oh i forgot..
CONGRATULATIONS to all who got their MMs! heeee... namely CEcilia, Chan Eng, Weiqi, AILING, mao shun, hwee ling n others whom i may but left out. ;)
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hey i m finally back to blog again. ;) it has indeed been a tiring weekend. haha. but well.. i enjoyed myself thoroughly with my members since they r "released" from after the exams. haha.
well, on sat, yesh, i preached. haha. it was an exciting experience n i shall leave it to them to tell u how did i do. haha. n thanx for all ur encouragement! it really encouraged me a lot! after that to have mos of the pple staying back n fellowshipping is so fun! haha. we celebrated cyan's birthday n appreciated terence. yest was the last day he is playing for my cg. Ow! haha. yup.. we do appreciate u alot of all that u've done.. n chee wee.. u go man! den aft cg john n ying n their fren su wei came to my hse.. for more details pls visit john's blog. hee. n today also.. hey i really enjoy the company of my cg! den jus now we watched white chicks. well everybody was saying tat it is very funny.. so raise my expectations a bit.. in the end din meet leh. haha. i din laugh that hard until my stomachache kind. maybe studied too hard. haha.
yup. today is xiaoting rest day. from tml onwards we will be driving faster. hee.
oh.. jus remembered bout our last day of sch.. yah. we took lots of pics. i think i m really going to miss this place class n pple. geez.. let's really have a great class outing k...
well, on sat, yesh, i preached. haha. it was an exciting experience n i shall leave it to them to tell u how did i do. haha. n thanx for all ur encouragement! it really encouraged me a lot! after that to have mos of the pple staying back n fellowshipping is so fun! haha. we celebrated cyan's birthday n appreciated terence. yest was the last day he is playing for my cg. Ow! haha. yup.. we do appreciate u alot of all that u've done.. n chee wee.. u go man! den aft cg john n ying n their fren su wei came to my hse.. for more details pls visit john's blog. hee. n today also.. hey i really enjoy the company of my cg! den jus now we watched white chicks. well everybody was saying tat it is very funny.. so raise my expectations a bit.. in the end din meet leh. haha. i din laugh that hard until my stomachache kind. maybe studied too hard. haha.
yup. today is xiaoting rest day. from tml onwards we will be driving faster. hee.
oh.. jus remembered bout our last day of sch.. yah. we took lots of pics. i think i m really going to miss this place class n pple. geez.. let's really have a great class outing k...
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
the third entry in a row. boy m i mad.. oh yeah. haha. today went bugis. din go shopping guys.. jus went to buy specs with ahma (not my grandma) but she din get it. but i did mug on some really tedious integration u noe. anyway i PROMISED john i was blog abt the phone call. this is wad happen on sun night at 10++ pm.
(the following conversation is translated into english, for convenience's sake)
ring ring.
me: who u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: u got the wrong no.
john: okie.
me: bye bye.
we hung up.
ring ring.
me: hello.
john: hello?
me: may i noe who r u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: there is no xiao ting. wad no did u call?
john: 91808617
me: oh this is 91808614
john: yah.
me: yah. bye bye.
we hung up again.
phone rang for the third time. i wanted to do it again. but could not help but burst out laughing.
me: (laughing) u mean u din realise??
john: jus now it was u?
me: yah!
john: and the first one?
me: me lah!
boy did i enjoy myself.. thank u john for brightening my day. hee.
(the following conversation is translated into english, for convenience's sake)
ring ring.
me: who u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: u got the wrong no.
john: okie.
me: bye bye.
we hung up.
ring ring.
me: hello.
john: hello?
me: may i noe who r u looking for?
john: i m looking for xiaoting.
me: there is no xiao ting. wad no did u call?
john: 91808617
me: oh this is 91808614
john: yah.
me: yah. bye bye.
we hung up again.
phone rang for the third time. i wanted to do it again. but could not help but burst out laughing.
me: (laughing) u mean u din realise??
john: jus now it was u?
me: yah!
john: and the first one?
me: me lah!
boy did i enjoy myself.. thank u john for brightening my day. hee.
