Monday, September 26, 2005

reminisces

was jus reading my blog in another place. was so amazed by the things that God brought me through. yet reading it put a once new desire in me. i really want to love God more than i ever did before.

u noe pple once asked me.. how can a person keep on loving the Lord? and i asked myself before too. u noe like Pst Kong.. He has been a Christian for 30 yrs.. y is he able to love God more n more?

den i remembered i told the person. u can love Him because He first loved us. u noe sth.. we cant love God on our own. we dun have the strength. we love Him becos the Holy Spirit will put that desire within us to love.

so here i m once again Lord..

asking that u help me to love you so much more.

that every single day i will love u more than my yesterday..

and keep me close to u every moment of my life.

i wan to live for You.

help me Holy Spirit..

Saturday, September 24, 2005

久久无法释怀

i simply live for You

SAY THE WORD AND I WILL SING FOR YOU
OVER OCEANS DEEP I WILL FOLLOW
IF EACH STAR WAS A SONG
EVERY BREATH OF WIND PRAISE
IT WILL STILL FAIL BY FAR
TO SAY ALL MY HEART CONTAINS
I SIMPLY LIVE
I SIMPLY LIVE FOR YOU

AS THE GLORY OF YOUR PRESENCE
NOW FILLS THIS PLACE
IN WORSHIP WE WILL MEET YOU FACE TO FACE
THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
TO WHICH YOU CAN BE COMPARED
GLORY ON GLORY
PRAISE UPON PRAISE

YOU BIND THE BROKEN-HEARTED
AND SAVE ALL MY TEARS
BY YOUR WORD
YOU SET THE CAPTIVES FREE
THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
THAT YOU CANNOT DO
I SIMPLY LIVE
I SIMPLY LIVE FOR YOU

Friday, September 23, 2005

失望

哈。当我们写“失望”时,常常是写自己的失望。往往没想到今天写的失望是我让别人失望。

好想大声地说“对不起!”好想大声地喊“对不起!”

对不起 对不起 对不起 对不起

好希望时光能倒流。这一切像是一场梦。噩梦。

对不起
有人曾告诉我,这句话有无穷的力量。
今天,我好用力地说对不起,却发现这三个字失去了他的魔力。
那我该怎么办?

我讨厌让人失望,难过的感觉。
宁可天下人负我,我绝不负天下人?

现在连文字都失去它的魔力。

。。。

chatting

jus finished chatting with helen. enjoyed it so much. missed the times when i can jus pick up the phone or sms her to tok to her! now i cant do that. gee.... now online it feels a bit different. but i still enjoyed it. :)

thank God for friendships. :)

Thursday, September 22, 2005

new blogskin!

yay! i have finally changed my blogskin! haha. i m sho happy. isnt this nice? i really really liked it! Jesus is the reason y i live! yay!!!!

i feel sort of evil cos i m wasting time sitting in front of my com. but these few days i have been really happy cos God really has been good to me. On wed i had such a great time in sch! this week we start lecture with a wonderful lecturer from bei da. hee. half of my dream coming true? even liang wen fu was there. n i absorbed during sociology class though i dozed off la. hee. n i had great lessons nowadays n there is jus such a flow in my life.. the oil of the Holy Spirit.

n i have a magic weighing machine! it makes u lighter! haha. my dad stood on it and he lost 7 kg. muahahahaha. jus last sun i went ikea to buy a lot a lot of things to decorate my room. n i packed my room for like 8 hours???? can u like believe it? but there is a great sense of satisfaction looking at my room now.. haha. it is so much neater. :)

xiao ting is a happy girl.. jus on tues God started another work in me again. man i m telling u.. it is jus absolutely awesome to live for God!

i love You Jesus!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 12, 2005

jus wan to blog b4 i slp. i really like penning my thots down. now amidst my busy schedule, i seldom have time to think except maybe during travelling. n that is y pple ask me if i mind the long distance frm ntu. not really becos i appreciate that time in which i think and sleep too. haha.

tdy was a rainy day. i used to dislike rainy days thinking that they r inconvenient n troublesome n they make me wet. but i enjoyed the day. :) i like the freshness in the air after it rains. i like the cool breeze that it carries. i like walking after it rains.

jus now was jus teaching tuition n God awakened this in me. shall pen it down in chinese.

每个人一生下来都有这样东西“童真”。而今天我好像看到“童真"的再现。哈哈哈哈。轻描淡写的几句话,提醒了我我们每个人都有着一份上帝赐的礼物。只是因为现实的残酷,生活的步伐,罪恶的恶心,把它淹没了。我好想唤起心中那一份“童真”。难怪人家说童年是最让人怀念的。而看到别人能够那么单纯,才发现能拥有单纯,童真是一个福气。:)

Sunday, September 11, 2005

back frm service n tuition n stuff. glad that the week is over. cos it has not been ez. but service was great! love it when pst toked abt it n stuff. cos it is jus amazing. the heart of worship.

jus feel that all of us really need to have the heart of worship becos this is wad it is all about. u noe everytime u think bout pple like abraham n david n stuff u really wonder.. how do they do it? but yet u also yearn to walk with God like that. to be so entwined around Him. yep. that is the heart of worship.

tdy took a walk around bugis. finally after so long. kind of missing shopping but kind of tired of getting things as well. though i m also quite tired of my wardrobe. :) but gave wei yi bs tdy n enjoyed it. :) and enjoyed toking to my members as well. :) it is nice to have fellowship.

this week is my mid term break!!!!! yay! although i still will be as busy as ever, let us hope i will have a teeny weeny little bit of more time to catch up on my studies!

n let us have a breakthru this week... revival revival revival.

and helen jus emailed me! man.. it is like that kind that makes u all sentimental n wanting to cry. i miss that ger! n i noe she is reading this. u noe sometimes i really wish i can be overseas studying.. but guess that is jus not the will of God for me. but i really wanna experience it if i ever get a chance. if God wants me to, that is. if not den i will make ntu heaven on earth. :) i will really really try. haha. and helen, gambate! behind u all the way n praying for u gal. love ya lots.

okie going off. think i gonna blog more often. wanna change my blogskin too.

anybody want to do it for me? hee. nite.

Friday, September 02, 2005

hihi. i m in da bian room now blogging. jus feel that God has been such a good God to me since sch reopen. that God has been really guiding me and giving me strength to work, lead cg and study at the same time. now i noe what does it mean that the steps of the righteous r ordered by the Lord. yep.

chan eng n i was jus toking abt it. how can Pst Kong do it???? where does he get his strength from? den the next day i was jus praying and the presence of God jus came and God told me this is how Pastor does it! and now i really know what it means by "cant live a day without Your presence" Lord. the presence of God is jus so precious in my life and i m really sustained every day by that. gee i love Him and His presence!

yup God is good and i got nice tuition assignments and good frens and fantastic cg members! haha.357 i love u. hee. jus realise that u guys get more n more adorable as the days go past. haha. thank you for standing in prayer with me to believe for a breakthrough in the cg! love all of u!

:)