世界上最遥远的距离
著：張小嫺
世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠
"如果要为爱情加上一个期限，我希望那会是一万年。”
Friday, June 30, 2006
以前对蔡依琳的印象真的不是很好，总认为她跟其他新冒起的女明星没有什么分别，但是，看了上班女郎，及听了他的新专辑“舞娘”后，其实我觉得她好棒。她在台上说话，以及在跳舞唱歌时都判若两人，我真的觉得她不是一个“bimbo”。
尽管我认为像百分百这样的节目是有一些肤浅，我还是会一直看。哈哈。因为我欣赏小S的机智，而且我好喜欢大炳。但是，今天在看“有话就说”，觉得这个节目很棒。它真得让我很认真地思考一些问题，像今天，讨论的话题是服务业水准。这样的谈了一个小时后，我看到这个问题的不同层面，了解到要解决方法需要从那几方面着手。
今天是开心的一天。他让我感觉到。。 all is not lost. (: thank u Jesus. i feel like u r really good. n u r always faithful, even when we r faithless.
i m starting to stumble while using chinese. that is bad! man.. i really nd to buck up. let's start by reading. (((:
尽管我认为像百分百这样的节目是有一些肤浅，我还是会一直看。哈哈。因为我欣赏小S的机智，而且我好喜欢大炳。但是，今天在看“有话就说”，觉得这个节目很棒。它真得让我很认真地思考一些问题，像今天，讨论的话题是服务业水准。这样的谈了一个小时后，我看到这个问题的不同层面，了解到要解决方法需要从那几方面着手。
今天是开心的一天。他让我感觉到。。 all is not lost. (: thank u Jesus. i feel like u r really good. n u r always faithful, even when we r faithless.
i m starting to stumble while using chinese. that is bad! man.. i really nd to buck up. let's start by reading. (((:
Thursday, June 29, 2006
pressing in..
i m blogging again! tdy met up with the jc guys.. hey u guys r really very funny. no kidding. haah.
suddenly wad i told them really hit me.
one way that u really can grow is when u open up urself to ur leaders and share with ur leaders about ur life. i realise how true that statement is. man. i din jus teach them sth. i taught myself sth too.
when u r willing to press in into ur leader's lives, and be an armour bearer for him or her, ur life will be changed.
m i willing to lay down my life for my leader? to run the vision tog with her?
we need a strong sense of the corporate vision.
suddenly wad i told them really hit me.
one way that u really can grow is when u open up urself to ur leaders and share with ur leaders about ur life. i realise how true that statement is. man. i din jus teach them sth. i taught myself sth too.
when u r willing to press in into ur leader's lives, and be an armour bearer for him or her, ur life will be changed.
m i willing to lay down my life for my leader? to run the vision tog with her?
we need a strong sense of the corporate vision.
pressing in..
i m blogging again! tdy met up with the jc guys.. hey u guys r really very funny. no kidding. haah.
suddenly wad i told them really hit me.
one way that u really can grow is when u open up urself to ur leaders and share with ur leaders about ur life. i realise how true that statement is. man. i din jus teach them sth. i taught myself sth too.
when u r willing to press in into ur leader's lives, and be an armour bearer for him or her, ur life will be changed.
m i willing to lay down my life for my leader? to run the vision tog with her?
we need a strong sense of the corporate vision.
suddenly wad i told them really hit me.
one way that u really can grow is when u open up urself to ur leaders and share with ur leaders about ur life. i realise how true that statement is. man. i din jus teach them sth. i taught myself sth too.
when u r willing to press in into ur leader's lives, and be an armour bearer for him or her, ur life will be changed.
m i willing to lay down my life for my leader? to run the vision tog with her?
we need a strong sense of the corporate vision.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
blogging. and again.
已经有两个月没有上课了。我和华文的距离越来越远了！天啊！再过一个月就要开学了！
今天到机场送走了珊。她的baby真的好可爱好可爱。
今天的心情很棒。不要问我为什么。就好开心好开心。虽然一整天的呆在公司里，对着那1234567890的数字，不停的旋转，围绕，又没有什么进展，我的心情还是依旧的漂亮。这才叫高难度吧。
对于一个新的学期，其实心里还蛮紧张的，不禁常问自己，当初真的应该走这一条路吗？但是我并不后悔。真的。我知道这是正确的。
then give me ur anointing to do it. thank u.
i need to buck up on my chinese. study doubly hard the next sem. xiaoting u go girl! study hard hard hard hard hard. let's start in july. yay.
