what xiaoting has been doing

i m still doing this now! haaha.

my call from you

was actually feeling not so happy about some stuff.

but when i came and saw the pictures, i feel my spirit lifting up.

and i remember my call.

your call took me o'er

to raise up a new generation of young pple, who will love God wholeheartedly, love pple fervently, who will lay down their lives for the kingdom.

my greatest honour will always be
to serve my Lord and king

God of my forever
God of my youth
God of my all

it is a priveilege.

i want to raise up disciples. that these i see will become world shakers, history makers.

use me teach me guide me.

discipleship

pst kong taught on discipleship on thurs. i jus feel like blogging more on it.

he said,

it's when we live lives with our discipler, that is when..

your values are challenged.
your attitude is fine-tuned.
and character developed.

but to learn, you first must want to be taught.

and to be discipled, you must personally avail urself to ur discipler.

obedience is an action.
submission is an attitude.

that no matter wad happens, i will always honour my leader and not be rude to them.

when pst taught that, i was so so so impacted.

it's not that i have nv heard it before.. but.. the importance of discipleship.

the importance of having a right attitude.

pst kept on reiterating this point.

that ur attitude is so impt.

and that 1.5 hours really changed my life.

and after that session, i asked myself..

have i been a good disciple?

and can i raise up strong disciples for God?

a disciple is a trained worker with a great attitude.

my desire.. is that i can learn how to make disciples,

and that i will raise up disciples, ppl who r willing to be taught, who have a great attitude, who r broken and desire to do great things for God.

so that we can take this Gospel to the four corners of this world.

God use me, teach me, guide me.

not feeling well

recently, i have been falling sick quite abit which is bad. but i seldom let my sickness get to me and defeat me totally, jus like how i m now. i m still gonna write my sermons, brace myself, and go to sch tml.

we had a powerful powerful session with pst kong this morning. n i m so glad that in spite of my circumstances, i was there. really. i think this is a lesson that would change my life.

God.

i want to be a disciple so that i can be a disciple maker.

and that is just such a desire within me, to see more, do more, for the kingdom.

create in me a new heart Lord.

God is looking.. for that one man, one woman, who will avail himself/herself to Him. to be discipled, and to change the world.

i pray i will be found faithful.

many r called, few r chosen, even lesser will be found faithful.

let me be that one.

about sun

love her. she's doing amazing things all throughout the world.

登上了世界的舞台。我们以你为荣。

check this out.

www.wretch.cc/blog/helloSUN

we r proud of u. no doubt of that.

人生中的乐趣，有时来自那微不足道的小事。

就像

吃板面时让我有幸福的感觉。

deliverance

on another note, deliverance has been great. it is a joy to pray for my members and also see so many of them getting delivered. btw, will put up some pics of my bday. y not jus check out yulan's webby. haah.

believeth.multiply.com

my 21st

had a wonderful wonderful time. i think this is the best bday i had so far.

i m really happy this birthday.

just want to say thank you to..

1. my cg.

Guys thank you for the lovely surprise! u guys r amazing and so creative. haaha. i absolutely loved the idea (: You have been a blessing in my life! thank you!

2. my family.
i m so glad that this yr my family was here, especially my dad. he has been great! (: and my lovely cousins bought me a digi camera. the one thing that i need and want so much.

3. my fellow leaders.
wad more to say other than thank you. haha.

and everyone who was there on friday. my21st was awesome because of u. thank u.

u can tell i m really lz to tok more about it.

在踏入21岁之前，我真的觉得我需要跨出那信心的一步。

就像我曾说的，我真的觉得是时候了。但是，我也知道我们不可以纸上谈兵，我不可以说说而已。

我要晋升。

我们需要甩开每一个我们给自己的藉口，更不可以留下后路让自己走。

我要封锁每一条让我停滞不动的道路。

我要让自己没有办法，一定要向前。

costa sands pasir ris

now at chalet. jus finished our steamboat. we had so much fun! hahaa. this is where u see the real side to everybody. wahahaha. anyway, tdy somebody asked if i m excited. i realised it's really a lot a lot of work. haaha. but anyway, hope everything will be great tml.

再过一天，就是21岁了。

今天在走路回家时，我就在想这事。

the time has come. 他说。

该准备的已经准备好了，是时候跨出那一步。

过了21岁后，还要等多久？

let's step out.

可能是因为自己一直不断地让我的引擎跑动，我喜欢静下来想事情。

有些事情来得真的是很突然。

delight urself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.

这句话是符合现在吗？

我很喜欢这个惊喜，但是，我不敢想象未来。

有时候我会觉得，或许我不配得拥有最好的。

我的他何其伟大。他们常说，他能做到的，是超乎你所求所想。

我现在有点搞不清楚状况。

到底是怎么回事？

惊喜

很奇怪的一个晚上

巧合来得太巧了

除了惊喜，还有更多的紧张

i wonder what the future holds.

wishlist

my wishlist for my 21st bday. due to popular demand.

ok many have asked me wad do i want for my bday. this is wad i really. (tell me wad u wan, wad u really really want) ha. anyway, i noe many of the things r out of ur budget, so it's ok. ur thought is appreciated.

