2014 has been much kinder to me I feel.
2013 was a huge struggle... when I first transited to motherhood, having to balance everything...
I just read a mum's post, where she shared how she struggled in the earlier years... that's exactly how I feel. A lot of struggles...
这一年，我常常思考很多事情。
想搬家
想旅行
想宣教
想念书
好想 好想 好想
心中有许许多多的渴望，但心里也知道时候未到。
家里变得热闹了，但眼泪也多了，争吵也多了，我渐渐发觉我们是那么需要恩典。
没有恩典，我们又怎么可能坚持到今天……
In 2014, I really started to enjoy being a mother. Maybe because Jaime is more grown up, maybe because I have gotten used to the idea of being a mum. I just enjoy playing with her... sitting down with her... especially in these last few weeks when life has slowed down, I just enjoyed spending time with her a lot :)
It is so easy for me to look at what others have and what I don't have... that I constantly have to remind myself how blessed I am. How God has provided for us and we are not in lack. How help will always come readily to us. How somehow in the midst of all the craziness I manage to do what I do... and get a chance to serve God the way I serve God now...
I am so grateful :)
I think one thing I will really remember this year... is as a mother, I actually get to do missions with Pastor. I never thought this might be possible.. but Taiwan, Skudai is a BIG dream come true. Or rather, actually I didn't even dreamed about it... God did exceedingly abundantly above what I can think or imagine...
In spite of the ups and downs in ministry this year, I am grateful for my one decade in CG ministry! :) Woohoo... milestone accomplished...
Amidst a loss this year... God is still so so so good...
Thank You for Your grace
Thank You for You...
You are more than enough...
#goodbye2014 #hello2015
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