okk. my loooong awaited post. it has been such a long time since i blogged. though 1 week is not supposed to be that long, but still i do feel it's an awfully long time. u too right babes? haha.
first up, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHANG TINGTING! for her bday on 27 may. (:
and second up, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEO YONG XIANG! for his bday on 28 may. (: (he's my long lost good fren that just came back from philippines. lol.)
and third up, (like there's such a word) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM BAY HUNG!
and guess wad, it's the end of my post. wahahhaa. jus kidding la.
i dunno wad to say also. but anyway, i just want to say.
it's so amazing how i always wanted to know that person, for his amazing talent, and God opened a way last yr.
and it's so amazing how i always wanted to know this person, for some reason that i will not disclose, and God opened a way again. i was so excited when i saw him walk into the room.
and for that matter, i m going to start praying, that i get to meet my 偶像。he's so awesome it's just such a privilege to be his friend. haha. he writes really well, and he's really smart. a God-lover and yet talented.
i love to meet God-lovers and talented ppl all over the world.
just in case i won't have time to blog, i will be in ubin from mon to wed. running n trekking n climbing n swimming somewhere. i pray i would be back in a piece, to get ready for camp ALIVE! u would pray for me too won't u? haha. if u want me back in a piece. and yes,
7 MORE DAYS TO CAMP ALIVE! R U READY FOR THE TIME OF UR LIFE?? (((:
Thursday, May 22, 2008
this is my 600th post. :) i m so proud of this blog, really.
感叹时间的流逝。聚在一起时，才发现，有这么多朋友已经要踏入社会，这才让我感受到自己一年后就要毕业的真实感。
这六月，我将会踏出自己很大的一步。我以为自己是个冒险家，却惊然发现，人都是喜欢躲在自己最舒服的角落的。那么，我只好强迫自己，离开舒适的精神状态，挑战自己。
对于我是否能胜任，我真的不知道。但是，在我心中，却冒出这样一个慰藉，只要我想，我一定可以的。但是，却记得今天和jy讲的，it's not what I have, but it's who You are.
所以，我会很珍惜六月这段日子。我希望，我会锻炼出一个很坚强的晓亭。经一事，长一智。i hope that i will be able to stretch myself in a great way, but it's not me but You. Let it be that i will grow, intellectually, but also spiritually, and see You moving in a great way.
no eye has seen.
感叹时间的流逝。聚在一起时，才发现，有这么多朋友已经要踏入社会，这才让我感受到自己一年后就要毕业的真实感。
这六月，我将会踏出自己很大的一步。我以为自己是个冒险家，却惊然发现，人都是喜欢躲在自己最舒服的角落的。那么，我只好强迫自己，离开舒适的精神状态，挑战自己。
对于我是否能胜任，我真的不知道。但是，在我心中，却冒出这样一个慰藉，只要我想，我一定可以的。但是，却记得今天和jy讲的，it's not what I have, but it's who You are.
所以，我会很珍惜六月这段日子。我希望，我会锻炼出一个很坚强的晓亭。经一事，长一智。i hope that i will be able to stretch myself in a great way, but it's not me but You. Let it be that i will grow, intellectually, but also spiritually, and see You moving in a great way.
no eye has seen.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
我永远不会忘记
主你那丰富恩典
如今我在天父怀中
因为你舍下自己
你不看我的过去
只是完全接纳我
主你的爱何等伟大
我的心完全融化
我亲爱救主
我心何等感谢
你单单在意
我这爱你的心
我愿一生
追求跟随我主
谦卑为你 服事这世界
我亲爱救主
我要一生敬拜
在我生命中
你是唯一的爱
毫无保留
我愿献上所有
何等渴慕能为你而活 耶稣我主
动人的歌。
the bigness. the dedication. the glory. enthralls me greatly.
there must be something more.
we have not arrived.
if only you would pray.
i purposed in my heart that i m going to blog. but my life is so boring that u wun want to do wad's up. just kidding la. haha. i went sentosa again on mon, almost had a heatstroke. the heat is so scary nowadays. no kidding. anw the heat was so overwhelming i dunno wad else to say. haha. but then, i still din get tanned. i wonder wad is wrong. ha. and we celebrated the sat boyz birthday. it was a really lame time we had. the only word i would say is LAME. haha. pics another time ba, but they r also really lame pics!!! n mx was the ultimate la. but he was funny. and i went home totally exhausted.
had a wonderful mtg w pastor last night, and he taught us this song. it really melted my heart, and i woke up with this song in my head.
let's return, back to the first love.
and teach me how to pray.
