i can't believe it!!!! we have stepped into the month of december! oh man.. and in a matter of 30 days, we r coming to an end of 2006! i really want to end this yr well with a super big bang! oh God i need ur grace oh so much!
jus read abt the ahs prom night. reminds me so much of my dhs and hc days. due to me toking more frequently to my ex-classmates, i miss uniform sch days so much! can't wait to get tog with the dhs and hwa chong frens!!! and my dear helen girl, i can't wait for u to come back! i havent seen u for a yr!!!! can we like go count down tog and get wild???? haaaha.
suddenly i really miss hanging out with frens n stuff. to all those who r reading my blog now.. especially my ex-classmates, i wan u to know that i miss u so much!!!! miss hanging out with all of u!!!! can we pls organise some outings.. and for those pple in 4e, come on man let's go out! haaha. stop waiting for somebody to organise.. haaha. i m jus gonna call somebody n initiate it.. i m so good at arrowing people. but pple, i miss u!!!!!!!!!
it's kind of SHOCKING to find out.. that all of us r going to be 21 next yr, and that the guys r all going into uni and become our juniors. muahahaha. but it's cool and it's brilliant n i simply cannot wait to meet up with all of u...
so for the month of december.. this is the song for u! Let's get loud.. let's get loud! haaaha
nah.. the mth of december marks a month of SOULS N BREAKTHROUGHS!
n it marks ending the yr with a BIG BANG!
n it marks reflections.. for all the wrong things i have done n need to change.. and to think abt wad i m going to do for the rest of my life.. haaha.
n it marks planning my 21st birthday! i think it's realli gonna get loud.. haaaaha.
n it marks meeting up with frens.. all the dhs pple and hwa chong pple.. let's meet up!
n it marks helen coming back.. u dunno how much i miss u girl..
n it marks CHRISTMAS!!!! christmas is coming...!!!
He's the reason for da season. so everything is going to be so great!
let's have a wonder-licious... DECEMBER N CHRISTMAS!!!!
Friday, December 01, 2006
其实我并没有什么也别想写的东西，感觉好像是硬逼自己坐在电脑面前，脑袋一片空白，手指却不停的打着。不知从哪一个时候开始，我学习如何让自己的脑袋放空。以前的我，脑袋总是充满了101条思绪。现在的我，却好像有点失了魂的样，有点和自己的思想和心情隔绝了。
i need to get in touch with my soul. i wonder how i can do that.
我好想飞。好想做一些很疯狂的事。有时候人在忙碌的时候，或许会迷失自己。我感觉晓亭迷路了好久，快点找到回家的路吧。
来临的一月，我想要消失。你想不想跟着一起来？让我们随风飞去，消失在人海中吧。
一个人 消失在人海中
如何 在人海找到自己 那是关键
我快要到家了 请等一等我吧。
i need to get in touch with my soul. i wonder how i can do that.
我好想飞。好想做一些很疯狂的事。有时候人在忙碌的时候，或许会迷失自己。我感觉晓亭迷路了好久，快点找到回家的路吧。
来临的一月，我想要消失。你想不想跟着一起来？让我们随风飞去，消失在人海中吧。
一个人 消失在人海中
如何 在人海找到自己 那是关键
我快要到家了 请等一等我吧。
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
sth new to blog abt
ooo. finally the exams r over! haaha. seriously i dun feel the sense of happiness i thot i will feel. nevertheless, i m happy, and i think i have worked hard. (not too bad la. quite hard)
went out with a fren tdy. i had quite a lot of fun n learned quite a lot of things. n from here, i m going to blog.