今天到机场送走了珊。她的baby真的好可爱好可爱。
今天的心情很棒。不要问我为什么。就好开心好开心。虽然一整天的呆在公司里，对着那1234567890的数字，不停的旋转，围绕，又没有什么进展，我的心情还是依旧的漂亮。这才叫高难度吧。
对于一个新的学期，其实心里还蛮紧张的，不禁常问自己，当初真的应该走这一条路吗？但是我并不后悔。真的。我知道这是正确的。
then give me ur anointing to do it. thank u.
i need to buck up on my chinese. study doubly hard the next sem. xiaoting u go girl! study hard hard hard hard hard. let's start in july. yay.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
blogging
blogging is an effective way of de-stressing i firmly believe. becos i m going crazy! haah. from all the calls. ken.. i m not slacking.. in fact i think i have been working hard. so help me! haah.
tdy went cycling with weiqi n ce.. to prove terence true.. i really did fall. had a couple of scratches on my legs. sob. :( haah. but it is ok. n my silly bike was not working properly until the last half hour or so. gee. and we cycled to dhs only to be rejected by the dearest security guard.
toked to ce on sun n i was asking her if i m emotional. well we came to this conclusion that i m somewhat emotional. which i nv thot i was. but after listening, i cant help but sort of agree that perhaps i m really emotional. haah. well. probably.
God help me to be fruitful!
tdy went cycling with weiqi n ce.. to prove terence true.. i really did fall. had a couple of scratches on my legs. sob. :( haah. but it is ok. n my silly bike was not working properly until the last half hour or so. gee. and we cycled to dhs only to be rejected by the dearest security guard.
toked to ce on sun n i was asking her if i m emotional. well we came to this conclusion that i m somewhat emotional. which i nv thot i was. but after listening, i cant help but sort of agree that perhaps i m really emotional. haah. well. probably.
God help me to be fruitful!
Monday, June 26, 2006
wonderful weekend
it has been a most wonderful weekend. i love it. blogged bout my cycling on sat. on sat night, we went to music dreamer to see sun. she was absolutely gorgeous n i m seriously in love with her songs. no kidding. we had a great time! n it is such a nice place really.. (: God is a good God.
yest we had a blast too. haah. service was tremendous. i love going to the house of God. one thing i ask that i may dwell in Your hse forever. yeah man. thank u Jesus. i love ur hse.
in the evening.. we went to john's wedding! it was a beautiful beautiful beautiful wedding.. i love it! i was jus telling chan eng that i love attending weddings. it always remind me of the love of God. and it was really nice. pst kong was there. (: and john sang for lynn. it was so sweeeeetttt. haaah. and it was like laughter n tears n laughter n tears.. man.. i think every1 of us were thinking.. we want ours to be like that too! n the food was great! there was much food and they were simply yummy. and the chapel n the decor was really nice.. it is really walking down the aisle. they r such a fortunate couple.
n i really felt the love in that place. n i enjoyed the fellowship with our zone pple. God u r such a good God. n for putting such awesome pple in my life. i m so thankful.
yest we had a blast too. haah. service was tremendous. i love going to the house of God. one thing i ask that i may dwell in Your hse forever. yeah man. thank u Jesus. i love ur hse.
in the evening.. we went to john's wedding! it was a beautiful beautiful beautiful wedding.. i love it! i was jus telling chan eng that i love attending weddings. it always remind me of the love of God. and it was really nice. pst kong was there. (: and john sang for lynn. it was so sweeeeetttt. haaah. and it was like laughter n tears n laughter n tears.. man.. i think every1 of us were thinking.. we want ours to be like that too! n the food was great! there was much food and they were simply yummy. and the chapel n the decor was really nice.. it is really walking down the aisle. they r such a fortunate couple.
n i really felt the love in that place. n i enjoyed the fellowship with our zone pple. God u r such a good God. n for putting such awesome pple in my life. i m so thankful.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
cycling day!
it was such an enjoyable day! btw, i m going to say this. ken said that i m emotional.. m i? i always feel that i m not. anyway.. tdy i went cycling!! n u noe with who?? with my beloved 4 yr old nephew!! u noe sth?? kids r so adorable!! haah.
he is such a darling. i love kids. becos i love their innocence. i love their question asking.. n it reminds me this is how God made us to be. n he is such a pretty little thing. do u noe he has such LONG eyelashes tat make all the ladies in the family jealous? haah. jus kidding. but he is so cute. and when u see him riding on tht little 4 wheel thing u jus love him to bits.