主你那丰富恩典
如今我在天父怀中
因为你舍下自己
你不看我的过去
只是完全接纳我
主你的爱何等伟大
我的心完全融化
我亲爱救主
我心何等感谢
你单单在意
我这爱你的心
我愿一生
追求跟随我主
谦卑为你 服事这世界
我亲爱救主
我要一生敬拜
在我生命中
你是唯一的爱
毫无保留
我愿献上所有
何等渴慕能为你而活 耶稣我主
动人的歌。
the bigness. the dedication. the glory. enthralls me greatly.
there must be something more.
we have not arrived.
if only you would pray.
i purposed in my heart that i m going to blog. but my life is so boring that u wun want to do wad's up. just kidding la. haha. i went sentosa again on mon, almost had a heatstroke. the heat is so scary nowadays. no kidding. anw the heat was so overwhelming i dunno wad else to say. haha. but then, i still din get tanned. i wonder wad is wrong. ha. and we celebrated the sat boyz birthday. it was a really lame time we had. the only word i would say is LAME. haha. pics another time ba, but they r also really lame pics!!! n mx was the ultimate la. but he was funny. and i went home totally exhausted.
had a wonderful mtg w pastor last night, and he taught us this song. it really melted my heart, and i woke up with this song in my head.
let's return, back to the first love.
and teach me how to pray.
Friday, May 16, 2008
ok i m going to do a quick one, i wanna go running again.
sorry that i took so long to update, the last post was actually typed in sentosa, while i was waiting for my fren at the internet kiosk. and yes, i went sentosa on mon!
you wun acty believe it, becos i went shopping b4 that, and i only reached sentosa at 8pm! but seriously, there is another side to sentosa in the night, and i simply love it. i m really glad at the end of the day i told my fren that i would go. :) although i was v upset with some stuff. haha.
we took the sky ride, had fun with the luge, and it was really a great time. i needed the air, i needed the break, and i knew that. i think the best thing was toking with my fren, i seriously din think toking would help, becos i was feeling all so moody, but i realised, it did help, even though just a little bit.
and to my fren, just want to say thank you, although once again u will not read this, and u r really so terrible sometimes. but somehow toking to u always help, and u seem to noe what i m going thru, and seem to understand me in the spiritual. for some reason, that little contact we have is always magnified in the spiritual and i treasure my fellowship with u. although there r times i still feel you're terrible, and i only get to talk to u like 10times a year, but i m glad it's always quality time. like wad i have said, u never fail to make me think, and without me saying, u seem to always be able to know and sense a lot of things, and i m really appreciative of this friendship we have. sometimes i feel you're moving on so fast and it scares me, but to think again, we're just different. i seem to be taking things slow nowadays, hopefully not too slow.
but anw, back to sentosa. i sat at siloso beach toking to God at 1 am, and He spoke to me. Ting the deeper the water, the bigger the ship it can carry. If you noe what God is toking abt. i dun really want to explain la. those of u who knew what happened, u prob understand. and i m really thankful, that He was there, spoke to me and made my day.
then i told God i will pick up, and the next day in pm He came and blew me away. I really pray it will not stop there. there must be sth more isn't it?
it has been quite crazy ever since exams ended. i noe. i seem to be online lesser and lesser, coming home later and later, but all this time serving God, praying is so well spent. and now, i m excited, though nervous and scared at the same time abt what is going to happen.
that's all peeps for my long update. i may be gg sentosa again on mon, if not i dunno wad i'll be doing. haha. but i m gonna take a break definitely. it's another wkend in the spirit. i promise u. haha. we have really been praying a lot lately!!!! but it is good. amen.
spirit, blow us away. yes Lord, blow me away.
sorry that i took so long to update, the last post was actually typed in sentosa, while i was waiting for my fren at the internet kiosk. and yes, i went sentosa on mon!
you wun acty believe it, becos i went shopping b4 that, and i only reached sentosa at 8pm! but seriously, there is another side to sentosa in the night, and i simply love it. i m really glad at the end of the day i told my fren that i would go. :) although i was v upset with some stuff. haha.
we took the sky ride, had fun with the luge, and it was really a great time. i needed the air, i needed the break, and i knew that. i think the best thing was toking with my fren, i seriously din think toking would help, becos i was feeling all so moody, but i realised, it did help, even though just a little bit.
and to my fren, just want to say thank you, although once again u will not read this, and u r really so terrible sometimes. but somehow toking to u always help, and u seem to noe what i m going thru, and seem to understand me in the spiritual. for some reason, that little contact we have is always magnified in the spiritual and i treasure my fellowship with u. although there r times i still feel you're terrible, and i only get to talk to u like 10times a year, but i m glad it's always quality time. like wad i have said, u never fail to make me think, and without me saying, u seem to always be able to know and sense a lot of things, and i m really appreciative of this friendship we have. sometimes i feel you're moving on so fast and it scares me, but to think again, we're just different. i seem to be taking things slow nowadays, hopefully not too slow.
