updates

just some random updates.

最近忙得快疯了，而且维彪，helen不是要飞了，就是已经飞了。神学院就快要毕业了，这是我最后一个星期，好快哦。

although busy, i had a crazy time last wk at graduation dinner and hanging out with 61 peeps. these 2 weeks r very precious because it's like the last of everything. last of having all of us hanging out tog with biao n helen, last of biao, last of helen, last of sot, and last of team 19.

i think after this week, i will have withdrawal symptoms. nah jus kidding.

but frankly speaking, i really cannot imagine wad it will be like after i graduate. God i noe u will be there. i will need your grace and mercy.

God spoke to me last weekend. such a strong word. such an encounter. i love You Lord.

i think after this wk, i will be ready to emerge.

how bout u?

random

现在坐在麦当劳里，教朋友读书。(: 其实我很想念那从早到晚坐在快餐店里，读书的感觉。记得我在考‘A’水准时，我和cecilia在singpost做了一整天，那里成了我读书的地方。我觉得‘A’水准我真的还蛮努力，所以。。

这个星期应该是很忙的。。 但是现在我有一个很轻松的心情。我喜欢努力读书的感觉，我喜欢努力去做一件事的感觉。这星期五有讲道的测验，我很希望我能够考好。

不知道你们有没有发现，当我在用中文写博客时，我的思维很不清楚。哈哈。

ok, 说一些较正经的。

昨天和芳去看“不能说的秘密”，走出来的感觉，或许要用“大跌眼镜”来形容。我一直以来蛮欣赏周杰伦，却从来都不是他的忠实歌迷，特别是他的专辑风格，在我眼里，一直是一成不变。但是，很多人看了这出戏，都告诉我这出戏很棒，所以我决定去看一看。

我不能说我很喜欢这出戏，但是周杰伦在戏里显露的才华，他想出来的剧本，故事里所贯穿的主题，让你觉得他这个人不只是虚有其表，相反的，我觉得他是一个隐藏着内涵的人。(: 他成功地让我改观。

这是一部我会推荐的电影，去看吧，如果你对周杰伦的印象和我一样，你应该会对他改观。

walking ard in green hair.

green hair has great pros and cons. :)

like ur fren can recognise u from afar.

like strangers will tok to u becos of ur green hair.

like u cannot be late for class becos u r so conspicuous. really.

but i still like my green hair. go green peeps.

大三的第一个学期开始了，时间还真得过得很快。我在想，或许我要设立一个中文博客，把心情记录在里头。:)

可是我每次说了都没有做。。 那就算了吧。哈哈。

这个星期是我这学期第一次到学校去，感觉挺不一样的。觉得人与事都还是一样，但是自己的心境却完全改变了。所以，感觉是陌生的。

可是，很开心的是，这次可以上一些不同的课，我喜欢上陈老师的课！他说得很对，你在ntu，不是和人挤巴士，就是和人挤电梯，哈哈。你知道吗，我突然发现，南大真的多了好多人！现在，不管在哪一个时间搭巴士，简直挤到不行，太夸张了。你可不可以想象，我的学校的人口一直在增长。。 不喜欢挤巴士的感觉。:( 发现陈老师住在我家附近。上他的课真有趣。:)

这几个月，这几天，令我开心的是，我认识很多新朋友。yay.

如果只剩下我一个人，我一定会奋斗下去的。相信我。

我的华语变烂了，英文也变烂了。真糟糕。

futh 和 tsai 飞了。当然，他们离开的感觉和helen走的感觉不一样。只是61的人好像有点少。

我认为，futh有一个很棒的爸爸！我觉得，他是我遇过的父亲中，其中最棒的一位。他真的懂得如何教育自己的孩子，为人慷慨，有修养，晓亭欣赏他。

我知道自己有点开始语无伦次，请不要怪我。夜已深。。。

我要看“不能说的秘密”

我今天学了一个成语。“夜郎自大”

晚安咯！

getting attached

not me,haha. i noe wad u r thinking.

to So and So,

congratulations! haha. although u r confused, i can sense love is in the air.

(:

on another note, everybody seems to be getting attached nowadays. now u readers, dun tag on this comment. haha. i noe wad u gonna say.

once again, i feel it is a priveilege to live life with our discipler.

thank you for this priveilege. to be discipled.

that my values can be challenged, attitude fine-tuned, and character developed.

some things are simply caught, she said.

and yes i will learn.

i want to go up to the next level.

what xiaoting has been doing

i m still doing this now! haaha.

my call from you

was actually feeling not so happy about some stuff.

but when i came and saw the pictures, i feel my spirit lifting up.

and i remember my call.

your call took me o'er

to raise up a new generation of young pple, who will love God wholeheartedly, love pple fervently, who will lay down their lives for the kingdom.

my greatest honour will always be
to serve my Lord and king

God of my forever
God of my youth
God of my all

it is a priveilege.

i want to raise up disciples. that these i see will become world shakers, history makers.

use me teach me guide me.

discipleship

pst kong taught on discipleship on thurs. i jus feel like blogging more on it.

he said,

it's when we live lives with our discipler, that is when..

your values are challenged.
your attitude is fine-tuned.
and character developed.

but to learn, you first must want to be taught.

and to be discipled, you must personally avail urself to ur discipler.

obedience is an action.
submission is an attitude.

that no matter wad happens, i will always honour my leader and not be rude to them.

when pst taught that, i was so so so impacted.

it's not that i have nv heard it before.. but.. the importance of discipleship.

the importance of having a right attitude.

pst kept on reiterating this point.

that ur attitude is so impt.

and that 1.5 hours really changed my life.

and after that session, i asked myself..

have i been a good disciple?

and can i raise up strong disciples for God?

a disciple is a trained worker with a great attitude.

my desire.. is that i can learn how to make disciples,

and that i will raise up disciples, ppl who r willing to be taught, who have a great attitude, who r broken and desire to do great things for God.

so that we can take this Gospel to the four corners of this world.