but well kids r kids. we cycled for a really long time n he started getting tired n keep getting down his bike! n while waiting for his ice cream, he can acty strike up a conversation with some other kids. arent they cute??? haah.
n for those reading this, i wan u to noe... i can cycle!!!! the last time when i learned it.. i was unbalanced n stuff.. but now i can get up and get the bike going.. i can balance.. I CAN CYCLE!!!!can u believe it? i learned cycling when i m 20. haah. but now my legs n butt r hurting.. haah.
anyway i think cycling is so nice. becos u feel the wind blowing against u. i m definitely going again! east coast here i come!!
he is such a darling. i love kids. becos i love their innocence. i love their question asking.. n it reminds me this is how God made us to be. n he is such a pretty little thing. do u noe he has such LONG eyelashes tat make all the ladies in the family jealous? haah. jus kidding. but he is so cute. and when u see him riding on tht little 4 wheel thing u jus love him to bits.
but well kids r kids. we cycled for a really long time n he started getting tired n keep getting down his bike! n while waiting for his ice cream, he can acty strike up a conversation with some other kids. arent they cute??? haah.
n for those reading this, i wan u to noe... i can cycle!!!! the last time when i learned it.. i was unbalanced n stuff.. but now i can get up and get the bike going.. i can balance.. I CAN CYCLE!!!!can u believe it? i learned cycling when i m 20. haah. but now my legs n butt r hurting.. haah.
anyway i think cycling is so nice. becos u feel the wind blowing against u. i m definitely going again! east coast here i come!!
psalm 27
1 A Psalm of David. The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked came against me To eat up my flesh, My enemies and foes, They stumbled and fell.
3 Though an army may encamp against me, My heart shall not fear; Though war should rise against me, In this I will be confident.
4 One thing I have desired of the Lord, That will I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord All the days of my life, To behold the beauty of the Lord, And to inquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion; In the secret place of His tabernacle He shall hide me; He shall set me high upon a rock.
6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me; Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice! Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When You said, "Seek My face," My heart said to You, "Your face, Lord, I will seek."
9 Do not hide Your face from me; Do not turn Your servant away in anger; You have been my help; Do not leave me nor forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the Lord will take care of me.
11 Teach me Your way, O Lord, And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
12 Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries; For false witnesses have risen against me, And such as breathe out violence.
13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed That I would see the goodness of the Lord In the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord
2 When the wicked came against me To eat up my flesh, My enemies and foes, They stumbled and fell.
3 Though an army may encamp against me, My heart shall not fear; Though war should rise against me, In this I will be confident.
4 One thing I have desired of the Lord, That will I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord All the days of my life, To behold the beauty of the Lord, And to inquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion; In the secret place of His tabernacle He shall hide me; He shall set me high upon a rock.
6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me; Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice! Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
8 When You said, "Seek My face," My heart said to You, "Your face, Lord, I will seek."
9 Do not hide Your face from me; Do not turn Your servant away in anger; You have been my help; Do not leave me nor forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, Then the Lord will take care of me.
11 Teach me Your way, O Lord, And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
12 Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries; For false witnesses have risen against me, And such as breathe out violence.
13 I would have lost heart, unless I had believed That I would see the goodness of the Lord In the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord
it has not been the best day. n once again it is amazing to me always how quickly i can jus throw things away n regain composure. i have been trained i guess. but tdy was one of the most embarrassing day. but suddenly i jus wan to come to a place that i m not so self conscious anymore.
tdy's meeting was great. the presence of God was there n pst aries preached a great msg. i learnt a lot of things tdy jus by being there. was stepping into the room n i jus felt the presence of God so strongly. this is the reason y i do the things that i do, walk the path that i walk. it is for this. that the little girl once stepped into a place like that. when her world has fallen apart, there was sum1 who picked her up n gave her hope.
n i noe tdy, no matter wad happen, i m not hopeless, nth is hopeless. God strengthen me.
ken thanx a lot for being there n always listening. u r an awesome brother to have. n u dunno how timely ur msg came tdy. ha. jus at the right moment to remind me i m not alone.
thank u aunty audrey, though i think u will not read this, for putting things in the right perspective. i need time really, to come to terms with this. becos i cant at this moment accept wad he has done. i cant. i m sorry.
thank u chan eng for being so dependable. i noe if anything happen u will be there n u will take me in.
thank u jesus. for giving me tears when i dunno how to cry. for giving me laughter when i dunno how to smile. God sometimes i lie on my bed wondering how much of this i can put up with b4 i give up. but becos u r there, that makes a whole lot of difference. God i love u. and everything is worth it.
