i m back to blog again. haha. in the midst of studying. oh well.. i shall tok abt my dae.

today got back the rest of my gp. well.. i din fare too badly but cant say it is good lah. drop by one grade. geeZ. i had better buck up on my gp. oh den i went to watch new police story with lu jing. hey! it was such a nice show!!! yah.. i din think that jackie chan show can be this nice. really got more plot liao.. n nicolas is quite cute too. haha.

after went shopping ard. hmm.. today i bought some stuff too. bought a pencil case, a top, n a book. quite a couple of things ah.. recently i in a super reading mood.. keep on looking for books to read.

den i was with xueqi buying present.. man was it not easy buying present with her.. haha. but i m glad ivan liked the bag eventually. well.. all the efforts is worth it! okiez.. i m going off to mug. tml we r having JC cluster prayer meeting! yeah let's go man! gonna have a good night slp n back to getting maths tml.. nite guys.

haha. i have officially finished the book "i kissed dating goodbye". man did i not learn a lot from this book..

u noe wad? since the time when i noe that this is not the time for relationships, i have been trying to avoid "falling in love". but i guess in my heart i always feel that i m shortchanged. in this world of decling moral values, n u see younger n younger pple walking together, sometimes u may start to feel sorry for yourself den u cant step into these steps. u r deprived. ur frens toking abt how sweet their steads r to them n u wish u could have the same thing. i used to feel this way, long for this intimacy in a relationship. only to realise that i m wrong.

singlehood is a gift from God! actually, we r going to spend most of my lives with our counterpart. n this is abt the only time when u will be single!! n wad do we do? whine.. feel sad n sorry n wish that we were in a relationship. hey! we got to wake up n treasure our singlehood n do something for God! this is the time when u r most undistracted.. that u can put in ur heart n soul for God.

i want to learn to change my thinking towards my life, my singlehood. i want to live my singlehood to the fullest. i noe that my future is in God's hands.. n i dun need anything else other than God right now.

The right thing at the wrong time is still the wrong thing.

have read quite a lot from "I kissed dating goodbye". haha. weiqi i got to agree it is really a good book. cant take my eyes off it. taught me lots of things. i nv could think of my singlehood as a precious gift from God until i read this. jus realise that for most of my life i m going to live with sum1 else. n this is my youth which God has given me to serve Him wholeheartedly. hmm.. singlehood is a gift from God! we shld always seek holiness n purity in our lives. yepp!

i m running away...
i m running after?

i m home. haha. realise that nowadays sch is released so early! goodness.. today i was released at 11. tml no sch. haha. wed finish at 9 plus???? everyday is like that. oh my.. haha. jus typing some lame stuff lah..

oh yah.. today zhen ming wrote something really cool on my paper. (we were passing ard a paper which ur classmates were supposed to write sth for u) den he said that 他有幸在有生之年认识我这样的人，真是大开眼界．man.. was that a compliment! haha. i was really quite touched.. or shld i say flattered to receive such a comment.

got back my gp. wasnt too good u noe.. thank God it is only one paper. i still have the other. will be praying hard that i can do well for it. hey those mugging.. jia you okie.. may God be with u. i have really decided to mug. so u see that xiaoting is not slacking even after prelims! yeah! haha. jia you..

back again. coughing quite a bit. blogging cos i miss the warmth of a family. times when i m sick, i miss the love of my mum cos she used to really take care of me when i m sick. now the house is literally empty.. how i miss the warmth of a family!

jus finished the book "so much to tell u". it is really a very very very nice book! had me in tears u noe.. n the ending is so nice! haha. though i wish i could noe wad happen after that. man.. u noe wad? i guess in some ways i m quite like the girl in the story. probably i m a thousand times happier but somehow jus feel that parts of her resemble me. hee. though i tok so much n she dun tok at all. irony.

love this song..

"Your name is like honey on my lips
Your spirit like water to my soul
Your Word is a light unto my path
Jesus I love You
I love You"

hey btw.. jus to tok abt something i did today that made me feel really happy! i went to my aunt's hse. den there was this man that i always always see.. think he suffered from stroke n cant walk properly. walk super slowly. den the Holy Spirit prompted me to pray for him. mind u! he is a complete stranger. i was going to ignore it.. den i decided y not? so i approached him n his maid n asked him i could pray for him. it turned out that he cant hear or speak! den i prayed for him in chinese n i could feel the presence of God. hope that he will be better. cos i have seen him like that for so long n he is only 64! geez.. God pls heal him.. n it feels good to obey!

today had a great cgm! i jus love the presence of God. ;) today i could feel God's love flooding me! haha. today when i prayed for valerie n pam, before that jus praying in tongues, God's presence n love was so tangibly felt. wow!

jus now went to aunty place. once again realise the quietness in that place compared to the past. geeZ. i wish there will be life n joy in that place once again. feel like the pple there r so far away from God that the joy n the laughter is slowly slipping away.. oh man..

