MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

sorrie guys that it is alredi past 12 and christmas is over. xiaoting is in a really heavy mood now. haha. as in feeling really heavy. hee. cos i jus finished watching "so close" and all those who r reading this will laugh at me again cos i cried buckets. again. oh yes again. emotional xiaoting in act. i cant help it. really. i really cried and cried and cried. haha. den after that the stupid korea show also very heavy. n i feel heavier. haha.

full of thots in my brain now. thots plus thots plus thots. thinking abt how fast time has passed, how life has been, with its ups and downs, struggles and triumphs, thinking abt love and abt Him. Jesus Xiaoting loves you. so very much. tdy i was at service. i was jus standing there. n tears began to flow. when i jus thot abt Him. how great He has been to me. my source, my comfort, my shelter, my protection, my love, my lover, my Father, my Mother oh yes my Mother, my King, my Shepherd. thank you for taking me in Your arms. thank you for embracing me. for protecting me. for healing my broken heart. for restoring me. for that security. for making me whole. for loving me. for accepting me. jus as i m.

i simply cant live without You. i mean that. with all of my heart.