Ps 78:70-72

"He also chose David His servant, and took him from the sheepfolds; from following the ewes that had young He brought him, to shepherd Jacob His people and Israel His inheritance. So he shepherded them according to the integrity of his heart and guided them by the skilfulness of his hands. "


the desires of my heart.

it's such an awesome day for sleeping. i love the weather. recently i have become like a 宅女。i like staying at home really. :)

this is for you.

“说出来会被嘲笑的梦想，才有实践的价值。即使跌倒了，姿势也会很豪迈。” -九把刀

i have been thinking quite a bit. thoughts running thru my mind. anw i m really getting down to studying. wish me all the best.

i did it. i sat in front on my com from 530am till now leh. and finished my assignment. gosh i m soooo tired. but i m leaving hse in an hr. :) 3 cheers to xiaoting!

and one last assignment to go.

okkk. it's my turn to blog about night cycling. :)

if u realise, it's actually 730am in the morning. yes i woke up at 530 this morning to do my work. and i slept at 2 mind you. but this is all for procrastinating la. it's not becos xiaoting is hardworking.

anyway, abt night cycling.

unknown to many, i always wanted to go night cycling. yes although i m not that good at cycling. (and that is y i always have to cycle at ecp. so sad. cos i dun dare to cycle from m hse to ecp. i think i will be knocked down by a car or sth) and really, it was not so ez cycling on the main roads! i was trying so hard to manoeveur and at the same time trying to assure myself not to be scared. waahaha.

so really, i was quite happy cycling from ecp to changi village. it's so much easier to cycle cannn.

anw, if u wanna noe the details, jus read ying's blog la. i m lazy to re-narrate everything she said.

but main point is, we had a SLOOOWW time cycling from ecp to joo chiat becos terence said we shld go whampoa. i m quite glad we din though. i dunno how i would have survived the night.

and u can imagine how pissed weijian is when we stopped for bak kut teh after cycling for.. 15mins? haha. and he was so stunned until he refused to eat. (till i force him to of cos). haha. anw, it's xiaoting great idea for night cycling la. so i m responsible. and i m quite convinced, that next time nobody, at least not the guys will go night cycling with me again.

well the main trip goes, we cycled all the way to changi village, n it was a loooong ardous journey. the road that knows no end. but i really enjoyed myself on the way there. :) it's so nice cycling at that hour.

we ended up at changi village. it's ulu really. and while cycling back, i fell! crashed into a pillar ok? and it's the first time i fell becos of cycling. shooo sad. and the saddest thing is i sprained my last finger. n mind u, it's really the first time. it kinda hurts yest morning, and swelled like mad. but it's quite ok now la. and amazing ken said it's blue black. i woke up this morning.. and yes it's really blue black. i wanted to show u guys a pic of the blue-blackness but my cam on low batt and i m lazy! haha. n now i realise how impt ur pinkie is to u. it's super inconvenient. i can't even brush my teeth properly la.

and so after falling down, i really felt very sian plus the road is so difficult to cycle on! haix. n it rained. n after terence's non-stop persuading, we cabbed back. haha.

now...

apologies to weijian. :P sorry man. i think he must have been so heart-broken. cos he had such a great dream about us cycling all night, but yet we were so slow and we stop for bak kut teh! and we complained and whined... that we had to cycle so far and the poor boy had to bear with us. not that he has a choice la. one side is forest, the other side is runway. haaha. and appreciation for bringing us so far.

and to weijian n mx. we r so proud of u guys! the four of us r so ko ya.. coming back in a cab. but they braved the rain leh! n cycled back from tamp to ecp in like 45 mins. *we r proud of u say we r proud of u!* and i think it's a great thing that we din cycle back. we would have suffered like mad. they r our heroes for that day. :)

n so that is abt it.. i m still suffering after effects of my fall. but after such an eventful night, i came back, and BATHED, (this is very impt) and slept until 6pm.

i really did enjoy myself. n like wad i told terence, while we r young, we shld really just try everything. n i m glad i embarked on this trip. love u guys!

after note, i think the guys will refuse to go cycling with us anymore. so for the next trip, maybe we shld just stick to cycling n picnicking at ecp? haha.

