i wanted to... just take some time off. do nth, slack, and blog.

even when i blog, i do it in such a big hurry nowadays it irritates me. so, i m just going to ignore all tiredness and do what i want to do. ha.

讨厌格格不入的感觉

不知道有多久

没有踏入一个陌生的环境

而开始感觉 不自在

有时候

我并没有那么喜欢自己

不安全感 慢慢爬了进来

我讨厌！无法做回自己

请帮我 找知音

i din feel good and comfortable. maybe i was trying hard not to be myself. i miss all the good company but i realised i really need to step out. just wish that i would stop trying so hard.

hosted for father's day buffet today. it was really fun. haha. i had a fun co-host and i had a great time. it was fun toking to brian, eric and the rest, they gave me a really interesting perspective to matchmaking. it was an eye-opener, so this is what it is like. haha. tired, but i din feel stressed. which is good. i'm enjoying. one more day n my wkend is over. n it's back to sch again.

i felt like i want to grumble etc etc, but tdy, sth on the inside reminded me, come on ting, u can do better than this. n i rem the word that was given to me, you r being strengthened on the inside. indeed i m. and i started to realise, yes i m busy, but i m definitely not limited. xiaoting u can do it. (:

let's look forward.. to something more.