哈哈哈。
這是哪門子的爛中文。長長的週末。
可是，真的是如此啊。
爽到～
開心，因為花了兩天時間和 dear dear 在一起。
雖然沒做什麼，只是吃吃飯，逛逛街，看看書，就很滿足了。（哦，我終於看完了一本！余華的《活著》很不錯。看到哭了耶，能這樣看完一本書，超有滿足感的。呵呵。）
人生簡單無比的樂趣。
可能是開始運動的關係，整個人都沒有那麼累，還是因為，太悠哉啦？？哈哈哈。
今天學了一個新句子。。。
曉亭小學堂時間。
學一學，這句話。
為虺弗摧，為蛇若何？
猜一猜。。。什麼意思？
不要懶惰了，自己去查字典吧！
哈哈。
好人做到底。。。
here you go. 我換到簡體了。因為從網路上摘下來的。
为虺弗摧，为蛇若何
意思是：小蛇不打死，成了大蛇怎么办？原喻要趁敌人弱小时就把它消灭，后泛指坏人要及早除掉
你。。。記得了嗎？
cannot recall when was the last time i was so stretched.
in times like this, i am always amazed when i look at the leaders around me, especially the different pastors and all, how on earth do they manage???
it was a long day, been some time since I have done things like that, but it’s good cos i m stepping out of my comfort zone. am tremendously encouraged by the sermon I preached. how, when we step out of our comfort zone, and get involved, somehow, we will see miracles, and the glory of God manifested in our lives.
Yes we can. because all things work together for the good of those who love Him.
in times like this, i am awfully thankful to God for my boyfriend, the one i can always run to in times of need. at the end of the day, no matter what i face, i know i can run to him, and it seems that everything will be ok. he is my pillar of support. God given. Not that i don’t need God la, but sometimes God work through people with skin on. hahaha.
and of course, i am awfully grateful to God, because He is the anchor of my soul. He is my hope. He is the one i can hang on to, and i know because of Him, everything is going to be alright. Thank you Jesus for the hope you have filled my heart with.
Sleeping very soon, though a long day, yet still not v tired. Cos I ate super late :( boo hoo, and now i wish my food will digest faster.
gogogo, xiaoting, ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD OF THOSE WHO LOVE HIM.
anyway, for randomness sake, such a nice photo we took at 21st anniversary. oh and for that, it deserves another post for some another day, where I will thank my lovely God in heaven, for the opportunity to speak in the stadium. after an eleven yr break. wow.
it’s yet again, the time of the year.
somehow this year, i was not particularly looking forward to the time of the year, and this year feels so much more low key as compared to the past years.
i used to look forward to it a lot more when i was younger, not any more now, not because i am older, but, hmm i also don’t know y. haha.
anyway, maybe it’s just because i am not in the mood these few days. the stress is building up on all sides. i just need to learn to relax a little and SMILE.
yes girl SMILE.
SMILE… trying to.
my blog is very very very dead. i think. hahaha.
wow i just checked. the last post is exactly one month ago. or to be exact, one month and one day.
but i really don’t know what to post.
and why am i awake at this hour? because after 2 hours, i really cannot get to bed. and I gave up. so here I am.
after visiting Lifen n baby Jordan in January, today is really my first time visiting a friend whose child just came into the world yesterday.
it was such a surreal feeling.
and it’s the first time, that i really adore the newborn, admiring how cute she is.
i never could appreciate the beauty of newborns. but today i did.
and from the bottom of my heart, i felt happy for them.
生命的奇迹。
可以想象吗，神创造这世界的时候，祂到底放进多少心思，才有今天的宇宙呢？
一个男人和女人的连结，在九个月后，就有小生命诞生，而这小生命会慢慢成长，长大，成熟，生命本身，就是一个奇迹。
即使不认识神，在看到这么美丽的过程，也很难不去想象，我们的造物主是谁啊？祂怎么会有这样的智慧和本领，设计出这样延续下一代的方式。。。
而且，这也提醒了我，人与神的结合，也是如此。
the miracle of life.
