with blogging n history. haah. jus had my last chinese lecture yest. it was a blast! i really really like my chinese history tcher. so very much. yest i jus had a revelation. n i think it was the Holy Spirit who told me. that i m studying in china right now, i probably will not get this kind of history lesson. which i totally agree.
i was jus so excited and so stirred up by wad lan lao shi say n honestly, i think this is wad God wants me to know. and it might jolly well as sth to do with my calling. i m sooooo interested in cultural revolution. it is like such an interesting part of history. wad will the development of China be 3 yrs frm now when i get out of NTU? will it be the top country in the world tog with US or will it even overtake US to be the superpower in this earth? i cant imagine the kind of prospects that lie in China n i love China!
lan lao shi asked a question.. wad issit that can solve the problems in China? back from the 19th century, there were already many problems in China and all the different political figures who came up did not solve her problems. who n wad will? somehow in my heart i already have the answer. and somehow in my mind i already see the vision. yahoo!
Friday, March 31, 2006
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
pay positive attention.
by phil pringle
The key to growing anything is to pay it positive attention.
'Pay' The price is time. Make time for the highest priorities-like your children, your spouse.
'Positive' Give attention to the positives. Don't be hijacked by the negatives which can so easily claim our attention.
'Attention' Give undistracted attention to the person. Turn off the TV, the cell phone, put down your pen, the book and look them in the eye. Listen, hear what they're saying. Connect.
The key to growing anything is to pay it positive attention.
'Pay' The price is time. Make time for the highest priorities-like your children, your spouse.
'Positive' Give attention to the positives. Don't be hijacked by the negatives which can so easily claim our attention.
'Attention' Give undistracted attention to the person. Turn off the TV, the cell phone, put down your pen, the book and look them in the eye. Listen, hear what they're saying. Connect.
Friday, March 24, 2006
我讨厌无理取闹！
在很迟钝的情况下，我有个惊人的发现，晓亭讨厌无理取闹。真得很讨厌。讨厌人家为了没有原因的原因发脾气，讨厌人家不好好把事情解释清楚，讨厌人家为了莫名的原因大作文章。
就一个早上，不知不觉听着cheryl的歌，我哭了。总觉得人走到一个阶段，需要滴下一些眼泪，让自己发泄一下，才懂得下一步要怎么做。现在晓亭正想这么做。。
有时我喜欢自己不停的忙着。。自己才不会想这么多。。
读了许怀良的访问。。莫名的感动。
看了“活着”，莫名的激动。。
上了蓝老师的课，莫名的共鸣。。
坐在这里。。 莫名的。。 莫名的。。 莫名的。。
就一个早上，不知不觉听着cheryl的歌，我哭了。总觉得人走到一个阶段，需要滴下一些眼泪，让自己发泄一下，才懂得下一步要怎么做。现在晓亭正想这么做。。
有时我喜欢自己不停的忙着。。自己才不会想这么多。。
读了许怀良的访问。。莫名的感动。
看了“活着”，莫名的激动。。
上了蓝老师的课，莫名的共鸣。。
坐在这里。。 莫名的。。 莫名的。。 莫名的。。
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
my 200th entry
it is abnormal that i m blogging 2 times in a day. but i really enjoy writing, typing and what-have-u.
had a really good time reading my senior's blog. n i think this is an area in which helen n i r really alike, we love to discover and noe how pple think, esp those that r deemed as "intelluctual", in which we begin to be inspired by the things that they write. well, i was reading and was really enjoying myself until i came to a part, in which he started to say some stuff that disturbed me. and i stopped.
i feel like i m sitting in front of my com, knowing that i have tons of workload behind me, n i m supposed to do them, yet my mind is blank, but i m jus trying to conjure sth out. the truth hurts they always say. n i suspect i feel this way cos i had a revelation of the truth. not that i dunno wad to do. i think i do, but the truth still hurts.
ever wondered y u have frens? sometimes one of the things that i m most afraid of is human relationships. becos it is sth that is so unpredictable, it can bring u sky high, and cause u to fall valley low. sth i learn as a human being for yrs is --- pple do let u down. sad but real fact.
i used to think that i m strong, courageous but at times i beg to differ. and this is one of the times that i cant agree.
God strengthen my heart.
be careful bout the things u say, the attitude u have towards others. becos u can hurt them, before u noe it.
had a really good time reading my senior's blog. n i think this is an area in which helen n i r really alike, we love to discover and noe how pple think, esp those that r deemed as "intelluctual", in which we begin to be inspired by the things that they write. well, i was reading and was really enjoying myself until i came to a part, in which he started to say some stuff that disturbed me. and i stopped.
i feel like i m sitting in front of my com, knowing that i have tons of workload behind me, n i m supposed to do them, yet my mind is blank, but i m jus trying to conjure sth out. the truth hurts they always say. n i suspect i feel this way cos i had a revelation of the truth. not that i dunno wad to do. i think i do, but the truth still hurts.
ever wondered y u have frens? sometimes one of the things that i m most afraid of is human relationships. becos it is sth that is so unpredictable, it can bring u sky high, and cause u to fall valley low. sth i learn as a human being for yrs is --- pple do let u down. sad but real fact.
i used to think that i m strong, courageous but at times i beg to differ. and this is one of the times that i cant agree.
