hey hey.. i m home! jus came back from studying. today studied quite alot but not very productive leh. haix. nvm.. tml i got break in sch from 9.20 am to 2.40 pm. i shall mug my gu wen very very hard.. haha.
anyway.. jus want to thank God that i got B for LEP. it is really a miracle lah. considering that that day i had physics n LEP. n i really really studied very hard for phy n not so much for lep. think that God is really a good god. n it is so tyco in the sense that i m on the dot.. haha. but i really want to thank God for that.. n i m praying that i can do well for physics too!
hey guys thanx for the encouragement. ;) i m okie now.. up n on *to quote sa's motto* again.. my life is about eat, mugging, sleep n God now. nothing else i gonna get in my way. no time n room for rubbish stupid thinking. ailing once said.. ni hai you shi qing yao zuo. yup... all mugging out there.. u guys rawks!
*i want to shine in the dark sky like a bright star* for You!
Monday, October 04, 2004
Sunday, October 03, 2004
well.. my previous entry was in chinese n i completely cant see it. that is really sad! when i m feeling sad i always like to write in chinese. that explains y i m a chinese freak.. maybe i will pen some thots down.
man.. i think this weekend is terrible u noe. haix. felt like things came one after another. n wad is worse is.. a lot of times i feel like i dun have frens ard me whom i cant share n cry with. geez.. but it is okie.. cos i do have my Father in heaven. but sometimes jus wish that there is sum1 whom i can call n whine too..
xiaoting u mus study study study study! everybody tells me that i mus study.. it seems like everything is jus screaming to me xiaoting study!!!!! even God tells me to study. geez...... i will i will i will i will i will i will. i promise can.. i will really really really try... really really... n i m trying... xiaoting is trying. pls.. jus give me a second chance.. i dunno if i can do it. i dunno if i can give my 100% in my 'a' levels.. i jus need somebody to believe with me, trust in me... it's been 5 yrs since i last done that. give my all in my studies.. i promise. i will try...
man.. i think this weekend is terrible u noe. haix. felt like things came one after another. n wad is worse is.. a lot of times i feel like i dun have frens ard me whom i cant share n cry with. geez.. but it is okie.. cos i do have my Father in heaven. but sometimes jus wish that there is sum1 whom i can call n whine too..
xiaoting u mus study study study study! everybody tells me that i mus study.. it seems like everything is jus screaming to me xiaoting study!!!!! even God tells me to study. geez...... i will i will i will i will i will i will. i promise can.. i will really really really try... really really... n i m trying... xiaoting is trying. pls.. jus give me a second chance.. i dunno if i can do it. i dunno if i can give my 100% in my 'a' levels.. i jus need somebody to believe with me, trust in me... it's been 5 yrs since i last done that. give my all in my studies.. i promise. i will try...
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Friday, October 01, 2004
hey weiqi chan eng...
jus wanna say a big thank you to u all. suddenly on the way back jus realised how blessed i m to have u guys with me. thanx for believing in me n standing with me.. though sometimes i may sound really absurd, u all still trusted me for wad i said. thanx for standing tog with me n believing for our HC vision to come to past.. words cant express a million thanx! we r running our last lap so let us just keep on going k.. i noe n i noe wad God promised is going to come to past. ;)
on another note, congrats to mr ong! haha.
jus wanna say a big thank you to u all. suddenly on the way back jus realised how blessed i m to have u guys with me. thanx for believing in me n standing with me.. though sometimes i may sound really absurd, u all still trusted me for wad i said. thanx for standing tog with me n believing for our HC vision to come to past.. words cant express a million thanx! we r running our last lap so let us just keep on going k.. i noe n i noe wad God promised is going to come to past. ;)
on another note, congrats to mr ong! haha.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
i m back to blog again. haha. in the midst of studying. oh well.. i shall tok abt my dae.
today got back the rest of my gp. well.. i din fare too badly but cant say it is good lah. drop by one grade. geeZ. i had better buck up on my gp. oh den i went to watch new police story with lu jing. hey! it was such a nice show!!! yah.. i din think that jackie chan show can be this nice. really got more plot liao.. n nicolas is quite cute too. haha.
after went shopping ard. hmm.. today i bought some stuff too. bought a pencil case, a top, n a book. quite a couple of things ah.. recently i in a super reading mood.. keep on looking for books to read.
den i was with xueqi buying present.. man was it not easy buying present with her.. haha. but i m glad ivan liked the bag eventually. well.. all the efforts is worth it! okiez.. i m going off to mug. tml we r having JC cluster prayer meeting! yeah let's go man! gonna have a good night slp n back to getting maths tml.. nite guys.
today got back the rest of my gp. well.. i din fare too badly but cant say it is good lah. drop by one grade. geeZ. i had better buck up on my gp. oh den i went to watch new police story with lu jing. hey! it was such a nice show!!! yah.. i din think that jackie chan show can be this nice. really got more plot liao.. n nicolas is quite cute too. haha.
