Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Self-doubt

自我疑惑。

Self-doubt is prevalent, in my life.

很久沒有這樣的感覺。記不起,上一次懷疑自己是什麼時候。

奇怪的是,有人說,我有很多要向你學習的。

我看著自己,想說,我真的沒有什麼值得你學習的。

最近,不停的懷疑自己,感覺自己一無是處。

我總是需要,再一次通過這個考驗,提醒自己,我的價值在耶穌基督裡。

這個比賽,沒有其他的競爭者,只有你自己。

你是你最大的敵人。

我們活著,不是為了討好任何人。

昨天,聖靈提醒我,we live for the audience of one.

我們的觀眾只有一位。

我們為祂而活。

Do not look to the left or the right, 當跑你該跑的路,當做你該做的事。

We don’t live to please men, we only live for the approval of God.

But we live, to serve men and to serve God.

The heart of a servant.

Lord, lead me in this season, and I pray, I will pass this test with flying colors.

Joshua my hero.

22nd anniversary

our 22nd anniversary has come, and has gone.

it went past so fast, even before i really realised it.

but somehow, it left a deep mark in me.

was just wondering in my heart, what a privilege.

what a privilege to hear from the pastor of the world largest church, and to hear him say, i am back in my own church.

what a man of faith he is.

no wonder he built the world largest church.

it’s time, to dream n have visions again.

and your vision will guide you, and change you.

22nd_anni_CG

on my list of fave people in the world – e357.

happy 22nd!