i m really supposed to be sleeping now. but i jus wanted to blog abt this.
i always love attending big celebration services, just like our xmas tdy.
tdy after i watched the drama, when i was holding the candle, i was just so filled with awe.. and with thanksgiving. in my heart i was telling God.. thank You for coming 2000 yrs ago for me, n for u and the entire human race. (:
and the second time i was holding the candle, Jesus spoke to me. Ting i came to be a light to this world, to dispel darkness, n whoever has me, they will not live in darkness, i will light up their life, just like the little candle that lit me up. i may not be able to see many steps ahead, but becos of the light that is guiding me, i can walk every step of the way.
he leads. n he lives.
happy birthday Jesus.
n merry xmas to all.
Friday, December 22, 2006
戏后感想
很神奇的一件事是，每一次看一些笨到不行的家庭温馨影片，我都会哭得稀里哗啦。记得有一次我很伤心的回家，看着《我家四个宝》的大结局，我竟然哭了起来。真是荒谬。
刚才又在电视上看了类似的电影，又哭得稀里哗啦。电影的尾端写着：
献给那些为爱坚持和牺牲的人
突然想起以前常跟朋友说的话，现在走的这条路，似乎困难重重。天天都在“打仗”，好不辛苦。但话又说回来，我那时这么对朋友说，有什么值得争取的东西又是轻而易举的呢？
生命里值得我们追求的东西，不是都需要我们去披荆斩棘，才能得到吗？
success is not a destination. it is a journey. now i sound like some motivation speaker, which i hate.
总觉得每个人的生命里，都需要一个我们去坚持的理由。我常对朋友说，(yes n again) 其中一个让我这么珍惜有他的日子，因为他给了我活着的意义。我讨厌一些无聊的推动力，来逼我做我不想做的事。什么你需要一张好文凭啦，你需要赚很多钱等。。这些并不是不好的，但是，只为了追求这些而生存，我的生活也太没意义了。
当我看到老一辈的人时，总觉得感慨。看到我退休的老师们，爸爸和他的朋友，脸上流露着沧桑，希望我以后不会是这样。一股。。我们在这社会打滚了几十年，这世界是没有什么意义的。。 如果活了半百年，而又这样的感慨，实在令人感到难过。
所以。。
2007年的心愿，就是尽心地过每一天，活出自信，活出精彩，在我在生命里的这一篇添上美丽的色彩。
i wanna live a legacy behind.
刚才又在电视上看了类似的电影，又哭得稀里哗啦。电影的尾端写着：
献给那些为爱坚持和牺牲的人
突然想起以前常跟朋友说的话，现在走的这条路，似乎困难重重。天天都在“打仗”，好不辛苦。但话又说回来，我那时这么对朋友说，有什么值得争取的东西又是轻而易举的呢？
生命里值得我们追求的东西，不是都需要我们去披荆斩棘，才能得到吗？
success is not a destination. it is a journey. now i sound like some motivation speaker, which i hate.
总觉得每个人的生命里，都需要一个我们去坚持的理由。我常对朋友说，(yes n again) 其中一个让我这么珍惜有他的日子，因为他给了我活着的意义。我讨厌一些无聊的推动力，来逼我做我不想做的事。什么你需要一张好文凭啦，你需要赚很多钱等。。这些并不是不好的，但是，只为了追求这些而生存，我的生活也太没意义了。
当我看到老一辈的人时，总觉得感慨。看到我退休的老师们，爸爸和他的朋友，脸上流露着沧桑，希望我以后不会是这样。一股。。我们在这社会打滚了几十年，这世界是没有什么意义的。。 如果活了半百年，而又这样的感慨，实在令人感到难过。
所以。。
2007年的心愿，就是尽心地过每一天，活出自信，活出精彩，在我在生命里的这一篇添上美丽的色彩。
i wanna live a legacy behind.
Monday, December 11, 2006
a penny for ur thoughts
some things some pple said in the week that really spoke into my heart.
"If we have an escapist mentality, we will miss God big time. "
~sophie
"The Holy Spirit always do a greater work in the newer generation. If you are 24 and under, u r the next generation, n u will see God move in a greater way. John --> Jesus --> disciples. Greater works u will do than me, Jesus said. Dun say, not yet. Dun say, let me wait till tml, next yr, 5 years later. Today is the day of salvation. Rise up u new generation n equip urself to do the greater work! there will be a greater anointing, and the Holy Spirit will come, and He will use you for the greater works!!"
~sth pst tan said in my words.
pastor tan once said in one service.
"Disappointment is the hijacker of ur plane, that stops u from getting to ur destination."
equip me for the greater works. like how u used mary, use me.
let it be to me according to Your word.
