yay! finally i can blog!!!! haha. tried for so long n i think there is sumtin wrong with blogspot.

i finished my lep paper! can u like believe it? yesterday i was toking chan eng it seems like a part of me had left me u noe. but acty i still have it. but thinking that i dun have to read 红楼梦，茶馆，冬夜，诗词，so on n forth is like.. hmm.. not joy u noe, but i dunno wad lah. i was like looking at my stuff n the thot that i need not cram down this info anymore, i need not read it anymore, is like.. empty? haha. u mean i no need to stay up till the wee hours again? u mean i will nv get a chance to write thousands of words within 3 hours again? (until my hands get a cramp). wow. acty the feeling is really sad, or shld i say nostalgic. acty i like the phrase john's fren wrote. "how can it be nostagia when it all seems like yesterday?" n it is yesterday. geez.

u noe acty there is somuch joy studying lep. all the spotting n speculating b4 the exam. haha. all the joy or sadness when wad u study came out or not. the pathetically trying to write non-stop during the paper. the conjuring of quotes from wad u crammed last night. the late night sleep. the reciting of hong lou jus b4 the paper. the asking of "u mean u did that"? "i studied that!""cha guan was so diff!" "did li qing zhao husband die?" the appearing of wang lao shi after the paper to tabulate his statistics(super ks, haha.) 有钱就该吃喝嫖赌，haha. 改良改良，越改越良，冰凉！ the 贾宝玉，王熙凤，(wang lao shi's favourite) 袭人，(kapo's favourite) and so on n so forth. all the mugging for yesterday. n it was jus like that. 2 yrs!!!! all for yesterday. n it passed without even waiting for us.

well. it has come to an end. n it was such a precious memory that we had to take a lovegety pic to register that. i will remember that fateful day, nov 5, i took the first bus with a bunch of crazy pple, went to bugis, laughed all the way, sat at a super hot hawker centre, shopped in bugis, acting like crazy kids in the lovegety machine, requesting for a "ctrl alt delete", hurry up, no time redi, all the squeezing like siao, futh where r u??, all in the fateful day. n all of us went home on our separate ways, with our separate thots, perhaps we were all united in thots? thinking abt that which brought us together --- lep.