Hey gal,
what happened really changed my thinking. rem i used to tell u those things i said last time (pls dun reveal wad i said to him k).. i feel like i shld take them back, but i wun. but i must say, i m impressed. haaah. and this will make somebody's head very big. i really hope it will not, but this is from the bottom of my heart.
knowing him since quite a while ago makes us think that he is casual, laidback, and not much of a passionate person. no doubt we agreed he will make a very good bf, somehow we thot he din really proved to be so. but gal, i thot he has proven what we said right.
when i was toking to him, from the little things that he said, i learnt a lot of things. n i have to say, i think u found someone u can entrust urself to. no doubt there r things to be changed, but everyone of us has, but when u find someone who has a heart for you, and who thinks abt u in every little thing, i think that is wonderful. and i can really feel that love, care n concern in his voice. he is a great bf to have. and u r a great gf to have to, of course.
and girl, i think u r blessed. i m kinda convinced that he is really a great person.. and i hope he will live with passion and achieve great things.
and from the bottom of my heart, wishing u love forevermore.
to him,
i dunno if u will end up reading this or not, but u really impressed me big time. haah. u must be wondering y. i end up feeling that she is really the girl for u.
treasure her big time k.. i feel that my fren is so precious. n i think i know u will.
and dream big! and plan big! and do big things! i think u really can. so go there n do it, and be the BIGGEST TREE u can be, and provide the greatest shelter, stability and security.
and the most sincere blessings from my heart, your fren,
xiaoting
went out with a fren tdy. i had quite a lot of fun n learned quite a lot of things. n from here, i m going to blog.
Hey gal,
what happened really changed my thinking. rem i used to tell u those things i said last time (pls dun reveal wad i said to him k).. i feel like i shld take them back, but i wun. but i must say, i m impressed. haaah. and this will make somebody's head very big. i really hope it will not, but this is from the bottom of my heart.
knowing him since quite a while ago makes us think that he is casual, laidback, and not much of a passionate person. no doubt we agreed he will make a very good bf, somehow we thot he din really proved to be so. but gal, i thot he has proven what we said right.
when i was toking to him, from the little things that he said, i learnt a lot of things. n i have to say, i think u found someone u can entrust urself to. no doubt there r things to be changed, but everyone of us has, but when u find someone who has a heart for you, and who thinks abt u in every little thing, i think that is wonderful. and i can really feel that love, care n concern in his voice. he is a great bf to have. and u r a great gf to have to, of course.
and girl, i think u r blessed. i m kinda convinced that he is really a great person.. and i hope he will live with passion and achieve great things.
and from the bottom of my heart, wishing u love forevermore.
to him,
i dunno if u will end up reading this or not, but u really impressed me big time. haah. u must be wondering y. i end up feeling that she is really the girl for u.
treasure her big time k.. i feel that my fren is so precious. n i think i know u will.
and dream big! and plan big! and do big things! i think u really can. so go there n do it, and be the BIGGEST TREE u can be, and provide the greatest shelter, stability and security.
and the most sincere blessings from my heart, your fren,
xiaoting
Monday, November 27, 2006
it has not been a very easy time. i feel like i m in the wilderness. n that my faith is being tested. i kept asking God, y r things not happening.. then i had a thought. maybe the angels delivering my answers r wrestling with the demons, so I NEED TO KEEP ON PRAYING.
i have nv or as far as i can remember, got myself into such a situation. i need help from You God.
daddy you will not allow us to go thru anything we cannot bear. and for every situation, there is always a way out. so i m really trusting in You. to come through for me.... Lord. help me. please.
i have nv or as far as i can remember, got myself into such a situation. i need help from You God.
daddy you will not allow us to go thru anything we cannot bear. and for every situation, there is always a way out. so i m really trusting in You. to come through for me.... Lord. help me. please.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
do i look silly in this thing? i love it. haah. cos it's like sth that some mongolian princess will wear. but i look really dumb right? haah.
me n qi were really sound asleep n some evil pple took our pictures. haha.
my very good fren. 
this was taken on my birthday.celebrated it with my cg at 85.
this is evidence that i know belinda! but i m not sure if she remembers us. we were from the same bus in israel! i think she is pretty.