God use me, teach me, guide me.

not feeling well

recently, i have been falling sick quite abit which is bad. but i seldom let my sickness get to me and defeat me totally, jus like how i m now. i m still gonna write my sermons, brace myself, and go to sch tml.

we had a powerful powerful session with pst kong this morning. n i m so glad that in spite of my circumstances, i was there. really. i think this is a lesson that would change my life.

God.

i want to be a disciple so that i can be a disciple maker.

and that is just such a desire within me, to see more, do more, for the kingdom.

create in me a new heart Lord.

God is looking.. for that one man, one woman, who will avail himself/herself to Him. to be discipled, and to change the world.

i pray i will be found faithful.

many r called, few r chosen, even lesser will be found faithful.

let me be that one.

about sun

love her. she's doing amazing things all throughout the world.

登上了世界的舞台。我们以你为荣。

check this out.

www.wretch.cc/blog/helloSUN

we r proud of u. no doubt of that.

人生中的乐趣，有时来自那微不足道的小事。

就像

吃板面时让我有幸福的感觉。

deliverance

on another note, deliverance has been great. it is a joy to pray for my members and also see so many of them getting delivered. btw, will put up some pics of my bday. y not jus check out yulan's webby. haah.

believeth.multiply.com

my 21st

had a wonderful wonderful time. i think this is the best bday i had so far.

i m really happy this birthday.

just want to say thank you to..

1. my cg.

Guys thank you for the lovely surprise! u guys r amazing and so creative. haaha. i absolutely loved the idea (: You have been a blessing in my life! thank you!

2. my family.
i m so glad that this yr my family was here, especially my dad. he has been great! (: and my lovely cousins bought me a digi camera. the one thing that i need and want so much.

3. my fellow leaders.
wad more to say other than thank you. haha.

and everyone who was there on friday. my21st was awesome because of u. thank u.

u can tell i m really lz to tok more about it.

在踏入21岁之前，我真的觉得我需要跨出那信心的一步。

就像我曾说的，我真的觉得是时候了。但是，我也知道我们不可以纸上谈兵，我不可以说说而已。

我要晋升。

我们需要甩开每一个我们给自己的藉口，更不可以留下后路让自己走。

我要封锁每一条让我停滞不动的道路。

我要让自己没有办法，一定要向前。

costa sands pasir ris

now at chalet. jus finished our steamboat. we had so much fun! hahaa. this is where u see the real side to everybody. wahahaha. anyway, tdy somebody asked if i m excited. i realised it's really a lot a lot of work. haaha. but anyway, hope everything will be great tml.

再过一天，就是21岁了。

今天在走路回家时，我就在想这事。

the time has come. 他说。

该准备的已经准备好了，是时候跨出那一步。

过了21岁后，还要等多久？

let's step out.

可能是因为自己一直不断地让我的引擎跑动，我喜欢静下来想事情。

有些事情来得真的是很突然。

delight urself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.

这句话是符合现在吗？

我很喜欢这个惊喜，但是，我不敢想象未来。

有时候我会觉得，或许我不配得拥有最好的。

我的他何其伟大。他们常说，他能做到的，是超乎你所求所想。

我现在有点搞不清楚状况。

到底是怎么回事？

惊喜

很奇怪的一个晚上

巧合来得太巧了

除了惊喜，还有更多的紧张

i wonder what the future holds.

wishlist

my wishlist for my 21st bday. due to popular demand.

ok many have asked me wad do i want for my bday. this is wad i really. (tell me wad u wan, wad u really really want) ha. anyway, i noe many of the things r out of ur budget, so it's ok. ur thought is appreciated.

1. a good n nice digi cam.
2. a good n nice handphone.
3. a good n nice mp3 player. muahaha.
4. a new wallet.
5. perfume
6. clothes, bags, belts, shoes.. u get wad i mean.

i jus wan to say this, i really dun dare to put up my wishlist, jus in case i end up having 10 bottles of perfumes for my birthday. u guys jus exercise ur discretion ok? haha.

and i used to really want a NUM bag. my members know that. but i haven been into the shop for a long time, n i think their bags r kinda ex. but if u see a nice bag in there, i dun mind. and really, i have 50dollars off their bags. so u can ask me for the voucher too. muaahhaha.

yup that is it. see ya on fri!

有时候，不经意的一句话，对别人的影响，却可以是很大。

人与人之间的关系，就是那么微妙，那么神奇，也那么fragile。

让我们勇敢起来吧。

61

sorry for flooding my blog. haha.

那天在这么多天后，终于看到61的朋友，可惜大便不能来。

我很喜欢见到chow。他是一个与众不同的老师，他总是能够和我们打成一片。和他在一起没有冷场的时候，我们总是能无所不谈，而看到61的人，总是能让我想念61的日子。

i love 61.

61 给我的感觉就是不一样。可能是在那里遇到的朋友，我很珍惜61的outing。

彪，gonna miss u really. 你总是我们的joker,更珍惜你和kw的presence.你们总是能让开怀大笑，想到以前的一切，总是让我好开心好开心。

helen, 你一直都会在我心里有个特别的位置。因为你是个很特别的朋友，真的。love u.

现在不想写给其他人，时间到了就会写吧。只是想到我可能很久很久都不会看到全部聚集在一起，总会有点难过。

天下无不散之筵席

感觉我们长大了。

也感觉it's time to step out.

make this yr the best yr yet.

我们要翻转世界