God tell me that i can. God tell me that u r there. God let me noe that i m not on the wrong path. God i really wan to be the person u wan me to be! amidst all the discouragements, accusations, disappointments, opposition, hurts, pain... i wan to noe that u r there, that u r there, that u r there. i need to feel u touch u. i need u to come take me in ur arms and exchange my burdens for urs.
u promised din u? that u will nv leave nor forsake. promise me that. u will nv leave nor forsake. i nd u.
tdy's meeting was great. the presence of God was there n pst aries preached a great msg. i learnt a lot of things tdy jus by being there. was stepping into the room n i jus felt the presence of God so strongly. this is the reason y i do the things that i do, walk the path that i walk. it is for this. that the little girl once stepped into a place like that. when her world has fallen apart, there was sum1 who picked her up n gave her hope.
n i noe tdy, no matter wad happen, i m not hopeless, nth is hopeless. God strengthen me.
ken thanx a lot for being there n always listening. u r an awesome brother to have. n u dunno how timely ur msg came tdy. ha. jus at the right moment to remind me i m not alone.
thank u aunty audrey, though i think u will not read this, for putting things in the right perspective. i need time really, to come to terms with this. becos i cant at this moment accept wad he has done. i cant. i m sorry.
thank u chan eng for being so dependable. i noe if anything happen u will be there n u will take me in.
thank u jesus. for giving me tears when i dunno how to cry. for giving me laughter when i dunno how to smile. God sometimes i lie on my bed wondering how much of this i can put up with b4 i give up. but becos u r there, that makes a whole lot of difference. God i love u. and everything is worth it.
God tell me that i can. God tell me that u r there. God let me noe that i m not on the wrong path. God i really wan to be the person u wan me to be! amidst all the discouragements, accusations, disappointments, opposition, hurts, pain... i wan to noe that u r there, that u r there, that u r there. i need to feel u touch u. i need u to come take me in ur arms and exchange my burdens for urs.
u promised din u? that u will nv leave nor forsake. promise me that. u will nv leave nor forsake. i nd u.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
did u ever feel like ur mind n heart is filled with things but yet there is not a single thought in ur mind? that is how i m feeling like.
脑子一片空白。有时候晓亭竟然可以这么冷静。冷静得怕人。
总觉得我比较喜欢华文字，因为它总是能够得更贴切形容我的感受。可是，在这一分一秒，我的脑子是一片空白的。我真的可以吗？
看到那些我想要成为的人，我不知我是否能抵达。
many dream to get there, but few arrive. this is wad i wrote to kevin.
i hope that i will not only dream. i will get there.
脑子一片空白。有时候晓亭竟然可以这么冷静。冷静得怕人。
总觉得我比较喜欢华文字，因为它总是能够得更贴切形容我的感受。可是，在这一分一秒，我的脑子是一片空白的。我真的可以吗？
看到那些我想要成为的人，我不知我是否能抵达。
many dream to get there, but few arrive. this is wad i wrote to kevin.
i hope that i will not only dream. i will get there.
tired
i m feeling kinda tired. when i hear the song i'll be here for u, and i hear dayan's laughter.. it sounds amazing.
xiaoting is tired. tired of discouragements n heartbreaks. tired of fruitlessness. tired of bad attitudes.
God my heart breaks every time when these things happen, n that is y there r many times i ask u how many times can i go thru it. i m so afraid one day i will jus be numb n stop feeling anymore.
God after being a ldr, the biggest challenge is to open my heart n love. becos God i noe whenever i love, i m also facing the risk of being hurt. n God nobody sees the hurts that i go thru.
strengthen me wun u? tell me all these r worth it becos of u.
for u a thousand times over?
xiaoting is tired. tired of discouragements n heartbreaks. tired of fruitlessness. tired of bad attitudes.
God my heart breaks every time when these things happen, n that is y there r many times i ask u how many times can i go thru it. i m so afraid one day i will jus be numb n stop feeling anymore.
God after being a ldr, the biggest challenge is to open my heart n love. becos God i noe whenever i love, i m also facing the risk of being hurt. n God nobody sees the hurts that i go thru.
strengthen me wun u? tell me all these r worth it becos of u.
for u a thousand times over?
bad start
had a bad start to my day. jus need to blog here to vent my frustrations. u noe there r days in which things jus dun go really well? well this is how i feel like bout tdy.
was jus giving bs and was looking at the part bout the imptance of having a daily quiet time. it came back as a reminder to me wad i m supposed to do in my qt. to give devotion to God, to get direction from Him, to gain delight in Him and to grow like Him.