pics another day k? i m getting back to doing assignments.

and i promised myself, after such an adventure. ireally nd to get down to mugging for the next 20 days. yes i can do it.

i have a feeling. i m not going to do so well for this exam. how???

i confess..

that i havent been faithfully studying.

and i feel that i have really lagged in my momentum. and to add on to that, i dun feel the urgency.

i dunno is it becos i m too free or wad.

but i m not feeling urgent.

and i nd to. becos exams r coming up in 6 days.

and i just got a horrible grade for my assignment. the same module for exam next wk.

the next time u see me, tell me to study. i nd to.

if not i m going to screw up this exam. and i dun wan to pull down my gpa.

and i m not as smart as u think i m.

Pst Kong on This is your day

http://www.bennyhinn.org/television/default.cfm?show=E3A20237E123B85271165A00E87871C5

weijian is going to love me for this i think.

for a change this time, i think jay chou's new album is really not bad!

i used to like him abit.. in the beginning with all those songs like 简单爱 and 龙卷风。but after that, i liked him a lot lesser n i used to get quite exasperated that everything is just so similar!

well, my personal perspective of him changed when i watched 不能说的秘密。

i wun say that the movie is 5 stars, but i know that for the first try, he did a fantastic job, and he is really talented. but for his music.. u noe...

and i m pleasantly surprised by 《我很忙》。

it did impress me really.

at least there is a change. n i like the latest cowboy image.

and i feel there is a bit of change in the music. though some things still remained the same.

BUT. at least i would bother to enough to really listen to this album. hee.

my fren sent me this quote. and i was really blessed by it.

everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial.

everything is permissible, but not everything is constructive.

u noe a lot of times, ppl will ask me, xt can i do this, xt can i do that..

y can't i do this.. y can't i do that..

i thought this quote really sums it up all.

and he ended the msg with.

do it all for the glory of God!

when i feel sad, somehow this song always cheer me up.

weird right? it's supposed to be a sad song. but there's sth special abt it.

ken will disagree, but i think it's a great song.

Beautiful Girls. (sorry peeps i can't put the original one up， jus listen k? haha)

i thought it is not so easy being a leader after all.

not that i once thought it was la.

but truth is, like wad fang said, there shld be a balance after all.

haix.

有时候，要做好人很难 hor?

that is y God i said, i need ur help and alot alot of wisdom. n no room for assumption.

i remembered what this person said that impacted me in a great way.

he said, no matter where u r,

remember WHAT you r doing, and WHY r u doing it.

I dunno y but this statement impacted me lots.

God i need your grace. Holy Spirit i need you to teach me.

Show me how to live
Teach me how to pray

i tried to sleep at 1130pm last night. but i could not. and i thought about it for a very long time. and finally, i got up, took my panadol and counted sheep. and i finally fell asleep.

This morning my alarm was set for 6am. i tried to sleep, but after seeing the msg, i could not sleep anymore. got up and typed a whole long thing because i could not talk.

My mouth hurts today. More than it did yest. and my heart is grieved today. more than it is yesterday.

my vision. to raise a new generation of disciples, who will LOVE GOD WHOLEHEARTEDLY, LOVE PEOPLE FERVENTLY. and LAY THEM THEIR LIVES FOR THE KINGDOM.

when we love God, we will love what He loves, we will love people, isn't it?

I SEE THE KING OF GLORY
COMING ON THE CLOUDS WITH FIRE
THE WHOLE EARTH SHAKES
THE WHOLE EARTH SHAKES

I SEE HIS LOVE AND MERCY
WASHING OVER ALL OUR SIN
THE PEOPLE SING
THE PEOPLE SING

HOSANNA
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST

HOSANNA
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST

I SEE A GENERATION
RISING UP TO TAKE THEIR PLACE
WITH SELFLESS FAITH
WITH SELFLESS FAITH

I SEE A NEAR REVIVAL
STIRRING AS WE PRAY AND SEEK
WE'RE ON OUR KNEES
WE'RE ON OUR KNEES

HEAL MY HEART AND MAKE IT CLEAN
OPEN UP MY EYES TO THE THINGS UNSEEN
SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE LOVED ME
BREAK MY HEART FOR WHAT BREAKS YOURS
EVERYTHING I AM FOR YOUR KINGDOM'S CAUSE
AS I WALK FROM EARTH INTO ETERNITY

break my heart for what breaks yours.