Monday, October 11, 2004
haix. feeling a bit sad cos i got Ungraded for my LEP S paper. Geez.. jus now was feeling rather erm.. dunno how to say but now better.
i havent been a good girl.. jus now read my script. it is really not that good u noe.. yah. acty quite bad i think.. sometimes i feel really quite sad. cos i think that i really have no wen bi? dunno y i m in lep.. n i dunno wad i m doing also. toking abt liking chinese so much but really in me, there is no substance to tok abt? haix.
anyway.. jus want to say that i love hwa chong!!! today mr chow played us the 30th anniversary vcd.. well u can say that it is trying to stir up our emotions or something.. but den when i was watching it.. i really cried. with tears flowing down my cheeks non-stop. i really love this sch, love huang cheng, love lep, love the sch compound, love 61, love mr chow, love all my tutors, love my lovely lep tutors, every single one of them. to be honest, i din noe i love this place so much. it is like my home away from home.. besides home, besides chc, this is the place. geez. all the cheering, the songs..
突然发现我可以用华文打字了。好开心。用华文写字然我又开心又难过知道吗？这是我敬爱的语言，文学，可是却对自己很失望，因为爱它只是挂在口中的事，我却没有上进心，没有力求进步，是不是应该拖出去问斩？我会做的，也只不过是苦读LEP罢了，但是我并没有为这股热忱做什么。该当何罪？现代人应该有很多会说不会做的人吧，可恨的是我竟然渐渐地成为其中之一。在德明的时候以为自己有一点了不起，来到华初，真的是小巫见大巫。不对，我应该连小巫都不如吧，口语化的句子，不够简练的语言，晓亭，如果连基本都不会，请不要再谈中华文学。五千年的历史，凭什么由你这个红毛丫头说得算？
失望。泄气。由谁能带来一盏灯，重新点燃心中的火，让我能再次燃烧起来？
对。我爱华初。我爱华文。我爱语特。只但愿这不是说说而已。
i havent been a good girl.. jus now read my script. it is really not that good u noe.. yah. acty quite bad i think.. sometimes i feel really quite sad. cos i think that i really have no wen bi? dunno y i m in lep.. n i dunno wad i m doing also. toking abt liking chinese so much but really in me, there is no substance to tok abt? haix.
anyway.. jus want to say that i love hwa chong!!! today mr chow played us the 30th anniversary vcd.. well u can say that it is trying to stir up our emotions or something.. but den when i was watching it.. i really cried. with tears flowing down my cheeks non-stop. i really love this sch, love huang cheng, love lep, love the sch compound, love 61, love mr chow, love all my tutors, love my lovely lep tutors, every single one of them. to be honest, i din noe i love this place so much. it is like my home away from home.. besides home, besides chc, this is the place. geez. all the cheering, the songs..
突然发现我可以用华文打字了。好开心。用华文写字然我又开心又难过知道吗？这是我敬爱的语言，文学，可是却对自己很失望，因为爱它只是挂在口中的事，我却没有上进心，没有力求进步，是不是应该拖出去问斩？我会做的，也只不过是苦读LEP罢了，但是我并没有为这股热忱做什么。该当何罪？现代人应该有很多会说不会做的人吧，可恨的是我竟然渐渐地成为其中之一。在德明的时候以为自己有一点了不起，来到华初，真的是小巫见大巫。不对，我应该连小巫都不如吧，口语化的句子，不够简练的语言，晓亭，如果连基本都不会，请不要再谈中华文学。五千年的历史，凭什么由你这个红毛丫头说得算？
失望。泄气。由谁能带来一盏灯，重新点燃心中的火，让我能再次燃烧起来？
对。我爱华初。我爱华文。我爱语特。只但愿这不是说说而已。
Friday, October 08, 2004
Thursday, October 07, 2004
i din noe that to do wad u say is so difficult. ever feel that u wanna do sumtin but ur heart jus refuse to let things go ur way? well.. that is how i m feeling right now. i m trying really hard to lift my spirits up.. i din noe things will be so hard on me. i really din expect. n i also din expect this day will come. how long will it take?
