tired

i m feeling kinda tired. when i hear the song i'll be here for u, and i hear dayan's laughter.. it sounds amazing.

xiaoting is tired. tired of discouragements n heartbreaks. tired of fruitlessness. tired of bad attitudes.

God my heart breaks every time when these things happen, n that is y there r many times i ask u how many times can i go thru it. i m so afraid one day i will jus be numb n stop feeling anymore.

God after being a ldr, the biggest challenge is to open my heart n love. becos God i noe whenever i love, i m also facing the risk of being hurt. n God nobody sees the hurts that i go thru.

strengthen me wun u? tell me all these r worth it becos of u.

for u a thousand times over?