很久没有写部落格了。

在和szeyin说话时，提到我坐在黑暗中。

听起来很奇怪，可是有时候，我喜欢黑夜带来的平静。

我需要时间独处，思考，感受生命，感受自己，感受祂的同在。

今天在翻译室里，和她的一番话，深深的感动了我。

我享受，珍惜每一次和她相处的时间。

it's a God moment.

这个星期的起起伏伏，差点儿就让我招架不住。

但是，一切都要随祂的意成就了。

这将是一个振奋人心的旅程。

你，准备好了吗？

我不知道，有什么词汇可以形容我现在的心情。

to tell you the truth, i'm very very touched. by you.

it was just a decision, to trust and obey.

speechless.

just a sidenote.

i have just been paying a little more attention to the soccer games. 'cos i have members supporting liverpool and member (note the singular) supporting man u.

and so, this season, i'm particularly interested.

i'm not an avid fan of any, but i'm just amazed to see, by how confident man u was, to liverpool thrashing aston villa 5-0.

can someone explain to me what is happening? it's blowing me away.

喜欢星期天凌晨的这个时间。

感慨。

真的很喜欢心星的泪光。

虽然是偶像剧，却让我哭的稀里哗啦。

感动。

这出剧很真实。

里头的爱，挣扎，冲突，刻骨铭心不停的牵引着我。

喜欢完全投身于一个故事，似乎把自己的感觉都寄托在里头。

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结束后，就一直在忙。

我不讨厌忙碌，却十分厌恶盲碌。

忙得，我连自己都感觉不到。

告诉自己，明天要放个大假，好好的感受自己。

我想好好的思考，未来的路，到底要怎么走。

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好像麻木了。

更好像和最深层的自己脱节了。

i need solitude.

门打开了。

快得令人无法置信。

我心想，真的这样就可以？

今天，证实了我的想法。

没有不劳而获的事。

你愿意吗？

你准备好了吗？

SERIOUSLY.

I CANNOT TELL U HOW EXCITED I AM.

THAT AFTER 12PM TML. I AM A FREE MAN. OR RATHER, A FREE WOMAN.

LIKE FREEEEEEEE.

SPELL FREEDOM.

more than my desires,

i want to do Your will more.

it's not always easy, but Lord, i want you in my life more than anything else in this world.

and so i m willing to sacrifice.

stress.

one of my looooonnnggggg time good friend emailed me. n i feel so excited.

i havent seen her or talked to her for so long!

missed her a lot!

n though i'm dead tired, i wanna fellowship w her!

i miss him a lot.

and almost forgot, how close he is to my heart.

我一想到，到家时，不需要急着睡觉，明天起来写论文，而可以看心星的泪光，就超开心的。哈哈。

然后想到，明天睡到几点都可以，这样的感觉。。。

好棒哦！ 哈哈。

虽然还没完全完成啦。哈哈。

原本以为，写完后，会大叫一声，然后欢呼，谁知道，写完后，却有不踏实的感觉踏进来。

突然害怕了。

突然畏缩了。

i really hope everything's ok.

on another note, i really finished 20,000 words. in fact, i wrote 21,000. hahaha.

i feel that i m shortchanging my readers, if i do not pen this down. haha.

was just reading my blog, and i mentioned, how God really answered my prayers the other time.

well on fri night, i was toking to MY about this long-time dream of mine, that i thought would take a while to come to pass.

u wun believe it. i was just thinking.. how nice it would be if i can ...... (do this thing)

and the next day, i had a God-encounter in church with one of the most amazing ppl i know.

i know, it almost felt like a dream.

and this amazing person offered me a chance, to fulfill this long-time dream of mine.

and my jaws dropped. when she told me, i asked her,

"u mean i really can????"

and she said," OF COURSE!!!"

and so, i m ever closer, to what He has called me to.

it's so amazing, that there's no other words to describe it.

sometimes i feel like i m not living on earth anymore.

because it feels like heaven.

and u must be wondering, xiaoting wad r u toking abt?

you will see it, if u get a chance. haha. VERY VERY SOON!!

exciting!~

and i can only say.

my God is so good. like wad this person shared with me, we're nothing without Him.

and i know, without You, all this would not have been possible.

thank You for hearing, and answering, yet once again. love you a lot.

WISDOM.

DILIGENCE.

PREPARATION.

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS.

excited.

MY LATEST LOVE!!!!