Friday, November 24, 2006
it has been a long week.
i realise i always recuperate by sleeping. is it physically, emotionally, or mentally.
it is not always that effective.
not as effective as the presence of God anyway.
but i slept. and left 6 chaps of my astronomy untouched. n left 1 plain prata n 1 egg prata untouched. wad a waste of my money. ha.
sometimes God leave u hanging to the thinest line possible, so that u can hang on the biggest God possible.
i feel like.. if God is not going to see me through, i m dead.
yep.
but.. He is going to see me thru. so..
LIFE IS STILL BEAUTIFUL. DESPITE ITS IMPERFECTIONS. THANK U!
i realise i always recuperate by sleeping. is it physically, emotionally, or mentally.
it is not always that effective.
not as effective as the presence of God anyway.
but i slept. and left 6 chaps of my astronomy untouched. n left 1 plain prata n 1 egg prata untouched. wad a waste of my money. ha.
sometimes God leave u hanging to the thinest line possible, so that u can hang on the biggest God possible.
i feel like.. if God is not going to see me through, i m dead.
yep.
but.. He is going to see me thru. so..
LIFE IS STILL BEAUTIFUL. DESPITE ITS IMPERFECTIONS. THANK U!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
is there anything too hard for Me?
Eze 22:30
so i sought for a man among, who would make a wall and stand in the gap before Me on behalf of the land, but i found no one.
For a moment, i thot i was wrong.
Meiyan said sth, that i felt it might be really so. it went into my spirit.
perhaps it is time for a change. a big change.
"is there anything too hard for Me?"
i serve a BIG God. what bout u?
so i sought for a man among, who would make a wall and stand in the gap before Me on behalf of the land, but i found no one.
For a moment, i thot i was wrong.
Meiyan said sth, that i felt it might be really so. it went into my spirit.
perhaps it is time for a change. a big change.
"is there anything too hard for Me?"
i serve a BIG God. what bout u?
Saturday, November 18, 2006
enjoying
was jus chilling out with chan eng at sing post. i know. wad a place right. haah.i was waiting for my bag. which i manage to slash the price from 32.90 to 25! it's either the person really jack up the price so much or i m a good bargainer. haaah.
but i feel deprived for so long. that for so long.. i think almost for one mth.. i have no life. n i realise how much i miss fun.. miss shopping.. miss hanging out. i need a breather! to all who r reading my blog right now, if u r free, u r invited to hang out with xiaoting after 29nov. haah. pls... ask me out to play! anything will do. i m considering to.. go to the zoo? go shopping.. watch movies.. vivo city.. etc etc etc. n i m going HK in jan i think n i hope.
my grandma jus moved into my hse. n i used to think that it is such a horror. but i realise, it is not so bad afterall. she is really nice. and having an old lady in the hse is nice. i realise old pple can jus get lonely. and they r jus looking for company. i love my grandma! haah.
i love my life. all thanks to the river that flows.
but i feel deprived for so long. that for so long.. i think almost for one mth.. i have no life. n i realise how much i miss fun.. miss shopping.. miss hanging out. i need a breather! to all who r reading my blog right now, if u r free, u r invited to hang out with xiaoting after 29nov. haah. pls... ask me out to play! anything will do. i m considering to.. go to the zoo? go shopping.. watch movies.. vivo city.. etc etc etc. n i m going HK in jan i think n i hope.
my grandma jus moved into my hse. n i used to think that it is such a horror. but i realise, it is not so bad afterall. she is really nice. and having an old lady in the hse is nice. i realise old pple can jus get lonely. and they r jus looking for company. i love my grandma! haah.
i love my life. all thanks to the river that flows.
