轻轻的，淡淡的，美美的，爱情故事。

这似乎是这几天，我所看的电影的特征。:)

《誓约》就是这样。

它的淡和美，和我看的偶像剧产生了强大的对比。

有人认为，太不切实际，太像童话了。

有时候，看了这样的戏后，我总会提醒我自己，梦，仍然是梦。

但是，有时候和他说话时，他也总会提醒我，爱情，在生活中，仍然存在的。

人生如戏，戏如人生嘛。

是，我始终是爱情的头号粉丝。

对于布拉图的那个希腊传说，我还是有那么一点点心动。

someone once said, We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another.

i like wad jeremy said in leap years,

"i think it takes courage to resist being with someone for the sake of being with someone."

how apt a quote, for the world we live in.

"a leap, of love"

today is my best running so far. i was really dreading it, and felt like it was really torturous. but to tell the truth, i really din feel that torturous while running today. in fact, i kind of enjoyed it. that's my greatest achievement so far! haha. i used to hate running in sch so much and i really dun like 2.4km, but now i'm amazed by the progress. *crossing my fingers and praying this routine will last*. so frens, u will support me won't u? Pls help me by not asking me out for supper, or at least bring me out n forbid me from eating. that u're doing me a great great favour.

i hope i have enough determination to last me through, and i hope i only take 3 months to shed all the weight i want to. I pray, i focus, i ask.

and friends, u will support me huh? :)

on another note, just heard abt chen guan xi.

讲真的，虽然每个人都对他的过错非常生气，但是，人非圣贤，孰能无过？佩服他的勇气，喜欢他站出来的决心。给他多一个机会吧。我似乎太宽容了一点，可是对于勇敢认错的人，我还是欣赏的，不是吗？

i really dunno wad to post. haha.

recently, i have a bit of time on my hands, for some reason i dunno. BUT. i dun think this situation will last long. becos i started like publicising it, so i believe i'm gonna get bz soon.

and i need to exercise, and lose weight. i have no idea how much weight i put on, but it's definitely not little.

and Pst Tan preached an awesome msg. certain things in my heart. i hope u caught it.

and thank God for friends, for the joy, the support, the company, it's really appreciated. thanx for the v day company, for the suppers, for the movies, for the phone calls, for the sms-es, for even saying hi, n for replying me on msn.

i appreciate the fact that i'm a priority in ur life, and in urs, and urs and urs. really. thank you for letting me in, thank you for always sharing, thank you for always listening, and thank you for letting me know, if ever i need u, u'll be there.

i love you, and you and you and you. love you friends. i think u guys noe who u r.

to some, which i hope u catch it, there r certain things xiaoting can do if i want to, but i can't do it forever. i want to be there for u, but i also want u to learn to move on. and i honestly believe u can. u have this thing inside inside inside, that's waiting to release itself.

let's get up and live, shall we?

最近唯一感到的一些些苦恼，是当我看到朋友们难过，伤心，distressed, 而我爱莫能助。是一个“洁癖”吧，我真的希望身边的人，可以过得快乐。因为对我来说，快乐是一个多么重要的东西，不是吗？

不管你身边发生什么事，我们都可以让自己开心的笑，不是吗？

我发现，如果要选择，该烦恼的事情，要烦恼的事情还是很多的，但是。。。

yest i said, sleep is the greatest commodity of my life. acty i think, joy is more like it.

i can't live without smiling, and having joy in my life for a day.

and i want to walk out every day, knowing that i can smile, becos i have Him in me.

ya?

so to all my frens, i wish u happiness and joy, always n always,

n if there is anything i can do to make u smile in the midst of ur tiredness, stress, weariness, i will gladly do it. (haha i hope.)

this is the day that the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it!!

jus finished watching coffee prince and i had a good time praying. He is good. love u Lord. and love Your presence and how it comforts my soul. Thank You Jesus, for showing up whenever I need You there.

i will sing forever
Jesus I love You Jesus I love You

CNY is going to be over soon, before i knew it, it just passed me by like that. :) it's back to work, cg, church and frens again.

anw, met up with 61ders on tues. had a good time laughing, toking rubbish and crapping with them. it's jus awesome.

i realised that most of us have not really changed, but we have grown.

from "gossiping" about ppl, to toking abt the society, abt politics, abt our lives, we have grown, haven't we?

before we know it, wedding bells will start to ring.

time passes me by so fast. so fast. that is y i've decided.

我要非常认真的过生活。

真的。

wanted to blog. abt stuff. i'm excited every mon becos i get to watch 斗牛要不要. seriously, he is shuai. haha. ok enough of that.



just to update.



ok sat i went to taka to watch lim yang n frens, aka samba masala busk. honestly it was quite cool. :) kind of like strikeforce, n there n then i experienced the "power" of the percussion instruments.



then i told minyi, i like guys who can play the drums, piano, guitar and sax. siao right. such a wide range. but i think that guys who play drums r really cool. haha. which reminds me of sth i was toking to jeremy abt tdy. but anw let's forget abt it.



anw to sum it up, i think that percussion is powerful! and interesting really. i'm glad i got to meet them on sat. frens r such impt ppl huh. haha.



最近发生了一些事情，在一些人身上。过了这么久，我真的感觉到一种无力感。对于自己的无助，我真的真的很难过。或许人都是这样的吧，我们都对自己不能控制的事情而感到沮丧。



not being able to be there, not being able to doing sth for you, you and you, sometimes makes me feel like i'm not a good fren, or even not a good ...



i wish i can be there. i wish i can share ur sorrows. i wish i can stretch out my hand and u'll take it, and i can pull u out of that ditch.



i wish...



to end off, here's a pic of samba masala. (SMU) oh man i'm promoting them on my blog! haha.







i think ly is a nice bf. :) and i think his head will really swell.


and i think u shld pay me for promoting u on my blog. this is great advertisement. ha.

it seems like a looong while since i blogged. recently i'm really not so in the mood for blogging. :)

acty, i also dunno wad to say. haha.

but anyway, i'm glad CNY is coming. it's a time for food, for fun and for laughter.

was just toking to Minyi just now and she was persuading me to go orchard tml.

just want to say, that i really appreciate her and lim yang. yes LIM YANG. hahha. trying to emphasize that and insist on not calling him Yang. hee.

we dun really meet a lot, tok a lot or share a lot, but somehow, i do treasure this friendship that i hide at the back of my life somewhere.

and honestly, i've got to repeat myself, LIM YANG HAS CHANGED!

everybody thinks like i'm toking nonsense but it's true it's true it's true. He really has.

and he has changed for the better.

cool eh i'm complimenting him on my blog. haha.

i used to rem me n mei used to say when we were in sec sch, that he will make a good bf. haha. so that's true too.

k tml watching lim yang busking at taka. :) i'm being nice huh.

signing off peeps. seriously i cant really stand the trend nowadays. nth for me to buy. sho sad.