y do i feel so awful.

the day before the big day.

y do i feel like that.

明天的毕业典礼 将为这四年的学习生涯 划上完美的句点

从谢师宴回来 感慨万分

蓝老师说到 我觉得你会做很特别的工作 让我感到异常欣慰

"do sth extraordinary" he wrote

thank you for these 4 beautiful yrs.

你说要随风去流浪

我说

带我

一同飞翔吧

i walked out feeling wowed, and reminded once again, of why i am doing what i am doing.

it is so impt, that we do not allow our values to be diluted.

hold fast to the convictions of ur heart.

recently i have been forcing myself to think a lot. but i don't really think i want to bore you with whatever that I am thinking about. haha.

Dong came out on Sat and i had an awesome time fellowshipping with him! a pity we did not bring out our cameras, cos we had a great time hunting out haji lane. actually i think we were not at haji lane la, in the vicinity though. there were so many cool shops that we visited! that makes me feel like opening a store like that in the future.

anyway, i will try to put up some pics of taiwan. it is quite lame but i only took one picture there? haha. as in with me inside the picture. i think? at least none in my camera la.

so there you go!

it was a surprise trip so i only booked the tickets the day before. first time taking a plane alone so it was quite exciting. came back with pst zhuang n 2 other pastors from another church though. :)

upon arrival, i was prepared to take a bus myself to the hotel. but thank God, the workers from new life had to come to the airport so they came and picked me up. Had fun fellowshipping w them!

and the first night, we had nth to do, and guess wad?

i went shopping alone!!! haha. cos pst joe was not free, n everybody was doin rehearsals, so i went to tong hua night market myself and bought quite a lot of things. shopped for 2 whole hrs there. haha.

btw, i was really blessed cos the place we stayed was awesome. i liked the hotel. :)

This is my roomie! And u do know who she is right? haha. Miss Singapore universe 2006! She is really really nice and warm, and took good care of me! Enjoyed fellowshipping with her. She is gorgeous! Ppl will come up to her and ask to take photo with her. Haha. This is the only pic that u will see me inside i think. Ha.

give u a glimpse of the BIG toilet. It's really big. with a bathtub, a wardrobe and a shower cubicle. and the toilet bowl is the kind that u can find in ntu. Haha. with lots of gadgets and buttons and u can even warm ur toilet seat. Lol.

Cannot really tell but anyway this is my room la. Haha. n they had internet access so u see me on msn at night too! :)

I m taking a super long time to do this, and i want to sleep! will update more when i can. :)

Nights to all!

did i ever tell you

I HEART DR BERNARD.

listening to him everytime, is such an experience and privilege.

amazing how God can impart something like that and use man in such a way.

recently there have been many ppl ard me, who change in the way of their thinking, went far away from God or church for that matter. Some are people who grew up with me, some are people I love. I asked myself, if these people can fall, get discouraged, go off track, how about me? Can i really fight the good fight, and run the race of faith?

yest during worship, God showed me sth so beautiful, a scene that i almost forgot.

when i was in sec 2, i used to stay in my uncle's house which is on the 16 floor.

i will open the windows and window grills wide to overlook the whole neighbourhood and pray.

one night, i was moved by the Lord, 12 plus am in the morning, i was looking at the whole neighbourhood, lights and all.

with tears in my eyes, i told the Lord.

God, even if the whole world will give up on u, God forbid but even my ldrs, i will never...

and i said never...

give up on You.

and i stood there for a long time, with tears streaming down my eyes.

Yest, God reminded me. Ting, rem that promise?

yes Lord. i remember.

There was this random day at the airport, that me ting n dong overnight there. I think i was trying to do my fyp, ting trying to do her work, and dong was just purely bo liao. haha.

this is him w hair on. woo hoo~

just being random. (:

今天在小组的时候，婷说了一句话，让我好感动。

她说，当我看到晓亭的生命，在这六个月来，神所做的一切，我觉得很稀奇。我们真的可以相信，神为我们预备了美好的事。而且祂所应许的，必要成就。

是啊。

我真的无法想像。

今天在翻聚会时，pst aries 说，神赐给我们明确的呼召，常常是在我们进行一般的呼召时。（general calling）

你知道吗？我从来不知道我有能力去承担这一切。

主让我看到最美好的事情，也让我看到我前所未见不好的一面。

可以倾诉的人越来越少。

tdy pst joe said sth that i laughed at, but it went straight into my spirit.

he said, you are stronger than that.

what a statement.

主啊，我不明白，为什么这一切正在我眼前发生。我也不明白，你要成就的是什么。我很感恩，因为你带领我每一个脚步。我求你保守我，让我不停的爱你，为你而活。don't stop drawing me God.

and help me, to make sense of all that is happening. so much happen, that i don't seem to be able to digest.

and i need strength to face up to all these. there is a reason, and i believe i can.