Friday, November 17, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
one last blog
i m going back hall. tml is my exam. somehow i feel like... i dunno. but this exam is really impt to me. i guess i have not taken exams so seriously since a long time ago. becos the xiaoting in jc n secondary n pri has been really hardworking. but since i came to uni, i forgot what it is like to work hard.
but i must get started now. n i have had a track record for the past 13 weeks. n i pray n i pray, i can run the last lap well and fight the good fight of faith.
i m still looking to my good grades. n today is the last day. xiaoting u must really start mugging very hard!!!
i really need grace. need grace to study hard in the midst of exams plus all the different activities.
God, empower me to succeed. thank You.
but i must get started now. n i have had a track record for the past 13 weeks. n i pray n i pray, i can run the last lap well and fight the good fight of faith.
i m still looking to my good grades. n today is the last day. xiaoting u must really start mugging very hard!!!
i really need grace. need grace to study hard in the midst of exams plus all the different activities.
God, empower me to succeed. thank You.
God's word for this week
John 7:37-38
"..'If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink. He who believes in Me, as the Scriptures have said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water. "
I need the rivers of living water. i need to drink from the well that never runs dry.
when u r in the Spirit, there is a river and that is a flow. things dun get hard going. things dun get dry. becos the river flows.
Holy Spirit rain down upon me, upon us, upon my cg, upon this church i pray.
i wan to know the one who holds my hand as i run this race.
more of You Holy Spirit.
what lies ahead of me looks scary n insurmountable. but becos u r here, n u hold my hand day by day, everything is going to be ok. thank You.
"..'If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink. He who believes in Me, as the Scriptures have said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water. "
I need the rivers of living water. i need to drink from the well that never runs dry.
when u r in the Spirit, there is a river and that is a flow. things dun get hard going. things dun get dry. becos the river flows.
Holy Spirit rain down upon me, upon us, upon my cg, upon this church i pray.
i wan to know the one who holds my hand as i run this race.
more of You Holy Spirit.
what lies ahead of me looks scary n insurmountable. but becos u r here, n u hold my hand day by day, everything is going to be ok. thank You.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i m always very appreciative of pst ulf's appearance. becos he nv fails to remind me wad i m missing out on. haha. whenever i see him, i will think n wonder n be in awe. becos he always demonstrates that "high" level that a minister can go up to. n i wish i have that kind of anointing n love n relationship with God.
it seems like as u grow older, u become more n more set in ur ways. n u have less n less desire for the extraordinary. i hate that happening to me. i wan to have a DEEP hunger for the things of God. a THIRST for the Holy Spirit n for what God has in store for me.
sometimes when u get busy, u jus get too busy to think. i have sort of spent less n less time thinking. n cos of the lack of laptop, i blog less n less. i like blogging. cos blogging makes me think. forces me to think.
yest studied at th airport overnight with ting zimu n jeremy. m amazed by zimu. he demonstrates an amazing depth of knowledge n opinions for his age.
noe wad? i wan to really have that kind of depth. jus now jeremy mentioned that terence (not that terence, haha) has depth. n i kind of have been missing out on that for a while. i really wan to be a great leader, who is anointed, who is fruitful, and i wan to have the rivers of living water flowing out of me. yet i also wan to be someone who qualifies to be sum1 great in the marketplace. that pple look up to u for ur wisdom, ur knowledge.
it is only when i grew up, that i learn, what did pst mean by ur life changes only when ur thinking changes.
Lord, help me put on ur mind everyday.
help me to have a heart after you.
help me to love like u do.
help me to have a hunger like Jesus has.
i wan to love u more more more than ever before.
i wan to be more in love with u more than ever before.
i wan the Holy Spirit. so much.
