wishlist

my wishlist for my 21st bday. due to popular demand.

ok many have asked me wad do i want for my bday. this is wad i really. (tell me wad u wan, wad u really really want) ha. anyway, i noe many of the things r out of ur budget, so it's ok. ur thought is appreciated.

1. a good n nice digi cam.
2. a good n nice handphone.
3. a good n nice mp3 player. muahaha.
4. a new wallet.
5. perfume
6. clothes, bags, belts, shoes.. u get wad i mean.

i jus wan to say this, i really dun dare to put up my wishlist, jus in case i end up having 10 bottles of perfumes for my birthday. u guys jus exercise ur discretion ok? haha.

and i used to really want a NUM bag. my members know that. but i haven been into the shop for a long time, n i think their bags r kinda ex. but if u see a nice bag in there, i dun mind. and really, i have 50dollars off their bags. so u can ask me for the voucher too. muaahhaha.

yup that is it. see ya on fri!

有时候，不经意的一句话，对别人的影响，却可以是很大。

人与人之间的关系，就是那么微妙，那么神奇，也那么fragile。

让我们勇敢起来吧。

61

sorry for flooding my blog. haha.

那天在这么多天后，终于看到61的朋友，可惜大便不能来。

我很喜欢见到chow。他是一个与众不同的老师，他总是能够和我们打成一片。和他在一起没有冷场的时候，我们总是能无所不谈，而看到61的人，总是能让我想念61的日子。

i love 61.

61 给我的感觉就是不一样。可能是在那里遇到的朋友，我很珍惜61的outing。

彪，gonna miss u really. 你总是我们的joker,更珍惜你和kw的presence.你们总是能让开怀大笑，想到以前的一切，总是让我好开心好开心。

helen, 你一直都会在我心里有个特别的位置。因为你是个很特别的朋友，真的。love u.

现在不想写给其他人，时间到了就会写吧。只是想到我可能很久很久都不会看到全部聚集在一起，总会有点难过。

天下无不散之筵席

感觉我们长大了。

也感觉it's time to step out.

make this yr the best yr yet.

我们要翻转世界

我们长大了

我感觉到自己老了

很喜欢做的一件事情，是看到61的朋友。在61，我们就是有着一种不一样的默契。感觉就是不一样。也是在和他们聚在一起时，我感觉自己在成长。

这个星期，当我告诉别人我要21岁时，我的堂姐们都是，哇，这么快！

是啊，这么快。我长大了

正在和维彪谈话，只有21岁的人，才会说到我们要做什么，去哪里吧。

我以前从来不觉得21岁有什么了不起。现在才觉得，其实老了，责任也多了。

but maturity doesn't come with age, it comes with the shouldering of responsibility. that's right.

我要长大了

(:

我要恢复

我好想念华语

刚看了一个朋友的部落格

发现自己用华语写字好幼稚，好不成熟

是时候了

taiwan emerge

脱颖而出

我为此行感谢神

因为他是信实的

在新加坡 台湾

我的生命

因你而改变

能服侍你

是我这辈子最大的荣幸

it is a priveilege to serve.

thank u for making me a part of history,

我要为你翻转世界。

lovely day

u know after so many days, this is one of the most wonderful days i have.

i woke up feeling that God is smiling over me and everything will just be ok.

and i had a beautiful time in bible sch. God was so good. thank you for the word. thank you for that shoulder and that ray of light i know i need in time of need.

and i had a great time toking and fellowshipping with ting n yl. u guys r growing up! n i m so glad about it yah? keep on growing.

n *** i hope u r reading this. i pray u r not brooding over it ok? yah i will not 看不起你. so pls be strong n well and u will do great! and i will do great too.

n my fren, although i have so many so many things to do, i jus wan to say..

i was so glad that i went to meet u. it was worth it. haha. although i went with reluctance, but i must say, i m happy that i went.

u r a fren i will treasure for a long time, becos i want to see us doing great things! dun brood and be frustrated over all those things k.. like wad i said, u will do great! so let's jia you tog. ((:

n u r an encouragement to me, by the fact that u r willing to share, i m very happy.thank you! ((:

many r called, few r chosen.

in conclusion, i m a very happy girl. and to add on to that, i m going taiwan tml!!!!!!

thank u Lord for the great day and the great life.

i just want to shout out loud

I LOVE YOU!!!

good night's rest

i feel happy. because for once in so many months, i had a terrific night rest. i slept so well. gee.

yest i slept at 11 plus! woke up at 7 this morning feeling so good. Jesus i love u! ((:

挥着翅膀的女孩

was jus feeling a bit low. then i saw the song ken send me in my email.

昨天晚上我就这样扭开电视，看到容祖儿在唱歌，这首歌叫 挥着翅膀的女孩

我并没有注意歌词 只是觉得旋律很美

今天看到歌词

我哭了

谢谢你

common grace

挥着翅膀的女孩 容祖儿

当我还是一个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱 不懂爱 从过去 到现在
直到他也离开 留我在云海徘徊
明白没人能取代 他曾给我的信赖
See Me Fly
I'm Proud To Fly Up High
不能一直依赖 别人给我拥戴
Believe Me I Can Fly
I Am Singing In The Sky
就算风雨覆盖 我也不怕重来

我已不是那个懵懂的女孩
遇到爱 用力爱 仍信 真爱
风雨来 不避开 谦虚把头低下来
像沙鸥来去天地 只为寻一个奇迹
See Me Fly I'm Proud To Fly Up High
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Believe Me I Can Fly
I Am Singing In The Sky
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩

我盼有一天能和你相见
骄傲的对着天空说 是藉着你的风
Let Me Fly
I'm Proud To Fly Up High
生命已经打开 我要那种精彩
Believe Me I Can Fly
I Am Singing In The Sky
你曾经对我说 做勇敢的女孩
我不会孤单 因为你都在

believe me i can fly

希望

希望时间会停在这刻
秒针会停止跳动

让我看完我想看的书
让我约我想约的朋友
让我做完我想做的事

为什么别人一天有48小时
我只有24呢？

希望一切能在24小时做完
然后
星期二就会到来

兴奋！

凌晨两点，我在和彪谈话。虽然已经需要去睡觉了，却因为他提到的非常非常多书籍而感到兴奋！

刚才读了洛夫的诗。好美!