"If we have an escapist mentality, we will miss God big time. "
~sophie
"The Holy Spirit always do a greater work in the newer generation. If you are 24 and under, u r the next generation, n u will see God move in a greater way. John --> Jesus --> disciples. Greater works u will do than me, Jesus said. Dun say, not yet. Dun say, let me wait till tml, next yr, 5 years later. Today is the day of salvation. Rise up u new generation n equip urself to do the greater work! there will be a greater anointing, and the Holy Spirit will come, and He will use you for the greater works!!"
~sth pst tan said in my words.
pastor tan once said in one service.
"Disappointment is the hijacker of ur plane, that stops u from getting to ur destination."
equip me for the greater works. like how u used mary, use me.
let it be to me according to Your word.
Monday, December 04, 2006
in addition.
oh a few more things i forgot to blog bout.
last mon was miss sim's birthday! happy bday gal! love yaaaaaa! (((((:
and last fri was hui ying's bday too. sweet 16!
last sat went out to eat with esther daryl n sophie. seriously,i was really inspired by esther. working for her under half a yr.. i learnt some stuff but not alot cos i was too scared all the time. but now esther being in our zone, i really look up to her. n for once, i m unable to express the reason y i think she is so cool. really. but she has alot of confidence, she is a great leader, but she is not jus zai in the spiritual aspect, although she is really very zai as a spiritual ldr, she is more amazing than that. oh God help me to be like her!
and .. and..
DIYA ROCKS BIG TIME AT SUPERSTAR!!!!!
oh man i m jus so proud of her. i think she was so great n so cool.. i hope she really keeps it up all that way! go diya!
last mon was miss sim's birthday! happy bday gal! love yaaaaaa! (((((:
and last fri was hui ying's bday too. sweet 16!
last sat went out to eat with esther daryl n sophie. seriously,i was really inspired by esther. working for her under half a yr.. i learnt some stuff but not alot cos i was too scared all the time. but now esther being in our zone, i really look up to her. n for once, i m unable to express the reason y i think she is so cool. really. but she has alot of confidence, she is a great leader, but she is not jus zai in the spiritual aspect, although she is really very zai as a spiritual ldr, she is more amazing than that. oh God help me to be like her!
and .. and..
DIYA ROCKS BIG TIME AT SUPERSTAR!!!!!
oh man i m jus so proud of her. i think she was so great n so cool.. i hope she really keeps it up all that way! go diya!
the past one week.
it has been an eventful week. God has been revealing many things to me and i learnt many many things. exams r finally over.
i love the service today. i dunno y but suddenly i m treasuring the days in church so much. yest i was jus standing outside the audi n i really felt the presence n anointing over city harvest. i love u church. n i feel like i jus wan to fall in love with You all over again. to be down at Your feet o Lord.
prayer meeting was awesome. i thot cg meeting was great too. feel like the breakthrough is coming.. we jus got to pray UNTIL we feel the presence n power of God.
tdy during prayer meeting, God was speaking to me. n God was telling me.. all that i had to do is to be like shamgar.. to hear n to obey. and the key to ur walk is to pray, hear n obey n pray.
i jus wan to fall in love with you. fall in love with you. nth beats spending with u lord. i can play, get wild, have fun with my frens, but i wan you.. so much in my life. becos without u, there is nth in my life. let it not get mechanical. let everything flow.. out of a love for You.
i love the service today. i dunno y but suddenly i m treasuring the days in church so much. yest i was jus standing outside the audi n i really felt the presence n anointing over city harvest. i love u church. n i feel like i jus wan to fall in love with You all over again. to be down at Your feet o Lord.
prayer meeting was awesome. i thot cg meeting was great too. feel like the breakthrough is coming.. we jus got to pray UNTIL we feel the presence n power of God.
tdy during prayer meeting, God was speaking to me. n God was telling me.. all that i had to do is to be like shamgar.. to hear n to obey. and the key to ur walk is to pray, hear n obey n pray.
i jus wan to fall in love with you. fall in love with you. nth beats spending with u lord. i can play, get wild, have fun with my frens, but i wan you.. so much in my life. becos without u, there is nth in my life. let it not get mechanical. let everything flow.. out of a love for You.
