last cg meeting of the yr

tdy was my first thanksgiving cg meeting that i took.thank God that the end is always greater than the beginning and i m happy at how the cg ended. it jus feels a bit weird cos this time i m conducting it.this yr it is different. but it was a great great thanksgiving. (: i enjoyed myself totally. frm the games to the cgm to the video and the bbq.

acty i m not realli in a mood to blog. but i really wanna thank my cg. so here u r.

i realli liked the video. came home n watched it n laughed my head off. n yeah i saw that break dance. haah. it was realli hilarious. no kidding. guys thanx for loving me despite those many times u were scolded by me.. and putting up with ur cgl's craziness at times.

i dunno how to continue. too tired. another time maybe.

xmas is here :)

tdy is the eve of xmas. time realli flies isnt it? tdy is already the 24th of dec. i tend to get realli nostalgic when the end of the yr comes. haah. cos i still cannot get used to the speed of time. it seems to travel faster than light. before u noe it, it has already passed u. kind of eerie isnt it? ni cant believe i have passed my 19-yr-old life n next yr i m 20. it is starting with a 2. i think i better start bucking up n make greater use of my time!

lovely song

BEFORE THE WORLD BEGAN
YOU WERE ON HIS MIND
EVERY TEAR YOU CRY
IS PRECIOUSIN HIS EYES
BECAUSE OF HIS GREAT LOVE
HE GAVE HIS ONLY SON
EVERYTHING WAS DONE
SO YOU WOULD COME

NOTHING YOU CAN DO
COULD MAKE HIM LOVE YOU MORE
NOTHING YOU HAVE DONE
COULD MAKE HIM CLOSE THE DOOR
BECAUSE OF HIS GREAT LOVE
HE GAVE HIS ONLY SON
EVERYTHING WAS DONE
SO YOU WOULD COME

COME TO THE FATHER
THOUGH YOUR GIFT IS SMALL
BROKEN HEARTS BROKEN LIVES
HE WILL TAKE THEM ALL
THE POWER OF THE WORD
THE POWER OF HIS BLOOD
EVERYTHING WAS DONE
SO YOU WOULD COME

this is how God feels towards u.
wun u come to the Father tdy?

expo!

wow wow wow wow! we had our first meeting at expo tdy! our prayer meeting! it was realli realli cool n exciting! we prayed n prayed n tarried in the presence of God. and it was tremendous! Pst Kong said that he felt like the heavens is breaking! we felt so too! there was jus like a new wave of anointing.. a new thing that God is doing in the church!

i m jus so determined that as an individual n as a cg, we r gg to move up another level too!

and..

and.. this is the place God raised me up to be a cgl! i will nv nv forget how God used these yrs to mould me and to bring me into my calling! thank u Jesus!

and..

and.. this is the place God raised me up to be a cgl! i will nv nv forget how God used these yrs to mould me and to bring me into my calling! thank u Jesus!

we're moving!

yest was the last service in jurong. cant believe it. we have already been there for 4 yrs n now we r moving. i still remember when we were first at jurong. n pst phil said that by the time u get into ur new building, it will be too small for u! n it was realli realli like that. it is jus amazing how God speaks n fulfills His word.

n i still remembered how excited i was bout our new building that i could not slp the night before. thinking bout how we sowed n God raised up a building. n we came in. blown away. flabbergasted. wow. n the bkstore pple were realli excited to have our own store. hee. that we need not have tables anymore. n it was such a big step in faith to have come to jurong west! n we had a victorious victorious cry when we had our first service. from 4 services to 5 den to 6. God is indeed a good God.

n personally, jurong was a place in which God mould me, changed me, renewed me n kept me. i m jus once again so thankful that God kept me n loved me to the very end. i m jus so glad that i still love God n i m still on fire for God than ever before. n for that, i will give God all the praises. i m going to miss that mission statement, that lobby, that bookstore, BUT! more than jus feeling sentimental, there is such an expectancy in the Spirit. becos i noe that God is going to bring us to greater glory. it is time to FOCUS, n to plunder hell n populate heaven.

let's go!

