从来都没有想过文字是我的专长，但是我却羡慕那些能挥洒自如的朋友。刚看了康熙来了。这电视节目是我很欣赏的一个， 我总觉得它没有其他的综艺节目来的肤浅，而我喜欢它带给我的启发。

今天上节目的是伊能静，而今天的节目也给了我很多感触。当我在听着康永念着她的书时，有一种默默的感动。她所使用的文字很美。文人常常会喜欢咬文嚼字，她并不是这样。那一段话捕捉的是一种淡淡的感觉，带有一些神秘色彩，但却让人感到真实，仿佛身临其境。

我好希望有一天我能这样的写出我人生的经历，虽然现在如我所希望，在中文系上课，但是因为生活有时会有些枯燥乏闷，我开始把读华文当作是理所当然，也开始不懂得如何去发掘它的美。理想与现实往往都有个距离，但是相信他的好处是，他能让理想成为现实。

人生是不是一系列的失败，爬起来，学习，成功，再失败，再爬起来，再成功？

人生是很美丽的。

十八岁的天空

我真得很喜欢看这部戏。非常非常喜欢。十八岁的天空。连名字都取得好好好好听。

看了这部戏有种甜滋滋的感觉。看着一个个十八岁的少年，如何走出叛逆的时期，如何为一个目标奋斗，如何学会达成梦想，让我好怀念穿制服的日子，也让我蠢蠢欲动，打起当老师的念头。

我喜欢古越涛！哈哈

我很喜欢这部戏里给人满足的感觉。人生是美好的，值得憧憬的，是给予人无限幻想的。而不管你是谁，都有做梦与去追求梦想的权利。我要过这样的生活。（（（（：

it is so xiaoting...

it is so xiaoting that frm time to time i will start to think n to dream. i cant deny the fact that we live in a fallen world! haah. i always like how sheryl blogged in her blog.. let's see if i will ever manage to write sth so well.

there was once a little ger.... who hated herself, hated the world ard her, and hated everything. she felt sad n most of the time she despised herself.

one day her prince charming came, swept her off her feet and assured that she is everything he is made for. he loved her with all of his heart, n of cos she did too. she loved him so much...

but she realli could not believe that this man loved her. to her, she is so ugly, so not worthy of his love. how can an ugly duckling like her be tog with a man so perfect?

and she decided to run away. from him n frm his love. she could not bear to live in his arms and she felt so inadequate.

thank God this prince charming did not give up on her but loved her to the end. he wooed her... to the ends of the earth. and he made a promise, i will nv nv nv nv let u go. even if u were to run to the ends of the earth, i will be there.

sometimes she feels lost, confused, as if all this is not real, but his appearance assured her that there is really hope on earth. she is not hopeless, she is not destinied for failure, becos of him, everything is going to be so okie. n no matter wad happened, she knew deep in her heart that this man will be there for her.

daddy, a big thank You to u. when hope is gone, You gave me hope. when love is depleted, u put in me the strength to love. teach me how to walk every single day becos u noe that i simply cannot cannot cannot live without You. i dunno how to carry on if You dun show me. i dunno how i can continue walking if u r not there for me.

remind me always that u will write a beautiful story out of my life with a beautiful ending. all is not lost darling.

caring system

was jus thinking bout it. think God has realli been speaking to me thru different means n pple about hearing the Word of God. the rhema Word. issit in bible studies or meetings n in reading the Bible, God has been emphasizing on this alot. about hearing the rhema Word. and isnt it true? that we really need to hear from God so that our lives r not one big boring routine that we keep on doing the same thing expecting different results but we noe that whatever we do is a divine Word from God.

i dun wan! jus to live my life in routine every day. i dun wan! jus to do it for the sake of doing it.

i wan to do wad God speaks to me about.

so let us not live our lives in some routine... doing for the sake of doing. let's step out n step into success, into wad God has called us to.

gambathe!

this is so fun!

hey guys try this! this is so cool i think.. haah.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=s_targazing