Friday, December 01, 2006
it's december!!!
i can't believe it!!!! we have stepped into the month of december! oh man.. and in a matter of 30 days, we r coming to an end of 2006! i really want to end this yr well with a super big bang! oh God i need ur grace oh so much!
jus read abt the ahs prom night. reminds me so much of my dhs and hc days. due to me toking more frequently to my ex-classmates, i miss uniform sch days so much! can't wait to get tog with the dhs and hwa chong frens!!! and my dear helen girl, i can't wait for u to come back! i havent seen u for a yr!!!! can we like go count down tog and get wild???? haaaha.
suddenly i really miss hanging out with frens n stuff. to all those who r reading my blog now.. especially my ex-classmates, i wan u to know that i miss u so much!!!! miss hanging out with all of u!!!! can we pls organise some outings.. and for those pple in 4e, come on man let's go out! haaha. stop waiting for somebody to organise.. haaha. i m jus gonna call somebody n initiate it.. i m so good at arrowing people. but pple, i miss u!!!!!!!!!
it's kind of SHOCKING to find out.. that all of us r going to be 21 next yr, and that the guys r all going into uni and become our juniors. muahahaha. but it's cool and it's brilliant n i simply cannot wait to meet up with all of u...
so for the month of december.. this is the song for u! Let's get loud.. let's get loud! haaaha
nah.. the mth of december marks a month of SOULS N BREAKTHROUGHS!
n it marks ending the yr with a BIG BANG!
n it marks reflections.. for all the wrong things i have done n need to change.. and to think abt wad i m going to do for the rest of my life.. haaha.
n it marks planning my 21st birthday! i think it's realli gonna get loud.. haaaaha.
n it marks meeting up with frens.. all the dhs pple and hwa chong pple.. let's meet up!
n it marks helen coming back.. u dunno how much i miss u girl..
n it marks CHRISTMAS!!!! christmas is coming...!!!
He's the reason for da season. so everything is going to be so great!
let's have a wonder-licious... DECEMBER N CHRISTMAS!!!!
jus read abt the ahs prom night. reminds me so much of my dhs and hc days. due to me toking more frequently to my ex-classmates, i miss uniform sch days so much! can't wait to get tog with the dhs and hwa chong frens!!! and my dear helen girl, i can't wait for u to come back! i havent seen u for a yr!!!! can we like go count down tog and get wild???? haaaha.
suddenly i really miss hanging out with frens n stuff. to all those who r reading my blog now.. especially my ex-classmates, i wan u to know that i miss u so much!!!! miss hanging out with all of u!!!! can we pls organise some outings.. and for those pple in 4e, come on man let's go out! haaha. stop waiting for somebody to organise.. haaha. i m jus gonna call somebody n initiate it.. i m so good at arrowing people. but pple, i miss u!!!!!!!!!
it's kind of SHOCKING to find out.. that all of us r going to be 21 next yr, and that the guys r all going into uni and become our juniors. muahahaha. but it's cool and it's brilliant n i simply cannot wait to meet up with all of u...
so for the month of december.. this is the song for u! Let's get loud.. let's get loud! haaaha
nah.. the mth of december marks a month of SOULS N BREAKTHROUGHS!
n it marks ending the yr with a BIG BANG!
n it marks reflections.. for all the wrong things i have done n need to change.. and to think abt wad i m going to do for the rest of my life.. haaha.
n it marks planning my 21st birthday! i think it's realli gonna get loud.. haaaaha.
n it marks meeting up with frens.. all the dhs pple and hwa chong pple.. let's meet up!
n it marks helen coming back.. u dunno how much i miss u girl..
n it marks CHRISTMAS!!!! christmas is coming...!!!
He's the reason for da season. so everything is going to be so great!
let's have a wonder-licious... DECEMBER N CHRISTMAS!!!!
其实我并没有什么也别想写的东西，感觉好像是硬逼自己坐在电脑面前，脑袋一片空白，手指却不停的打着。不知从哪一个时候开始，我学习如何让自己的脑袋放空。以前的我，脑袋总是充满了101条思绪。现在的我，却好像有点失了魂的样，有点和自己的思想和心情隔绝了。
i need to get in touch with my soul. i wonder how i can do that.
我好想飞。好想做一些很疯狂的事。有时候人在忙碌的时候，或许会迷失自己。我感觉晓亭迷路了好久，快点找到回家的路吧。
来临的一月，我想要消失。你想不想跟着一起来？让我们随风飞去，消失在人海中吧。
一个人 消失在人海中
如何 在人海找到自己 那是关键
我快要到家了 请等一等我吧。
i need to get in touch with my soul. i wonder how i can do that.
我好想飞。好想做一些很疯狂的事。有时候人在忙碌的时候，或许会迷失自己。我感觉晓亭迷路了好久，快点找到回家的路吧。
来临的一月，我想要消失。你想不想跟着一起来？让我们随风飞去，消失在人海中吧。
一个人 消失在人海中
如何 在人海找到自己 那是关键
我快要到家了 请等一等我吧。
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