Lord i jus wan to ask give me strength to be the person u wan me to be, do the things u wan me to do, love the pple u wan me to love. God help me not to be helpless bout wadeva that is happening in my life but noe that u have given me the power that is in Jesus. i can go above n not under. help me Lord to have a great n fruitful day ahead of me. Lord help me cg to BREAKTHRU. thank u Jesus.
Lord i need u.
was jus giving bs and was looking at the part bout the imptance of having a daily quiet time. it came back as a reminder to me wad i m supposed to do in my qt. to give devotion to God, to get direction from Him, to gain delight in Him and to grow like Him.
Lord i jus wan to ask give me strength to be the person u wan me to be, do the things u wan me to do, love the pple u wan me to love. God help me not to be helpless bout wadeva that is happening in my life but noe that u have given me the power that is in Jesus. i can go above n not under. help me Lord to have a great n fruitful day ahead of me. Lord help me cg to BREAKTHRU. thank u Jesus.
Lord i need u.
Monday, June 19, 2006
sentosa
it's been a long time since i went to sentosa. had a fun time tdy with my cg. i think for many of them, it is the first time we went to sentosa with the cg. sentosa nv fails to brighten somebody's day. haah. we had a good time really. (: thank you Jesus.
i m kinda in love with blogging. yest night i called yue rong n talked to her for a really long time. but it was a great conversation. from it God told me wad i needed to noe n wad kind of attitude i needed to have. kind of regained myself. but suddenly i jus felt like these few days i m organising my life, get my act tog n start sth new n afresh.
God has been a good God. He has been answering my prayers really. (: n i wan to live for Him. still wan to, very very much.
ting SOAR.
i m kinda in love with blogging. yest night i called yue rong n talked to her for a really long time. but it was a great conversation. from it God told me wad i needed to noe n wad kind of attitude i needed to have. kind of regained myself. but suddenly i jus felt like these few days i m organising my life, get my act tog n start sth new n afresh.
God has been a good God. He has been answering my prayers really. (: n i wan to live for Him. still wan to, very very much.
ting SOAR.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
this song is for u!
歌曲：我永远都在
歌手：何耀珊 专辑：收获
填词:马嵩惟
作曲:vincent degiorgio johan rohr
编曲:吕绍淳
hey阳光多耀眼
天空那边 希望你也是晴天
my friend无论多遥远
快乐要诀 有你我就能体验
and i'll be there分享你所有喜悦
missing you哦美好的感觉
friend我永远都在
有爱 你的心中就有我陪伴
每一次想念都看见你的笑脸
alright就这么简单
和你透过真心交换
my friend我永远都在
想 我们许的心愿
流星划越 少了你的窗前
my friend回忆不怕离别
约好再见 梦想一起实现
and i'm here
每当你想要流泪
be with you 从来不改变相连的默契
心和心靠近 只因为有爱oh yeah
我会永远都在
friend永远都在
有爱 每一次想念 都看见你的笑脸(就到你身边)]
透过真心交换(因为有爱)
歌手：何耀珊 专辑：收获
填词:马嵩惟
作曲:vincent degiorgio johan rohr
编曲:吕绍淳
hey阳光多耀眼
天空那边 希望你也是晴天
my friend无论多遥远
快乐要诀 有你我就能体验
and i'll be there分享你所有喜悦
missing you哦美好的感觉
friend我永远都在
有爱 你的心中就有我陪伴
每一次想念都看见你的笑脸
alright就这么简单
和你透过真心交换
my friend我永远都在
想 我们许的心愿
流星划越 少了你的窗前
my friend回忆不怕离别
约好再见 梦想一起实现
and i'm here
每当你想要流泪
be with you 从来不改变相连的默契
心和心靠近 只因为有爱oh yeah
我会永远都在
friend永远都在
有爱 每一次想念 都看见你的笑脸(就到你身边)]
透过真心交换(因为有爱)
continued..
actually i still have a lot of things i wan to say. most of the things he said really caught me thinking. it's been a long time since i met somebody like that. he was sharing with me his travelling experiences. n u noe sth.. the life he lead is the life i wanted to lead. not anymore u see. cos "i have been crucified with Christ. it is no longer i who live but Christ who lives in me." but i noe deep within i will want to travel like that. n u noee wad? i think God will allow me to do that. he will give us the desires of our heart.