感觉还蛮痛的
最讨厌的应该是尽心去做一件事 却不得要领
有时候感觉
因为某件事情的发生
世界好像要垮下来了
但是
常常这么想
从另一个角度
things r really not so bad..
so when u learn to look at it from a different perspective.
when u learn to let go n let God
而当你知道 不管发生什么事
he is in control.
everything will be ok.
n i love you Lord for that very assurance. (((:
it seems like as u grow older, u become more n more set in ur ways. n u have less n less desire for the extraordinary. i hate that happening to me. i wan to have a DEEP hunger for the things of God. a THIRST for the Holy Spirit n for what God has in store for me.
sometimes when u get busy, u jus get too busy to think. i have sort of spent less n less time thinking. n cos of the lack of laptop, i blog less n less. i like blogging. cos blogging makes me think. forces me to think.
yest studied at th airport overnight with ting zimu n jeremy. m amazed by zimu. he demonstrates an amazing depth of knowledge n opinions for his age.
noe wad? i wan to really have that kind of depth. jus now jeremy mentioned that terence (not that terence, haha) has depth. n i kind of have been missing out on that for a while. i really wan to be a great leader, who is anointed, who is fruitful, and i wan to have the rivers of living water flowing out of me. yet i also wan to be someone who qualifies to be sum1 great in the marketplace. that pple look up to u for ur wisdom, ur knowledge.
it is only when i grew up, that i learn, what did pst mean by ur life changes only when ur thinking changes.
Lord, help me put on ur mind everyday.
help me to have a heart after you.
help me to love like u do.
help me to have a hunger like Jesus has.
i wan to love u more more more than ever before.
i wan to be more in love with u more than ever before.
i wan the Holy Spirit. so much.
感觉还蛮痛的
最讨厌的应该是尽心去做一件事 却不得要领
有时候感觉
因为某件事情的发生
世界好像要垮下来了
但是
常常这么想
从另一个角度
things r really not so bad..
so when u learn to look at it from a different perspective.
when u learn to let go n let God
而当你知道 不管发生什么事
he is in control.
everything will be ok.
n i love you Lord for that very assurance. (((:
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
random n goong.
i dunno how it happened. but i felt in love with goong. i m not supposed to, i guess, but i jus could not really help it. it jus happened one day. anyway i m so glad that i have finished watching it after endless sleepless nights of looking at shin goon. hahaha.
我猜想
每个女孩的心里都有一个属于她的童话故事
而每个女孩都期待自己的白马王子
但是你又会发现
戏里面你能看到的信
或许在真实的世界里
是不会出现的
but anyway. it is over. although i m still in love with shin goon. haha.
everytime u climb to mountain top, u can expect to see a valley?
i m still learning to get used to hall life. it's not too bad now, after i brought my hifi in. i realise i cant live without music. i rather have some weird dj toking to me den to be reading in sheer silence. scary.
but i think i really love the privacy of my room. n hall enables me to sleep n eat alot. but i hate it when there is no hot water for my bath!!! haha. lame right but ya.
i m really gonna mug this time round. jus taught the pple in cg last wk abt how.. when u lay down ur life for God, u enter into a covenant relationship with him, then He will gather all of heaven to empower u to succeed. i thot this is how i m feeling right now.
thank u Jesus.
thank You for being so gracious, for forgiving the things that i have done.
thank You for letting me know that in every valley, u r there.
thank You for giving me hope.
thank You for ur blessing, for empowering me to succeed.
and thank You that u made me. (:
love ya.
我猜想
每个女孩的心里都有一个属于她的童话故事
而每个女孩都期待自己的白马王子
但是你又会发现
戏里面你能看到的信
或许在真实的世界里
是不会出现的
but anyway. it is over. although i m still in love with shin goon. haha.
everytime u climb to mountain top, u can expect to see a valley?
i m still learning to get used to hall life. it's not too bad now, after i brought my hifi in. i realise i cant live without music. i rather have some weird dj toking to me den to be reading in sheer silence. scary.
but i think i really love the privacy of my room. n hall enables me to sleep n eat alot. but i hate it when there is no hot water for my bath!!! haha. lame right but ya.
i m really gonna mug this time round. jus taught the pple in cg last wk abt how.. when u lay down ur life for God, u enter into a covenant relationship with him, then He will gather all of heaven to empower u to succeed. i thot this is how i m feeling right now.
