haix. ailing u r going to kill me for this but to a certain extent i m affected. not affected like erm emotionally but more of worried n sth on my mind kind of thingy.. urgh!

jus gonna blog how i feel..

cant believe it. y do pple ard me do stupid things? u noe sumtin.. acty a lot of times we noe that it is not right not good n we still go ahead with it.. many times believing the devil's lies that things r going to be okie! it is not! dun ever compromise ur standards can.. this is a trial. dun live in self-deception when u noe that things r not right n u insist that they r! stop living in lies.. self deception.. compromised standards. there is more so much more in the kingdom of God! we r always so stubborn to want to go on the way we want to noe when the Holy Spirit is like screaming no!!!!!!! silently kind of thingy..

wake up ur idea can? open ur spiritual eyes n see wad has God in store for u.. it is so crucial. dun fall now! if u fall, it will not be so easy to get back again. God has touched u again n again.. allow u to experience again n again.. so that u r prepared to walk on.. do not turn to ur left or to ur right.. walk the highway of the Most High.. dun turn a deaf ear to the Holy Spirit!!!!