my heart is so stuck in the beautiful world. one of the things he said was that we need to see the world n experience life. n acty he described it so well, becos one of the greatest desires in my heart is to see the world. i love different cultures n people.. becos they remind me my God is a colourful god. n after all these things it really got me thinking wad do i wan to do one day when i m out of uni.. Lord guide me.
is it amazing? all these r wad i learnt in one week. spiritual, mental n emotional lessons. i haven told u bout the technical knowledge! but i will spare u with them. haah.
helen r u still here with me? was listening to sun's new album n one of the songs describe how i feel bout u my dear girl. stay with me k..
my heart is so stuck in the beautiful world. one of the things he said was that we need to see the world n experience life. n acty he described it so well, becos one of the greatest desires in my heart is to see the world. i love different cultures n people.. becos they remind me my God is a colourful god. n after all these things it really got me thinking wad do i wan to do one day when i m out of uni.. Lord guide me.
is it amazing? all these r wad i learnt in one week. spiritual, mental n emotional lessons. i haven told u bout the technical knowledge! but i will spare u with them. haah.
helen r u still here with me? was listening to sun's new album n one of the songs describe how i feel bout u my dear girl. stay with me k..
inspirations..
i m back to tok bout my job again. i was going to apologise that u r reading bout my job again. but den i decided. this is my blog! haah. so in a sense i can say wad i wan but yet exercise responsibility.
i guess it is really God who brought me to this job. initially, i was still feeling uneasy, not knowing is this wad God wants me to do.. but right now, i m kinda assured cos i really have a great boss. tdy i learnt a lot again cos my boss taught me more stuff. i love learning to him cos he will share tons of things with me. let me jus post some of them here k..
he asked me how is my job going.. and he decided to teach me some stuff cos he saw that i was realli bored. haah. oops.. i really like him to be around in the office.. but yet when he is ard i feel pressurised so i dun perform. wad an irony.
anyway..
he asked me how r things. and i said ok.. but i told him that i nd motivation. pple who noe me noe that there r few things that will motivate me, other than the things of God and the things of the spirit. n i was telling him that money really dun matter to me so earning lots of money dun motivate me. den he told me money is not the end.. it is a means to an end. n i was jus telling him that there r a lot of things i can do.. but i dun, becos i dun see y i must n i m simply not motivated to do them.
den he told me that i must find that goal n that motivation in my life to do wad i wan.. and although i told him there isn't, somehow deep in my heart wad he said struck a chord in me.
helen.. i hope u r reading this, cos this is for u.
gal, we always toked bout this. that we want to be people of greatness and we want to live a life of significance n leave a legacy behind. n gal.. along our way we always lose sight of wad we want to do.. u noe wad? i met a great boss. n he is somebody like that. as in he noes wad he wants n he does it. and u noe wad.. i noe that u will be as inspired by him as i m by him. u noe.. even as he was telling me that i need to find that motivation.. i was reminded of u girl. that we always said that we wanted to soar like eagles dear.. n i miss u! i miss the times we tok bout our dreams n visions..
dear girl.. i dun wan to be the walking dead. i dun wan to live my life not noeing y m i doing the things i m doing. when i m studying, i wanna give my best n shine. when i love God, i wan to love Him with all of my heart. i wan to fulfill my fullest potential. i dun wan to procrastinate. dun wan to wait anymore. tdy my boss asked me if there is somebody i wan to be. there r lots of pple i wan to be like.
God i pray from the bottom of my heart.. fire me up once again. let me not be satisfied with mediocrity, with having jus enough. God i want the best for my life, the best for my cg, the best for my studies, the best for everything. i wan to fulfill my fullest potential. i dun wan to be indifferent n apathetic Lord.
probably u really sent a person to hit me on my head n ask me to wake up!!!! wake up ting!!! wake up ting!!!! come on.. go out there n soar soAR SOAR!!!
i guess it is really God who brought me to this job. initially, i was still feeling uneasy, not knowing is this wad God wants me to do.. but right now, i m kinda assured cos i really have a great boss. tdy i learnt a lot again cos my boss taught me more stuff. i love learning to him cos he will share tons of things with me. let me jus post some of them here k..
he asked me how is my job going.. and he decided to teach me some stuff cos he saw that i was realli bored. haah. oops.. i really like him to be around in the office.. but yet when he is ard i feel pressurised so i dun perform. wad an irony.
anyway..
he asked me how r things. and i said ok.. but i told him that i nd motivation. pple who noe me noe that there r few things that will motivate me, other than the things of God and the things of the spirit. n i was telling him that money really dun matter to me so earning lots of money dun motivate me. den he told me money is not the end.. it is a means to an end. n i was jus telling him that there r a lot of things i can do.. but i dun, becos i dun see y i must n i m simply not motivated to do them.