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
i m back! jus reached home from watching mamma mia! fantastic! haha. but i m dead beat. dunno y these few days i m jus so so tired.. geeZ. but anyway, jus wanna thank God for a wonderful night! i think pple out there will jus drool to hear wad i m saying..
first of all, i went to colours by the way. the seaside there.. man do i like it there.. so coincidental was that i met 2 chc guys.. how do i noe? cos they were playing n learning guitar. guess wad song? Jesus jesus Holy n anointed One. Jesus. that song. immediately i was like.. they r frm chc. so i went to tok to them.
after tat i had dinner at thai express! sumptous dinner... muahahahaha. den we bought chocolates frm the really ex chocolate shop.. but the chocolates were so nice!!!! oh my.. hee.
den watching mamma mia.. it is really good u noe.. but i feel it can be better. but i enjoyed myself completely! hee. really.. the voices n dance were really good. the song that we sang from pst sun.. thank you for the music, the songs we're singing. who can live without it we ask in honesty.. that song.. they sang it too. n dancing queen n i have a dream.
in conclusion, xiaoting is tired! but happy. think i m going to sleep n waking early to study.. i need to mug! haha.
first of all, i went to colours by the way. the seaside there.. man do i like it there.. so coincidental was that i met 2 chc guys.. how do i noe? cos they were playing n learning guitar. guess wad song? Jesus jesus Holy n anointed One. Jesus. that song. immediately i was like.. they r frm chc. so i went to tok to them.
after tat i had dinner at thai express! sumptous dinner... muahahahaha. den we bought chocolates frm the really ex chocolate shop.. but the chocolates were so nice!!!! oh my.. hee.
den watching mamma mia.. it is really good u noe.. but i feel it can be better. but i enjoyed myself completely! hee. really.. the voices n dance were really good. the song that we sang from pst sun.. thank you for the music, the songs we're singing. who can live without it we ask in honesty.. that song.. they sang it too. n dancing queen n i have a dream.
in conclusion, xiaoting is tired! but happy. think i m going to sleep n waking early to study.. i need to mug! haha.
haix. ailing u r going to kill me for this but to a certain extent i m affected. not affected like erm emotionally but more of worried n sth on my mind kind of thingy.. urgh!
jus gonna blog how i feel..
cant believe it. y do pple ard me do stupid things? u noe sumtin.. acty a lot of times we noe that it is not right not good n we still go ahead with it.. many times believing the devil's lies that things r going to be okie! it is not! dun ever compromise ur standards can.. this is a trial. dun live in self-deception when u noe that things r not right n u insist that they r! stop living in lies.. self deception.. compromised standards. there is more so much more in the kingdom of God! we r always so stubborn to want to go on the way we want to noe when the Holy Spirit is like screaming no!!!!!!! silently kind of thingy..
wake up ur idea can? open ur spiritual eyes n see wad has God in store for u.. it is so crucial. dun fall now! if u fall, it will not be so easy to get back again. God has touched u again n again.. allow u to experience again n again.. so that u r prepared to walk on.. do not turn to ur left or to ur right.. walk the highway of the Most High.. dun turn a deaf ear to the Holy Spirit!!!!
jus gonna blog how i feel..
cant believe it. y do pple ard me do stupid things? u noe sumtin.. acty a lot of times we noe that it is not right not good n we still go ahead with it.. many times believing the devil's lies that things r going to be okie! it is not! dun ever compromise ur standards can.. this is a trial. dun live in self-deception when u noe that things r not right n u insist that they r! stop living in lies.. self deception.. compromised standards. there is more so much more in the kingdom of God! we r always so stubborn to want to go on the way we want to noe when the Holy Spirit is like screaming no!!!!!!! silently kind of thingy..
wake up ur idea can? open ur spiritual eyes n see wad has God in store for u.. it is so crucial. dun fall now! if u fall, it will not be so easy to get back again. God has touched u again n again.. allow u to experience again n again.. so that u r prepared to walk on.. do not turn to ur left or to ur right.. walk the highway of the Most High.. dun turn a deaf ear to the Holy Spirit!!!!