but anw, back to sentosa. i sat at siloso beach toking to God at 1 am, and He spoke to me. Ting the deeper the water, the bigger the ship it can carry. If you noe what God is toking abt. i dun really want to explain la. those of u who knew what happened, u prob understand. and i m really thankful, that He was there, spoke to me and made my day.
then i told God i will pick up, and the next day in pm He came and blew me away. I really pray it will not stop there. there must be sth more isn't it?
it has been quite crazy ever since exams ended. i noe. i seem to be online lesser and lesser, coming home later and later, but all this time serving God, praying is so well spent. and now, i m excited, though nervous and scared at the same time abt what is going to happen.
that's all peeps for my long update. i may be gg sentosa again on mon, if not i dunno wad i'll be doing. haha. but i m gonna take a break definitely. it's another wkend in the spirit. i promise u. haha. we have really been praying a lot lately!!!! but it is good. amen.
spirit, blow us away. yes Lord, blow me away.
Monday, May 12, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Friday, May 09, 2008
it is amazing. how God speaks. ever since a few weeks ago, He has been burning things in my heart. and today, once again, He reminded me of the vision.
a new generation of disciples. u remember? it was there already, a few years ago.
i never realise how close i was, until He opened my eyes.
He is really a good God.
God has really been speaking to me, in prayer meetings, in my quiet time, He has been laying the vision once again. Remind me of things He has spoken, inspire faith in my heart. I am so grateful.
a new generation of disciples He said.
breakthru He said.
spirit of faith He said.
be like Joshua and Caleb He said.
disciples of a different spirit. who will follow Him fully.
i m so touched by the word. tdy when i read the Bible, i teared. becos He said.
i m not a man that i would lie. whatever i have spoken, it shall surely come to pass.
my God is moving.
sth is happening.
i m so excited, on the inside.
and yes, we will pray.
a new generation of disciples. u remember? it was there already, a few years ago.
i never realise how close i was, until He opened my eyes.
He is really a good God.
God has really been speaking to me, in prayer meetings, in my quiet time, He has been laying the vision once again. Remind me of things He has spoken, inspire faith in my heart. I am so grateful.
a new generation of disciples He said.
breakthru He said.
spirit of faith He said.
be like Joshua and Caleb He said.
disciples of a different spirit. who will follow Him fully.
i m so touched by the word. tdy when i read the Bible, i teared. becos He said.
i m not a man that i would lie. whatever i have spoken, it shall surely come to pass.
my God is moving.
sth is happening.
i m so excited, on the inside.
and yes, we will pray.
Monday, May 05, 2008
it was a packed week after exams. i was so bz i really din get time to just rest n spend time with myself. as a result? i m really tired. even though i slept. i woke up feeling like...
又有那种心痛的感觉。
我已经很久
没有如此掉下眼泪
我讨厌
凭空的誓言
空洞的话语
当初，我在不得已下，做了这个决定。
还不容易，整理思绪，整装待发。
但是。。
我终究逃不过失望的命运。
ok i sound emo. that is bad. just some rantings from yest. let's not talk the talk pls. it's hurtful to some extent. n i pray, God will give me my aaron and hur, joshua and caleb.
disappointments r so inevitable. but sometimes, when they r ppl close to ur heart, it's just crushes u on the inside.
anyway
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SOON JIAN YONG!
he's one of the funniest guys i have met in my life. lol. thanx for all the joy n laughter u brought. keep on loving Him more each day!
and with this, i will close. going off. thinking wad shld i do to dissipitate my exhaustion. haha.
又有那种心痛的感觉。
我已经很久
没有如此掉下眼泪
我讨厌
凭空的誓言
空洞的话语
当初，我在不得已下，做了这个决定。
还不容易，整理思绪，整装待发。
但是。。
我终究逃不过失望的命运。
ok i sound emo. that is bad. just some rantings from yest. let's not talk the talk pls. it's hurtful to some extent. n i pray, God will give me my aaron and hur, joshua and caleb.
disappointments r so inevitable. but sometimes, when they r ppl close to ur heart, it's just crushes u on the inside.
anyway
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SOON JIAN YONG!
he's one of the funniest guys i have met in my life. lol. thanx for all the joy n laughter u brought. keep on loving Him more each day!
and with this, i will close. going off. thinking wad shld i do to dissipitate my exhaustion. haha.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
ok. i m so supposed to blog i noe. this is my long overdue post. i m sorry my faithful readers, for the disappointment. u r supposed to like get a glimpse of xiaoting's oh-so-exciting post-exam life. i noe! but i have nth much for u leh.haha.
