Wednesday, October 26, 2005

上帝应该也是个画家。有时候我们可能不知道他在画什么,有时候他也会用暗淡的颜色。但是,我们可以很肯定,这幅画会是很美的一幅画。人生有得也有失,有时候失去了才知道我们拥有的是什么。

there is probably nothing in this world that is greater than love.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

just ranting

jus need to say some nonsense or sth. haha. my exams r coming! that is like a little bit the scary. haha. but well.. i m crossing my fingers hoping everything gonna be alright. i need to study very very very hard! xiao ting jia you..

recently jus dawned upon the topic bout the usefulness of studying chinese. interestingly when i was leaving my hse yest, met a guy who was asking for directions and happen to tok to him on the way to the mrt. was jus toking bout wad i was studying in.

well this is where wad i learn comes into play. about stereotyping. haha. cos the moment he heard chinese.. he was like !?!?!?!?!?!?! hhaha. den the next question is u wan to be a tcher? haha. and that is like abt everybody's reaction. so try not to ask me that question k.. it is really quite boring repeating my answer like for erm.. dunno how many times?? haha. jus kidding.

decided to write something intelluctual here so as to use my brains in a better way. seriously our society have been shaped in such a manner, esp the Singapore society that somehow business, management, sci and tech is better that arts and stuff. and singaporeans r kind of too realistic. i mean it is good to be realistic, but yet i feel that u still need to retain part of ur dream. n i guess i am jus a person who really goes after my dreams, regardless of my circumstances. i m pretty proud of that fact but maybe some will find that i m too unrealistic? haha. but i really wan to thank God for Pst's teachings that give me courage to pursue wad i wan to do. i remember when i told my tcher i m studying chi, den he ask me taking scholarship ah, den i say no. i jus wan to study lor. den he said wo you zhi qi. haha. zhi qi?? haha. perhaps. but if u look at it in another way, out of the box, it is jus that we r too trapped in the Singapore mentality. that u mus study wad is useful for ur future. i really believe that wadeva u study does not matter. becos if u r a thinker, a problem solver, an overcomer, u will soar and u will find ways to succeed in the society. dun be merely reduced to wad the society says u r ya?

and another thing is i m happy studying wad i m studying. n i want to have the spirit of excellence! to do the best that i can do.. so Holy Spirit.. help me. :)

love u Jesus every single day. *muacks*

Saturday, October 15, 2005

i broke my word

haha. okie i broke my word. i m still going to blog here. haha.

tdy i went to a really nice restaurant. baccarat. it has a really nice ambience. :)

n we saw moses lim. n i ate a lot. so much more than wad i have been eating recently. but tdy's dinner doesnt feel as cosy as before. i miss family.

it is really a nice place. :)

Friday, October 14, 2005

all things come to an end

not blogging here anymore. see ya.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

link!

okie! so here is the link that has been popularly demanded. :)

http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Personality Style Description

Determined and driven to excellence in all she does, xiaoting tends to be very competitive. She is not afraid to "go for" what she desires or wants, and is willing to put forth the effort for success. xiaoting is not afraid to challenge others in her quest to achieve her end goals, but she also respects position and authority and is not unnecessarily confrontational.Others see xiaoting as a versatile person whom they rely upon to break up monotonous or routine situations. She tends to be individualistic, and may sometimes prefer to do things outside of the team. xiaoting may even be perceived as "restless", since she tends to move quickly from one thing to the next.xiaoting prefers a rational and moderate approach when first entering new situations and tries to avoid extremes. She likes the company of others, but xiaoting is equally comfortable spending a quiet evening alone. She is a realist who will always weigh her options before she makes a decision to move ahead.Not afraid to take a bold approach, xiaoting is willing to challenge the status quo. She is original and creative, and acts with confidence when implementing new solutions. xiaoting will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once she has made a decision, she will not be afraid to take action upon it.

Monday, October 03, 2005

my birth date.

You entered: 7/28/1986
Your date of conception was on or about 4 November 1985.
You were born on a Mondayunder the astrological sign Leo.Your Life path number is 5.The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446639.5.The golden number for 1986 is 11.The epact number for 1986 is 19.The year 1986 was not a leap year.As of 10/3/2005 11:53:51 AM CDTYou are 19 years old.You are 231 months old.You are 1,001 weeks old.You are 7,007 days old.You are 168,179 hours old.You are 10,090,793 minutes old.You are 605,447,631 seconds old.
There are 298 days till your next birthdayon which your cake will have 20 candles on it.Those 20 candles produce 20 BTU's,or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1986 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.In 1986 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.In 1986 in the US there were 2,400,000 marriages (10%) and 1,159,000 divorces (4.8%)In 1986 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)Your birthstone is Ruby The Mystical properties of Ruby
Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
CarnelianYour birth tree is
Cypress, the Faithfulness
Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy,content,optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered,unruly, pedantic and careless.There are 83 days till Christmas 2005!The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waning gibbous.

accurate test.

check this out!

i did this test n i think it is really quite accurate.

You entered: Chiong Xiao Ting
There are 14 letters in your name.Those 14 letters total to 83There are 6 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 11
The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.
The expression or destiny for #11:Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.
The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.
Your Soul Urge number is: 7
A Soul Urge number of 7 means: With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.
You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.
The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.
Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means: You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

i never had any test that describes me like that n i really like it! although the introvert pt is not so true. ha.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

天马行空。

又好在这里想用华文。。 天马行空。

曾经对着这个字,心想,我喜欢 -- 天马行空。

前几个blog里,我记录了一首歌。我喜欢那首歌的感觉,的境界。 我喜欢在天上飞,地上驰骋的感觉。而我特别喜欢 驰骋 这个词。它好像是形容着千里马在奔跑。

我向往自由。

向往一个不被束缚的地方。

让我的心。紧跟着你,自由翱翔。

where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.