1. a good n nice digi cam.
2. a good n nice handphone.
3. a good n nice mp3 player. muahaha.
4. a new wallet.
5. perfume
6. clothes, bags, belts, shoes.. u get wad i mean.

i jus wan to say this, i really dun dare to put up my wishlist, jus in case i end up having 10 bottles of perfumes for my birthday. u guys jus exercise ur discretion ok? haha.

and i used to really want a NUM bag. my members know that. but i haven been into the shop for a long time, n i think their bags r kinda ex. but if u see a nice bag in there, i dun mind. and really, i have 50dollars off their bags. so u can ask me for the voucher too. muaahhaha.

yup that is it. see ya on fri!

有时候，不经意的一句话，对别人的影响，却可以是很大。

人与人之间的关系，就是那么微妙，那么神奇，也那么fragile。

让我们勇敢起来吧。

61

sorry for flooding my blog. haha.

那天在这么多天后，终于看到61的朋友，可惜大便不能来。

我很喜欢见到chow。他是一个与众不同的老师，他总是能够和我们打成一片。和他在一起没有冷场的时候，我们总是能无所不谈，而看到61的人，总是能让我想念61的日子。

i love 61.

61 给我的感觉就是不一样。可能是在那里遇到的朋友，我很珍惜61的outing。

彪，gonna miss u really. 你总是我们的joker,更珍惜你和kw的presence.你们总是能让开怀大笑，想到以前的一切，总是让我好开心好开心。

helen, 你一直都会在我心里有个特别的位置。因为你是个很特别的朋友，真的。love u.

现在不想写给其他人，时间到了就会写吧。只是想到我可能很久很久都不会看到全部聚集在一起，总会有点难过。

天下无不散之筵席

感觉我们长大了。

也感觉it's time to step out.

make this yr the best yr yet.

我们要翻转世界

我们长大了

我感觉到自己老了

很喜欢做的一件事情，是看到61的朋友。在61，我们就是有着一种不一样的默契。感觉就是不一样。也是在和他们聚在一起时，我感觉自己在成长。

这个星期，当我告诉别人我要21岁时，我的堂姐们都是，哇，这么快！

是啊，这么快。我长大了

正在和维彪谈话，只有21岁的人，才会说到我们要做什么，去哪里吧。

我以前从来不觉得21岁有什么了不起。现在才觉得，其实老了，责任也多了。

but maturity doesn't come with age, it comes with the shouldering of responsibility. that's right.

我要长大了

(:

我要恢复

我好想念华语

刚看了一个朋友的部落格

发现自己用华语写字好幼稚，好不成熟

是时候了

taiwan emerge

脱颖而出

我为此行感谢神

因为他是信实的

在新加坡 台湾

我的生命

因你而改变

能服侍你

是我这辈子最大的荣幸

it is a priveilege to serve.

thank u for making me a part of history,

我要为你翻转世界。

lovely day

u know after so many days, this is one of the most wonderful days i have.

i woke up feeling that God is smiling over me and everything will just be ok.

and i had a beautiful time in bible sch. God was so good. thank you for the word. thank you for that shoulder and that ray of light i know i need in time of need.

and i had a great time toking and fellowshipping with ting n yl. u guys r growing up! n i m so glad about it yah? keep on growing.

n *** i hope u r reading this. i pray u r not brooding over it ok? yah i will not 看不起你. so pls be strong n well and u will do great! and i will do great too.

n my fren, although i have so many so many things to do, i jus wan to say..

i was so glad that i went to meet u. it was worth it. haha. although i went with reluctance, but i must say, i m happy that i went.

u r a fren i will treasure for a long time, becos i want to see us doing great things! dun brood and be frustrated over all those things k.. like wad i said, u will do great! so let's jia you tog. ((:

n u r an encouragement to me, by the fact that u r willing to share, i m very happy.thank you! ((:

many r called, few r chosen.

in conclusion, i m a very happy girl. and to add on to that, i m going taiwan tml!!!!!!

thank u Lord for the great day and the great life.

i just want to shout out loud

I LOVE YOU!!!

good night's rest

i feel happy. because for once in so many months, i had a terrific night rest. i slept so well. gee.

yest i slept at 11 plus! woke up at 7 this morning feeling so good. Jesus i love u! ((:

挥着翅膀的女孩

was jus feeling a bit low. then i saw the song ken send me in my email.

昨天晚上我就这样扭开电视，看到容祖儿在唱歌，这首歌叫 挥着翅膀的女孩

我并没有注意歌词 只是觉得旋律很美

今天看到歌词

我哭了

谢谢你

common grace

挥着翅膀的女孩 容祖儿

当我还是一个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱 不懂爱 从过去 到现在
直到他也离开 留我在云海徘徊
明白没人能取代 他曾给我的信赖
See Me Fly
I'm Proud To Fly Up High
不能一直依赖 别人给我拥戴
Believe Me I Can Fly
I Am Singing In The Sky
就算风雨覆盖 我也不怕重来

我已不是那个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱 用力爱 仍信 真爱
风雨来 不避开 谦虚把头低下来
像沙鸥来去天地 只为寻一个奇迹
See Me Fly I'm Proud To Fly Up High
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Believe Me I Can Fly
I Am Singing In The Sky
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩

我盼有一天能和你相见
骄傲的对着天空说 是藉着你的风
Let Me Fly
I'm Proud To Fly Up High
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Believe Me I Can Fly
I Am Singing In The Sky
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩
我不会孤单 因为你都在

believe me i can fly