den he told me that i must find that goal n that motivation in my life to do wad i wan.. and although i told him there isn't, somehow deep in my heart wad he said struck a chord in me.
helen.. i hope u r reading this, cos this is for u.
gal, we always toked bout this. that we want to be people of greatness and we want to live a life of significance n leave a legacy behind. n gal.. along our way we always lose sight of wad we want to do.. u noe wad? i met a great boss. n he is somebody like that. as in he noes wad he wants n he does it. and u noe wad.. i noe that u will be as inspired by him as i m by him. u noe.. even as he was telling me that i need to find that motivation.. i was reminded of u girl. that we always said that we wanted to soar like eagles dear.. n i miss u! i miss the times we tok bout our dreams n visions..
dear girl.. i dun wan to be the walking dead. i dun wan to live my life not noeing y m i doing the things i m doing. when i m studying, i wanna give my best n shine. when i love God, i wan to love Him with all of my heart. i wan to fulfill my fullest potential. i dun wan to procrastinate. dun wan to wait anymore. tdy my boss asked me if there is somebody i wan to be. there r lots of pple i wan to be like.
God i pray from the bottom of my heart.. fire me up once again. let me not be satisfied with mediocrity, with having jus enough. God i want the best for my life, the best for my cg, the best for my studies, the best for everything. i wan to fulfill my fullest potential. i dun wan to be indifferent n apathetic Lord.
probably u really sent a person to hit me on my head n ask me to wake up!!!! wake up ting!!! wake up ting!!!! come on.. go out there n soar soAR SOAR!!!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
i love my boss!
i just started a new job this week. n i love it! because my boss is simply great. (: he is such a nice boss. haah.
although the job is really a little bit boring, haah, becos u call the pple n say the same things to them like over 100 times a day, (sounds boring right), but like wad i said in the previous post, the experience's great. esp the training. this is the first time i understood insurance n i m a bit convinced that insurance is not bout cheating money. haah. wad a BIG prejudice i have isnt it? haah.
but totally i managed to clinch 3 appointments.. n today was kinda interesting. haah. like this guy.. when i tell him we have an investment programme that is risk free.. then he tell me.. there is no such thing as risk free investment. he says if it is risk free den it is not investment. den he say oh then i will have to end the conversation becos u said the wrong thing. n man m i glad to.. haaah. it was really interesting.. n tdy i tried to sell insurance in mandarin to this very interesting guy.. haah.
i enjoyed myself. though half of the time i was a bit bored. n my boss will tell me to take a break.. go msn.. pack up earlier n dun work so hard. haah. amazing isn't it? i love my boss. gee.
that is it..
although the job is really a little bit boring, haah, becos u call the pple n say the same things to them like over 100 times a day, (sounds boring right), but like wad i said in the previous post, the experience's great. esp the training. this is the first time i understood insurance n i m a bit convinced that insurance is not bout cheating money. haah. wad a BIG prejudice i have isnt it? haah.
but totally i managed to clinch 3 appointments.. n today was kinda interesting. haah. like this guy.. when i tell him we have an investment programme that is risk free.. then he tell me.. there is no such thing as risk free investment. he says if it is risk free den it is not investment. den he say oh then i will have to end the conversation becos u said the wrong thing. n man m i glad to.. haaah. it was really interesting.. n tdy i tried to sell insurance in mandarin to this very interesting guy.. haah.
i enjoyed myself. though half of the time i was a bit bored. n my boss will tell me to take a break.. go msn.. pack up earlier n dun work so hard. haah. amazing isn't it? i love my boss. gee.
that is it..
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
working
i m supposingly hard at work now. other than tons of things i learnt yest during training, tdy's was kinda boring n brainless. but well.. temp job so u cant expect much. but i did learn quite a bit of stuff. about insurance n investment n things like that. n i m happy..
i surely hope that i will be fruitful.. haah. (:
i surely hope that i will be fruitful.. haah. (:
Monday, June 12, 2006
i feel like blogging
everytime i start blogging, i will type wad i wan to say. and den suddenly i will jus feel like not continuing anymore. n that is y u will realise that i will say some stuff n stop saying anymore.
after emerge, in this entire week, many things got me thinking. plenty plenty of things. i started to ask myself again wad issit that i wan. u noe i was jus telling some frens, that i m a person that cant lead a meaningless life. i jus cant. if one day i wake up not noeing y i m doing the things i m doing, i will get really frustrated. and sometimes i feel lost n confused. but i hate feeling lost n confused! i hate not knowing where i m going n wad i going to do. i hate not being in control. but i also learn..
he is in control. that when i cannot see His hand, i can trust his heart.