thank u Jesus.
thank You for being so gracious, for forgiving the things that i have done.
thank You for letting me know that in every valley, u r there.
thank You for giving me hope.
thank You for ur blessing, for empowering me to succeed.
and thank You that u made me. (:
love ya.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
无可救药
暗戀是一種禮貌
暗地裡蓋一座城堡
然後再當你的警衛跑腿跟小貓
隨時你要我重灌電腦
隨時你要我隨傳隨到買麵包 雞排跟水餃
你每次對著我笑
你的笑裡面有毒藥
我看著你出了神還丟掉了解藥
可能你從來沒感覺到
最好你永遠感覺不到
愛上你 越來越無可救藥
一天一天越來越無可救藥
一生一次愛你到無可救藥
我 才慢慢體會到
幸福是被愛的人需要
一天一天越來越無可救藥
一生一次愛你到無可救藥
我 才狠狠決定要
就愛吧就醬吧就不逃
愛你到無可救藥
-阿信-
he is cool. ha.
暗地裡蓋一座城堡
然後再當你的警衛跑腿跟小貓
隨時你要我重灌電腦
隨時你要我隨傳隨到買麵包 雞排跟水餃
你每次對著我笑
你的笑裡面有毒藥
我看著你出了神還丟掉了解藥
可能你從來沒感覺到
最好你永遠感覺不到
愛上你 越來越無可救藥
一天一天越來越無可救藥
一生一次愛你到無可救藥
我 才慢慢體會到
幸福是被愛的人需要
一天一天越來越無可救藥
一生一次愛你到無可救藥
我 才狠狠決定要
就愛吧就醬吧就不逃
愛你到無可救藥
-阿信-
he is cool. ha.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
hall 4
today is my second night in hall. i was initially very excited to stay in hall. but yest while i was in sch, i thot abt how "lonely" my hall is gonna be, with no roommate, no laptop, no music, i felt like my heart sank. I m scared of the silence in it.. and i miss home. :( i know i sound so kiddish.. n it is so unlike me becos i m usually not like that. i thot i was independent n stuff too, n i still think i m, but prob not as much. haha. i really miss the security of home.
家是我的避风港
是每天我回去
最向往的地方
家有我熟悉的味道
由能牵动我心的音乐
由我不需要用脑放轻松的电视
没错
我好想家
而且我发现
想的不是家人
是家
it's so good to be home.
i din realise i will take time to adapt. really din. n i realise my heart is attached to alot of things at home. n i m super dependent on my com. without msn, without blogging, i feel empty!! haix.
ok, to take things at a lighter note, i m ok. haah. jus missing home alot. esp my bed n my com. n everything la. realli.
害相思
i m still here! going home tml. n coming back on sun night. i will mug hard ok.. haah.
家是我的避风港
是每天我回去
最向往的地方
家有我熟悉的味道
由能牵动我心的音乐
由我不需要用脑放轻松的电视
没错
我好想家
而且我发现
想的不是家人
是家
it's so good to be home.
i din realise i will take time to adapt. really din. n i realise my heart is attached to alot of things at home. n i m super dependent on my com. without msn, without blogging, i feel empty!! haix.
ok, to take things at a lighter note, i m ok. haah. jus missing home alot. esp my bed n my com. n everything la. realli.
害相思
i m still here! going home tml. n coming back on sun night. i will mug hard ok.. haah.