流泪

我是一个很少会看感情戏而流泪的人。但是今天我破例了！我看了王子变青娃，哇。。 竟然在单均豪的甜言蜜语下落泪了！我为自己的举动真的感到很惊奇。。 没错。：）真是让我自己都感到意外。。 真的。

通常我只会因为一些亲情的戏而哭。。 而且会哭得稀里哗啦。或是在戏里看到一些人坚强的熬过来，才流泪。可这真的算是我第一次听一个男生表白而哭了。是满可笑的。

3 down.2 more to go. the tabernacle

i have 2 more exams to go. yay! :) it is coming to an end soon.

yest went for "the tabernacle" bs. it was so good realli. pastor is amazing and it jus gets better n better each week. i think next week will realli be phenomenal n i cant wait!

i think there were a few things pastor said that realli touched my heart.

the first one is about the fear of the Lord. he said that u will not do anything to grieve the Lord becos u love Him n u respect Him. i jus felt that the fear of the Lord in our lives is so impt. becos we fear the Lord, we will love Him! n we will not do anything to grieve Him, isn't that so?

worship is a bodily attitude. the way u sit, behave simply shows ur attitude towards God. wow.

n we need to have circumcised lips! that we be very careful the things we say, in public n in private. becos God hears...

it is time to move on. from Gilgal to Bethel to Jericho n to Jordan.

random rantings. again.

haha. i m here to jus type into the air. hee. no lah. when i dun feel like thinking i will jus type my way away. hahaa.

yesterday's service was fantastic. n for the dunno-how-many-time, i realli love Pst Ulf. He is jus so incredible n awesome. but i love God even more that He turned up in service like that. wow. it is realli amazing. i remember pst Yock Kiang once said. that ur life tml depends on ur consecration tdy. n yest was realli like a time of consecration. of coming back to the Lord. renewing our passion for Him. n let us never never go far away from the Lord. the higher we go, the more we need to stick so much closer to Him. keep ur heart so close to Him!

n yesterday was Maestro monopoly! i think the pple realli enjoyed themselves n we had great fun too! jus that it was realli tiring that i woke up with muscle aches. haha. but it was great! :)

yup n tat is abt it. tdy's programme is summed up in one word. MUGGING.

极大的讽刺。。

哈。

当我知道我应该走“华文”这条路时，我本来是蛮开心的。“华文”应该是打从一开始，就在我的血脉流着吧。从小到大，读书并不是一个问题。读书在众多的责任当中，应该算是我最拿手的吧。但是，碰到“华文”时，它却叫我惊慌失措。

来到南大后，还是应该说从进入华初后，我就不再是对华文了如指掌的学生了。刚好相反的是，说多错多，写多错更多，哈，那时真让我信心大减。来到南大后，事情也没有改善的现象。反而是我做起英国文学的学问，更得心应手。哈。

是一个极大的讽刺。

从高中开始，对文科非常有兴趣的我，却在理科拿到优异的成绩，但我还是选择走上“中文系”这条路。没有后悔，只有执著。尽管别人用异样的眼光看我，尽管许多人都不了解我为何走上这条路，而且走上这条路，更是有点像选错夫君的感觉，但我还是坚持到底。 当我看到自己的华文作业成绩不怎么样，其他科目却考得似模似样时，我开始动摇， 以往的信心也有点把持不住了。

学习语文，并没有一套方法或方程式，你需要的是-- 耐心，毅力，热忱。

希望秉着这种精神，能让我一直走下去，一直走下去。。

i like this!

除非你正视生命，否则任何艺术活动都是徒然的。艺术活动的真正意义，在于其过程让你对生命、对人们有更深的了解。-- 郭宝昆

mugging!

acty studying is realli pretty enjoyable. haha. though tiring. like wad pst kong said, or shld i say Solomon said, much study is wearisome to the flesh. haha. but i like the period of time in which i study n use my brain la. :) keep on keeping on.

