur heart jus refuse to let things go ur way? well.. that is how i m feeling right now. i m trying really hard to lift my spirits up.. i din noe things will be so hard on me. i really din expect. n i also din expect this day will come. how long will it take?
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
i m back! jus reached home from watching mamma mia! fantastic! haha. but i m dead beat. dunno y these few days i m jus so so tired.. geeZ. but anyway, jus wanna thank God for a wonderful night! i think pple out there will jus drool to hear wad i m saying..
first of all, i went to colours by the way. the seaside there.. man do i like it there.. so coincidental was that i met 2 chc guys.. how do i noe? cos they were playing n learning guitar. guess wad song? Jesus jesus Holy n anointed One. Jesus. that song. immediately i was like.. they r frm chc. so i went to tok to them.
after tat i had dinner at thai express! sumptous dinner... muahahahaha. den we bought chocolates frm the really ex chocolate shop.. but the chocolates were so nice!!!! oh my.. hee.
den watching mamma mia.. it is really good u noe.. but i feel it can be better. but i enjoyed myself completely! hee. really.. the voices n dance were really good. the song that we sang from pst sun.. thank you for the music, the songs we're singing. who can live without it we ask in honesty.. that song.. they sang it too. n dancing queen n i have a dream.
in conclusion, xiaoting is tired! but happy. think i m going to sleep n waking early to study.. i need to mug! haha.
first of all, i went to colours by the way. the seaside there.. man do i like it there.. so coincidental was that i met 2 chc guys.. how do i noe? cos they were playing n learning guitar. guess wad song? Jesus jesus Holy n anointed One. Jesus. that song. immediately i was like.. they r frm chc. so i went to tok to them.
after tat i had dinner at thai express! sumptous dinner... muahahahaha. den we bought chocolates frm the really ex chocolate shop.. but the chocolates were so nice!!!! oh my.. hee.
den watching mamma mia.. it is really good u noe.. but i feel it can be better. but i enjoyed myself completely! hee. really.. the voices n dance were really good. the song that we sang from pst sun.. thank you for the music, the songs we're singing. who can live without it we ask in honesty.. that song.. they sang it too. n dancing queen n i have a dream.
in conclusion, xiaoting is tired! but happy. think i m going to sleep n waking early to study.. i need to mug! haha.
haix. ailing u r going to kill me for this but to a certain extent i m affected. not affected like erm emotionally but more of worried n sth on my mind kind of thingy.. urgh!
jus gonna blog how i feel..
cant believe it. y do pple ard me do stupid things? u noe sumtin.. acty a lot of times we noe that it is not right not good n we still go ahead with it.. many times believing the devil's lies that things r going to be okie! it is not! dun ever compromise ur standards can.. this is a trial. dun live in self-deception when u noe that things r not right n u insist that they r! stop living in lies.. self deception.. compromised standards. there is more so much more in the kingdom of God! we r always so stubborn to want to go on the way we want to noe when the Holy Spirit is like screaming no!!!!!!! silently kind of thingy..
wake up ur idea can? open ur spiritual eyes n see wad has God in store for u.. it is so crucial. dun fall now! if u fall, it will not be so easy to get back again. God has touched u again n again.. allow u to experience again n again.. so that u r prepared to walk on.. do not turn to ur left or to ur right.. walk the highway of the Most High.. dun turn a deaf ear to the Holy Spirit!!!!
jus gonna blog how i feel..
cant believe it. y do pple ard me do stupid things? u noe sumtin.. acty a lot of times we noe that it is not right not good n we still go ahead with it.. many times believing the devil's lies that things r going to be okie! it is not! dun ever compromise ur standards can.. this is a trial. dun live in self-deception when u noe that things r not right n u insist that they r! stop living in lies.. self deception.. compromised standards. there is more so much more in the kingdom of God! we r always so stubborn to want to go on the way we want to noe when the Holy Spirit is like screaming no!!!!!!! silently kind of thingy..
wake up ur idea can? open ur spiritual eyes n see wad has God in store for u.. it is so crucial. dun fall now! if u fall, it will not be so easy to get back again. God has touched u again n again.. allow u to experience again n again.. so that u r prepared to walk on.. do not turn to ur left or to ur right.. walk the highway of the Most High.. dun turn a deaf ear to the Holy Spirit!!!!
