上个星期，许多许多事情的发生，让我措手不及。我好久，都没有处于这样的状况，因此，我只能感觉惊慌失措。也让我发现，朋友的重要。

i was just a little disappointed. by ur decision. it seems not easy to befriend somebody all over again. i asked myself if i have gone too far, but i could not come to a decision. perhaps it has never mattered to you in the first place, but i wonder, why did it not even matter to you in the first place? what was the criterion for friends?

我发现，真的很不容易。

才渐渐了解，the marketplace is not for weaklings. 哈哈。

一语惊醒梦中人。不知道，为何同样的事会发生？连 ahma 都觉得我好笑。他和他的相似度，令我惊奇。哈哈。还好，我学聪明了。

回到宿舍，不喜欢离家的感觉。但是，扭开收音机，又开始喜欢这个夜晚的宁静，听着音乐，我好喜欢这种感觉。:)

i was very impacted, is it by svc today, or pm. touched. by how he met me. and spoke to me.

we were first called to enjoy his presence, before we do anything else isn't it? ya.

women are called, to be a supporter of the man's vision, isn't it? ya.

having said all, i would still choose you.

it's a promise.

i surrender all.