Friday, October 27, 2006
fake.
i m scared of pple who r fake. i m serious. i hate discovering hypocrites in my life. get thee behind me!
i hate my time being wasted.
i know it's not supposed to be reciprocrated.
but i dun owe ____ anything, do i?
i m kind of tired. to do this for ____ and to leave nothing for __ .
it doesnt feel good not to be ____________.
fill in the blanks.
i hate my time being wasted.
i know it's not supposed to be reciprocrated.
but i dun owe ____ anything, do i?
i m kind of tired. to do this for ____ and to leave nothing for __ .
it doesnt feel good not to be ____________.
fill in the blanks.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
thoughts and more thoughts
like what i said. i have been having a lot of thoughts lately. i hope i can blog them down.
to whoever that is reading this right now. this is the first time u r hearing xiaoting's dream i think. except for a few close frens, i din reveal it to anybody. and now it is. *drumroll*
when i was younger, i wanted to serve full-time one day. but when i first heard pastor preach abt the marketplace, i wanted to go into the marketplace as well. there i was. torn. i could not figure whether i should go full-time or go into the marketplace.
then i tried out different jobs. n somebody who really sparked off an idea in me was kevin. i had almost nv ever dreamed of being an entrepreneur. (i jus din think i was cut out for it) but it was him who gave me the idea and told me i have what it takes. and that was when i really started thinking. amazing how God uses pple isnt it? n kevin said sth that really impacted me. which i felt it was God speaking thru him. wow. well God uses non-believers too. He said i could start sth and become successful and let it run, while at the same time i can serve God. this implying that i could serve full-time, yet not draw a salary from the church, what's more giving to His house. i was still pondering bout it.
till a couple of weeks ago. pst mentioned this very idea in church. n God confirmed the word. i felt a sense of excitement in my heart to really be a high flier in my career yet serve God. like bro wahju (sorry i dunno how to spell his name)
tdy i was toking to my cousin. i told her my dream one day is to be so rich, that i can have houses all over asia. n whenever pastors go overseas for missionaries, i can house them. n whenever my relatives go overseas, i can house them.
we were in a cab. n when i got down, the cab driver said, 希望你的梦想实现。
and i said, 会的。
that went straight into my spirit.
when we were at sph, when i told wang lao shi n biao i wanted to be an entrepreneur, they laughed. but dear all, xiaoting has nv been one who would settle for the average, the norm, the usual. i wan the extraordinary in my life.
who said.. 中文系的学生一定要当老师，参与媒体工作？
who said.. 南大中文系不应该是你的选择？
who said.. 中文系的学生不可以出来创业，有一天成为百万富翁？
my friends, when i came to know Jesus, one thing He did, He took out the impossible in my life.
in Him, all things r possible.
and i hope my life will be a living testimony to
with man it is impossible. but with God, all things r possible.
u believe that? i do.
to whoever that is reading this right now. this is the first time u r hearing xiaoting's dream i think. except for a few close frens, i din reveal it to anybody. and now it is. *drumroll*
when i was younger, i wanted to serve full-time one day. but when i first heard pastor preach abt the marketplace, i wanted to go into the marketplace as well. there i was. torn. i could not figure whether i should go full-time or go into the marketplace.
then i tried out different jobs. n somebody who really sparked off an idea in me was kevin. i had almost nv ever dreamed of being an entrepreneur. (i jus din think i was cut out for it) but it was him who gave me the idea and told me i have what it takes. and that was when i really started thinking. amazing how God uses pple isnt it? n kevin said sth that really impacted me. which i felt it was God speaking thru him. wow. well God uses non-believers too. He said i could start sth and become successful and let it run, while at the same time i can serve God. this implying that i could serve full-time, yet not draw a salary from the church, what's more giving to His house. i was still pondering bout it.
till a couple of weeks ago. pst mentioned this very idea in church. n God confirmed the word. i felt a sense of excitement in my heart to really be a high flier in my career yet serve God. like bro wahju (sorry i dunno how to spell his name)
tdy i was toking to my cousin. i told her my dream one day is to be so rich, that i can have houses all over asia. n whenever pastors go overseas for missionaries, i can house them. n whenever my relatives go overseas, i can house them.
we were in a cab. n when i got down, the cab driver said, 希望你的梦想实现。
and i said, 会的。
that went straight into my spirit.
when we were at sph, when i told wang lao shi n biao i wanted to be an entrepreneur, they laughed. but dear all, xiaoting has nv been one who would settle for the average, the norm, the usual. i wan the extraordinary in my life.
who said.. 中文系的学生一定要当老师，参与媒体工作？
who said.. 南大中文系不应该是你的选择？
who said.. 中文系的学生不可以出来创业，有一天成为百万富翁？
my friends, when i came to know Jesus, one thing He did, He took out the impossible in my life.
in Him, all things r possible.
and i hope my life will be a living testimony to
with man it is impossible. but with God, all things r possible.
u believe that? i do.
