原本以为，写完后，会大叫一声，然后欢呼，谁知道，写完后，却有不踏实的感觉踏进来。

突然害怕了。

突然畏缩了。

i really hope everything's ok.

on another note, i really finished 20,000 words. in fact, i wrote 21,000. hahaha.