after went shopping ard. hmm.. today i bought some stuff too. bought a pencil case, a top, n a book. quite a couple of things ah.. recently i in a super reading mood.. keep on looking for books to read.
den i was with xueqi buying present.. man was it not easy buying present with her.. haha. but i m glad ivan liked the bag eventually. well.. all the efforts is worth it! okiez.. i m going off to mug. tml we r having JC cluster prayer meeting! yeah let's go man! gonna have a good night slp n back to getting maths tml.. nite guys.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
haha. i have officially finished the book "i kissed dating goodbye". man did i not learn a lot from this book..
u noe wad? since the time when i noe that this is not the time for relationships, i have been trying to avoid "falling in love". but i guess in my heart i always feel that i m shortchanged. in this world of decling moral values, n u see younger n younger pple walking together, sometimes u may start to feel sorry for yourself den u cant step into these steps. u r deprived. ur frens toking abt how sweet their steads r to them n u wish u could have the same thing. i used to feel this way, long for this intimacy in a relationship. only to realise that i m wrong.
singlehood is a gift from God! actually, we r going to spend most of my lives with our counterpart. n this is abt the only time when u will be single!! n wad do we do? whine.. feel sad n sorry n wish that we were in a relationship. hey! we got to wake up n treasure our singlehood n do something for God! this is the time when u r most undistracted.. that u can put in ur heart n soul for God.
i want to learn to change my thinking towards my life, my singlehood. i want to live my singlehood to the fullest. i noe that my future is in God's hands.. n i dun need anything else other than God right now.
The right thing at the wrong time is still the wrong thing.
u noe wad? since the time when i noe that this is not the time for relationships, i have been trying to avoid "falling in love". but i guess in my heart i always feel that i m shortchanged. in this world of decling moral values, n u see younger n younger pple walking together, sometimes u may start to feel sorry for yourself den u cant step into these steps. u r deprived. ur frens toking abt how sweet their steads r to them n u wish u could have the same thing. i used to feel this way, long for this intimacy in a relationship. only to realise that i m wrong.
singlehood is a gift from God! actually, we r going to spend most of my lives with our counterpart. n this is abt the only time when u will be single!! n wad do we do? whine.. feel sad n sorry n wish that we were in a relationship. hey! we got to wake up n treasure our singlehood n do something for God! this is the time when u r most undistracted.. that u can put in ur heart n soul for God.
i want to learn to change my thinking towards my life, my singlehood. i want to live my singlehood to the fullest. i noe that my future is in God's hands.. n i dun need anything else other than God right now.
The right thing at the wrong time is still the wrong thing.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
have read quite a lot from "I kissed dating goodbye". haha. weiqi i got to agree it is really a good book. cant take my eyes off it. taught me lots of things. i nv could think of my singlehood as a precious gift from God until i read this. jus realise that for most of my life i m going to live with sum1 else. n this is my youth which God has given me to serve Him wholeheartedly. hmm.. singlehood is a gift from God! we shld always seek holiness n purity in our lives. yepp!
Monday, September 27, 2004
i m home. haha. realise that nowadays sch is released so early! goodness.. today i was released at 11. tml no sch. haha. wed finish at 9 plus???? everyday is like that. oh my.. haha. jus typing some lame stuff lah..
oh yah.. today zhen ming wrote something really cool on my paper. (we were passing ard a paper which ur classmates were supposed to write sth for u) den he said that 他有幸在有生之年认识我这样的人，真是大开眼界．man.. was that a compliment! haha. i was really quite touched.. or shld i say flattered to receive such a comment.
got back my gp. wasnt too good u noe.. thank God it is only one paper. i still have the other. will be praying hard that i can do well for it. hey those mugging.. jia you okie.. may God be with u. i have really decided to mug. so u see that xiaoting is not slacking even after prelims! yeah! haha. jia you..
oh yah.. today zhen ming wrote something really cool on my paper. (we were passing ard a paper which ur classmates were supposed to write sth for u) den he said that 他有幸在有生之年认识我这样的人，真是大开眼界．man.. was that a compliment! haha. i was really quite touched.. or shld i say flattered to receive such a comment.
got back my gp. wasnt too good u noe.. thank God it is only one paper. i still have the other. will be praying hard that i can do well for it. hey those mugging.. jia you okie.. may God be with u. i have really decided to mug. so u see that xiaoting is not slacking even after prelims! yeah! haha. jia you..
Sunday, September 26, 2004
jus finished the book "so much to tell u". it is really a very very very nice book! had me in tears u noe.. n the ending is so nice! haha. though i wish i could noe wad happen after that. man.. u noe wad? i guess in some ways i m quite like the girl in the story. probably i m a thousand times happier but somehow jus feel that parts of her resemble me. hee. though i tok so much n she dun tok at all. irony.
love this song..
"Your name is like honey on my lips
Your spirit like water to my soul
Your Word is a light unto my path
Jesus I love You
I love You"
love this song..