Monday, October 04, 2004
hey hey.. i m home! jus came back from studying. today studied quite alot but not very productive leh. haix. nvm.. tml i got break in sch from 9.20 am to 2.40 pm. i shall mug my gu wen very very hard.. haha.
anyway.. jus want to thank God that i got B for LEP. it is really a miracle lah. considering that that day i had physics n LEP. n i really really studied very hard for phy n not so much for lep. think that God is really a good god. n it is so tyco in the sense that i m on the dot.. haha. but i really want to thank God for that.. n i m praying that i can do well for physics too!
hey guys thanx for the encouragement. ;) i m okie now.. up n on *to quote sa's motto* again.. my life is about eat, mugging, sleep n God now. nothing else i gonna get in my way. no time n room for rubbish stupid thinking. ailing once said.. ni hai you shi qing yao zuo. yup... all mugging out there.. u guys rawks!
*i want to shine in the dark sky like a bright star* for You!
anyway.. jus want to thank God that i got B for LEP. it is really a miracle lah. considering that that day i had physics n LEP. n i really really studied very hard for phy n not so much for lep. think that God is really a good god. n it is so tyco in the sense that i m on the dot.. haha. but i really want to thank God for that.. n i m praying that i can do well for physics too!
hey guys thanx for the encouragement. ;) i m okie now.. up n on *to quote sa's motto* again.. my life is about eat, mugging, sleep n God now. nothing else i gonna get in my way. no time n room for rubbish stupid thinking. ailing once said.. ni hai you shi qing yao zuo. yup... all mugging out there.. u guys rawks!
*i want to shine in the dark sky like a bright star* for You!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
well.. my previous entry was in chinese n i completely cant see it. that is really sad! when i m feeling sad i always like to write in chinese. that explains y i m a chinese freak.. maybe i will pen some thots down.
man.. i think this weekend is terrible u noe. haix. felt like things came one after another. n wad is worse is.. a lot of times i feel like i dun have frens ard me whom i cant share n cry with. geez.. but it is okie.. cos i do have my Father in heaven. but sometimes jus wish that there is sum1 whom i can call n whine too..
xiaoting u mus study study study study! everybody tells me that i mus study.. it seems like everything is jus screaming to me xiaoting study!!!!! even God tells me to study. geez...... i will i will i will i will i will i will. i promise can.. i will really really really try... really really... n i m trying... xiaoting is trying. pls.. jus give me a second chance.. i dunno if i can do it. i dunno if i can give my 100% in my 'a' levels.. i jus need somebody to believe with me, trust in me... it's been 5 yrs since i last done that. give my all in my studies.. i promise. i will try...
man.. i think this weekend is terrible u noe. haix. felt like things came one after another. n wad is worse is.. a lot of times i feel like i dun have frens ard me whom i cant share n cry with. geez.. but it is okie.. cos i do have my Father in heaven. but sometimes jus wish that there is sum1 whom i can call n whine too..
xiaoting u mus study study study study! everybody tells me that i mus study.. it seems like everything is jus screaming to me xiaoting study!!!!! even God tells me to study. geez...... i will i will i will i will i will i will. i promise can.. i will really really really try... really really... n i m trying... xiaoting is trying. pls.. jus give me a second chance.. i dunno if i can do it. i dunno if i can give my 100% in my 'a' levels.. i jus need somebody to believe with me, trust in me... it's been 5 yrs since i last done that. give my all in my studies.. i promise. i will try...
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Friday, October 01, 2004
hey weiqi chan eng...
jus wanna say a big thank you to u all. suddenly on the way back jus realised how blessed i m to have u guys with me. thanx for believing in me n standing with me.. though sometimes i may sound really absurd, u all still trusted me for wad i said. thanx for standing tog with me n believing for our HC vision to come to past.. words cant express a million thanx! we r running our last lap so let us just keep on going k.. i noe n i noe wad God promised is going to come to past. ;)
on another note, congrats to mr ong! haha.
jus wanna say a big thank you to u all. suddenly on the way back jus realised how blessed i m to have u guys with me. thanx for believing in me n standing with me.. though sometimes i may sound really absurd, u all still trusted me for wad i said. thanx for standing tog with me n believing for our HC vision to come to past.. words cant express a million thanx! we r running our last lap so let us just keep on going k.. i noe n i noe wad God promised is going to come to past. ;)
on another note, congrats to mr ong! haha.
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