乐熙，欢迎你来到这世界。
祝福你，在未来的日子，在爸爸和妈妈的呵护下，开心快乐的长大，and be, all that God wants you to be.
with love,
xiaoting & peter :)
Yesterday i heard a word that stayed with me. 同理心。
If i can translate it, i probably use the word empathy.
Dictionary.com says, it is the identification with and understanding of another's situation, feelings, and motives.
Empathy is so important.
Something I experienced when I got attached, was how i would feel really sad, when something breaks my bf’s heart.
I would tear, when there are tears in his heart.
the same thing happened to him.
In the very same way, there are many close to my heart. And when their heart breaks, my heart breaks too.
That links me to empathy.
This is separate but yet related.
Are we able, to put ourselves in the shoes of others, and understand their situation, feelings and motives?
Or do we only see our point of view, and our view only.
do we put ourselves in others’ shoes.
our leaders, parents, friends, cg members.
to be continued…
the word that God put in my heart yesterday.
Ps 27:13-14
I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living.Wait on the LORD;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the LORD!
thoughts running through my mind.
it was a super-mega long day, eventful, fruitful and of course tiring.
things weighing upon my heart.
just allow me to rant.
i love my Pastor. Without him, and without his ministry, I will never be who I am and where I am today.
When you love a person, and you hurt when the person hurts, that is love.
And when people out there, and the enemy out there, hurls darts, it hurts you too. Someone used this word malice. How aptly put. I thought so too. Malice.
It all boils down to the intent of your heart. That is why King David said
“Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
Be acceptable in Your sight…” Ps 19:14
So, are the words of your mouth, and the meditation of your heart,acceptable in God’s sight?
Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.
Someone said, the CHC DNA, have you caught it yet? there are some, who seemed like, they are really not catching it. And they are baffled, perplexed, frustrated.
have you read it yet?
it reflects my pastor’s heart. really.
we are not blind. love is not blind. love sees. love looks at the heart.
Pst Phil touched on mercy on Tues. “Goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.”
Pst Bob taught about mercy today. I was not there, but was reminded of the importance of mercy.
I remembered, how Pastor will teach us, and Pst Ming will reiterate it, every time we see people making mistakes, don’t be quick to judge. But pray for them.
I remembered God spoke to me, to pray for my leaders, because they need a lot of wisdom to lead the church. And never to judge.
I read many who criticise, and feel provoked, but was reminded, not to judge, but to give grace and mercy.
The Lord will fight for us.
Learn to show mercy, in our word and deed.
Mercy triumphs over judgement.
Mercy.
what an irony, that after such a great conference last week, that we were on tv just the following day, apparently it wasn’t something that positive.
i have been thinking hard, and of course praying hard these few days.
it is interesting to observe reactions from everybody, members of the public, the media, the church family and of course those who are ever-present, the critics.
this thing came to my mind when this whole issue erupted, that i was so reminded of what dr cho said. his words were etched in my mind. he said, that God told him to live in the 4th dimension. You can see as the 3rd dimension sees, or you can choose to live in the 4th dimension, to see what God sees, and speak what God speaks.
You know what? People can argue and criticise all they want, they can say whatever they like to say, they might even win the argument or the debate, but at the end of the day, we cannot deny the reality of the 4th dimension. cannot deny how, even though Dr cho’s age was catching up with him, how we sense his love and such a pure spirit that he has. how he carried such an anointing of the Lord with him. how can we, describe this with the 3rd dimension?
And many who are in the 3rd dimension, try to argue against us, criticise us, analyse us but they still fail to comprehend, why oh why, is CHC like that?
I will choose the 4th dimension, to see as God sees, speak as God speaks. The media can say what they want, the critics can say what they want, i will choose to believe in what God says about the situation. Amen.
The other thing is, i am so proud of my spiritual family. we have never claimed that we are perfect, but we are one united family. i m so overwhelmed, when i read on facebook and twitter, how people said they will stand by Pst, Sun and the leadership. It is not just the staff and the leaders, but i can sense the love from the family. I love you all so much! in times like these, many would have left, but you guys stayed, gave your support and trusted YOUR and MY family, and we will continue to stand.
