3.5 months after giving birth, i have gotten used to a new addition in the family. But life has been crazy, work has been busy, and i find myself craving for a break and solitude, to be completely alone, doing nothing...
May is a hectic month, in every sense of the word.
How i wish... To just do nothing...
Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts
Monday, May 06, 2013
Saturday, November 17, 2012
初见曙光之时
妊娠期进入第三周期后，常会在早上四至六时之间起床，之后要再回去睡就成问题了。
今天也是这样。也因为接近预产期的关系，最近的我开始有了很多想法。
有点感觉自己面临身份危机。
一直以来，我都清楚知道自己要什么，该做什么，生活的不同时间也带着不同使命。突然之间，自己得放慢脚步，花了很久的时间才习惯。现在来到了第三周期，因为生活步伐放慢，我更是有时间思考我的人生。
今早想起了有人说的一句话。
在这段时间，我就是应该要陪在我孩子身边。
是啊，我们的生命在不同的时候，就该扮演不同的角色。
灵命，家庭，服事，工作。。。这一切都需要平衡。
Intricate balance.
有时有些焦虑，担心自己是否能胜任。但感谢上帝的是，我周围有许多敬虔的母亲，她们真的是我学习的榜样。
我需要。。。再次找到自己的定位。
给自己说声：加油。
今天也是这样。也因为接近预产期的关系，最近的我开始有了很多想法。
有点感觉自己面临身份危机。
一直以来，我都清楚知道自己要什么，该做什么，生活的不同时间也带着不同使命。突然之间，自己得放慢脚步，花了很久的时间才习惯。现在来到了第三周期，因为生活步伐放慢，我更是有时间思考我的人生。
今早想起了有人说的一句话。
在这段时间，我就是应该要陪在我孩子身边。
是啊，我们的生命在不同的时候，就该扮演不同的角色。
灵命，家庭，服事，工作。。。这一切都需要平衡。
Intricate balance.
有时有些焦虑，担心自己是否能胜任。但感谢上帝的是，我周围有许多敬虔的母亲，她们真的是我学习的榜样。
我需要。。。再次找到自己的定位。
给自己说声：加油。
Friday, August 31, 2012
Musings.. Walking w God
Thoughts i have been having recently, or perhaps even in the past one or two years.
When we first started out as a believer, life was really simple. It's easy to have someone to fall back on, right and wrong seems so clear cut, following God was a simple affair.
As i progress more in this journey, i find that the hearts of man are so deep, sometimes u really wonder... N u start to realise man are fallible. People u know or thought u know are no longer the people u know... We learn that no man is perfect, and only God is. And i find that.. The line between right and wrong is so thin, it's so difficult to tell sometimes, what is right and what is wrong. What is of God and what is not of God.
And i am learning to navigate through all these. Today Pastor Tan shared something.. He said that sometimes in our walk with God, it gets lonely, because God is teaching us to trust in Him totally. That struck a chord in my heart. I do find that this route gets lonely sometimes, and it is indeed difficult to find like-minded people. And sometimes, when i look at things around me, i wonder, God what is ur will in the midst of all these? Ultimately i find that what i am really interested in is not what man thinks, but i want to know His heart, His ways, i want to have His perspective. How do u look at a matter, a person, that is ultimately what i am concerned about...
Just some thoughts as i watch things unfold around me.
No wonder all the great men of God prayed n said.. God show me ur heart.. Show me ur ways.. Show me ur paths...
The greatest place to be is to be in the centre of the will of God.
When we first started out as a believer, life was really simple. It's easy to have someone to fall back on, right and wrong seems so clear cut, following God was a simple affair.
As i progress more in this journey, i find that the hearts of man are so deep, sometimes u really wonder... N u start to realise man are fallible. People u know or thought u know are no longer the people u know... We learn that no man is perfect, and only God is. And i find that.. The line between right and wrong is so thin, it's so difficult to tell sometimes, what is right and what is wrong. What is of God and what is not of God.
And i am learning to navigate through all these. Today Pastor Tan shared something.. He said that sometimes in our walk with God, it gets lonely, because God is teaching us to trust in Him totally. That struck a chord in my heart. I do find that this route gets lonely sometimes, and it is indeed difficult to find like-minded people. And sometimes, when i look at things around me, i wonder, God what is ur will in the midst of all these? Ultimately i find that what i am really interested in is not what man thinks, but i want to know His heart, His ways, i want to have His perspective. How do u look at a matter, a person, that is ultimately what i am concerned about...
Just some thoughts as i watch things unfold around me.
No wonder all the great men of God prayed n said.. God show me ur heart.. Show me ur ways.. Show me ur paths...
The greatest place to be is to be in the centre of the will of God.
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