God strengthen my heart.
be careful bout the things u say, the attitude u have towards others. becos u can hurt them, before u noe it.
my mind is filled.. with so much "what-have-u"s. our world is so fallen.. humans r so carnal.
a lot of times i wished that whatever i m thinking up there, feeling in there, it will jus automatically transformed itself into words then appear here. gee. and probably i will not be so weighed down by them anymore.
ever hoped that life will slow down so that u can take a breather? i did. n i m still hoping. but it is not gonna happen i noe.
sorry guys i noe my entry sounds so big-time pessimistic and depressing.. and many would say.. ger this is so unlike u.
n it is! haah. but i will always conclude. no matter how tough things r in my life, how matter wad kind of discouragements or challenges i go thru, i noe He is here, walking with me.
walking walking walking.. n when i cant walk anymore. He carries me. and becos of that guys..
life is beautiful. *muackz*
a lot of times i wished that whatever i m thinking up there, feeling in there, it will jus automatically transformed itself into words then appear here. gee. and probably i will not be so weighed down by them anymore.
ever hoped that life will slow down so that u can take a breather? i did. n i m still hoping. but it is not gonna happen i noe.
sorry guys i noe my entry sounds so big-time pessimistic and depressing.. and many would say.. ger this is so unlike u.
n it is! haah. but i will always conclude. no matter how tough things r in my life, how matter wad kind of discouragements or challenges i go thru, i noe He is here, walking with me.
walking walking walking.. n when i cant walk anymore. He carries me. and becos of that guys..
life is beautiful. *muackz*
Monday, March 20, 2006
i like adriano!
suddenly i feel so happy. although i really haven done much. muaahaha. i m a happy happy happy girl.. (:
Sunday, March 19, 2006
a nice chat
it's been some time since i last blogged i think. and i always blog on saturdays i realise. saturdays r thinking days. acty thru'out the week there r many times i feel like blogging, but whenever i sit in front of the monitor, i will feel so tired that i dun really wan to try. and now.. i shall start blogging again.
i think i m realli a thinker. haah. as in i love to think. i do.. and i jus had a nice little chat with some nice pple and it evokes a lot of thought in me.
i love God. cos He is realli amazing and recently when i m jus thinking bout my life, i realise that i realli have grown a lot. and that was wad meiyan said will happen to me.. and i did. and i think being a cgl is really one of the best things that has happened in my life. i love it when God uses me to impact the lives of others.. that is one of the greatest joy i have being a cgl. to see my members growing, loving God more, being more committed, changed by the glory of God, seeing pple getting saved.. man.. i love my life.
jus reali wan to appreciate God for wad He is doing thru me. the great things. thank u Jesus
i think i m realli a thinker. haah. as in i love to think. i do.. and i jus had a nice little chat with some nice pple and it evokes a lot of thought in me.
i love God. cos He is realli amazing and recently when i m jus thinking bout my life, i realise that i realli have grown a lot. and that was wad meiyan said will happen to me.. and i did. and i think being a cgl is really one of the best things that has happened in my life. i love it when God uses me to impact the lives of others.. that is one of the greatest joy i have being a cgl. to see my members growing, loving God more, being more committed, changed by the glory of God, seeing pple getting saved.. man.. i love my life.
jus reali wan to appreciate God for wad He is doing thru me. the great things. thank u Jesus
Thursday, March 09, 2006
现实与理想
刚做完一个哲学的presentation,晓亭松了一口气，真的好开心，而且感觉很有满足感。但是，美中不足的是，现实与理想仍然是有差距的。
常觉得在我的生活里，在许多方面，总觉得理想与现实有个差距。想实现的，往往感觉目标太遥远，但是昨天在和朋友谈天时，又想到以前从瑞典的一个牧师说过，everything u see with ur physical eyes is subject to change. 有时感觉以前的我太消极，太沮丧。从今我要以另外一种角度去看待我的生活，相信-- 现实是可以符合理想的。
smith wigglesworth always say -- only believe.
常觉得在我的生活里，在许多方面，总觉得理想与现实有个差距。想实现的，往往感觉目标太遥远，但是昨天在和朋友谈天时，又想到以前从瑞典的一个牧师说过，everything u see with ur physical eyes is subject to change. 有时感觉以前的我太消极，太沮丧。从今我要以另外一种角度去看待我的生活，相信-- 现实是可以符合理想的。
smith wigglesworth always say -- only believe.
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