烟之外

在涛声中唤你的名字而你的名字
已在千帆之外
潮来潮去
左边的鞋印才下午
右边的鞋印已黄昏了
六月原是一本很感伤的书
结局如此之凄美
——落日西沉

你依然凝视
那人眼中展示的一片纯白
他跪向你向昨日那朵美了整个下午的云
海哟，为何在众灯之中
独点亮那一盏茫然
还能抓住什么呢？
你那曾被称为云的眸子
现有人叫作
烟

台湾！！

终于在等了两年后，我可以再一次回台湾。

今天我在和vicki说，我真的很想很想去台湾！神是信实的！有时候，有些东西总是会让你在灵里兴奋起来。现在就开始了。

好开心，再过两个星期，就要开学了。这次的开学充满期待，我要作盐作光！

而能够再回校之前去台湾，真令我开心不过。

当这世界。。

当这世界不在的时候，你否会与我守候？

我可能会把这整个部落格变成华文，那个让我感到既亲近又疏远的语言。

很久没有写散文，没有用漂亮的文字，来形容我那有时糟糕的心情。

失落

沮丧

讨厌刚强

尽在不言中

我没有你想象中的好，坚强

有时候 我真希望

不只我一个在战场上

让我拥有那一分钟的软弱吧

因为你是我软弱中的刚强

happiness is love..

Day 4

st Augustine said:
He who is filled with love is filled with God Himself.

Love stretches ur heart and makes u big on the inside.

suddenly i feel that i may miss hall after all. i love the peace and the envt here. although most of the time i m alone, esp during sot, but the tranquility is amazing.

i love it when it's into the wee hours, and i have my radio playing. it feels good.

my hse is a bit too constipated.

prayer answered.

God is good. so good.

i was praying that God will speak. n He spoke. the same thing He spoke to me.

God take it a bit deeper i pray. a deeper work i pray. a greater ability to discern the things of the spirit i pray.

i am happy and content because i think i m

i can't remember who i was toking to about being happy. i was reading a r bernard's book abt happiness. i promised u i will do it every day! well i m trying. (:

anyway, tdy he said that happiness is a way of mind.

so, despite of what happened just now, i will choose to be happy.

Happiness requires to train yourself to see the good in everything, no matter what happens.

God i will decide to do that.

ken rem wad i told u tdy? i said i dun like to be angry. becos if i m angry i cant be happy. n if i can, i want to be always happy. n not make life difficult for myself. (:

carrying a lot of things in my heart, but not sharing. tok abt happier stuff.

tdy went out with helen. babe i love u! it's just wonderful everytime i go out with u. i jus feel comfortable with u, toking to u. gee. n i cant believe u r leaving so soon when i really din get to hang out much with u... will spend more time with u.

bought my makeup and stuff.. so happy. haha. n bought a vest tat's really nice at forever 21! which i think it really suits me anyway.

service was good tdy.

sch starting in 1 month plus time. so fast.

i jus did my hair. when i get a chance will post up a nice pic of it. dun get a shock alright? haha.

are you willing to celebrate your life today?

if you had to be the person you are today for the rest of your life, will you be happy? if not, it's time to change now.

i will not. n i will change now. dun look back n say yest i was happy. dun look forward and say some day i will be happy. look at your present and choose to celebrate. today be all that God wants u to be. (:

so far i have really done it. one day at a time.

tdy i experienced the goodness of God. he is so good.

and everything will work to your time and season. love u.

happiness is..

i was just thinking that i want to pick up a book and read. n saw dr a.r. bernard's book on the shelf. so i decided to do what he said, to read one entry every day and to pen down my thoughts, just that i m blogging here.

he said.

happiness is finding wisdom and understanding.

my thoughts.

the happiest life u can live is probably the life that God has intended for u to live. but for u to do that, u must be able to look at things from God's perspective. to be a wise person, u need to dig into His word. Billy Graham said, knowledge is horizontal but wisdom is vertical. It comes from above. Every day, we need a renewed mind so that we can live the life God intended for us.

if u wan to be a happier person, be a wiser person. (:

God's words for today.
Salt creates thirst.

一片宁静

好享受这样的一个时刻。今天是星期天下午。现在在宿舍里。宿舍什么人也没有，学校是一片安静的。我好享受这样的一个时刻。。。坐在这里，听着933，没有dj，只有歌曲，让我的心情自由的漂浮。。

有时候真的觉得生活很充实，却又忙得怕人，所以这样一个人的时刻是让我感到很开心的。。
虽然我还有很多的deadlines，but i appreciate this moment of peace.

was just looking thru ken's friendster. and just feeling a little nostalgic. xiaoting is feeling alone, but not lonely, and i love this moment of solitude. really.

i wish i can have more of this. no phone calls, no msges waiting for me, just enjoying my sunday afternoon.

i love it.