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.People crave your praise and complements.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

first day of exam.

tdy was the first day of my exam in ntu. first exam in like a year. wow. it felt like lep days cos i happen to be studying gu wen. haha. feel like how i was like trying to cram everything down my throat. but i enjoyed it. hoping that it will get better.

Your glory is the value of who u r.

Rise above being average!

Rise above being mediocre!

Set high goals! Goals so high that pple will know that it has to be GOD!

Your Birthdate: July 28

You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

so much to say.

i m supposed to be studying now. but yet i have like 101 things on my mind.

tog's svc was fantastic! it was jus such a good message preached! Pst was jus amazing. He really preached it and within me, i really wan that glory to be released. to really excel in my work, to rise above being average n mediocre, so that they may see my good works n glorify my Father in Heaven. time to mug hard.

讨厌思绪繁杂，讨厌无法平静。讨厌这种感觉。原本应该很美好。可是现在的我却连声叹气。好想开心的笑。无忧无虑的笑。

pple who maximise their glory r often tired. it is time to work realli hard.

thinking. hard.

i love blogging. hee. i love writing. cos i love toking too.

was jus reading my old entries. sometimes it is really nice to jus look back at how u've grown. n becos of the grace of God, i have grown. praise the Lord. recently i have been hugging my Bible n meditating on it like nobody's business. haha. cos i realli need the word of God to put faith in my heart. i need faith! :)

mountain moving faith..

overcoming faith..

faith as small as a mustard seed..

faith that comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.

tdy's revelation.

Isaiah 40

21Have you not known? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?

22 It is He who sits above the circle of the earth, And its inhabitants are like grasshoppers, Who stretches out the heavens like a curtain, And spreads them out like a tent to dwell in.

23 He brings the princes to nothing; He makes the judges of the earth useless.

24 Scarcely shall they be planted, Scarcely shall they be sown, Scarcely shall their stock take root in the earth, When He will also blow on them, And they will wither, And the whirlwind will take them away like stubble.

25 "To whom then will you liken Me, Or to whom shall I be equal?" says the Holy One.

26 Lift up your eyes on high, And see who has created these things, Who brings out their host by number; He calls them all by name, By the greatness of His might And the strength of His power; Not one is missing.

27 Why do you say, O Jacob, And speak, O Israel: "My way is hidden from the Lord, And my just claim is passed over by my God"?

28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable.

29 He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength.

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall,

31 But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.

王子变青娃

this show seems like it is the thing now. haha.

我讨厌你影响我的心跳，妨碍我的视线，左右我的人生。

haha.

mugging. :)

hey hey. haha. it is acty now according to ahma's clock 340am in the morning. n wad m i doin? mugging. or shld i say.. trying to mug. haha. cos i cant really understand wad i m studying! but it is okie. haha. i will last till early morning.. when the rest r slping. :( xiaoting jia you! hee :)

and i so so appreciate pastor for the bs. though it was solid stuff, but yet it is so good. God is a good God i feel.. a really really good God. jia you gal.. keep on keeping on.

Hebrews 12:1-2
Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

sometimes it is not easy. sometimes it gets tiring. sometimes it gets boring. sometimes it gets difficult. sometimes it seems more difficult than wad it really is. sometimes..

sometimes i wonder was Jesus tired.. when He ministered to the pple day n night.. did He ever feel like giving up? Did He feel like He did not wan to go to the cross.. did He? my guess is He probably did.. but yet He kept on keeping on. becos of the joy that was set before Him.

one of my greatest life model examples is pst kong n sun. something that amazes me abt them is that they nv fail to jus keep going. whenever i look at pst kong, he can be doing so many things, travelling to so many places but yet new n newer revelations jus flow out of him. at least i dun see the tired side of him. he can be tired physically.. but yet his heart burns on stronger n stronger for the Lord.

energy does not come from resting.

energy comes frm doing wad God wans u to do.

i wan to be like that.

i wan to keep on keeping on.

i wan to love n love more passionately. God n pple.

can one man make a difference?

they r weak but He is strong. :)

xiaoting......... jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!