"Your name is like honey on my lips
Your spirit like water to my soul
Your Word is a light unto my path
Jesus I love You
I love You"
Saturday, September 25, 2004
hey btw.. jus to tok abt something i did today that made me feel really happy! i went to my aunt's hse. den there was this man that i always always see.. think he suffered from stroke n cant walk properly. walk super slowly. den the Holy Spirit prompted me to pray for him. mind u! he is a complete stranger. i was going to ignore it.. den i decided y not? so i approached him n his maid n asked him i could pray for him. it turned out that he cant hear or speak! den i prayed for him in chinese n i could feel the presence of God. hope that he will be better. cos i have seen him like that for so long n he is only 64! geez.. God pls heal him.. n it feels good to obey!
today had a great cgm! i jus love the presence of God. ;) today i could feel God's love flooding me! haha. today when i prayed for valerie n pam, before that jus praying in tongues, God's presence n love was so tangibly felt. wow!
jus now went to aunty place. once again realise the quietness in that place compared to the past. geeZ. i wish there will be life n joy in that place once again. feel like the pple there r so far away from God that the joy n the laughter is slowly slipping away.. oh man..
Jesus gimme Xiaoting a greater capacity to love.
jus now went to aunty place. once again realise the quietness in that place compared to the past. geeZ. i wish there will be life n joy in that place once again. feel like the pple there r so far away from God that the joy n the laughter is slowly slipping away.. oh man..
Jesus gimme Xiaoting a greater capacity to love.
Friday, September 24, 2004
I.m.Your.Light.InTheMidstOfDarkness
I.m.Your.Light.InTheMidstOfDarkness
i m back again guys.. again again. haha. today jus finished my s paper. amazingly the paper is really not bad. as in i din get stuck. got things to write lah so i m still quite happy about that. do u all like the song "crossing over"? i simply luuurrrvvvveeee it! haha. anyway jus posting a msg here for hc chc pple to see k.. next thurs we r having cluster prayer meeting. thurs. 30/09 5 pm k.. pls let me noe if u can make it. ;)
jus now i was watching "touched by an angel". everytime i watch this show i will cry! it is so touching! i always end up in big big tears.. haha.
i m back again guys.. again again. haha. today jus finished my s paper. amazingly the paper is really not bad. as in i din get stuck. got things to write lah so i m still quite happy about that. do u all like the song "crossing over"? i simply luuurrrvvvveeee it! haha. anyway jus posting a msg here for hc chc pple to see k.. next thurs we r having cluster prayer meeting. thurs. 30/09 5 pm k.. pls let me noe if u can make it. ;)
jus now i was watching "touched by an angel". everytime i watch this show i will cry! it is so touching! i always end up in big big tears.. haha.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
food for thoughts..
at the rate i m blogging, i guess it is pretty obvious how obsessed i m with my com now. jus some food for thought after reading my members' blog.
read cecilia n ian's blog. man was i touched. we need to hunger n thirst for the Holy Spirit like nv before. hey i want more of the Holy Spirit. i never ever want to be satisfied with what He has given me. i want more n more n more of Him.
another note, i m thinking of taking a double degree. english n chinese. i thot it would be good if i want to go into china to not jus be good in chinese but english also. Sis Meiyan said before that maybe i can go there n teach english. y not?
read cecilia n ian's blog. man was i touched. we need to hunger n thirst for the Holy Spirit like nv before. hey i want more of the Holy Spirit. i never ever want to be satisfied with what He has given me. i want more n more n more of Him.
another note, i m thinking of taking a double degree. english n chinese. i thot it would be good if i want to go into china to not jus be good in chinese but english also. Sis Meiyan said before that maybe i can go there n teach english. y not?
shopping spree~
hee. jus came back from shopping. really had a great time today! this is wad i bought..
1. Nike shoes. Peter, i think my shoes nicer than urs! haha.
2. 2 mango tops. really really nice tops u noe. wish i could show u all. ;)
wanted to buy board shorts (is that how u spell it) too. tried on a couple. some too big. some not big enough. but the board shorts feel so cool! i mean it. i wear redi dun feel like taking off. all of them near 80 bucks. but i still wanted so much to buy it! haha. but haven buy yet. wanna buy sweater too. today saw an adidas sweater RED! $109.. OH MY.. although i got money, but cant bear to buy that leh. hee.
yah. cant wait to wear.. and here i jus wanna say a big thank u to my papa in heaven for blessing me. i promise that i will be a blessing to others because u have blessed me. thank u.
1. Nike shoes. Peter, i think my shoes nicer than urs! haha.
2. 2 mango tops. really really nice tops u noe. wish i could show u all. ;)
wanted to buy board shorts (is that how u spell it) too. tried on a couple. some too big. some not big enough. but the board shorts feel so cool! i mean it. i wear redi dun feel like taking off. all of them near 80 bucks. but i still wanted so much to buy it! haha. but haven buy yet. wanna buy sweater too. today saw an adidas sweater RED! $109.. OH MY.. although i got money, but cant bear to buy that leh. hee.
yah. cant wait to wear.. and here i jus wanna say a big thank u to my papa in heaven for blessing me. i promise that i will be a blessing to others because u have blessed me. thank u.
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