I love my family. I love CHC. I love my home.
Yes, like many have said, if not for CHC, i would never be where I am today. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Don’t separate God from the church, it’s quite impossible. God moves through the church, and in the church, after all, Jesus is the head of this body. :) And He reigns!
Jia you people, let’s continue to pray for this house!
we should always, always, always be appreciative of people.
there r so many times, that we just take people for granted.
and hereeeeee, i want to thank my BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU FOR BEING THE WORLD BEST BOYFRIEND!!!!!!
i honestly think so.
what am i to do, without a man who loves me so much.
SO HUGS AND KISSES FOR YOU!!!!!!!
Disclaimer: Pls excuse the author’s mushiness, because, it’s MY blog!!!
那天，祂说。
你所做的一切，只因为你爱我，也只因为，我要你怎么做。
和任何人无关。
祂提醒我，祂对彼得说的话。
『与你何干，你跟从我吧』
是啊，我们生命的呼召，就只是单单跟从祂。
其他的，一点有不重要。
有些人蒙召做保罗、有些人蒙召做彼得、又有人蒙召做约翰。
但有些人一生，只能做安德烈。
你会甘心乐意的跟从祂吗？
做祂要你做的事。
『不可偏离左右』，只要单单跟从祂。
i just like giving up.
and i cried and cried and cried and cried.
i don’t want to go home.
Came back to hotel and skyped with dear and slept at 2 plus am, praying that my nose will be ok the next day.
Pulled myself our of bed at 8 plus am for breakfast with Pst Stephen.
That was so fun! Pst Stephen had been in ministry for so long and he shared with me very exciting stories… about his salvation, his life, CHC in earlier days, his relationship with Pst Kong. I loooovvveeeee it. Had lots of fun talking to him and hearing from him. I m excited about the meetings already.
Signing off now, going to take some rest, work, till the first meeting tonight.
:))))) excited.
thoughts of the day: God is really in control. He is somehow so in control in ways we do not know. Sometimes we try too hard to help him, we need to learn to trust and be led. :)
byeeeee peeeepppppssssss!
It was a mad rush yesterday, trying to pack everything after SOT, and settle everything before i board the flight.
it was a small plane, so the take off was much more felt than usual.
i never missed someone so much in my entire life i think, except maybe mum.
felt so terrible when the plane took off and i was all alone.
i used to love flying a lot, but i realised i loved a certain someone more.
thank God that they were showing Did you hear about the Morgans so I had fun watching it. :)
caught some sleep and caught a slight cold too. so my nose was all runny on the train. hurhur.
a Taiwan friend of CHC picked us up and checked us into the hotel at 12 plus am. Thank you so much! i prayed and told God, the only thing i really need is internet access, and thank God that they have it. i m so blessed.
so here i am blogging, and i will probably update u guys in kaohsiung!
i m so sorry that i don’t have photos. did not bring a camera cos camera spoilt and i forgot to borrow one. silly me. :(
thank u baby for the little black book. it keeps me a little more sane.
love this day!
was just reading someone’s blog that touched me a lot.
missed that sentimental n nostalgic part of me.
ever since i started dating, i really seldom spent time thinking abt things.
and tonight, i sat there, just thinking.
i’m flying to taiwan in approximately 42 hours. i know i m going to miss my baby, but i also know, i really need this break.
things have been zooming past me too fast.
work, ministry, relationship and life.
i need a breather. i need to think.
i need You.
so many things have happened, that there r days i sat there, thinking, i dunno how to do it without You.
i love You. :)
dear God
we often do not understand why things happen the way they do.
there have been so much going on lately, sometimes it seems that it’s more than what i can bear.
sometimes i wish, i can just take a big break and press the reset button.
but still i’m thankful to you, for the cross of calvary. without which, i could never have my life today. i honestly dunno, where i will be without You.
there are too many impossible situations in life, that we just cannot deal with on our own, and we desperately need You.
so from the bottom of my heart, I’m asking for that strength that will take me through. and also my frens who are hurting too.
thank You.