Friday, October 20, 2006
thoughts and ideas
i actually have alot of thots in my brain.esp after class.u jus feel like blogging.but sadly,i forgot abt them.n some of them r unsuitable to be written here.haix.i m sorry to deprive u.haah.let me jus blog some random stuff k..
a couple of posts ago, i wrote bout how much i like long ying tai. now i beg to differ. dun really like pple who use emotions to get their way. yep shan1 dong4 xing4. recently i have become lazy to type chinese. yes i have. forgive me for that frens. haah.
tdy when i saw that scene, thoughts flooded my mind n heart. i know it seems like this is not the time for it, n yet i know i have also promised you greater things. sth is tugging at my heart. i know i have high expectations, n yet within me there also lies a fear. and u noe what i m afraid of. u noe how i try to look like i dun care, but u noe deep within i do.
i m searching for my resonance.
a couple of posts ago, i wrote bout how much i like long ying tai. now i beg to differ. dun really like pple who use emotions to get their way. yep shan1 dong4 xing4. recently i have become lazy to type chinese. yes i have. forgive me for that frens. haah.
tdy when i saw that scene, thoughts flooded my mind n heart. i know it seems like this is not the time for it, n yet i know i have also promised you greater things. sth is tugging at my heart. i know i have high expectations, n yet within me there also lies a fear. and u noe what i m afraid of. u noe how i try to look like i dun care, but u noe deep within i do.
i m searching for my resonance.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
blogging.
it's been quite a long time it seems that i m blogging. although on n off i will still put up posts. well that is a good sign. it shows that i m busy. when i m busy n tired, i really will not have the time to sit here n blog.
running out of things to say here. haah. but jus feel that recently life has been really great. many pple like to ask me, how's life? and being the xiaoting i m, who insists on being positive, i feel compelled to say it's great! which is true.. to some extents. haaah. but now if u were to ask me.. i will tell u.. life is truly great and i m loving every moment of it.
yest was toking to a fren in sch.. and she commented on how positive i was. thank God for that positive attitude. but well i guess to me, whatever i have to do, i jus have to choose to be positive or negative. and sometimes things really dun go my way.. but the fact is no matter what it is i m doing, i want to love every moment of it. one of the things i detest is to force myself to do the things i dun wan n dislike to do. i m very loyal to xiaoting. haaah. but i m truly enjoying every moment of my life.an d life with my daddy God is jus different. He holds up my world. plan my routes. light up my path. so i love you daddy God.
my GREAT BIG DADDY GOD.
running out of things to say here. haah. but jus feel that recently life has been really great. many pple like to ask me, how's life? and being the xiaoting i m, who insists on being positive, i feel compelled to say it's great! which is true.. to some extents. haaah. but now if u were to ask me.. i will tell u.. life is truly great and i m loving every moment of it.
yest was toking to a fren in sch.. and she commented on how positive i was. thank God for that positive attitude. but well i guess to me, whatever i have to do, i jus have to choose to be positive or negative. and sometimes things really dun go my way.. but the fact is no matter what it is i m doing, i want to love every moment of it. one of the things i detest is to force myself to do the things i dun wan n dislike to do. i m very loyal to xiaoting. haaah. but i m truly enjoying every moment of my life.an d life with my daddy God is jus different. He holds up my world. plan my routes. light up my path. so i love you daddy God.
my GREAT BIG DADDY GOD.
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