我需要斗志。我需要继续战斗的力量。我需要必胜的信心。
you.. you r the God who will save
cling on to all that u say
let me do that Lord.
你的肩膀。何耀珊
那些日子
當你不在我身邊
那些感受不到你的日子
整個世界都不對
我以为我已经失去了全世界
還能這樣安靜的和你依偎
能在你的怀中
受過的苦都無所謂
是我一辈子的幸福
進進退退 我們之間
故事有點迂迴
轟轟烈烈 哭過幾回
從來沒有後悔
当初选择了你，我永远不会后悔。
依靠著你的肩膀
有風的味道也有雨的滄桑
躺在你的胸怀，让我感到多么坚强
為我去過了遠方
你带我到世界尽头
還好愛是我最固執的地方
還好再長的夜總是會天亮
我知道隧道之后一定有曙光
我終於等到你回來身旁
你一定会在我身旁
愛就是你的肩膀
你的肩膀就是我的坚强
能負擔我的所有快樂悲傷
相信你許下的願望
相信你的每个话语
一輩子的時間那麼的漫長
何必在乎當初寂寞多荒涼
你说不管发生什么事
我們的幸福會在下半場
你一定会为我写下漂亮的后来
after emerge, in this entire week, many things got me thinking. plenty plenty of things. i started to ask myself again wad issit that i wan. u noe i was jus telling some frens, that i m a person that cant lead a meaningless life. i jus cant. if one day i wake up not noeing y i m doing the things i m doing, i will get really frustrated. and sometimes i feel lost n confused. but i hate feeling lost n confused! i hate not knowing where i m going n wad i going to do. i hate not being in control. but i also learn..
he is in control. that when i cannot see His hand, i can trust his heart.
我需要斗志。我需要继续战斗的力量。我需要必胜的信心。
you.. you r the God who will save
cling on to all that u say
let me do that Lord.
你的肩膀。何耀珊
那些日子
當你不在我身邊
那些感受不到你的日子
整個世界都不對
我以为我已经失去了全世界
還能這樣安靜的和你依偎
能在你的怀中
受過的苦都無所謂
是我一辈子的幸福
進進退退 我們之間
故事有點迂迴
轟轟烈烈 哭過幾回
從來沒有後悔
当初选择了你，我永远不会后悔。
依靠著你的肩膀
有風的味道也有雨的滄桑
躺在你的胸怀，让我感到多么坚强
為我去過了遠方
你带我到世界尽头
還好愛是我最固執的地方
還好再長的夜總是會天亮
我知道隧道之后一定有曙光
我終於等到你回來身旁
你一定会在我身旁
愛就是你的肩膀
你的肩膀就是我的坚强
能負擔我的所有快樂悲傷
相信你許下的願望
相信你的每个话语
一輩子的時間那麼的漫長
何必在乎當初寂寞多荒涼
你说不管发生什么事
我們的幸福會在下半場
你一定会为我写下漂亮的后来
Sunday, June 11, 2006
loving Him
tdy i heard an astounding news. was shocked. totally. but it made me think. ting, how much do u love Him?
if the day comes when u lose everything, and all that is left is Him, wad will happen to u? will u be like king david who says, i will rather be a doorkeeper in the hse of God?
i wan to love You Lord. help me Jesus nv to stop loving You, never to stop laying my life at ur altar. let that day nv come.. that i love sth else more than You. i cant bear leaving u in my life.
if the day comes when u lose everything, and all that is left is Him, wad will happen to u? will u be like king david who says, i will rather be a doorkeeper in the hse of God?
i wan to love You Lord. help me Jesus nv to stop loving You, never to stop laying my life at ur altar. let that day nv come.. that i love sth else more than You. i cant bear leaving u in my life.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Monday, June 05, 2006
did u ever feel like ..
我想投身在一个虚拟的世界。我只想活在电视剧情，精彩作者的情节里，我没有勇气面对现实生活。
现实的挑战太多，勇气太少。
承诺太多，实现太少。
失望太多，希望太少。
我真的还可以吗？
真的吗?
希望这不是另一次的遐想。。
现实的挑战太多，勇气太少。
承诺太多，实现太少。
失望太多，希望太少。
我真的还可以吗？
真的吗?
希望这不是另一次的遐想。。
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