Monday, October 04, 2004
hey hey.. i m home! jus came back from studying. today studied quite alot but not very productive leh. haix. nvm.. tml i got break in sch from 9.20 am to 2.40 pm. i shall mug my gu wen very very hard.. haha.
anyway.. jus want to thank God that i got B for LEP. it is really a miracle lah. considering that that day i had physics n LEP. n i really really studied very hard for phy n not so much for lep. think that God is really a good god. n it is so tyco in the sense that i m on the dot.. haha. but i really want to thank God for that.. n i m praying that i can do well for physics too!
hey guys thanx for the encouragement. ;) i m okie now.. up n on *to quote sa's motto* again.. my life is about eat, mugging, sleep n God now. nothing else i gonna get in my way. no time n room for rubbish stupid thinking. ailing once said.. ni hai you shi qing yao zuo. yup... all mugging out there.. u guys rawks!
*i want to shine in the dark sky like a bright star* for You!
anyway.. jus want to thank God that i got B for LEP. it is really a miracle lah. considering that that day i had physics n LEP. n i really really studied very hard for phy n not so much for lep. think that God is really a good god. n it is so tyco in the sense that i m on the dot.. haha. but i really want to thank God for that.. n i m praying that i can do well for physics too!
hey guys thanx for the encouragement. ;) i m okie now.. up n on *to quote sa's motto* again.. my life is about eat, mugging, sleep n God now. nothing else i gonna get in my way. no time n room for rubbish stupid thinking. ailing once said.. ni hai you shi qing yao zuo. yup... all mugging out there.. u guys rawks!
*i want to shine in the dark sky like a bright star* for You!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
well.. my previous entry was in chinese n i completely cant see it. that is really sad! when i m feeling sad i always like to write in chinese. that explains y i m a chinese freak.. maybe i will pen some thots down.
man.. i think this weekend is terrible u noe. haix. felt like things came one after another. n wad is worse is.. a lot of times i feel like i dun have frens ard me whom i cant share n cry with. geez.. but it is okie.. cos i do have my Father in heaven. but sometimes jus wish that there is sum1 whom i can call n whine too..
xiaoting u mus study study study study! everybody tells me that i mus study.. it seems like everything is jus screaming to me xiaoting study!!!!! even God tells me to study. geez...... i will i will i will i will i will i will. i promise can.. i will really really really try... really really... n i m trying... xiaoting is trying. pls.. jus give me a second chance.. i dunno if i can do it. i dunno if i can give my 100% in my 'a' levels.. i jus need somebody to believe with me, trust in me... it's been 5 yrs since i last done that. give my all in my studies.. i promise. i will try...
man.. i think this weekend is terrible u noe. haix. felt like things came one after another. n wad is worse is.. a lot of times i feel like i dun have frens ard me whom i cant share n cry with. geez.. but it is okie.. cos i do have my Father in heaven. but sometimes jus wish that there is sum1 whom i can call n whine too..
xiaoting u mus study study study study! everybody tells me that i mus study.. it seems like everything is jus screaming to me xiaoting study!!!!! even God tells me to study. geez...... i will i will i will i will i will i will. i promise can.. i will really really really try... really really... n i m trying... xiaoting is trying. pls.. jus give me a second chance.. i dunno if i can do it. i dunno if i can give my 100% in my 'a' levels.. i jus need somebody to believe with me, trust in me... it's been 5 yrs since i last done that. give my all in my studies.. i promise. i will try...
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Friday, October 01, 2004
hey weiqi chan eng...
jus wanna say a big thank you to u all. suddenly on the way back jus realised how blessed i m to have u guys with me. thanx for believing in me n standing with me.. though sometimes i may sound really absurd, u all still trusted me for wad i said. thanx for standing tog with me n believing for our HC vision to come to past.. words cant express a million thanx! we r running our last lap so let us just keep on going k.. i noe n i noe wad God promised is going to come to past. ;)
on another note, congrats to mr ong! haha.
jus wanna say a big thank you to u all. suddenly on the way back jus realised how blessed i m to have u guys with me. thanx for believing in me n standing with me.. though sometimes i may sound really absurd, u all still trusted me for wad i said. thanx for standing tog with me n believing for our HC vision to come to past.. words cant express a million thanx! we r running our last lap so let us just keep on going k.. i noe n i noe wad God promised is going to come to past. ;)
on another note, congrats to mr ong! haha.
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