let's rise up, with selfless faith

i m upset, frustrated and confused.

different people saying different things, opinions varying.

wad and who?

i dunno.

i knew that openness n transparency is the key.

n i want it to stay that way.

i want to have that trust n keep that trust.

i treasure it.

God, take us out of this. i really dun like it.

eugene's new hair. had lunch with him on monday.

a big thank you to my cg members! love u guys. really really appreciate the thought.

i forgot to say. my 2 latest wants.

1. xiao zhu's new book. i really really like it. and i believe in the principle of sowing and reaping.

2. xiao zhu's concert tix. i really wanna watch it. gee.

went to ms clarity cafe and had dinner with chan eng on wed. ate escargots for the first time! was literally forced by her. it tasted jus ok. not as gross as i imagine. haha.

but we had a great talk. n yes, my dear, the post was not intended for u. but it had an interesting effect though.

glad u told me all those stuff. love ya.

that's all for tonight. i m nice! haaha. to give u all an interesting updates. :)

recently i m just too lazy to blog. i noe.

my exams r coming. but really i dun have a sense of urgency. someone take a hammer n whack my head pls. **ZZzzzz**

过了这么多天，我昨天终于拿小猪的书来读。

fang说，我听起来像个比她还着迷的fans。我说，我不是粉丝。

喜欢小猪，不单单因为他会唱歌跳舞，喜欢他的谦卑，他的热情，他的冲刺。

我仰慕的，不是那些成功的人，而是那些曾经摔倒，再次爬上来的人。

是的。he's my inspiration.

所以我好想参加他第一次巡回售票演唱会。

在地铁上，我忍着眼泪。

到了最后一章，我哭了。

他说，亲情是他的弱点，我发现，这也是我的弱点。

尴尬的擦着眼泪。

心里说，小猪，谢谢你。

i forgot to add.

it's all about making a difference.

i was impacted by wad pst said on tues.

and i was so afraid to confront this.

but now. let's pray for it.

REvival.

i thought i had to blog sth. but i dunno wad. :)

had a nice dinner with chan eng on wed's night. ms clarity cafe is a nice place. i ate escargots! it's jus ok but the color looked gross. will update pics soon.

my exams is coming up very soon. gee. i m scared. (not really la.)

hmm.. i think that is abt all.

i noe this is a very nothing post. sry frens.

dear ken, jia you ok? n dun be so easily irritated la.

u write chinese beautifully too.

sun rocks.

i m really. very tired.

n i dunno y. but my mind is bogged down by cg, sch work, my life and i think that is abt enough for me to think.

and i dunno y. this sem i m kinda overwhelmed by sch work. it's not like i cannot handle it. but it does give me a certain amount of stress.

and everytime i hit the bed, i jus sleep on n on.

for all the stress in the day.

sorry that i din react well. i m really tired.

and i have exams in 3 wks time. and 1 more presentation. 2 more papers.

and i have many things i want to do. in the cg

yes xiaoting, tell urself, u can do it.

these guys r the ones i spend time with every weekend. they r such fun ppl to hang out with.
3 "hunks"? :P
身价不菲的weijian
i like this pic very much.
they look like 2 gangsters.

jian guang looks nice here! haah.
cute.
i wanted to capture this moment.
and i thot we shld have a picture of our dinner tog.

nice feel hor.

celebrating jeremy's birthday at east coast park. 12++ am. haah.

after our east coast challenge. do the guys look cool? i think so. :)

i like this pic. :) e357.
xue min is funny. ha.

3 times at ECP on 2 days. i guess that is quite crazy.

我需要突破。当我以为这场仗是稳赢了后，总会有突发状况。

我希望我不是孤独的。我不要孤军作战。

陪我一起好吗？

我们一起并肩作战。