it has been a crazy life since monday.

i cannot remember when was the last time i slept so little for such a long period of time.

and i am amazed i am hanging on, just that everytime i hit home, it's almost immediately my head hits the bed.

and it's only the first module.

i need Your grace.

you know i always wanted to be stretched, to expand myself, because i know, when you are stretched, your life will not go back to the same again.

and i am being stretched.

since monday, the earliest i am home was yest, i reached home at 930. from sch. ha.

i was telling ahma this is so not xiaoting u know? i used to stay in sch for almost only precisely 20 hours a week. now is entirely different.

i need to pray, need to seek Your face, need to love You. (:

it's the 4th day, and it's going strong. 14 days feel like a long time, i wonder how pastor does it.

i'm supposed to blog abt this shock that hit me yest, but i guess it's becos i was so tired, i was so shocked. haha. or the other way round, whatever it is.

n i started to think. whenever i walk on the streets, there are so many ppl i know that i would bump into. some are just meant to be visitors, some meant to be passers-by, some meant to be here for a lifetime. and i cannot imagine how many ppl have passed thru my life. and yest, i was reminded of one of them. relationship is such an amazing thing isn't it? i felt that's the power of viral marketing. and sometimes i wonder, who are meant to pass by, who are meant to stay, who are meant to be thee frens.. that last for a lifetime? i was reminded of what pst robb said.

k i m going off to pray. xiaoting jia you.