nowadays, i have a phobia of opening my ntu mail.

i am afraid of what i will see.

and indeed, what i was afraid to see, i saw.

i feel the heat.

sometimes i m scared, though most of the time i am not.

but when i receive sth like that, there's only one word that describes it all.

STRESS.

like really.

i really seldom use this word.

this is a rare occasion.

so it shows....

i am really stressed.

gosh God help me out pls.

you know i totally cannot do it without you.

i know i can do this. but everytime i read sth like this, i really get scared. but "fear" is not in my dictionary. so baby, you can do it.

c'mon.