ok so here goes. i ended on wed, supposing at a disgustig hr of 7pm, but i could not take it any longer and decided to leave simpy at 630. God bless my paper. seriously, that is becos by that time, almost of the ppl r gone. u take 1hr to finish the paper only. haha. then i was supposed to go suntec and do some *ahem ahem* stuff, and realised, i could not!!! i was so disappointed and went to sit in hair inn with fang doing her hair. i felt so sad la. i wasted the 1st 4 hrs of my post exam away.
then..
we were supposed to go to lakeside fishing village for prawn fishing. jeanie was trying! but that place was really not very nice la. it din have a nice smell, and there were a lot of flies. but we already bought like a lot of bbq food (and a lot means, crabsticks, hotdogs, nuggets, marshmellow AND more crabsticks AND more hotdogs and yadayada) so we decided we shall go west coast park n bbq. so, jeanie drove to holland v and we bought the charcoal and stuff. then we went to west coast park.
so it's my first time there! and i like the place somehow. i dunno y. it's tranquil. and so we reached there at.. a whooping 2am! and start bbq-ing at 3? haha.and finished at 4am? it was just madness. but the food was plain delicious. i love hotdogs n nuggets. haha. thanx mx and jt. :):) then we chilled out at mac and i took the first train and SLEPT all the way.
now i m feeling tired. haha. but anyway it has been a very exciting post exam, but i dun really have time to play. we need to get down to doin stuff. and yes, i feel like my life is constantly about giving ppl surprises,i m just cracking my brain all the time abt how to SURPRISE YOU.haha. so surprising right? it's just fun hanging out with my members la. they have a great sense of humour. and jy just cracked the joke of the week. want to noe? ask me. it's crazy cos it's really so funny. anyway, i m just glad that your God is a miracle healer and he answers prayers and loves me and you. i totally agree! yeah. hahahhaa. it's funny. so happy 18th my dearest alice. we have improved. becos u r surprised. haha.
ok i will try to get some pics up. the rest probably at facebk or multiply. jus look out for them la hor. i realised, the ppl around me r really very funny. there is so much joy in my life. i feel blissful.
anw i have officially started work peeps. it's a money world, and yes i nd money. whahaha. k it's a long long post. we shall see again. maybe aft a pretty long tme. :)
ok so here goes. i ended on wed, supposing at a disgustig hr of 7pm, but i could not take it any longer and decided to leave simpy at 630. God bless my paper. seriously, that is becos by that time, almost of the ppl r gone. u take 1hr to finish the paper only. haha. then i was supposed to go suntec and do some *ahem ahem* stuff, and realised, i could not!!! i was so disappointed and went to sit in hair inn with fang doing her hair. i felt so sad la. i wasted the 1st 4 hrs of my post exam away.
then..
we were supposed to go to lakeside fishing village for prawn fishing. jeanie was trying! but that place was really not very nice la. it din have a nice smell, and there were a lot of flies. but we already bought like a lot of bbq food (and a lot means, crabsticks, hotdogs, nuggets, marshmellow AND more crabsticks AND more hotdogs and yadayada) so we decided we shall go west coast park n bbq. so, jeanie drove to holland v and we bought the charcoal and stuff. then we went to west coast park.
so it's my first time there! and i like the place somehow. i dunno y. it's tranquil. and so we reached there at.. a whooping 2am! and start bbq-ing at 3? haha.and finished at 4am? it was just madness. but the food was plain delicious. i love hotdogs n nuggets. haha. thanx mx and jt. :):) then we chilled out at mac and i took the first train and SLEPT all the way.
now i m feeling tired. haha. but anyway it has been a very exciting post exam, but i dun really have time to play. we need to get down to doin stuff. and yes, i feel like my life is constantly about giving ppl surprises,i m just cracking my brain all the time abt how to SURPRISE YOU.haha. so surprising right? it's just fun hanging out with my members la. they have a great sense of humour. and jy just cracked the joke of the week. want to noe? ask me. it's crazy cos it's really so funny. anyway, i m just glad that your God is a miracle healer and he answers prayers and loves me and you. i totally agree! yeah. hahahhaa. it's funny. so happy 18th my dearest alice. we have improved. becos u r surprised. haha.
ok i will try to get some pics up. the rest probably at facebk or multiply. jus look out for them la hor. i realised, the ppl around me r really very funny. there is so much joy in my life. i feel blissful.
anw i have officially started work peeps. it's a money world, and yes i nd money. whahaha. k it's a long long post. we shall see again. maybe aft a pretty long tme. :)
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