someone asked. will u love pastor by loving souls as much as he does?

i din even bear to look at the sms. cos my heart broke on the inside.

pastor kong spoke. i heard. every word. speaking into my heart.

and i asked Him.

what does it take Lord? what does it take?

这一直是我心中在问的问题。

我真的渴望。

the greatest gift i can give to you this easter, is what that will make heaven rejoice right?

and what/who m i? if i fail to see the real meaning of easter. that u came, died for us.

I need a breakthrough. 真的。

stand with me, won't u?

Lord i really really need u. REALLY.