Jesus gimme Xiaoting a greater capacity to love.

i.am.sorry.

mugging!

hey i m back again! haha. jus toked to yulan and realised that our entire cg is in a MUGGING CRAZE! haha. can feel the mugging thingy in the air, suddenly everybody is so hardworking.. hmm.. i will be too k.. Jia you!

I.m.Your.Light.InTheMidstOfDarkness

I.m.Your.Light.InTheMidstOfDarkness

i m back again guys.. again again. haha. today jus finished my s paper. amazingly the paper is really not bad. as in i din get stuck. got things to write lah so i m still quite happy about that. do u all like the song "crossing over"? i simply luuurrrvvvveeee it! haha. anyway jus posting a msg here for hc chc pple to see k.. next thurs we r having cluster prayer meeting. thurs. 30/09 5 pm k.. pls let me noe if u can make it. ;)

jus now i was watching "touched by an angel". everytime i watch this show i will cry! it is so touching! i always end up in big big tears.. haha.

food for thoughts..

at the rate i m blogging, i guess it is pretty obvious how obsessed i m with my com now. jus some food for thought after reading my members' blog.

read cecilia n ian's blog. man was i touched. we need to hunger n thirst for the Holy Spirit like nv before. hey i want more of the Holy Spirit. i never ever want to be satisfied with what He has given me. i want more n more n more of Him.

another note, i m thinking of taking a double degree. english n chinese. i thot it would be good if i want to go into china to not jus be good in chinese but english also. Sis Meiyan said before that maybe i can go there n teach english. y not?

shopping spree~

hee. jus came back from shopping. really had a great time today! this is wad i bought..

1. Nike shoes. Peter, i think my shoes nicer than urs! haha.
2. 2 mango tops. really really nice tops u noe. wish i could show u all. ;)

wanted to buy board shorts (is that how u spell it) too. tried on a couple. some too big. some not big enough. but the board shorts feel so cool! i mean it. i wear redi dun feel like taking off. all of them near 80 bucks. but i still wanted so much to buy it! haha. but haven buy yet. wanna buy sweater too. today saw an adidas sweater RED! $109.. OH MY.. although i got money, but cant bear to buy that leh. hee.

yah. cant wait to wear.. and here i jus wanna say a big thank u to my papa in heaven for blessing me. i promise that i will be a blessing to others because u have blessed me. thank u.

I m back!!!!

hey hey! i m really back! haha. it feels really good to be typing away on my keyboard again.. sho sorrie to u john! haha. to all mugging all there, jia you k.. cos i finished my prelims! hee.

got a great greeat testimony to share.. will share on sat in cg den i put here k.. not to break all of ur surprise. finally prelims is over. haha. it jus doesnt feeel like it. yesterday went to watch 13 going on 30 with cecilia. it is not over yet u noe! the show is really nice, such a sweeeet show. oh n i bought jerry's album n boy, he is jus totally cuuttteee!!!!! haha. ask cecilia n she will noe wad i mean.

dun u just like my new blogskin? man, i m falling in love with it. n it is playing destiny's child emotion. quite nice lah, but i m looking for another song actually. yeeppp! any ideas?

that is all i guess. really like my new blog now. haha. anyway i will be back again, take care guys!

back again..

hi guys! back after many many days of no com, haix. i feel like something is missing from my life. u noe.. haix.

studying is not really that fun leh.. quite tiring n exhausting at times. haix. but then it is okie.. with Christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm. hee.

today had my gp paper. it was okie lah.. but on another note, my revision is really slow leh. i think i m so lag now.. haha. all my revision schedule all messed up. GeeZ. but i m glad i m going to hols again. haha.

last sunday was good.. svc was really good. ;) Sun rocks at zPop~ although there were some stupid pple who did silly things.. saw jj also, stella and a lot others. not bad lah..

i think i m crapping a bit. jus feel like logging on to say some stuff. hee.