还好我不是新加坡人

我从来都并不认为我是一个爱国主义者。。大家也常说新加坡人并不那么爱国，就当台湾人开始辱骂新加坡人时，我们也并不那么在意。

但是，但我看到龙应台所写的文章的标题时，我不禁感到愤愤不平。读了那篇文章后，更是感到生气，总想说，你凭什么批评我们？我心里其实充满着愤怒，但是我并不想写出不理性的看法，但是我还是很生气！

而我又继续的读他谈到台湾的文化，虽然同样是在批评台湾的文化，在语气上却是那么的不一样。

suddenly i jus could not realli express myself in chinese. shall do it in english instead. i used to kind of despise this place that i live in, thinking that we dun realli have our own characteristics and stuff. but u noe wad? over the yrs i have learnt to appreciate this envt i live in. i used to think of singapore as a place of no achievements, but over the yrs i realise that i m wrong! i used to read the papers and see so many singaporeans being high-achievers overseas.. issit behind the scenes doing graphics, sound and things like that.. and also singaporeans making a name for themselves overseas.. i m so proud of them! and i m loving this place that i m living.. and i m also convinced that we do produce talents! we r not a country n a pple who listen to our government and let our government dictate our lives and decide what we shld do! instead! we are pple who have dreams.. and we live it. pple like royston tan, nickson fong, elim chew, and so many so many other pple that have done our country proud! and seriously, pls dun think that singaporeans r jus a bunch of losers who dun really care bout wad u say bout them. we have international achievements, issit as a country or as individuals.. and we deserve the respect becos we have earned it. and for goodness sake, although we r still pretty repressed as a country, our PAP is really much better than many governements in the world and although i dun agree with them on everything, i m glad that i m a singaporen!!!!!

还好我是个新加坡人！

sorry for this blasting over this really really outdated article. it has really been a long time. haha. but i jus expressing my views.

having a great time

these few days i realli felt like i had a great time. God was jus speaking to me bout many many things and it is jus so amazing. really excited in my spirit bout wad God is going to do this yr. (:

stepping into 2006

tdy will probably be one of the last days in which i really played hard. last few days i think i really set out to play. and i did it. but i really enjoyed my last day of my chinese new yr holiday.

i shld jus summarise the things i did these couple of days.

friday i went back to hc. went shoppping. caught the last episode of love concierge.

sat went tm to shop for a while n bought a lovely top. da sao chu (not realli la) and reunion dinner.

sunday went bai nian and at night caught i not stupid too midnight.

monday went out studying and came back studying (acty i din accomplish much) n watched geisha.

n i shld i think comment on geisha. but i m too tired. haha.

tdy went out n went 61 gathering.

and i m so happy i went. we had such a good time jus toking bout the good OLD times. it is really so funny. haah. i laughed so so so hard abt all the silly things that happened. i think i have to stop it if not i will continue to comment.. i miss hc. haah. but it is really amazing cos so much happened in 2 yrs. i really treasure those memories of hc.. times when u really have classmates n good frens n everybody jus bond with everybody. i think it is difficult to do that in uni.

and like wad biao said, we r really different. as in our class is really special. we r like no other. we r so nonsensical and lame, and what's more, our lameness is so out of the world! haah. other than the 61ders, nobody will get n understand our jokes. normal pple wun laugh. realli. haah. i really suggest that we write a song called 我们这一班。

u will realise that everyone of our classmates has sth special. their own 特征. n that is like so interesting cos each one of us is so unique n we r so different but yet we come tog as one. i love it! haha. i love it when we laugh at things that r not really so funny.. i love it when we r lame.. i love it when we come tog n jus tok nonsense.. haha. i love it when we r noisy.. and we r. and according to the guys, the 4 of us r super noisy and always distract them during tutorials!!!! haha. i din realise that until tdy i think. wad a revelation. haha.

and 61 is jus such an interesting class with such interesting characters in it.. wei biao.. wun u write a book abt us and publish it pls?? call it.. 我们这一班。haha. pls pls.. let this inspire u! haha.

i had so much so much fun. thanks guys for such a wonderful time. love all of u. and i love 61 too! haha.