I M BACK!

it has been a very enriching trip for me.

God has been speaking to me, and showing me different things.

Thank God for the opportunity to serve, and for speaking to me in my life.

总觉得，在这里真的有原因的。

但是我并不完全明白。

还是很感恩，很蒙福。

wun you show me?

i was just thinking, how nice it would be if i could go taiwan for a holiday n how nice if it would be to listen to dr bernard in taiwan!

it was just a desire that i did not really express out.

but God saw it!

and He made it come true.

how nice my daddy in heaven is, before i even asked, He knew.

i am really flying tomorrow. 1.10pm. coming back on Monday.

i am really excited. i feel my breakthrough is on its way.

在回来的路上，突然有很多感触。

正要尝试阅读朱天心的书，是王德威编的小说集。

我喜欢王德威的文字。哈哈。

今天发生了一些事，真的把我吓坏了，也让我上了宝贵的一课。

i was reminded of what lulu said, that life is too hard for us to walk alone.

喜欢文字，因为它把我无法说出来的话，印在纸上了。

很多时候，心里的话，不知该向谁倾诉。

知音难找是真的。

所以，以谜语的方式，把感触给写下来。

突然间，我想了很多。

再过一个月，就是7月28日了。时间怎么过的这么快。

7月24日就正式毕业了。

又要开启人生的另一页。

有时候，很想留在原地。或活在过去。小时候的世界简单些，也单纯些。爱他，服事他都简单多了。虽然现在，应该还是那份单纯的爱。

我想开始读散文。很喜欢散文给人的感觉，轻松、真实、不做作。

我们的人生，也应该如此。

今天和朋友聚餐时，谈到去中国旅行。勾起了当年的美好回忆。

好想念和爸爸游山玩水的日子。

爬山、逛园林、看沙漠、好想念～

想念一年一度的旅行。

想想，是时候找时间，再和爸爸游山玩水去。

父亲节要到了！

i want to be six again.

check out pst kong's latest blog post!

Pastor clearly talks about masturbation.

awesome article.

Thanks Pastor!

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i am feeling vexed, for reasons i don't know how to express.

最近我少了书写的欲望。

生活的忙碌，让时间在你不知不觉中流逝。

昨天牧师提到，人与人之间的关系是复杂的。

是啊，复杂到不行。

哈哈。我觉得啦。

我觉得自己也是个复杂的怪胎。

真的。

所以，我也无法忍受自己有时候干下的蠢事。

现在真的觉得，我需要“六根清净”。

on my way to jurong today, i was just pondering about something, after reading sth online.

was just sitting in the cab, and thinking abt this journey.

that day i was talking to bennie, and was just thinking.

a couple of things that i learnt in these few months.

all of us are just imperfect people trying to serve a perfect God.

suddenly i was just feeling, how small and insignificant we r. honestly, God doesn't need us or our help. But He still chooses to use us.

i was on the cab.

n i was reminded, the other day when i was talking to lulu on theology, just felt this.

finite beings trying to understand an infinite God.

was staring at the sky, and feeling how big and infinite God is.

and what touched me the most, is how small we r, yet He still love us, and continue to woo us and draw us.

我们永远都无法了解祂的爱的

长 阔 高 深

i m touched.

actually, i wish i can tell u all that i'm feeling in my heart. so much has happened and my life zooms past me so fast that it's hard even to update and talk about what's happening.

but amazing thing is how God's promises never fail, and it just simply comes true, supernaturally.

sometimes i will pinch myself, and wonder if i'm in a dream. things have happened so fast that i don't have time to stop and think, and wonder and ponder, how amazing my God has been.

one of the things that touched me in a BIG way was mini-emerge. i sat there telling God, i want to be the next generation. Yest pastor prayed for the youth again. and i told myself again, yes i want to rise up and be that next generation.

今天听到的歌曲，真的感动了我。

祷告时，我对祂说，我要献上完全的我，换上完全的袮。

我要成为你的器皿。

最近，对这个字情有独钟。器皿。

it has been amazing, working with different people, experiencing different things, and building new friendships.

thank God for the chance, to work with great leaders, that's always something i can learn.

God never promised an easy journey, but He promised adventure.

I'm excited.

told myself. "ting, give you 4 months. to go there n make it."

not that everything will stop aft that, but i will really run these 4 mths. take stock aft that, and run again. u go girl, and be unstoppable. (:

i love my life.

是一条漫长的道路。

是充满曲折的一条路。

我现在了解，我的每一步，都需要祂的带领。

lead me Lord.